a day on thursday

Luo Chaomu:

Spread the letter good.

Don't be surprised when I write to you, I am also entrusted by others to be loyal. Xiaosi thinks that she still has many things that she hasn't told you, so let me tell you, of course I may not remember everything, tell It may be a sporadic and trivial thing to come out, but I think it is not bad to be a bridge, Mr. Luo, please bear with me.

Do you remember Li Sixi’s leg being put in a cast when she was in college? It’s not what she told you that she sprained her foot because she was too excited to climb a mountain in Jingshan Park. Got hit by falling down the stairs in a fight, wondering why?I will slowly tell you stories that you don't know.

I call her Xiao Si, not because there is a "four" in her name, but because she is the fourth in her grandfather's family. The children of each generation are ranked according to their age, and she is the youngest.I often joke that it's a good thing she is not the third, otherwise she would be "the third".

One month before she went to university, she went to her grandfather's house in the north. It has been almost 15 years since she returned to the south when she was three years old. My aunt is married. My aunt has two daughters who are already married. My uncle has a son who is five years older than her. He was studying business in the UK at that time.Xiaosi’s grandfather is a very powerful person. He studied in the Soviet Union and started from scratch, so I think it is a family tradition that Xiaosi chose business administration.

That time was August NO.19, and Grandma Xiaosi was in poor health and went to the hospital. Actually, it was not a serious illness, just a small cold.But Xiaosi's brother, who was studying in England, was still so scared that he flew back.What's the joke? It's Xiaosi's aunt's stepson who came to the hospital with a life-threatening attitude. He is not a good person. To put it bluntly, the stepson and his father are here to worry about the family property. To be honest, if they are honest , Maybe I can still eat the soft food of Xiaosi's aunt, it was really bloody at the time, Xiaosi heard that her brother was back, went down to pick him up, the hospital elevator was too crowded, so Xiaosi thought about taking the stairs, whoever thought of it Hearing the soft-fan guy chatting on the phone, what was wrong with him, he talked with his father about how the family property would be divided if he died.Xiao Si's bad temper immediately went up to fight, the man's first reaction was to run, Xiao Si was willing to let him go, but... the result was that Xiao Si was pushed by the man and hit his leg, then The man also ran away.Fortunately, Xiao Si's brother also disliked the crowds in the elevator, so when he climbed up the stairs, he happened to see her being pushed.It should be fortunate that she fell in the hospital and "seeked medical treatment in time".

Then, her brother told the family about the matter, and the whole family confronted Ruanfannan. The little four aunts divorced quickly, and she saw the true face of Ruanfannan. Sure enough, drama comes from life, and life is higher than life. drama.

I went to the north a week in advance. When I saw Xiaosi more than half a month later, she was sitting in a wheelchair with a plaster cast on her right leg. I also wanted to have a good coming-of-age ceremony, but I couldn't go anywhere.I also expected her to be a free tour guide for me for a few days, but her brother and I pushed her in a wheelchair, the Forbidden City, Jingshan Park, Summer Palace, Taoranting, Panjiayuan, Niujie... She was quite happy and didn’t have to walk , Someone will buy whatever you want to eat, alas, pity the two of us, pushing wheelchairs instead.

Xiaosi and I go to the same university. I study law and she studies business. The two colleges are not far away, and they are not close. They can be counted as frequent encounters.It's just that when the academic papers arrived, everyone else walked briskly into the university. She was pushed by a wheelchair and her hat was pressed down. The counselor saw that she was inconvenient to move, and her things were put away by others. Wait for me When she arrived, she kept saying thank you to the seniors and sisters.

The second day of registration is military training. On the first day of military training, the instructor will count the number of people. No matter what disease you have, you have to stand in the team and show your medical record. Check them one by one. Primary [-] said that there was a boy in their class who fell while playing basketball a few days before school started. , I took a piece of my right hand and put it in plaster. I'm a nice guy, but it's funny that I can't move around with my right hand. She is in a wheelchair and she has the nerve to laugh at others, but the two of them hit it off, pushing their feet with a broken hand. Stop going to the sick number company.The patient is connected to the stands, next to the rostrum, the stands have to go up the stairs, it's easy to break your hand, but it's not easy for Xiao Si, she likes to be brave, she wants to jump up, anyway, Xiao Si was really pitiful at that time That's it.

The funny thing is that Xiao Si had to turn the wheelchair to the stands by himself. Their instructor said that the students should help each other, and the students should help each other. The result was that the right-hand cast was pushing Xiao Si's wheelchair with one hand. It's hard to move, and it's more exciting to push with one hand. The wheelchair is sitting in the posture of a pirate ship, but the chief instructor in front can't stand it, so he pushes the wheelchair with both hands and pushes Xiaosi to the stand. Thank you to the 40-something Uncle of the People's Liberation Army.Later, his classmates in the fourth grade may have introduced experience, and it is no problem to push the wheelchair with one hand.

Just like that, thousands of freshmen on the first day knew that there was a class in their School of Economics, a man and a woman. The man’s hand was broken, and the woman’s leg was broken. The woman jumped up to the stands by herself.When I told Zhun'er about this, at least half of the Coke in Zhun'er's hand spilled out.

Luo Chaomu, I'm telling you now, not because it's funny, but because I'm telling you the real reason why Xiaosi didn't tell you.

In the first semester of freshman year, Primary Four was invited to dinner by a senior. Adhering to the principle that we were not familiar with each other, she transferred the dumpling money to that senior without saying a word; Xiaosi is cute at first, and boys like him because of his temperament. I really didn't expect that the man bought her a bunch of food. Xiaosi was quite happy at first, but after thinking about it, it was wrong. The man really confessed his love to her. Scary, I heard her say that what she was thinking at the time was whether she would be stabbed to death like in the news if she refused.So she thought of a very clever way at that time, took out your wechat chat with her, and said that she has a relationship, anyway, you are crying every day, who knows, it really solved the problem like this.

In fact, at that time, you were really her object, I didn't know it yet.

In the second semester of her sophomore year, she qualified for the national competition in the All-England Tournament of her junior year. Her teacher was very strict. In October, as far as I know, she cried four times and said she didn’t want to learn every time. English too.There was a live broadcast on the day of the competition. A few days ago, we were all told by her to take screenshots if we wanted to watch the live broadcast. As a result, on the morning of the competition, she sent a message saying that no one was allowed to watch it.At the end of the national award, you congratulated her at that time, and she was very happy.This award is not easy to come by. She came from a group of English majors, but she never told you. She should always tell you happy things.

When she was in her senior year, her junior decided to study abroad, Chulalongkorn Moscow State University in Bangkok, and she struggled with these two. People who study business are British and American, but she is lucky, either at [-] degrees north latitude or near the equator.You had a quarrel at the time, but Xiao Si didn't take it to heart at all. She seemed to know all your thoughts. You sent her off the day she went to Russia.I later decided to study abroad, but in Europe.

Later, she and I joined the company, and we always put profit first when we do business. Luo Chaomu, you don’t know how ruthless Li Sixi is in this matter. , but later it became very common, high-spirited, and she should always be like this.

Once we were discussing a case in France, it was really difficult, but Xiaosi was bound to take it down. One day we took time out to have a meal, and I said something at that time; Well, we'll think of another way over there."

She immediately stopped holding the cup, looked at me solemnly and asked, "Xin Ji, do you trust me?"

I admit that I hesitated, I didn't answer her at the time, I subconsciously felt that it was impossible for us to win.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she took a sip of water: "Xin Ji, believe me, I will. Luo Chaomu really believes that I will win."

At that moment, I knew that I couldn't compare to you, no matter before or after, Luo Chaomu, I knew that I would never be able to compare with you in Xiao Si's place

On the day Xiaosi passed away, I looked at her, just like when I was a child, I always looked at her. At that time, I thought that you might not be so in love with each other, but I was wrong. , so she told you in a tactful way, you know, I have never been treated like this.

Luo Chaomu, I hate you very much. I hate you for taking Li Sixi away. I hate her for saying that she resonates with your soul. Obviously, she and I have known each other since we were young and grew up together. You who showed up halfway.

I used to think that you and Xiao Si might become very good friends, just friends. When Xiao Si said she liked you, I even thought she was sick. What I thought at the time was that I wanted to find an authoritative mentality for her. The doctor took a look, but I didn't. Finally, I went to see a psychiatrist. She wasn't sick, but I was sick. What's wrong with liking her?No one is wrong.

My future plan is me and Xiao Si, she likes to fly around, I will fly around with her, she negotiates, I finish, we two have such a tacit understanding, I understand what she means when she looks at her eyes, and our parents are classmates , we lived in the same community, went to the same elementary school, the same junior high school, the same high school, the same high school, and even the same university. I have never been absent from her birthday since she returned to the south after she was three years old, really except I can't find a better word to describe the two of us.But Luo Chaomu, she is in my plan, and you are in her future. We just grew up together, and you are a match made in heaven, how ironic.

Perhaps as Xiao Si said, we have a tacit understanding, a tacit understanding that was only cultivated because of familiarity.And you, it's resonance, you don't need eyes, you don't need anything, it's souls that attract each other, how can tacit understanding compare to resonance?Maybe I should be brave, just a little bit, and snatch Xiao Si over, but I can't, it's not about "a gentleman doesn't take what others like", it's because I respect all of Xiao Si's choices, she chooses you, that's all.

I once thought that if the two of you challenge the secular world and all the strange eyes, according to your preferences, then the place to get married should be in Yunnan, and it should be in late spring and early summer, or it should be early in the morning, after all, Xiaosi is afraid. Cold, like flowers, and you follow her, then Yunnan is really a good choice.The two of you should hold a western-style wedding, in front of the forest, on the lawn, and walk along a road paved with flowers. Of course, the petals are white roses, and you should also sprinkle a few daisies. Both of you are wearing white wedding dresses. Go ahead, walk down the road paved with flowers together, walk to the end of the road, and then exchange rings with each other. This wedding has no master of ceremonies, no priest, just the two of you, not even many guests, maybe only two seats are needed. Ten, all your friends came, each of them brought a bouquet of flowers, and I put a small cosmos.

How pitiful I am, just thinking about it makes me regretful.

Doan

辛继

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Sadness in the dark.