The police academy team is also giving me a haircut today

Zhu Fu Jingguang has never faced such a child, but he knows that with Nagasawa Yuki's attitude of refusal to cooperate, even if he is impatient, it will be useless.

Zhu Fu Jingguang took a deep breath, calmed down his mind, and then spoke in the gentle and calm way before: "You are lying."

"..." Nagasawa Yuki frowned, and he squinted at Zhu Fujingguang: "What do you know?"

"Isn't it?" Zhu Fu Jingguang asked back: "If you are really happy...how can you not care about your own life?"

"And how could...announcing his death so calmly?"

Different ways do not conspire with each other, Nagasawa Yuki is too lazy to spend more time with this guy?

Nagasawa Yuki directly retracted into the sofa with his arms around the pillow, and was about to fall asleep regardless. He made it clear that he refused to communicate and waited for death passively.

Zhu Fu Jingguang stared at Nagasawa Yuki who was nestled on the sofa. There seemed to be an invisible but real black hole in him.

The star like a supernova in the late stage of the star is constantly collapsing, and the collapse has become a vortex that is constantly devouring his vitality, until all vitality is withered and wiped out.

"Aren't you an adult yet?" Zhu Fu Jingguang said, "There are many things in this world that are worth experiencing and appreciating."

"Wouldn't it be too much of a disadvantage if you missed these beauties because you gave up in a hurry in sleepiness?"

"So, don't give up your life, okay?"

Being disturbed by Zhu Fujingguang, Nagasawa Yuki couldn't fall asleep at all, he sighed, and opened his blue eyes tiredly: "So, people like you... I don't understand at all."

"My kind?"

Facing Nagasawa Yuki who had no desire to survive, Zhu Fu Jingguang became aggressive: "What do you call me?"

so annoying...

So....this kind of serious and serious person is the most annoying...

Nagasawa Yuki once said to many dead souls that he wanted to give up his body. Sometimes he was sincere, sometimes half-truthful, and sometimes purely teasing.

But most of the time, when Nagasawa Yuki said such things, he had the idea of ​​stopping here.

It might be good to just stop and let my tired brain rest.

It's a pity that although Nagasawa Yuki is tired of the cycle of life, he is still picky to death.

Whenever he tentatively reveals the idea of ​​giving up the ownership of his body, he will be amused by the other party's clumsy reaction to the point of nausea, and will shatter their delusions in disgust.

So, Nagasawa Yuki was so inertial and forced to survive.

From the first game to the present.

But.......The pervasive boredom and tiredness filled every cell of Yuki Nagasawa like empty bubbles in his body.

After the end of every indulgent game, what remains is the emptiness and decadence that are more and more difficult to fill.

After being superimposed again and again, the evil results of drinking poison to quench thirst seem to push Nagasawa Yuki's already tired soul into the abyss of annihilation.

The vague thoughts are washed away in the repeated games again and again: if a short death can be exchanged for a permanent sleep of the chattering brain, it seems not bad.

Zhu Fu Jingguang in front of him seems to be an exception.

He may be a nice guy.

Just hand over your body to others... that's fine.

Nagasawa Yuki didn't know how many times he had this idea.

So, although he was tired and tired of talking, Yuki Nagasawa reluctantly spoke.

Nagasawa Yuki stretched out her finger and tapped her temple with the tip of her finger, "I have a lot of memories of you here..."

He said, "You are very happy."

Happiness... him?

Zhu Fu Jingguang never thought about whether he was happy.

At this time, he was suddenly described by a word like "happiness" that he had never thought about before, and Zhu Fu Jingguang became unsure.

When Zhu Fu Jingguang was young, he had witnessed his parents being murdered, and he only survived because his mother hid them in a cabinet.Since then, Zhu Fu Jingguang has been separated from his elder brother, and was involuntarily handed over to be raised by relatives he was not familiar with before.

After Zhu Fu Jingguang became an adult, with the belief of finding the murderer of the year, he resolutely applied for the police academy and cut off other futures that he had never imagined.

Later, with the help of his companions, Zhu Fu Jingguang got his wish and brought the murderer to justice.

After understanding his wish, he studied and studied step by step, and after that, Zhu Fu Jingguang became an undercover agent who sneaked into the organization.

Until he became what he is now, neither human nor ghost and nowhere to go.

Such a him, in the eyes of this calm but desperate young man...is he happy?

"...you are very happy."

As if he could see through his thoughts, the young man in front of him said flatly, "You are a person who knows why you are alive even if you die."

"And I..." Nagasawa Yuki's eyes were dull and dull: "Although I am alive, it is like dying."

"I don't understand why it's just me."

The only thing is that I will not grow old, the only thing is that I am different.

It is obvious that he has long been wandering and lost his way for a long time.

Obviously, I am no different from others.

Why... only he, the one who is the least likely to die, is the least able to learn how to live?

"What...?" Zhu Fu Jingguang asked blankly.

Nagasawa Yuki just lowered his eyes and didn't answer.

Nagasawa Yuki once suffered in despair and pain in countless sleepless nights, but he could never get an answer when he thought about it, and he was confused and confused.

Apart from the fact that he has a long life and cannot grow old, he is obviously neither outstanding nor unique.

Nagasawa Yuki didn't understand why he was chosen as a joke by fate.

Why did he become this homeless man who was doomed to lose, unable to keep anything he loved, walking alone in eternity?

Nagasawa Yuki used to be a happy child. He had loving parents, a generous brother and a young sister.

However, his happiness stopped abruptly at the age of 16 when he stopped growing.

A handsome young man never grows old.

As time went by, the little girl who was babbling has grown into an adult, but he is still a teenager, as if he is an immortal monster.

Friends are drifting away, relatives and friends are old and passing away, the world's pointing and jealousy make Yuki Nagasawa change from the initial ignorance and innocence beyond recognition.Like a monster.

Nagasawa Yuki tried hoarsely to change all the painful things, but he never reached the end of his life.

Time is passing, and the world is repeating itself in familiarity and strangeness again and again.

Nagasawa Yuki never stopped, he never found a place to rest.

When Nagasawa Yuki stared at the strange face in the mirror when he did not know how many times he woke up from different hotels, he realized everything by accident.

He was just born to be unlucky, otherwise how could he be forced to bear the most vicious curse in the world?

God gave him endless years, but he didn't give him a matching heart. He let his weak soul endure endless long torture.

The most vicious curse in the world... but that's it.

Nagasawa Yuki put his hands under the light, his slender fingers cast distinct shadows under the fluorescent lamp, and the bright blood vessels were faintly revealed under the fair skin.

The vitality of the soft red blood is completely different from the vitality of the tired soul in the body.

His soul is exhausted, but his body is forever young.

Immortality is the dreamed desire of countless people, but this is definitely not Yuki Nagasawa's expectation.

The longest despair in the world fills his flesh and blood all the time.

——Nagasawa Yuki has a long and boundless lifespan of the longevity species, but cannot live like a longevity species.

Nagasawa Yuki didn't know why he couldn't die.

Yuki Nagasawa doesn't know why....he has to be that misfit monster.

The long, never-ending years... finally turned him into what he most resisted.

"Zhu Fu-kun," Nagasawa Yuki suddenly asked, being filled with too loud and lonely noises, "Do you know what the meaning of life is?"

"Or..." The boy with blue cat eyes blinked slowly and asked, "Do you know why people live?"

"The... meaning of life?"

Zhu Fu Jingguang heard this question suddenly, and was also unable to answer for a while. He was silent for a while before slowly opening his mouth and said: "I haven't thought about this question, but now I want to come..."

"In my opinion, perhaps meaningless is the meaning of life."

"It doesn't make sense?" Nagasawa Yuki opened his eyes in confusion, and repeated Zhu Fujingguang's answer in a puzzled and dazed tone.

"Sorry," Zhu Fu Jingguang scratched his cheek a little unsteadily and replied, "I don't know how to describe the feeling——"

"For me, the moments where I feel safe and full of life...seem to be mostly in those moments when it doesn't seem to make sense at all."

Nagasawa Yuki sat up unknowingly, staring at Zhu Fu Jingguang who seemed to be distressed about how to explain.

He heard the undercover policeman who had sacrificed himself and returned without resentment, narrating his thoughts in his generous voice, trying his best to help him.

"...For example, the blooming of cherry blossoms, the quiet interval after tea and dinner, the occasional tranquility when sleepy eyes are blurred..."

"...The moment when the autumn leaves fall leisurely, the cheese in the egg beef rice, the happy birthday song when the water truck passes by—"

"...for me, they are both the meaning of life."

Nagasawa Yuki had never heard of this kind of statement, he embraced the pillow, rested his chin on the pillow, and recalled what Zhu Fujingguang said in a trance.

Yuki Nagasawa has a poor memory.

Looking back over the past years, Nagasawa Yuki only had fragmented scenes of silent and intermittent pictures emerging intermittently in his mind.

He put down the withered little white flowers in front of the tombstone of his youngest sister. On the day when everyone he knew died, the daylight was so bright that it made people dizzy...

The damp and moldy wallpaper and slow-climbing insects in the nameless hotel, the seemingly endless downpour, the limp moss in the damp corner...

Nagasawa Yuki's memory is full of messy images that even he himself doesn't understand.

From the moment Nagasawa Yuki could no longer remember the original self, Nagasawa Yuki suddenly realized something.

—he is no longer a human being.

The soul named Nagasawa Yuki....I can't find a group that can accept him...

I can't find the meaning of life either.

...So, Nagasawa Yuki sighed silently, why must it be him.

"Are you confused and have no direction, so you want to stop?" Zhu Fu Jingguang's voice suddenly rang in Nagasawa Yuki's ear, calling back Nagasawa Yuki's thoughts.

"Hmm..." Cheng Ze Youxi thought for a while, and said vaguely, "It's probably like this."

Zhu Fujingguang smiled, and under Nagasawa Yuki's astonished gaze, he gently patted Nagasawa Yuki's soft hair top.

"So this is ah."

Zhu Fu Jingguang said: "Although you already know my name, I still want to introduce myself. My name is Zhu Fu Jingguang. I was a policeman before I was alive, but now it is yours..."

"Huh? Food?" Zhu Fu Jingguang seemed to find it amusing to describe himself this way, he smiled amusedly, and then continued: "I have become what I am now, if there is no accident, before you plan to eat Before me, I should be able to accompany you all the time."

The warm temperature came from the palm with some calluses on the top of the head, Nagasawa Yuki stared blankly at Zhu Fu Jingguang who bent down in front of him and looked at him talking.

There is an undoubted firmness and unconsciously convincing sincerity in his tone: "If you don't dislike it, I can accompany you in the future until you find the meaning of your existence."

Nagasawa Yuki pursed his lips, he wanted to say something, but he didn't know what he wanted to say.

He felt that he should ask Zhu Fu Jingguang to take his hand away, but he somehow didn't want to do it.

At this moment, Nagasawa Yuki heard Zhu Fujingguang's inquiry: "By the way, I don't know your name yet."

He looked at the unrestrained police officer in front of him and asked him well, "Can you tell me your name?"

"...Nagasawa Yuki."

"So you're Yuki, what a cute name."

Nagasawa Yuki heard the inexplicably anti-customer police officer say gently: "You can call me Hiro."

"By the way, I haven't had time to thank you yet."

"thank.......?"

"Thank you, Yuki...."

A gentle smile appeared on the face of the police officer: "Although I am not afraid of dissipating, I was really in great pain before that. Thank you very much for choosing to help me—"

I just--

Nagasawa Yuki opened his mouth, wanting to refute, but before he could say anything, he heard Zhu Fu Jingguang's next sentence, which made him like a duckling stuck in his neck, suddenly saying everything not coming out.

"Yuki, you may not have found the meaning of living, but I just can't exist without you now."

"My principles don't allow me to live with your body with peace of mind after letting you die."

As if being hit in the heart by a hammer, Nagasawa Yuki stared blankly at Mo Fu Jingguang's opening and closing lips, struggling to piece together individual syllables into understandable sentences.

Zhu Fu Jingguang said: "At least, to me, your existence is meaningful."

"..." Nagasawa Yuki's eyes were inexplicably hot, he didn't know what happened to him, and his voice became strangely hoarse: "...you will always be by my side me?"

"In view of my current situation, I'm sorry that I can't promise you anything," Zhu Fu Jingguang didn't promise directly, but said sincerely: "However, I can guarantee that I will never give you any promises before you don't need me." Take the initiative to leave."

Zhu Fujingguang actually forgot Nagasawa Yuki's reaction later.

But in his dream, he saw the cat-eyed boy with brown curly hair sullenly, the corners of his lips were straightened, but his eyes were shining.

He heard the child call him unprofessionally and affectionately, and said, "Then we have a deal."

"...hiro."

.......

.......

Head heavy and dizzy.

"Hiss..." Zhu Fu Jingguang slowly escaped from the dream, and gradually woke up slowly.

what happened.......

Zhu Fu Jingguang opened his eyes in bewilderment, but what he saw was a vast darkness. He could only vaguely see the outlines of some objects, but he couldn't see anything else clearly.

Zhu Fu Jingguang could vaguely feel that his body was slightly cold and stiff, as if he was sitting on the cold tiled floor.Zhu Fu Jingguang's back was aching slightly, as if he was leaning on some cold cylindrical object.

where is thisWhy is he here?

Where are yuki and hagi?

Jingguang Momoku's memory still stays at the moment when he, Yuki Nagasawa and Kenji Hagiwara were discussing the issue of brandy in the conscious space. He moved his wrist subconsciously, but unexpectedly felt a sense of being imprisoned. .

Following Zhu Fu Jingguang's movements, the sound of "cracking" chain collisions resounded piercingly in the silent room, which made Zhu Fu Jingguang stiff immediately. The cold touch on his wrist and the current situation made him feel A bad association.

He was locked up.

No... Zhu Fu Jingguang belatedly remembered the fact that he is now a dead person. Although he has an entity in the consciousness space, it is absolutely impossible for Nagasawa Yuki to do something to him. This kind of thing, so.......

Could it be that he is using Yuuki's body for some reason now?

"Yuki? Hagi? Can you hear me?" Zhu Fu Jingguang hesitated for a moment, and asked tentatively in a low voice.

All sounds are silent.

The air with fine dust floating in it was cold and silent. Zhu Fu Jingguang listened attentively, but he didn't hear any sound other than his breathing.

It seemed that he was locked up in an empty place by someone, and Yuki Nagasawa and Kenji Hagiwara seemed unable to contact him for some reason.

Zhu Fu Jingguang tightened his brows, this is... what's going on? !

Zhu Fu Jingguang tried to grab his arms, but his hands were firmly imprisoned by chains of unknown material. Although he could move slightly, it was not enough for him to stand up.

Just when Zhu Fu Jingguang was groping to see if he could find the keyhole and find a way to unlock the chain, he keenly heard a clear voice in the room.

——It was the footsteps of another person in the room without any disguise at all.

Is there anyone else in the room? !

Why didn't he notice it at all just now?

If nothing else happens, the person in the room should be the culprit who locked him here, but......

Zhu Fu Jingguang's movements froze immediately, he held his breath involuntarily, who could it be?

Contrary to Zhu Fu Jingguang's expectation, the other party did not choose to approach.

Only a "pop" sound was heard, and the light was turned on.

He saw a strange yet familiar person in front of him——Brandy.