Honey Passion Fruit

"On the eve of my graduation from university, he made two drawings that I marked that year and gave them to me."

Hu Di sniffled: "So my brother is really nice, isn't he? He might just need a little more patience and help."

He Ting smiled helplessly on the other end of the phone, he has too much patience.

"Of course, I know it's wrong for my brother to do this, but he is my brother, and I must protect him."

"You don't think I'm selfish, do you?"

He Ting sighed and said, "I want to see him."

Hu Xiao finally woke up after lunch, but the two dark circles under his eyes still showed what happened last night.

"Brother, let's go for a walk, the weather is so nice, you can't stay at home all the time." Hu Di tried his best to take Hu Xiao out.

Hu Xiao waved his hand, signaling that he didn't want to move.

Hu Di put his hands on his hips, looking vicious: "If you don't go out, I will call elder brother home in the afternoon!"

As soon as the trump card came out, Hu Xiao had no choice but to go out for a walk with Hu Di.

I forgot what year Hu Zheng started. When I saw Hu Xiao, I loved to discuss human society issues with him. I could only pretend to listen carefully and nod constantly, so that Hu Zheng would be satisfied. let him go.But he never knew what Hu Zheng wanted to tell him, but maybe he knew.

He just didn't want to be nagged, so Hu Xiao casually put on some clothes, lowered his head and chest, walked out of the community with Hu Di.

As soon as he left the gate, Hu Xiao heard that familiar voice.

"Xiaoxiao."

Hu Xiao suddenly raised his head and found He Ting standing by the side of the road.

He hesitated for a moment, but still walked towards He Ting, Hu Di followed behind him.

"How did you come?"

Hu Xiao was very close to He Ting, and He Ting could pull Hu Xiao into his arms as soon as He Ting stretched out his hand.

Fortunately, when Hu Xiao came out just now, He Ting thought so.

"Take you home." His voice was indescribably hoarse after being soaked in alcohol all night.

"I didn't say I would..." Before Hu Xiao finished speaking, Hu Di gently pushed her from behind, and He Ting took advantage of the situation to hug Hu Xiao's waist.

The sense of solidity that encloses people in his arms has returned.

"Brother, you can go with Brother He Ting. We will go to your place to play for two days after Ma Qi finishes his work in a while, and we will bring your things to you along the way."

"I'll treat you to dinner when we get there." He Ting said this to Hu Di, and after speaking, the two exchanged a look.

Hu Xiao looked at the two of them, and probably understood what happened.

But he didn't expect that his own sister would be willing to help He Ting instead of himself.

"Brother, I'm just helping you."

"Xiaoxiao, it's useless to escape, you know. If you feel sad, just tell me, we can face it together, and I can share it for you."

Hu Xiao couldn't say the words of refusal, and got into He Ting's car.

After getting in the car, He Ting didn't start the car, but held Hu Xiao's hand.

"We broke up." But Hu Xiao didn't have the slightest desire to break free from He Ting's warm palm, he was even greedy for the momentary tenderness.

"But I didn't agree." He Ting squeezed Hu Xiao's hand, then let go of him and started the car, "That doesn't count."

This seemed to be the first time in Hu Xiao's memory that He Ting said such a childish thing.

"Fasten your seat belt, and then open the storage box in front of you." Hu Xiao obeyed obediently, thinking that He Ting wanted him to take something.

As a result, when he opened it, there was a box full of snacks such as biscuits, bread, and his favorite yogurt.

"Guess you'll get up late and won't be able to catch lunch. I'm afraid you won't eat at noon, so I'll bring you some. If you're hungry, eat something first to avoid hypoglycemia."

While Hu Xiao just watched, the originally inconspicuous sense of hunger suddenly disappeared at this moment, but his heart was full, as if water would drip out with just one grip.

He remembered that He Ting sometimes liked to say that he ate too many snacks and his nutrition was not balanced, but every time he wanted to eat less snacks, He Ting would buy him a lot, pamper him like a child, and sometimes he would be with him eat together.He seldom says what he likes to eat, but every time He Ting buys the snacks he likes.He Ting should always be observing him. If he is kind to a person, he will put all his thoughts on that person. Sometimes Hu Xiao feels that He Ting knows himself better than himself.He Ting is always taking care of him, a 26-year-old boy, he is not too young, but He Ting will always tolerate his childish and nonsensical behavior, He Ting said he likes Hu Xiao like this.How is it possible, even Hu Xiao doesn't like this kind of self, why should He Ting accept it.

He closed the box door with a loud noise.He Ting turned his head and glanced at him, while Hu Xiao kept staring out the window.

He Ting on the highway didn't dare to be distracted, just asked Hu Xiao what's wrong.

"It's okay, just keep driving."

For a long time afterwards, Hu Xiao kept looking out of the window at the rapidly receding isolation belt, like a static statue.But He Ting could feel him crying, and again, he didn't know why.

Hu Xiao should be the most crying person he has ever seen. He will cry when watching movies, when he sees injured animals, and when he sees someone maliciously slandering his comics on the Internet, but most of the time He Ting does not know that Hu Xiao Why is Xiao crying?Hu Xiao likes to cry where He Ting can't see, but he doesn't like to tell He Ting the reason.He suddenly remembered that one night, Hu Xiao was sleeping next to him, crying silently.He Ting was beside him, but Hu Xiao never thought of opening his mouth.At that moment, He Ting felt that his body was close to Hu Xiao, but his heart was separated by hundreds of thousands of miles.He felt that there was no way for him to keep such a Hu Xiao, but not long ago everything came true.

He really wanted to comfort Hu Xiao, it was the same as before; but he didn't know how to do it, it was the same as before.

Fortunately, Hu Xiao still couldn't resist the real hunger, so he ate a small bread and drank a box of yogurt.From the corner of He Ting's corner of the eye, he could see Hu Xiao's red eyes like a bunny.

Before He Ting had time to turn on the left turn signal after getting off the expressway, Hu Xiao said that he wanted to go back to his place of residence.

"No one has lived there for many days, and there will be dust."

But Hu Xiao still persisted, because he knew that he might not be able to maintain his sanity after going to He Ting's house.

When Hu Xiao arrived home, he found that the house was very clean.He turned to look at He Ting.

He Ting felt a little guilty: "When you came home...I came over to clean it once."

"You are always so nice." Hu Xiao said in a flat tone, but sat on the sofa with his back turned.

"I'm so nice, do you still want to break up with me?" He Ting moved closer to him.

"It's because you are so kind." Hu Xiao turned his head to look at He Ting, the corners of his eyes were flushed, "You are so kind, so you deserve to be better than me."

Why are you crying again, He Ting thought to himself.

"I'm not good enough for you, not good enough for you in every aspect."

You have given me so much love, He Ting.

He Ting gave it, but he can't afford it.But he was too selfish, he wanted this feeling to last longer, longer, so the two of them got to where they are today, all because of their own greed.Hu Xiao firmly believed in this idea.

His appearance disrupted Hu Xiao's life plan.It took Hu Xiao many years to learn how to protect himself. He wrapped himself up and hid his true self under layers of camouflage. He was an indistinguishable cosplayer and a smash hit cartoonist, but After revealing his identity, he is just a child who has not grown up with injuries all over his body.So when he got a little care from He Ting, he fell into it without knowing it. For the love He Ting gave him, he tried his best to dig himself out and pay back ten times and a hundred times.But living alone for so many years has made him forget how to love someone.

"I can't love you like you love me." Hu Xiao covered his eyes, tears slipped from between his fingers.

Hu Xiao said that He Ting deserved better.

He Ting sighed and hugged Hu Xiao: "You are the better one."

Where there is absolutely balanced love, if you give me one yuan, I will return you ten cents. This is not love, but a transaction.In love, there is always a party who pays first and pays more, but as long as the relationship lasts longer, the contributions of both parties will become more balanced.

"And I have never felt that my efforts were not rewarded accordingly. I can feel your love for me, which is very clear and strong."

I am very happy, Xiaoxiao.

Hu Xiao slowly stopped crying, raised his head and looked at He Ting.

"Xiaoxiao, I just want to ask you a question, are you happy with me?"

Hu Xiao thought for a long time, then nodded solemnly. In front of He Ting, he can be himself, be cared for and valued, cared for and loved. This is the feeling he longs for and has not experienced for many years. Gave him everything he wanted.

"I am also very happy. Although there are too many people in this world who are better than you and me, I am very happy when I am by your side. I think this is enough, isn't it?"

"I think, you used to be alone, and you may suddenly become two people who are not suitable for life, right? But you can tell me, we will solve it together, and I will definitely help you if you tell me."

But Hu Xiao loves to hide all emotions and thoughts in his heart.

"I'm not a prophet. I can't guess what you're thinking every time. It's tiring, and it's half the effort. You see, I was just guessing what you were thinking just now."

Hu Xiao lowered his head and muttered.He knew where his fault was, and he really wanted to get rid of it, but every time he encountered a problem, his body was always faster than his mouth, and he had developed a good ability to escape over the years, which hurt He Ting.

"I'm sorry," Hu Xiao said solemnly, "whether you scold me or get angry at me, it's all my fault, I know. But no one cares what I think. I don't know who to listen to when I say it. People listen."

No one cared that he wanted to ride in a carriage, no one cared why he wore that dress, no one cared what he cared about.

"Now I have me, I care, so you have to tell me." He Ting's tone was even a little fierce, "I'm really a little angry, Xiaoxiao, I want to punish you."

Hu Xiao trembled in fright in He Ting's arms, looking at He Ting with watery eyes.

He thought that he was really going too far, He Ting had always been so kind to him and tolerated many of his behaviors, but today he actually made He Ting say that he was angry.

Really sucks.

"Xiaoxiao, I want to punish you for kissing me." He Ting nodded his lips.

Hu Xiao's brain froze for a moment and froze, causing He Ting to repeat it again.

This time Hu Xiao finally came to his senses, staring at He Ting's two thin lips, his serious expression made He Ting a little angry.

Then Hu Xiao held He Ting's face and kissed it lightly as if treating some kind of treasure.

It was a very short kiss, and it was too late for He Ting to relish it.

"Not enough, more."

Hu Xiao blushed, closed her eyes and touched He Ting's lips again.

This is a long and tender kiss, which cannot express the two people's longing for each other for so many days.

Until He Ting felt a chill on his face.

He Ting opened his eyes and found that Hu Xiao was crying again.He seriously reflected on whether Hu Xiao felt that he was bullying him.

"He Ting, why are you so nice?"

Why didn't He Ting scold him for his willful escape, and pointed out his problems without anger, why did he take him back to his side in such a gentle way.He originally wanted to spend the rest of his life in the cage he built, but He Ting didn't want him to live his whole life like a walking corpse, burning the decayed inside of Hu Xiao clean with a fire, so as to regenerate his soul.Hu Xiao felt extremely painful, but He Ting was right in front of his eyes.It was a temptation he could not resist, for which he would pay a heavy price.

From that moment on, he knew that He Ting had brought him into a bigger world.

"You have to hold on to me, don't let me run away again, please keep me by your side."

"Those things I don't know how to do well..."

"I'll teach you."

Hu Xiao saw the smile in He Ting's eyes.

"Xiaoxiao can't, Teacher He will teach you."

He Ting couldn't help but kissed him, pressed Hu Xiao on the narrow sofa, interlocked his fingers, knelt on the sofa with one leg, squeezed between Hu Xiao's legs.

That's when the phone came to mind.

Hu Xiao sat up and took a few breaths before answering the phone.

"Brother, we'll be there in half an hour, where shall we meet?"

Only then did Hu Xiao remember that before he came back, everyone said they wanted to have a meal together, he raised his eyes to look at He Ting, and He Ting answered the phone.

"I'll send you the address, and you'll come when you're settled."

After hanging up the phone, neither of them spoke, Hu Xiao looked at him with a blushing face, and the meaning in his eyes was asking if he should continue.

He Ting tilted his head and smiled: "I want to too, but it seems that there is not enough time."

He kissed Hu Xiao on the cheek: "Let's go to the restaurant to reserve a seat first, it is estimated that there will be a lot of people on weekends."

"Come back and let's continue."