Southern tide

So, they entangled like this, not to mention biting or hugging, no one obeyed the other to plunder each other, almost instinctively kissing and kneading like burning wood.Just like this, I walked back to the small attic from the street, the small attic on the fourth floor, pushed open the door, and crashed into the bed.

I thought I should sail with the current, because Mu Yang is already so obedient.

But being pressed on the bed by him and looking into his eyes, Mu Yang regained consciousness in an instant.

...and then violently resisted.

Fists and legs, almost like back when they first met, physical combat.It's a pity that he was too drunk, his body was soft and hot, his face was unusually red, he couldn't beat him at all, and finally he was crushed by the ambitious man who was bound to win, and he couldn't move.

He turned his head and avoided Zhou Mingsheath's sight with his last clarity, his eyes were almost resentful: "You shouldn't come again. Go back to your world. I beg you." It was trembling like despair, the boy's self-abandonment.

Zhou Mingshea's expression was soft, and he sighed, and buried it between his neck, his voice was vague: "Where am I going, Ayang." He said, "My world is here, by your side, don't come back here , where else are you going?"

Mu Yang raised his hand to cover his red eyes: "It shouldn't be like this. I don't deserve it."

"Who said that?"

"I said."

"Then I don't agree," Zhou Mingshea said in a low voice, "You, for me, a thousand dollars is worthless."

He began kissing the distressed cub in a row, soothing him, touching him.Mu Yang trembled, for some reason, he felt as if he had been completely opened up, exposed to the cold wind, and couldn't help but hug this person tightly.He was drunk, dazed, top-heavy, with throbbing pains in his temples, and babbled, almost sobbing, about what a horrible person he was.

Too bad nothing can be done.Everyone was disappointed in him, whether it was his father, Lao Chen, or grandpa and grandma, the little girl who always left him a bowl of noodles, Cao Sheng.They must all be completely disappointed in him, he is the quagmire of the city, a waste that cannot be recycled.Nobody needs him, he brings only bad luck.Like taking your mother's life.

Zhou Mingsheath hugged him tightly, kissed away his tears, silenced his cries, and held his wrist that still had the scars from the fight.He pressed his chin against the top of his head and covered Mu Yangyi under his body, not allowing him to be glimpsed by the moonlight: "It's not your fault, you are right. We all love you so much, just because I love you so much, I don't know how to tell you."

Forget to tell you, and you think there is no love.So you walk alone and lonely in this cold city, trying more and more to integrate yourself into this world with masks and shells.But it’s useless, you’re still out of place, you’re still thinking about the mountains and seas of the past, the people and things of the past, the sun of the past… because you’re not from this world at all.

You don't have to be a person of this world.

"I don't like it here." Mu Yang said.

"Then we'll leave together." Zhou Mingshe told him.

"I don't know what to do."

"Then let's keep going."

"You shouldn't be like this," Mu Yang opened his eyes and looked at people with a confused look, "I like you, so I want to send you to the highest mountain to be admired by thousands of people, but I shouldn't be there."

Zhou Mingshea laughed, and bit his chin helplessly like a punishment: "It's too much to say such things to please me... You idiot. How do you think I found you?"

He searched every bar, but always passed Mu Yang.When the rain turned around, he turned out of the alley, facing the wind and fog, and heard the soft "da, da" sound of high heels.When I looked up, I saw a girl in a sequined skirt, swaying like a sparkling fish.They looked at each other, and for a moment, they didn't know what they saw in each other's eyes, and they suddenly stopped.

As if it was destined, Zhou Mingxie said, "Did you meet someone in the bar?"

"If it's a boy with too long hair and too down-and-out, I've seen it."

They smoked a cigarette together, and the girl mentioned her conversation with Mu Yang, the fragmented sentences, and before she left, Mu Yang curled up in a corner and murmured "It would be nice to see you again. Just one look".

Just one look, another look, but people are greedy and will never be satisfied.

She explained the matter about Mu Yang to Zhou Mingshea clearly, pointed to one place, and said that she vaguely heard Mu Yang say that she wanted to change the scene and go to the next place to continue drinking. : "Good luck, don't be like me." Then disappeared at the end of the world.

Zhou Mingshe said: "I met her, and she asked me to find you... This shows that I always want to find you."

His kissing stopped suddenly, and he straightened Mu Yang's face, forcing him to stop avoiding and look straight at himself.

It was the first time Zhou Mingshea showed such serious eyes, and Mu Yang realized that his eyes were mountains and snow, so clear that it made people feel at a loss.Zhou Mingshen said: "You can't be so cruel like her. If I really want the money, power and fame, why would I climb over that wall?"

Why did he climb over the wall of the military academy and go south all the way, with a disheveled face, without seeing the Yellow River come and go all the way?

Mu Yang was taken aback.

"Do you believe in fate? I do." He said, "God told me to meet you, and God must let me meet you. So let me fall all the way, sweat all the way, eat enough It was so hard that I showed mercy and guided me to you. Fate let me meet you. This is the good luck I snatched from myself. I will never let go if I grab it."

He held Mu Yang's wrist.Mu Yang struggled a bit, but didn't break free.

"Not by your side, I will die one day. You don't have to contradict me, I know I will die. Just like that girl, no matter how good I am, no matter how ugly I look, my heart is empty. Bloody You killed me with a knife. I will bear it no longer, and then hang myself on a tree. One day, the police/police broke into my room and saw only your picture, only your name, and only me If you miss your traces, the whole world will know that you are a murderer. Are you willing to die, Ayang?"

Mu Yang trembled and wanted to hide, but Zhou Ming's sheath forced him to hide.

"Look at me, don't hide." He said so forcefully.

"I know you don't like it here, you hate the city. So you let alcohol, violence, smoke and motorcycles numb yourself, because you can't get out, you can only lie to yourself. Then don't do this. Muyang, I said don't do this .There are thousands of ways to live in this world, and there are also thousands of paths. Be with me, be with me..."

"As long as we are together, there is a way to go."

"Because I love you so much."

He stopped talking and pulled the curtains tightly with his backhand, finally the moonlight was completely blocked out.In the darkness, only him and him.The world is so small, it can only accommodate him and the person in his heart.But the world is wide enough, and being with him is everything.

So there are only sporadic sounds of water, kisses, or something else.Only the intimate, love-like sound, the rustling sound of clothes being taken off, the muffled whisper, and the love words stuck to the ear, there is nothing else to disturb.

Mu Yang was obviously very drunk, but he listened to every word of Zhou Mingshea.He wanted to keep in mind these fiery words of love, these promises that Zhou Mingsheath gave him that belonged to him alone, to snuggle up to him, hold him, and never let go.

Thinking of this, his body was hot, so he hugged Zhou Ming's sheath tightly, and subconsciously pushed him when he was entered.

Zhou Mingsheath grabbed his hand: "Don't move. You can't beat me."

Mu Yang said in a low voice: "I know. What should I do then?" He looked at Zhou Ming's sheath, "If I can't beat him, I still have to beat him. I'm already entangled by you, and I can't get away."

Zhou Mingshea was taken aback, remembering the day when we first met.On that day, his Mu Yang was so willful, arrogant, indifferent, and said a word to him with a smile like this.

Since then, I have been fascinated.

It turned out that they all remembered.

It was love at first sight, how did I know it now?

Mu Yang stood up suddenly, this action caused him a heavy blow, his whole body trembled, he hugged Zhou Ming's sheath tightly, and accepted his request.But knowingly committed the crime, he insisted on biting Zhou Mingsheath's ear, and whispered softly: "I have a good memory. You can't play tricks."

He knew what Mu Yang meant.

Some things don't need to be said clearly.

Zhou Mingshea laughed and kissed his eyes.Other kisses have a strong desire to possess, only this kind of light kiss is the purest, it is the love of one soul for another.He hugged Mu Yang tightly and entangled this person again. After he got involved, he was insatiably greedy and his desires were hard to fill.

Desire ebbs and flows like waves.

"Okay, keep it in mind, remember every word I say..."

So the following sentence rolled out in the silent room:

"It's convenient for us not to die."

The three thousand winds and snows that came over the mountains from the north finally died down. In the hot and sticky South Ridge...

Melted by the sun.