Honey Passion Fruit

Hu Xiao's parents were very surprised that their child came back at this time. After all, Hu Xiao only came back to stay for a few days during the Chinese New Year, and he rarely even called on the phone at other times.

The two of them really wanted to know if something happened to Hu Xiao, but they saw Hu Xiao's calm face, and they still didn't speak out because of their habit over the years.Hu Xiao raised his head and glanced at his watch. It was approaching noon, so he wanted to show his parents the skills he learned from He Ting on a whim.

As a folk music artist, Hu Xiao's parents take good care of their hands. When the whole family practices musical instruments, their fingers don't touch the spring water. The aunt always cooks at home. Today, Hu Xiao suddenly proposed to let his parents The two were also a little surprised.

But judging from the expressions of his parents, his level may really not be on the stage.

"It's delicious. I don't know when you learned how to cook." Mother Hu praised.

Hu Xiao bit the bullet and ate a bowl of rice. He cooked two dishes in total, one was salty and the other was bland. His parents even said some false words to comfort him.

He really sucks.

It was still sunny noon, and Hu Xiao drew the heavy blackout curtains in the room.He sat on the bay window, ignored the vibrating cell phone, and remembered his message to He Ting:

I'm gone, it's going to take a while to figure things out.

He laughed at himself, thinking about it for so many years, escape has become his instinct.He wants to escape from any difficulty, not to mention the dilemma he has put himself in now.The phone vibrated again and again, as if it was counting down the relationship between the two.He felt that as long as he didn't answer the phone, the breakup would never come.But he can't do this, he shouldn't be so selfish and let such a good person waste his time on him.

At this time, He Ting was standing in Hu Xiao's rented house and calling again and again. He was a little anxious, and he couldn't figure out why the two of them spent a good night together last night, but Hu Xiao turned around and left so resolutely this morning. go.

Is he doing something wrong?

When the phone finally stopped vibrating, Hu Xiao received a message from He Ting.

【Xiaoxiao, can you tell me where you are?do not let me worry.How much time do you need and give me an approximate time, I won't bother you.But I hope you can talk to me if there is anything, we can solve it together. 】

Yes, He Ting had always hoped that Hu Xiao could confide in him, but it was too difficult for Hu Xiao.Years of solitude have made him more used to digesting his emotions alone. Establishing an intimate relationship is beyond his ability, let alone showing his heart to a person.

It instinctively made him flinch.

The door creaked open, and his twin sister, Hu Di, appeared in the room.

"Why are you back? Mom asked you to come?"

Hu Di nodded: "It happens that there is no class in the afternoon, so I'll come and see you."

Hu Xiao lowered his head and remained silent for so many years.Every time he was in a bad mood, his parents never directly asked him what happened, but asked his brother or sister to chat with him.Parents seem to care about him, but they don't seem to be.This is his exclusive treatment in this family, because his parents would not treat their other two children in this way.

"Brother." Hu Di sat opposite him and raised his collar.

Only then did Hu Xiao realize that the traces of love between him and He Ting hadn't dissipated yesterday.

"Brother, did he treat you badly?" Hu Di wondered, "Didn't you always praise him during the Chinese New Year?"

Hu Xiao shook his head: "No, on the contrary."

He was so nice to me.

In the next few days, Hu Xiao seemed to have sealed himself off, except for going downstairs to eat, he never left his room again.Hu Di wanted to take him out to go shopping, but Hu Xiao always said he didn't want to move, usually holding his own tablet, staring at the nearly a hundred portraits of He Ting stored in it, in a daze; or when he had a little desire to talk, he would chat with Hu Di Tell me something about him and He Ting.

He Ting still made a phone call in the morning, noon and evening, and would send him a message when he was free, but Hu Xiao didn't reply at all.His mind was in a mess, as he always did when facing He Ting.

Hu Di has his own lover, so he doesn't have much time to spend with Hu Xiao.The afternoon sun was just right, and Ma Qi asked Hu Di to go out for a walk, but Hu Xiao was still hiding in the dark room.

He Ting just sent a new message.

[It's almost finished, Xiaoxiao, do you want to make it for me? 】

The accompanying picture is two almost empty jars, which are the honey passion fruit that Hu Xiao gave him earlier.

Hu Xiao still couldn't help crying.

He Ting was so depressed that it was hard to relieve, so he asked Zhou Xianhui to go to Xiao Lin's bar for a drink.

"Brother, isn't he playing tricks on you?" Zhou Xianhui knocked his wine glass heavily on the bar, attracting many people's attention.

"Impossible." He Ting subconsciously denied it, "I must have done something wrong to make him angry."

He Ting sighed, he also thought a lot in the past few days, his thoughts were like a ball of wool, but he couldn't find the end of the thread, so he could only get more and more confused.

"Where did I go wrong?"

Until the drunk He Ting was sent home by Zhou Xianhui, he kept chanting this sentence.

When Hu Xiao came out of the shower, he saw many missed calls from He Ting on his mobile phone, which broke He Ting's habit of making three calls a day for many days.He didn't want to call back, but he was always afraid that something happened to He Ting for so many calls, so he dialed back after thinking twice.

As soon as Zhou Xianhui put He Ting on the bed, his cell phone rang. Seeing that it was Hu Xiao's call, Zhou Xianhui picked it up.

Just now he saw that He Ting was drunk and kept calling Hu Xiao, but this cruel person didn't answer any of them.

Hu Xiao felt uneasy until the moment the phone was connected.

"He Ting, you..."

"I'm Zhou Xianhui, his friend."

"Where's He Ting, what happened to him?"

"Yo, you know you care about your boyfriend?" Zhou Xianhui sneered, "Then why does your boyfriend want me to be sent home when he's drunk?"

"Sorry, I…"

"Hey, what's the use of saying sorry to me? The person you should say sorry to is because you passed out from drinking."

"You are amazing."

Hu Xiao muttered, unable to say a word.

"Do you really know He Ting?"

Since the two met in college, He Ting in Zhou Xianhui's impression has always been the focus person, like the stars and the moon.He is excellent, confident, and proud, but today he keeps asking himself what is wrong and what is not good enough.

"Are you planning to destroy his pride?"

"If it's inappropriate, don't torture each other. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain."

Every sentence was like a sharp knife piercing Hu Xiao's heart. He was so painful that he couldn't breathe, so he could only say sorry over and over again.

He seemed to be always asking He Ting to wait for him, always hurting He Ting.He couldn't love He Ting but still selfishly didn't want to let go, a rope tied each other and tortured each other.It's time to cut the rope.

It was better for him to suffer alone than to be hurt together.

Making a decision is hard, accepting it is even harder.Hu Xiao didn't know when he fell asleep, but he remembered that he had a dream.

He is a deep-sea fish that came out of the water accidentally, saw the scary sharks, saw the dolphins playing with people, and saw the light at the end of the sky.Beautiful and interesting world, he thought.But he is just a deformed deep-sea fish, the endless darkness and tranquility is the living environment he adapts to, and the boring life is the portrayal of his life.Facing the eccentric world, he feels like retreating.He also wanted to bring He Ting, who was dazzling on the sea surface, back to the cold deep sea, never turning back, never seeing the light.But this would harm He Ting, he knew it clearly.He Ting's life should be colorful and beautiful, and no one as ugly as Hu Xiao is allowed, so he can only bid farewell to He Ting and go downstream alone.

Thank you for bringing me short-term happiness and happiness, and wish you happiness forever.