give you a bullet

For club organization matters, he would go to the laboratory to read books. The sun is here, the light is sufficient, and no one disturbs him.

Tao Yuanming really didn't bother him, the two of them did their own things, and they lived in harmony.It's just that for some reason, it seems that there is an elk in my heart, always rushing into it, making Tao Yuanming stop after a while, and can't help but turn around to look at Lu Xing.

But Lu Xing didn't notice that he was flipping the pages of the book alone.His silhouette is captured by the light and projected on the ground, stretched long, shaking slightly from time to time, and a few playful hairs are always dancing in the sunlight.This made Tao Yuanming, a meticulous perfectionist, feel even more itchy. He really wanted to smooth out those few hairs.

"What are you looking at?"

Suddenly, Lu Xing raised his head and asked.

Tao Yuanming was dumbfounded, and looked at him with a guilty conscience, "I...I'm looking at your, your hair."

"what happened?"

"A few sticks..."

"Where?" Lu Xing touched his hair, "Now?"

For some reason, Tao Yuanming suddenly became bolder, walked over and said, "Let me help you." He put his big hand that smelled like chemicals on Lu Xing's soft hair, and stroked it.

Lu Xing looked up at him, feeling a strong sense of oppression, so he stood up, face to face with Tao Yuanming, separated by a fist, so close that he could feel each other's breath.

"Thank you," he said.

Tao Yuanming stared at his eyes, as if he was burned by the light inside, quickly moved away, and stared at his thin lips again.

Lu Xing has always known that he likes boys, so he avoids those girls.But he has never been in a relationship, with a boy?He is an orphan, but that doesn't mean everyone is.He is not willing to break up the person he likes, and he does not want to make the other's parents sad.

But at this moment, he wanted to do some bad things willfully.Most of the literary youths are so chic and bold.

Lu Xing held Tao Yuanming's hand and said softly, "Where are you looking?"

Tao Yuanming, an engineering man, has faced this kind of scene zero times and has very little actual combat experience. He said: "I...I think..." He just stammered and was so cool.

Lu Xing smiled, took the initiative to lean over, raised his neck, and gently kissed Tao Yuanming's lips.

"Think about this?"

"...Mmm." Tao Yuanming tensed up nervously, his eyes suddenly became hot, "Can I...?"

Lu Xing felt scared at that moment. He felt that he might surrender and run towards loveism, unable to turn back.

Tao Yuanming seemed to have forgotten everything, and hugged Lu Xing excitedly, "I like you, senior!"

Lu Xinghui hugged him, and the spark of love was ignited between the two boys, which started a prairie fire ever since.

However, they must not know how realistic and painful the future will be.

In the darkness, Tao Yuanming suppressed his suffocating pain and whispered the past between him and Lu Xing, first meeting, getting along, showing love, joining hands, combining, fighting...

"I know that my mother will not allow me to be with a man, and as long as I work, she will definitely urge me to find a girlfriend to get married. In order to escape, I plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination, which is also to improve my professional level so that It will be easier to find a job in the future.”

"Then why did the senior give up the postgraduate entrance examination?" Ning Yi asked softly.

The two have been in love with each other for nearly three years, and they have been sneaking around without anyone noticing, which shows how hard it is for them to hide it.

Tao Yuanming said: "He said that since I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination, someone must work first to subsidize the living expenses. He knows that my mother is not in good health and works hard, so he hopes that I will trouble my mother less. The part-time job I found by myself can barely support me. Myself, but my mother's medical bills are increasing, and I have to use the money to pay for medical treatment."

"So the senior worked hard not only to subsidize the living expenses of the two of you, but also to pay for the medical expenses of the aunt?"

"Yes... I don't want him to do this, but he refuses. He said that we will be a family sooner or later, and there is no need to be polite. I hate my incompetence. I have to take care of my studies and postgraduate entrance examinations. I really don't have the energy to distract myself and work part-time... He supported everything for me..." Tao Yuanming shed tears of remorse when he said this.But the fact is that he is so helpless, no matter how hard he struggles, it is useless.

Ning Yi felt his powerlessness and entanglement, but he also knew in his heart that there is no such thing as the best of both worlds, one must be abandoned.The senior is mature and prudent, and he has already made a choice in his heart. For love, he can give up the postgraduate entrance examination and continue his studies. Ning Yi sincerely admires his courage.

"You have been with the senior for so long, why can't the police find you?"

Tao Yuanming covered his face and shook his head, and said in a muffled voice: "I don't know, I really don't know, he has my mobile phone number, we often talk on the phone, and he always writes short poems and love letters to me, he is so romantic The ultimate person... I am so dull, but I am not worthy of such an excellent him."

Hearing what he said, Ning Yi was a little angry: "If the senior thinks you are not good enough for him, he would have abandoned you long ago. You belittle yourself so much, you will make the senior feel cold!"

"Yes, yes, I had a quarrel with him before the Chinese New Year this year, and then I went home to celebrate the Chinese New Year. After returning to school, I have no contact with him. I think he is angry, so I dare not look for him. Until, until I heard about him... ah!!—”

Suddenly, Tao Yuanming let out a heart-piercing growl, and Ning Yi was taken aback by him.

"Yuanming... Yuanming?"

Tao Yuanming gritted his teeth and said, "I want to find the murderer! I can't let him just like this..."

"You didn't cause the injury on the senior's body?" Ning Yi asked.

"How could it be me? I love him so much, how can I be willing, why..." Tao Yuanming's eyes showed red blood in the dark night, "Who defiled him? I must find out the murderer and do it for him with my own hands." revenge!"

Ning Yi panicked when he heard this: "Yuanming, don't be like this, you still have your mother at home! If you make a big mistake on the spur of the moment, she will die of grief."

"She won't... she won't..." Tao Yuanming gave a low, gloomy smile, "She has... passed away, just at the beginning of the year..."

"what……"

"I came out to her, she was sick and sent to the hospital, but the rescue failed... she died."

The last two words carry a sigh of remorse, expressing the cruelty of reality.

Maybe everything is preordained somewhere, this will be a tragedy in the end, the script has been written by God long ago.

Ning Yi couldn't stop the cold, he wrapped the quilt tightly and remained silent for a while.Lu Xing didn't know that Tao Yuanming had come out of the closet. Although he and Tao Yuanming were in a cold war, there was no doubt that their hearts were still tightly connected.

"Yuanming... Actually, I have something else I want to tell you."

"What...?" Tao Yuanming asked hesitantly.

When Ning Yi left the police station with his mind spinning, Nie Yangfan told him in a low voice, "Senior...was tested for AIDS."

No.20 bullets

In the corridor of the testing center, Ning Yi was sitting quietly with a bag of things. Then he heard soft footsteps. He raised his head and saw Tao Yuanming's shapeless face.

"finished?"

Tao Yuanming stared at him blankly, then nodded after a while, "En."

Ning Yi looked at the time on his phone, it was 03:30 in the afternoon, not too late, "I can get the test results in half an hour, right?"

Tao Yuanming nodded mechanically again, he seemed like a plaything with a rusty clockwork.

Ning Yi saw that he was wandering away, so he stopped asking questions.Today is Saturday, Ning Yi asked the convenience store owner for half a day off, and dragged Tao Yuanming out of the dormitory waiting to die, and dragged him to the AIDS testing center.

That night, after Tao Yuanming learned that Lu Xing had AIDS, he raised his head to the sky and screamed, and finally buried himself in the quilt heartbreakingly.Ning Yi was shocked to see it on the other side, he didn't know if it was right for him to do so, but he felt that Tao Yuanming had the right to know about it.If Lu Xing has AIDS, then Tao Yuanming is also very dangerous, he must have a test to confirm the diagnosis.

"I won't go, if I really have AIDS, I will go to accompany him soon." Tao Yuanming said self-destructively.

"Don't you want to find out the real culprit who killed the senior? What's the point of you dying like this?" Ning Yi reprimanded him softly, pushing his shoulders and forcing him to straighten his back, "Forgive me for making a bold guess , someone must have forced the senior to do that kind of thing, and abused the senior, and finally infected him with AIDS. The senior never told you that there must be his difficulties. You must not know the expression on his face when he died, so terrifying, so He must be full of pain in his heart."

Tao Yuanming pushed Ning Yi away, and shook his head frantically and helplessly: "Stop talking! Stop talking!"

Ning Yi staggered back a few steps, barely stood still, and said: "Go for an inspection, at least we can clarify the time when the senior was abused, Yuan Ming."

Tao Yuanming said that he and Lu Xing hadn't done that thing for more than four months, because both of them were very busy, and they had a conflict at the end of last year. After Tao Yuanming returned to his hometown, he didn't talk to Lu Xing when he returned to school. connect.If Tao Yuanming is also infected with AIDS, then it means that the person who sexually abused Lu Xing appeared at least four months ago. If Tao Yuanming is not infected, then this incident may have happened within the past four months.

Tao Yuanming was a little shaken, but he still refused nervously.He was afraid, but no one knew what he was afraid of.

Ning Yi finally dragged him to the AIDS testing center, where all the equipment exists for testing AIDS