The hostess died when she came up

Lin Ang's clinic is a high-end private clinic, the medical staff are not very busy, and the consultation fee is also very expensive, so their attitude is very good, and they will chat with familiar patients when they are waiting for treatment.The topics are nothing more than health preservation, gossip, and hot searches.

Nothing nutritious, but entertaining and intimate.

The most recent topic of discussion is the hot search for a week: the youngest son of the famous real estate developer Zhou Wanlin, Playboy, the new actress sniper, and the support of a certain traffic niche, such a topic of unknown sexuality, held another high-profile wedding in Cyprus—— — with his ex-wife.

Didn't it mean that the xx actress is pregnant and forcing the uterus?

Who said, he is obviously a gay guy, and X Wei didn't expose the fact that the two were photographed in the hotel.

He really looks like a gay guy, but he is entangled with female celebrities, it must be deception!

I wonder what his ex-wife thinks, and he wants to remarry just like that.

Don't think about it, it must be a marriage of interests. It's better than Dr. Lin, who can fall in love freely without lack of money. He has billions of dollars...

Lin Ang didn't want to listen anymore.She walks out of the consulting room.Hot search is a multi-party game of money and power. Things may be false or true.However, once it is on the hot search, no matter whether it is true or not, it will become a carnival for the whole people.

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One day before New Year's Day, Lin Ang received a courier from Sanya.Inside was just a handwritten note on typed paper.It was filled with thank you bullshit, wishing you a happy new year, hope to see you again soon, and, Mr. Zhou begging her forgiveness, maybe she should try again.

It was hard for Lin Ang to imagine the girl in the blue skirt or long sweater wandering around in an exaggerated mansion.The gossip account even released photos of these rooms.Lin Ang couldn't imagine the knot that spiraled down the stairs, and told the housekeeper to prepare the afternoon tea.Lin Ang couldn't think of what else Knot would do, she could only associate Knot with a cold space like a hotel room.

For her, perhaps giving up is as difficult as persevering.Lin Ang thought.

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One evening in April, 07:30.Lin Ang returned to the old community where he hadn't been for a long time, climbed up to the sixth floor, and saw Jie Jie at the door.

She seemed to have changed a little, but she didn't seem to have changed.Maybe it was because Lin Ang saw her fully awake for the first time.

"After get off work, how about a drink?" Jie said, as she said it was part of Lin Ang's daily life.

"Let's go." Lin Ang said.

It's a reunion, should we laugh happily, or hug?Yes should be hugged.

But nothing.She is an indifferent doctor, accustomed to being calm and objective.She is a Dai girl, but she is a bit old-fashioned, and she will only open her heart during the Torch Festival.That's fine.

They went to Houhai.Knotted a new Aventador LP7504Superveloce, limited edition.The bright yellow with the highest saturation, the lines are bold and tough, and the superficial appearance is already very attractive.Lin Ang is not good at sports cars, but this car really tickles her heart.

And the knot sitting on this car is so suitable for this car.

Lin Ang could suddenly imagine how this girl walked slowly among the magnificent decorations.Irritability sweeps away all emotions.

Jie noticed the change, she quickly glanced at Lin Ang, and then turned her gaze back to the front.Street lamps came on row by row.

"You probably think I'm unhappy?"

"How could I think that a person who drives a supercar is unhappy." Lin Ang tried not to sound so rough, "How is work in Sanya?"

"I have a serious job. My friend in Sanya, his name is Guan Yan, you can go to him when you go to Sanya to play, he is a very good person. The three of us—and another friend, we once met together He is a reliable friend in times of need. Although the work is entrusted to him, I have worked really hard.”

"The wages are good and you can afford a sports car."

"Lin Ang, please don't say that. You know that Zhou Wenyue went to look for me again, and I wrote you a letter." Jie's voice was sad and sleepy.Lin Ang felt remorseful.

"You like cars?"

"I didn't particularly like it. I was given a gift just after looking at it." Jie said.

They sat down on the second-floor terrace of a bar in Houhai, with the evening breeze blowing.Jie asked for a cup of freshly squeezed corn juice, plus a lot of sugar.It's not healthy, but maybe better than getting drunk.Lin Ang thought.

Knot curled up on the huge sofa. "Lin Ang, I quit drinking."

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From then on, Jie found Lin Ang every day at 07:30 and went shopping together.Although she didn't go to the same place all the time, she went to Houhai more often than other places, and there might be something special there that Lin Ang didn't know about for her.She actually never drank again, much to her own surprise.

"The time is not long enough, you said it will take two years, I will continue to stick to it." Jie said. "When killing time, time will pass slowly. Tennis, golf, swimming, horseback riding, illustration, wait for him to come back. He will bring a bunch of friends, then eat and drink, hangover. But I never drink again, Not once."

"Very good. You have passed the most intense stage of withdrawal reaction. I guess you should be sober when you made the compound decision." Lin Ang said. "Since you are back together, why are you hanging out with someone who lost his doctor's license? I don't understand. I thought you had no friends. Obviously you have a lot of friends, but you are here to confide in a stranger. "

"Because friends can't refuse, but strangers can walk away and refuse to listen." Jie laughed.

She knows that her smile moves people, she knows it innately.Lin Ang thought.

"Are you irritable?" Jie looked at Lin Ang, and rubbed the rim of the cup with his fingers playfully, "When you get annoyed, you talk for a long time. Usually, you don't have more than 5 words in a sentence."

Lin Ang doesn't intend to step into this routine, she doesn't want to talk about herself, never will. "Your love looks perfect."

"I have no love."

They drank the juice quietly.The time was just right, the bar was not crowded, and only a real alcoholic would sit on a high stool by the bar at such a time.After a while, the crowd will spread to every corner with sorrow, joy and hypocrisy, and silence will become a luxury.

"He's just as happy without me. It really doesn't matter in his circle," Jie said.

"The night you went to Sanya, he said he was really moved for you."

Knot tilted his head and smiled.Lin Ang unconsciously thought of the cat she had once again. When it wanted Lin Ang to play with it, it would tilt its head like this and meow meow.

"The one they love is always the one they can't get."

"You don't have to be like this." Lin Ang couldn't help but say it.Don't easily interfere in other people's lives.This is Lynn's rule.For the psychiatrist's profession, or for herself.But at this moment Lin Ang betrayed himself, quietly waiting for the other party's answer.

Finish the juice. "Lin Ang, I'm probably a big trouble that even I don't like."

"No, I'm a psychiatrist. You are obviously not attracted by these things. Your self-esteem that you have nothing forbids you to be happy. How much do you need these material things? You don't have to be like this." Lin Ang violated himself again.

Knot rubbed the empty glass with her fingertips again, with a wonderful smile on her face. "Maybe it's not that I need him, but that he needs me."

"Well, it doesn't matter to me whether you need him or he needs you. We're different people, and you're used to your current life, probably because you've been living like this since you were a kid, living in a mansion with servants Serving, the daily troubles are how to pass the time, throw away the luxury bags casually, and the gifts come and go are of the level of sports cars." Lin Ang stood up angrily, this is not like her, she shouldn't be so calm, Lin Ang told himself Angry, she stands up to leave.

"No, I grew up in a village on the border."

Lin Ang walked out of the bar and walked into the tired street lights, but Jie didn't follow.

After walking for a while, Lin Ang couldn't help but look back. The light box at the entrance of the bar illuminated her long hair, reflecting scattered light, and then she disappeared into the approaching night.

I like her more when she is drunk, depressed, and has nothing but inexplicable self-esteem.do i really like herMaybe I just like being the savior.Lin Ang thought.

I should have been more patient then and listened to her instead of expressing myself.I did very poorly and ashamed of my education.I have a way of getting her to tell me the story of her life.But I didn't ask anything.I knew she was already on the verge of collapse, if I had asked, perhaps the following things would not have happened.

Just maybe, that's all.

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