The new pride of the month East
Chapter 75
Xiao Yue struggled to no avail, but was hugged even tighter by Dongfang Bai.
Dongfang Bai felt remorse in his heart, sobbed and whispered in Xiao Yue's ear, which seemed to be a faint cry: "Yue'er, you don't want me anymore, then I might as well die earlier, lest I see you go... I would be better off then die……"
Hearing what Dongfang Bai said, Xiao Yue only felt a pain in his heart, so he let the other party hold him, and sighed softly: "Why do you do this, even without me, you are still the Eastern leader who looks down on the world. People can threaten you."
Dongfang Bai shook his head viciously, and hugged Xiao Yue even tighter, saying repeatedly: "There is nothing more important than you in this world, and now I don't want anything... Only you, I only want you, Yue'er."
Xiao Yue seemed out of breath being hugged by Dongfang Bai, after hearing her tender words, her heart became more and more bitter, and she sighed softly: "In the past, you said these things earlier, so that I would suffer less. "
Hearing the words, Dongfang Bai couldn't help but be touched, he bent down and kissed Xiao Yue's side cheek lightly, put his lips next to her ear again, and said word by word: "Yue'er, I make a promise with you now, this life I, Dongfang Bai, will no longer owe you half a point, if you violate..."
Before the words finished, Xiao Yue blocked Dongfang Bai's next words with her hand, she raised her eyes and looked at Dongfang Bai in a daze.
She thought, Dongfang Bai had feelings for her after all, but this feeling was mixed with too much utilitarianism and calculations, Xiao Yue couldn't see how much sincerity there was.
For a long time, her devotion to Dongfang Bai has been too unequal to Dongfang Bai's response to her. This person is used to being superior, used to being flattered by others, and also used to Xiao Yue's every kind of care for her. indulge.
But now, Xiao Yue is tired of loving others with such a low profile, and she doesn't want to continue like this.
"Xiaobai." Xiao Yue put down her hand and called her as gently as possible.
"Things are impermanent. If you leave me, maybe you will find a new lover that day, and you won't need me anymore. You are the leader of the Sun Moon God Sect. If you want it in this world, what kind of man and woman will not have it?" , you should have found a good man and had your own children, this is the life you should have."
Xiao Yue's words were reasonable, but the reason hidden in these words made Dongfang white-haired even more. Xiao Yue didn't say these words impulsively, she really thought it through.Come to think of it, she also said the same thing that day...
Dongfang Bai felt that her heart couldn't beat, all the words she wanted to say turned into tears, and came out of her eyes wantonly, but none of them could really come out of her mouth. She could only hug Xiao Yue tightly, and kept calling her name, every time When I called out, I felt as if a knife had been carved in my heart.
However, Xiao Yue's gentle reassurance was more like adding salt to the wound.Dongfang Bai felt that his whole heart had been stabbed countless times, and the pain began to spread from his heart and spread all over his body.
"Yue'er." She hugged Xiao Yue tightly and said in a trembling voice, "I'm sorry..."
Xiao Yue trembled slightly, as if she couldn't believe it, if Dongfang Bai had said such a sentence to her before she cleared all these things, she might accept it, but time cannot go back.
Dongfang Bai finally lowered his posture and said the words of apology, as proud as she was, and finally lowered his head, like a child who did something wrong, but Xiao Yue no longer believed her.
Xiao Yue looked at the undisguised pain and guilt on Dongfang Bai's face, and felt her chest also start to ache.She wanted to break free, but was tightly held by Dongfang Bai's hands.
Xiao Yue sighed, took Dongfang Bai to the side of the bed, and coaxed her a little softly, "I won't go, please sit down obediently, and I'll get you a glass of water."
Dongfang Bai still seemed uneasy, but seeing Xiao Yue's face darkened, he didn't dare to go against her wishes at this moment, and obediently sat by the bed.It's just that those eyes are still staring at Xiao Yue closely, for fear that she will leave right away.
Xiao Yue went to the table and poured a cup of tea, took a few sips, and then filled the cup with water.Turning around, walked to Dongfang Bai, handed her the cup, and sat down beside the bed.
Dongfang Bai took the cup and drank it in one gulp, holding the cup in both hands, still looking at Xiao Yue cautiously.
While the two were staring at each other silently, Dongfang Bai raised his hand to caress Xiao Yue's face, seeing Xiao Yue's expression softened, thinking that she had changed her mind, she hurriedly approached, and the joy flashed across her face.
Xiao Yue's heart skipped a beat, and she found that Dongfang Bai's gaze was unusually obsessive, with hidden hotness.The next moment, Dongfang Bai suddenly grabbed Xiao Yue's neck, pulled it down forcefully, and squeezed those lips tightly.
This kiss came suddenly and intensely, Xiao Yue was a little stunned for a moment, then after realizing it, he also put his arms around Dongfang Bai, and kissed her back with all his heart.
Receiving a response, Dongfang Bai's lips and tongue penetrated into Xiao Yue's teeth, deeply plundering every inch of space, as if a farewell was about to be said at the next moment.They demanded each other fiercely, and actually gave birth to an illusion of despair.
During the entanglement, the two changed their postures unconsciously. Dongfang Bai was pressing on Xiao Yue's body, and one hand could not help but hide in the corner of the plain white clothes. shudder.
Dongfang Bai's delicate kisses fell densely into Xiao Yue's neck, reaching to the collarbone, lingering back and forth between the collarbones, tenderly kissing every detail.She slowly descended, revealing her exquisite curves, with a little blush in her snowy skin, the scenery is too beautiful to behold.
But Dongfang Bai suddenly stopped at Xiao Yue's chest, the hideous scar was extremely obtrusive on the smooth white jade skin.
Now that the wound has healed, the scar is just like what Xiao Yue said, it can't be removed anymore.This also always reminds Dongfang Bai of what he did to Xiao Yue.
Dongfang Bai's tears fell down his cheeks into the hollow of the scar, forming a small lake of tears.She raised her head, suddenly felt dizzy, and fell limply on Xiao Yue's body.
Xiao Yue knew that the medicine had worked.She just put a drug in that cup of tea.After tidying up his clothes, he gently and firmly pushed Dongfang Bai away.
Dongfang Bai's heart was full of fear, and her face was stained with a bit of resolute charm because of despair, she stared at Xiao Yue mournfully, tears kept falling from the corners of her eyes.
"Yue'er...don't...please don't go..."
Xiao Yue closed her eyes, preventing herself from looking at Dongfang Bai's distressed appearance, and said in a low voice, "Everything I did in the past was because I did it voluntarily. If I can get your sincerity and trust with this, of course gratifying."
She slowly opened her eyes, and the room was already empty, like a deep valley, lonely and lonely, "If not, I have nothing to complain about now."
Dongfang Bai looked at Xiao Yue, his eyes that were originally clear were terribly dim at the moment.She shook her head helplessly, clutching the corner of Xiao Yue's clothes, and said sadly: "You believe in me, Yue'er, my heart for you has been true from beginning to end...it's all true..."
Xiao Yue exhaled slowly, and finished the next words one by one.
"All kinds of temptations, deceptions, and even schemes between you and me were all based on our selfishness. But even though there are many hurts in this relationship, I never thought of letting you go. "
"And after going through so many things, I can't help thinking, why do we have to go through so many hardships together? Why can't we keep each other's sincerity?"
"At this point, I finally understand...Xiaobai, we are really not destined. Thinking about this journey, what are we trying to figure out, and have suffered so much...Why bother?"
It turns out that some things really cannot be forced.In the past, Xiao Yue thought that as long as you have enough patience, as long as two people love each other, many things can be changed, but sometimes, it is useless to let you devote all your energy and effort.
Xiao Yue stared at Dongfang Bai deeply, as if she wanted to engrave this person in her bones.She raised her hand to wipe away the teardrops from the corners of Dongfang Bai's eyes, and the corners of her lips curled up slightly, with a relieved smile.
"I have never been stingy with what I can give you in the past, and I have tried my best to do what I can. From now on, the first floor and Jiayao Palace will be entrusted to you. May you treat my aunt well, and treat those in the building and the palace well." Everyone."
Dongfang Bai's eyes widened in disbelief, but his consciousness became more and more blurred, and tears of despair kept falling down his temple hair.
In a trance, she only felt that she was in an endless abyss, surrounded by darkness, could not hear the sound, could not see the picture.A large piece of light suddenly bloomed in front of her eyes, as bright as the morning glow, and that light that was supposed to belong to her alone, why did it become pitch black at this time...
The door opened from the inside, and Xiao Yue came out from inside. She saw the colored glaze, coral, Yingluo and amber at the door, which had been waiting for her for a long time.
Seeing Xiao Yue's red and swollen eyes and tired face, the four felt worried.
"Qing'er, the master has already returned to the palace to prepare, let's go too." Hu Po reminded from the side.
Xiao Yue raised her head, and the faces of several people were reflected in her eyes, as if she had made some kind of determination, her tone was extremely serious: "I, I won't go back."
"Qing'er!" The expressions of the few people changed, and the gaze they met was lonely and empty, and the despair hidden in it made them feel extremely distressed.
Xiao Yue's eyes fell in the distance, "This is the last time I give you an order. From today onwards, I will entrust the first floor and Jiayao Palace to Dongfang Bai. You can stay and assist her or leave. Now , you are free." The words fell, and he walked away.
The four of them stared fixedly at the determined back, she did it anyway... They couldn't control their emotions, their eyes turned red, and then tears rolled down their cheeks.
Amber's tears fell, and she said loudly: "Qing'er, you know, we have followed you all these years, never for the first floor or Jiayao Palace, we swore that we would never leave you...you even us Do you want them all?"
Then he ran out a few steps, his voice trembling: "You don't need to care about Jiayao Palace and the first floor, or us, but you don't even want Dongfang Bubai...?"
On the contrary, Xiao Yue raised the corners of her lips with a desolate smile.It seems that something has been let go, and it is empty.
"I don't want anything anymore." She didn't stay any longer, and slowly disappeared at the end of the corridor.
Shan Shan was the first person to know Xiao Yue's thoughts, watching that figure walk away until it disappeared, with a decisive sense of freedom.
The mist in her eyes covered her vision, and she raised her hand to rub the corners of her eyes, only to find the wet marks on her face, but she only said a word.
"It will be fine."
The author has something to say:
Once such entrustment of body and mind, such long-lasting affection, such tossing and turning, such unspoken and painful torment in love, in the end, it was just an obsession.One person is handicapped, two people are injured.
After the wind and rain, looking back at the way we came, we realized that those loves, hatreds, madness and obsessions were nothing but a pile of deserted mounds in the end.
Dongfang Bai felt remorse in his heart, sobbed and whispered in Xiao Yue's ear, which seemed to be a faint cry: "Yue'er, you don't want me anymore, then I might as well die earlier, lest I see you go... I would be better off then die……"
Hearing what Dongfang Bai said, Xiao Yue only felt a pain in his heart, so he let the other party hold him, and sighed softly: "Why do you do this, even without me, you are still the Eastern leader who looks down on the world. People can threaten you."
Dongfang Bai shook his head viciously, and hugged Xiao Yue even tighter, saying repeatedly: "There is nothing more important than you in this world, and now I don't want anything... Only you, I only want you, Yue'er."
Xiao Yue seemed out of breath being hugged by Dongfang Bai, after hearing her tender words, her heart became more and more bitter, and she sighed softly: "In the past, you said these things earlier, so that I would suffer less. "
Hearing the words, Dongfang Bai couldn't help but be touched, he bent down and kissed Xiao Yue's side cheek lightly, put his lips next to her ear again, and said word by word: "Yue'er, I make a promise with you now, this life I, Dongfang Bai, will no longer owe you half a point, if you violate..."
Before the words finished, Xiao Yue blocked Dongfang Bai's next words with her hand, she raised her eyes and looked at Dongfang Bai in a daze.
She thought, Dongfang Bai had feelings for her after all, but this feeling was mixed with too much utilitarianism and calculations, Xiao Yue couldn't see how much sincerity there was.
For a long time, her devotion to Dongfang Bai has been too unequal to Dongfang Bai's response to her. This person is used to being superior, used to being flattered by others, and also used to Xiao Yue's every kind of care for her. indulge.
But now, Xiao Yue is tired of loving others with such a low profile, and she doesn't want to continue like this.
"Xiaobai." Xiao Yue put down her hand and called her as gently as possible.
"Things are impermanent. If you leave me, maybe you will find a new lover that day, and you won't need me anymore. You are the leader of the Sun Moon God Sect. If you want it in this world, what kind of man and woman will not have it?" , you should have found a good man and had your own children, this is the life you should have."
Xiao Yue's words were reasonable, but the reason hidden in these words made Dongfang white-haired even more. Xiao Yue didn't say these words impulsively, she really thought it through.Come to think of it, she also said the same thing that day...
Dongfang Bai felt that her heart couldn't beat, all the words she wanted to say turned into tears, and came out of her eyes wantonly, but none of them could really come out of her mouth. She could only hug Xiao Yue tightly, and kept calling her name, every time When I called out, I felt as if a knife had been carved in my heart.
However, Xiao Yue's gentle reassurance was more like adding salt to the wound.Dongfang Bai felt that his whole heart had been stabbed countless times, and the pain began to spread from his heart and spread all over his body.
"Yue'er." She hugged Xiao Yue tightly and said in a trembling voice, "I'm sorry..."
Xiao Yue trembled slightly, as if she couldn't believe it, if Dongfang Bai had said such a sentence to her before she cleared all these things, she might accept it, but time cannot go back.
Dongfang Bai finally lowered his posture and said the words of apology, as proud as she was, and finally lowered his head, like a child who did something wrong, but Xiao Yue no longer believed her.
Xiao Yue looked at the undisguised pain and guilt on Dongfang Bai's face, and felt her chest also start to ache.She wanted to break free, but was tightly held by Dongfang Bai's hands.
Xiao Yue sighed, took Dongfang Bai to the side of the bed, and coaxed her a little softly, "I won't go, please sit down obediently, and I'll get you a glass of water."
Dongfang Bai still seemed uneasy, but seeing Xiao Yue's face darkened, he didn't dare to go against her wishes at this moment, and obediently sat by the bed.It's just that those eyes are still staring at Xiao Yue closely, for fear that she will leave right away.
Xiao Yue went to the table and poured a cup of tea, took a few sips, and then filled the cup with water.Turning around, walked to Dongfang Bai, handed her the cup, and sat down beside the bed.
Dongfang Bai took the cup and drank it in one gulp, holding the cup in both hands, still looking at Xiao Yue cautiously.
While the two were staring at each other silently, Dongfang Bai raised his hand to caress Xiao Yue's face, seeing Xiao Yue's expression softened, thinking that she had changed her mind, she hurriedly approached, and the joy flashed across her face.
Xiao Yue's heart skipped a beat, and she found that Dongfang Bai's gaze was unusually obsessive, with hidden hotness.The next moment, Dongfang Bai suddenly grabbed Xiao Yue's neck, pulled it down forcefully, and squeezed those lips tightly.
This kiss came suddenly and intensely, Xiao Yue was a little stunned for a moment, then after realizing it, he also put his arms around Dongfang Bai, and kissed her back with all his heart.
Receiving a response, Dongfang Bai's lips and tongue penetrated into Xiao Yue's teeth, deeply plundering every inch of space, as if a farewell was about to be said at the next moment.They demanded each other fiercely, and actually gave birth to an illusion of despair.
During the entanglement, the two changed their postures unconsciously. Dongfang Bai was pressing on Xiao Yue's body, and one hand could not help but hide in the corner of the plain white clothes. shudder.
Dongfang Bai's delicate kisses fell densely into Xiao Yue's neck, reaching to the collarbone, lingering back and forth between the collarbones, tenderly kissing every detail.She slowly descended, revealing her exquisite curves, with a little blush in her snowy skin, the scenery is too beautiful to behold.
But Dongfang Bai suddenly stopped at Xiao Yue's chest, the hideous scar was extremely obtrusive on the smooth white jade skin.
Now that the wound has healed, the scar is just like what Xiao Yue said, it can't be removed anymore.This also always reminds Dongfang Bai of what he did to Xiao Yue.
Dongfang Bai's tears fell down his cheeks into the hollow of the scar, forming a small lake of tears.She raised her head, suddenly felt dizzy, and fell limply on Xiao Yue's body.
Xiao Yue knew that the medicine had worked.She just put a drug in that cup of tea.After tidying up his clothes, he gently and firmly pushed Dongfang Bai away.
Dongfang Bai's heart was full of fear, and her face was stained with a bit of resolute charm because of despair, she stared at Xiao Yue mournfully, tears kept falling from the corners of her eyes.
"Yue'er...don't...please don't go..."
Xiao Yue closed her eyes, preventing herself from looking at Dongfang Bai's distressed appearance, and said in a low voice, "Everything I did in the past was because I did it voluntarily. If I can get your sincerity and trust with this, of course gratifying."
She slowly opened her eyes, and the room was already empty, like a deep valley, lonely and lonely, "If not, I have nothing to complain about now."
Dongfang Bai looked at Xiao Yue, his eyes that were originally clear were terribly dim at the moment.She shook her head helplessly, clutching the corner of Xiao Yue's clothes, and said sadly: "You believe in me, Yue'er, my heart for you has been true from beginning to end...it's all true..."
Xiao Yue exhaled slowly, and finished the next words one by one.
"All kinds of temptations, deceptions, and even schemes between you and me were all based on our selfishness. But even though there are many hurts in this relationship, I never thought of letting you go. "
"And after going through so many things, I can't help thinking, why do we have to go through so many hardships together? Why can't we keep each other's sincerity?"
"At this point, I finally understand...Xiaobai, we are really not destined. Thinking about this journey, what are we trying to figure out, and have suffered so much...Why bother?"
It turns out that some things really cannot be forced.In the past, Xiao Yue thought that as long as you have enough patience, as long as two people love each other, many things can be changed, but sometimes, it is useless to let you devote all your energy and effort.
Xiao Yue stared at Dongfang Bai deeply, as if she wanted to engrave this person in her bones.She raised her hand to wipe away the teardrops from the corners of Dongfang Bai's eyes, and the corners of her lips curled up slightly, with a relieved smile.
"I have never been stingy with what I can give you in the past, and I have tried my best to do what I can. From now on, the first floor and Jiayao Palace will be entrusted to you. May you treat my aunt well, and treat those in the building and the palace well." Everyone."
Dongfang Bai's eyes widened in disbelief, but his consciousness became more and more blurred, and tears of despair kept falling down his temple hair.
In a trance, she only felt that she was in an endless abyss, surrounded by darkness, could not hear the sound, could not see the picture.A large piece of light suddenly bloomed in front of her eyes, as bright as the morning glow, and that light that was supposed to belong to her alone, why did it become pitch black at this time...
The door opened from the inside, and Xiao Yue came out from inside. She saw the colored glaze, coral, Yingluo and amber at the door, which had been waiting for her for a long time.
Seeing Xiao Yue's red and swollen eyes and tired face, the four felt worried.
"Qing'er, the master has already returned to the palace to prepare, let's go too." Hu Po reminded from the side.
Xiao Yue raised her head, and the faces of several people were reflected in her eyes, as if she had made some kind of determination, her tone was extremely serious: "I, I won't go back."
"Qing'er!" The expressions of the few people changed, and the gaze they met was lonely and empty, and the despair hidden in it made them feel extremely distressed.
Xiao Yue's eyes fell in the distance, "This is the last time I give you an order. From today onwards, I will entrust the first floor and Jiayao Palace to Dongfang Bai. You can stay and assist her or leave. Now , you are free." The words fell, and he walked away.
The four of them stared fixedly at the determined back, she did it anyway... They couldn't control their emotions, their eyes turned red, and then tears rolled down their cheeks.
Amber's tears fell, and she said loudly: "Qing'er, you know, we have followed you all these years, never for the first floor or Jiayao Palace, we swore that we would never leave you...you even us Do you want them all?"
Then he ran out a few steps, his voice trembling: "You don't need to care about Jiayao Palace and the first floor, or us, but you don't even want Dongfang Bubai...?"
On the contrary, Xiao Yue raised the corners of her lips with a desolate smile.It seems that something has been let go, and it is empty.
"I don't want anything anymore." She didn't stay any longer, and slowly disappeared at the end of the corridor.
Shan Shan was the first person to know Xiao Yue's thoughts, watching that figure walk away until it disappeared, with a decisive sense of freedom.
The mist in her eyes covered her vision, and she raised her hand to rub the corners of her eyes, only to find the wet marks on her face, but she only said a word.
"It will be fine."
The author has something to say:
Once such entrustment of body and mind, such long-lasting affection, such tossing and turning, such unspoken and painful torment in love, in the end, it was just an obsession.One person is handicapped, two people are injured.
After the wind and rain, looking back at the way we came, we realized that those loves, hatreds, madness and obsessions were nothing but a pile of deserted mounds in the end.
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