In this life, the love is deep and the relationship is shallow
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I also want to confirm how much of Yao Xinrui's name is involved.
In just a few seconds, He Jiaqi's brain was running fast, and the final answer gave He Jiaqi a little confidence.These notes in my collection are all because of special time or special things happened.
There are a lot of notes in the envelope, but most of them seem to be ordinary daily conversations to outsiders. A few of them mention "Xinrui" or "Ruirui", but there are no words that blush and heartbeat like text messages.
"Mom, I'm sorry to disappoint you." He Jiaqi took the initiative to admit her mistake.
"Be clear." The mother didn't relax because of this.
"Mom, I didn't study hard when I was supposed to study hard. Instead, I passed notes to my classmates and said a lot of things that had nothing to do with study, which wasted a lot of precious time." .
"Student? I think Yao Xinrui is the only one. How much time is wasted with so many notes?! And the tone is so ambiguous. Is this what two girls should say? Love and love, what does it look like? !
Yao Xinrui, who is it, and what method did you use to make you, who is obedient and well-behaved and hard-working, accompany her to mess around with her at such an important time? "He Jiaqi's mother stood on her own stand and questioned.
"Mom! It's all my fault, please don't say that, don't say that about Yao Xinrui..." He Jiaqi wanted to refute, but her voice became smaller and smaller.
I can't stand anyone criticizing or criticizing Yao Xinrui, even if this person is my mother.
But at this time, the more you defend Yao Xinrui, the more you will push Yao Xinrui to the forefront.
"What's the matter? Can't you say it anymore?! Yao Xinrui doesn't study hard, so don't spoil you!" The mother frowned when she heard her daughter's protection of Yao Xinrui.
"Mom, no, I know I'm wrong, it's all my fault, it's all my fault. It's all my fault. Don't blame Yao Xinrui. We won't, we won't..." Knowing that her mother would be angry when she heard that she was protecting Yao Xinrui, He Jiaqi couldn't control it.
"Okay, I can stop this matter now, and I won't tell your father. But there is a premise—you should stay away from that Yao Xinrui, as far away as possible. If you can't stay away immediately, then you can be a friend, which violates secular ethics. Absolutely not! Let me find any cross-border behavior of you in the future, don't blame me for being rude to her." Mother issued an ultimatum.
He Jiaqi's mouth was already filled with a strong smell of blood. From the moment her mother opened her mouth, He Jiaqi bit her lower lip unconsciously.But the pain on the lips is far less than the pain in the heart.
He Jiaqi was glad that she was sitting on the sofa instead of standing on the ground, otherwise she would have been unable to stand still.
"Okay, Mom, I promise you. Please, don't go to Yao Xinrui. I won't, I won't..." He Jiaqi insisted and agreed.
"In addition, let me tell you in advance that I have already called your father. Next Monday, he will call your teacher Jiang to improve our relationship and transfer you out of the dormitory as quickly as possible. It’s already packed. As soon as the school formalities are completed, you can move out immediately.” The mother said without doubt.
"Mom, how can this be...you promised me at least one semester..." He Jiaqi wanted to fight for it again.
"Why? Don't want to? Can't bear Yao Xinrui?" Mother said to the point.
"No... no... no... well, I'll listen to my mother." He Jiaqi opened her mouth to deny, knowing that there was nothing she could do.
"Finally, from now on, stay at home this weekend! Don't wander around, I will take you back to school on Sunday night. Go to home for evening study! I will ask you and the teacher for leave!" Before the mother finally slammed the door and left Said to He Jiaqi.
"Is this? I was grounded?" He Jiaqi thought in a daze.
My mother has never been so strict. This time, my mother is really angry...
After her mother left, He Jiaqi, who remained rational, slumped on the ground with her knees hugged, looking at Yao Xinrui and her own past, tears streaming down her sweaty sweater uncontrollably.
Subconsciously closing her eyes, the surrounding air became quiet, only He Jiaqi's shoulders shook violently, and the sound of crying was suppressed by He Jiaqi between her biting lips.
After crying for an indeterminate amount of time, He Jiaqi suddenly thought that her mother would show up at any time, and she must not let her see her like this, otherwise Yao Xinrui would be involved.
Wiping the remaining tears on his face with the back of his hand, he picked up the broom and dustpan, and cleaned up the mess on the floor bit by bit.
Occasionally, you can still see the cheerful words jumping on the note, and every stroke seems to remind He Jiaqi's mother's anger and ultimatum.
How happy I was, how sad I am now.
"Ruirui, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He Jiaqi repeated in her heart over and over again.
Yao Xinrui, who was also cleaning on the other side, sneezed several times suddenly, and then his heart felt as if someone was grabbing him. The pain made him put down the vacuum cleaner in his hand, and lay back on his bed, wanting to take a rest.
Yao Xinrui looked at her mobile phone, it was 3:06 in the afternoon.
"Could it be that something happened to Xiaoqi?" At this moment, Yao Xinrui remembered that the message sent at noon had disappeared.
"He Jiaqi doesn't have special circumstances, it won't be like this!" Yao Xinrui suddenly became uneasy.
The author has something to say: Ruirui: Xiaoqi, you have really gone to great lengths to protect me!
Xiaoqi: I don’t, I’m not, don’t talk nonsense. . .
Ruirui: I even learned to deny the Sanlian!so cute.
Me: I said, you two, there is no end to it. . .
Little cuties, there will be another chapter tomorrow, and abuse is healthier. O(∩_∩)O~ slipped away. . .
☆, powerless
Yao Xinrui was still immersed in the grief of losing his grandfather. After many years, not being able to see his grandfather for the last time was still one of the few things Yao Xinrui regretted the most.
But the worry in my heart about He Jiaqi grew bigger and bigger as time went by.In the end, Yao Xinrui, who couldn't wait for He Jiaqi's reply, could only try to call He Jiaqi, just to ask her if everything was okay.
The phone rang for a long time, but He Jiaqi finally didn't have the courage to pick it up. She didn't want Yao Xinrui to be aware of her emotions and know what happened today.
Just holding the phone and watching the name "Xinrui" flashing in the middle of the screen, tears fell on the screen, blurring my vision...
Yao Xinrui listened to the mechanically replying female voice and transferred her call to the voicemail box, then hung up the phone silently.
Something must have happened, otherwise He Jiaqi would always pick up the phone after the first call.
A few seconds later, Yao Xinrui received a text message from He Jiaqi: "Ruirui, did you call me? I'm sorry, I didn't hear the call in the bathroom just now. There are guests at home, so it's not convenient to talk. I'll talk to you later in the evening." Do you think it's okay?"
He Jiaqi told Yao Xinrui the first lie. She didn't know if Yao Xinrui would blame her in the future, but she only knew to protect Yao Xinrui and their innocent and fragile relationship.
There are many ways to protect a person.
He Jiaqi's method is not to let Yao Xinrui accompany her to mature prematurely, but to let Yao Xinrui always be a child in front of her, free from restraint and carefree.
Resisting everything by herself and not letting Yao Xinrui know the reality was the best way He Jiaqi could think of at that time.
Seeing He Jiaqi's reply, Yao Xinrui finally felt relieved, and faintly felt that something was wrong, but He Jiaqi told her it was fine, so it should be fine.
Every word she said, I have no reason to believe.
Yao Xinrui paused for a moment and replied: "Xiaoqi, it's good that you're fine. I was so worried about you just now. Is everything okay? When I'm not around to supervise you, you must take good care of yourself."
"Yes. Don't worry, you have to take good care of yourself and your family. Don't be too sad. If you are sad, remember that I am here." He Jiaqi continued to reply.
"Okay, I know you will always be here, thank you for always being there. I will be fine, see you tomorrow." Yao Xinrui's sad mood eased a little.
He Jiaqi put down the phone, put the cleaned up fragmented notes into a new A4 envelope, and sealed it with glue.
You can't put them away again, because there is a danger of being discovered again, so let yourself seal them up like a secret.
Then, He Jiaqi went to the balcony, picked up the lighter and lit the sealed envelope. As the flames danced, He Jiaqi seemed to see the smiling Yao Xinrui and herself with the same smile and happiness in the burning flames.
Everything in He Jiaqi's house was restored to its original state. Only He Jiaqi was sitting on the carpet in her hut, curled up helplessly.
He Jiaqi didn't know how to deal with the relationship between the two of them, she didn't know how to face the promise she had made to her mother, and she didn't know how to stay away from her beloved Yao Xinrui.
He Jiaqi has been controlled and controlled since she was a child, but she has never hated herself like this before. She just feels that if she can make her parents happy, it's okay to feel wronged.
But now at this time, for the first time, I hated such restraint, hated the privacy that belonged to two people being read, hated the tradition of secular concepts, hated that I couldn't fall in love with Yao Xinrui freely, and even felt angry and sad about my mother's behavior like this.
It is not that my mother has not read my original diary and text message records privately.But this time it was hard for me to accept it, but this time it was Yao Xinrui, and this time I was really moved.
He Jiaqi, who was thinking, was interrupted by the sound of the door lock turning, and immediately put away her unspeakable emotions, walked to the desk, and opened the English exercise book.
Mother didn't knock on the door but opened it directly, glanced at He Jiaqi who was writing an exercise book, and closed the door again.
He Jiaqi didn't look back, and the moment her mother closed the door, she sighed heavily, and the irritability and discomfort in her heart deepened.
When He Jiaqi had dinner, he simply ate a few mouthfuls of food.I told my parents that I was full and there was nothing to do, so I went back to the room to review.Mother wanted to say something, but in the end, because of father's presence, she didn't stop her.
He Jiaqi returned to the hut, closed the door, and with the sound of coughing, turned the key on the door, hurriedly took out the SIM card in the wallet, and after replacing it, opened the locked door.
He Jiaqi knew that her parents would not call her when they were at home, so it was safe for the time being.
He Jiaqi sent a message to Yao Xinrui's cell phone telling her that she had changed her card, so it was convenient to talk to her now.
Yao Xinrui, who had just finished dealing with family affairs with her parents and grandmother, sat at her desk wearily.
Suddenly received a message from He Jiaqi, and changed the SIM card impatiently. "Xiaoqi, how are you? I can't contact you anytime these days, sorry."
Yao Xinrui felt weird in her heart, and wanted to ask He Jiaqi again if everything was okay, even though she knew that He Jiaqi would not blame her for infrequent contact today.
"Ruirui, everything is normal, but I miss you so much... I hope you can rest well tonight, you haven't rested for several nights." He Jiaqi replied.
"Xiaoqi, I miss you very much too. Grandfather's departure was really sudden to me. I thought that my grandfather would wait for me to come back. I haven't introduced you to my grandfather yet. He will definitely like it very much. Yours." Yao Xinrui replied still in a low voice.
"Ruirui, in fact, whether it's your grandfather or my grandmother, I believe they have always been there and will always be by your side to accompany you and bless you where you can't see. So you should be happy, be happy, Be good. That way they can feel at ease, you know?"
When He Jiaqi said this, she was expressing herself. She only hoped that Yao Xinrui would be fine. If possible, it would be good if she could be with her quietly.
He Jiaqi looked at the time, put down her phone and went to the bathroom to wash up, said good night to her parents, and returned to her little bed.
She was afraid that her mother would check temporarily, so while sending messages with Yao Xinrui, she could only keep an eye on the movement at the door.
Unlike the relaxation of the previous few months, where she could let herself fall asleep with her mobile phone in her arms, He Jiaqi set herself many alarms that vibrated late at night.
I'm afraid that if I fall asleep, the alarm can wake me up, at least I can change the current SIM card that can safely contact Yao Xinrui.
The next day, when He Jiaqi woke up, her parents had already left, and she only found a post-it note left for her: "Jiaqi, your father and I have a social event today, so we won't come back for lunch. You don't have to go out, I have already arranged for you." I ordered the delivery from the restaurant downstairs. Review your homework at home, the midterm exam is next week, don't relax."
He Jiaqi stared at the post-it notes on the dining table, smiled wryly and shook her head, "After all, I'm still under house arrest. Think about it, I'm really pathetic."
He Jiaqi sent Yao Xinrui a good morning text message, and she really settled down to review.
After all, the midterm exam is very important for the first big exam for freshmen in high school.And if her mother saw that her grades had dropped too much, Yao Xinrui would inevitably become a target of public criticism again in her mother's eyes.
Even if it's just for Yao Xinrui, I can't relax, I must hand in a passable answer.
Near noon, He Jiaqi received a text message from Yao Xinrui asking if she could call the 1106 number.
He Jiaqi thought that her parents would not be looking for her at this time, so she changed the card and called Yao Xinrui.
"Hello, Ruirui?" He Jiaqi said when Yao Xinrui picked it up immediately.
"It's me, Xiaoqi, is it convenient to talk?"
"It's convenient, don't worry."
"Well, that's right, I want to tell you that my parents have booked a thank-you banquet to thank their relatives and friends who are busy with their grandfather's death. The hotel is opposite your house. I think it's not convenient for you to come out now. Let's meet up, okay? I miss you so much." Yao Xinrui hesitated to speak, because she didn't know if He Jiaqi's parents would allow her to come out during lunch time.
He Jiaqi's mood is not as sad and helpless as yesterday, but she still has lingering fears about her mother's ultimatum.
She could not, nor would she allow her mother to hurt Yao Xinrui.
Facing Yao Xinrui's request, He Jiaqi couldn't say no.
She knew that Yao Xinrui needed her right now, Yao Xinrui was the most vulnerable at this time, if she couldn't give her a little support at this time, she would agree to her small request.
What is my so-called lover?
But he was also worried that his mother would appear suddenly from nowhere. If that happened, the relationship between Yao Xinrui and the two of them would really be brought to a dead end.
I just need time now, as long as I get stronger, after a few years, I can leave with Yao Xinrui.
As long as the two of them are strong enough, they will definitely be able to make it to the day when the spring blossoms.
Thinking of this, He Jiaqi said: "Ruirui, go have dinner with your family first, and I will try my best to go out to see you before you finish eating, okay?"
He Jiaqi didn't dare to take risks, and she didn't dare to promise that she could meet Yao Xinrui face to face, so she only said to go out to see her.
"Okay, I'll eat well, but if it's really inconvenient for you, forget it." Yao Xinrui sounded like she was about to cry.
"Ruirui, don't cry, I promise, you will see me in a while." He Jiaqi promised heartily.
He Jiaqi, who hung up the phone, fell into a dilemma. On the one hand, she was ordered by her mother to restrain her from walking, and on the other hand, she was Yao Xinrui's grievance request.
Although her mother shouldn't find out when she goes out for a while, she is not sure if her mother will use some method to monitor herself.
If he didn't go by himself, Yao Xinrui would definitely think wildly if he couldn't see him in the evening self-study.
After a while, He Jiaqi didn't wait for the lunch her mother ordered for herself.
He Jiaqi, who was standing in front of the window and looking around, suddenly saw Yao Xinrui and his family walking out of the hotel, and the group had already thanked and said goodbye in front of the hotel.
She couldn't bear to think too much, fearing that Yao Xinrui would leave, He Jiaqi put on her coat and went out in disregard of her mother's restraining order.
Because he left in such a hurry, He Jiaqi forgot to bring his mobile phone, and the SIM card in the mobile phone was still 1106.
He Jiaqi walked out of the courtyard and stood far away on the side of the road looking at Yao Xinrui, who was tired but still trying to hold her back and thanked politely.
He Jiaqi hated herself for not being able to step forward, and even more for not being able to hold Yao Xinrui into her arms at this moment, telling her not to force herself, not to hold on, because she was by her side.
Are you really around?If he was really by his side, now he could only watch helplessly as his lover clearly needed her so much, but he could only stand here silently, unable to do anything.
Guilt and powerlessness filled her heart, and He Jiaqi, who had already said countless words of sorry in her heart, burst into tears of sadness.
Yao Xinrui seemed to sense something, and after greeting her relatives and friends, she suddenly raised her head while standing beside her mother, and caught sight of He Jiaqi who was looking at her motionlessly.
The weather at the end of November was getting chilly, but He Jiaqi only put on a thin coat over her shirt.
Yao Xinrui didn't dare to show any emotion because the relatives and friends were too complicated, and didn't care about the depression and disappointment of not seeing He Jiaqi before. He just blamed He Jiaqi in his heart for not wearing more clothes, because he would get sick.
Yao Xinrui's wish is very simple, she only wishes for her well-being.
He Jiaqi followed Yao Xinrui all the time, and finally met Yao Xinrui's eyes looking at her at this moment.
The two are separated by a road, as if thousands of rivers and mountains are separated.
The complexity and stalemate in the eyes of the two people is too thin to describe in words alone.
The pain, sadness, loss, uneasiness, irritability, grievance, attachment and longing in Yao Xinrui's eyes on the other side of the road collided with the tension, worry, worry, longing, longing, pity, guilt and nostalgia in He Jiaqi's eyes here.
Neither of the two of them wanted to look away, looking at Wannian.
After all, He Jiaqi failed to give her beloved Yao Xinrui a comforting hug, and Yao Xinrui also failed to accuse He Jiaqi of why she only wore a thin coat in this warm embrace.
After many years,
Yao Xinrui said, "It's not an exaggeration to say that if I used one sentence to describe the situation at that time, it must be - the mountains and the seas are separated by love, and the mountains and seas cannot be flattened."
He Jiaqi said, "The powerlessness and guilt that day was a nightmare that has accompanied me for many years."
The author has something to say: Ruirui: Xiaoqi, why are you only wearing a thin coat?
Xiaoqi: Because, with you, the world is always warm with you.
Ruirui: Then you don't even come to hug me and cry. . .
Xiaoqi: hug~~~
Actually, it's not that cruel, is it?Don't worry, He Jiaqi doesn't give up so easily. ?(^?^*) la la
☆, why
The two people didn't know how long they looked at each other, and they had no choice but to rely on the information conveyed in each other's eyes to feel each other's care and warmth.
After Yao Xinrui's parents bid farewell to relatives and friends, they patted Yao Xinrui and signaled Yao Xinrui to go home.
Maybe it was because the parents were too tired at that time, or maybe the mother deliberately ignored Yao Xinrui's frozen figure, and didn't see He Jiaqi who was standing alone opposite Yao Xinrui's eyes.
Before turning around to leave, Yao Xinrui said silently, "Xiao Qi, goodbye, you are well."
She knew that He Jiaqi could read her lips.
After Yao Xinrui turned around, He Jiaqi replied silently: "Ruirui, I'm sorry, I love you."
Yao Xinrui didn't see it, but she could feel the pain in her heart.
He Jiaqi watched Yao Xinrui's back disappear into blurred vision.He touched his trouser pocket and wanted to check his mobile phone, but remembered that he had put the mobile phone on the coffee table in the living room and hadn't brought it out.
"Too bad." He Jiaqi thought secretly.
He Jiaqi felt that she must have been in love recently, so her head became stupid and she always made some low-level mistakes.
Before returning home, He Jiaqi still walked around to the nearby restaurant, wanting to take a chance and ask if her lunch hadn't been delivered yet.
The owner of the restaurant knew He Jiaqi's parents well, so seeing He Jiaqi coming, he was naturally a little more cordial.
The meal that had been packed for He Jiaqi was placed on the counter, but the boss was waiting for the guy from his restaurant to come back and deliver it to He Jiaqi. Who knew there was a traffic jam, so the meal was delayed a little.
Seeing that He Jiaqi came to inquire about the meal by herself, the boss even apologized specially.
He Jiaqi thanked the boss with her lunch, turned around and trotted home.
As soon as he entered the door, his landline phone rang non-stop.Before He Jiaqi could put down the food in her hand, she hurried to answer the phone.
"Hello? He Jiaqi! Did you sneak out?!" Before he could speak, his mother's angry tone rang in his ears.
"Mom, I just went downstairs to get lunch." He Jiaqi said with a guilty but confident tone.
"Didn't I say I'll send you upstairs? Why go down by yourself?!" Mother didn't believe it.
"Because it's already past lunch time, I didn't wait, and I was very hungry, so I had to go downstairs to ask myself, but the boss's guy was stuck on the road, so it was delayed." He Jiaqi explained calmly.
"What about your mobile phone? Why is it turned off? I have called you several times but I can't get through." The reason why the mother didn't believe it was because He Jiaqi couldn't be contacted after several attempts.
He Jiaqi remembered that she had forgotten to change the SIM card back, so she could only lie again and said: "I forgot to charge my phone last night, and I have been reading today. Maybe the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power."
"He Jiaqi, it's best like this! Read the book carefully, that's it." The mother hung up the phone with a snap.
"Hey, what's going on with me recently, I keep making mistakes." He Jiaqi touched her forehead, thinking to herself.
Before changing the SIM card, I sent a message to Yao Xinrui, telling her that she couldn't go to the evening self-study because of something at home, and see you in the dormitory tonight.If you are in a hurry, send a message to your mobile phone.
After changing the SIM card, He Jiaqi felt that since she met Yao Xinrui, she seemed to have become daring.
Before, I never lied to my mother, never because a person violated the wishes of the family, and never took the trouble to turn over the mobile phone card just to contact this person...
Yao Xinrui received a text message from He Jiaqi, but did not reply. He didn't know if he was angry or wronged.
I just said to my mother on the side: "Mom, I don't want to go to the evening self-study at night. Can you ask for leave for me and Teacher Jiang?"
Mother took care of Yao Xinrui's depression and nodded.What I don't know is that Yao Xinrui is not only because of his grandfather leaving, but also because he doesn't want to go to evening self-study alone after so many evening self-study accompanied by He Jiaqi.
The final result was that all classes of senior one attended, except of course Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi.
Students who didn't know about it naturally also commented, "These two people are usually like conjoined twins, but now they even skip their evening self-study together, they are so courageous. Moreover, Yao Xinrui is also the monitor, he is really a good example of 'leading by example' Woolen cloth."
Of course, Yao Xinrui didn't hear the students' discussion.
He Jiaqi didn't know that Yao Xinrui had asked for leave for evening study because of her absence, but after walking into the school gate, she found Yao Xinrui's back in front of her.
Yao Xinrui lowered her head desolately, shaking her hands like a child throwing a temper tantrum.
Because the evening self-study has not yet finished, the campus is quiet.
He Jiaqi walked a few steps quickly, just reached Yao Xinrui's flicking hand, and grabbed it.
The moment Yao Xinrui was grabbed by someone, she subconsciously wanted to break free, and almost yelled, but in the next second, she felt a familiar touch from the palm of her hand, and then the exclusive smell she liked spread to the tip of her nose, and her consciousness relaxed. Let the people around you clasp their fingers.
Yao Xinrui's nose was sore. She already felt wronged, but when the person she had been looking forward to stood beside her, her tense emotions instantly collapsed.
He Jiaqi realized Yao Xinrui's abnormality, and gently turned around and hugged the people around her.
The two haven't seen each other for only two days, but it seems like a long time has passed since they missed each other.
Yao Xinrui's self-willedness and helplessness have no place to hide in front of He Jiaqi, and only in front of He Jiaqi, Yao Xinrui can be a wanton child.
"Xiaoqi, Xiaoqi...I hate you." Yao Xinrui expressed her miss with duplicity.
"Ruirui, I'm here, don't hate me because I love you." He Jiaqi patted Yao Xinrui on the back and said.
Yao Xinrui tilted her head slightly, and her warm lips pressed against He Jiaqi's lips with the salty taste of tears.
Although the lights on the campus are dim at night, it is unavoidable to know where the infrared cameras are installed.
Because of this, Yao Xinrui just stayed for two seconds, and said in He Jiaqi's ear: "Xiaoqi, I love you too. Don't be angry with me, okay?"
People who may love each other will always worry about gains and losses.When you get it, you are afraid of losing it; when you really lose it, you realize how beautiful it was.
"I'm not angry. I can't be angry with you." He Jiaqi responded.He Jiaqi didn't ask Yao Xinrui why she didn't study by herself at night.Don't ask, you know everything.
The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the campus gradually became noisy, and the two of them also quickened their pace towards the dormitory building.
After washing up, He Jiaqi walked into Room 202 naturally. Li Jing glanced at He Jiaqi, but hesitated to speak, and He Jiaqi had a full view of Li Jing's desire to speak.
He Jiaqi knew that Li Jing was in the way of Yao Xinrui's presence, so it was difficult to speak.
He looked at Li Jing himself, pointed out the door, and Li Jing and He Jiaqi walked out in tandem.
"What's the matter? Sister Jing, do you have something to tell me?" He Jiaqi and Li Jing asked standing in the dark of the stairwell.
The relationship between myself and Li Jing was not far or close, but since she has long been regarded as a member of 202, the relationship has naturally taken a step further.
"Jiaqi, it's nothing. I just want to remind you that you and Xinrui have been paying more attention recently, and the criticism from the students in the class has become more and more serious. Xinrui is still well-known on campus. If you are not careful, I'm afraid it will hurt both of you. I can't tell Xinrui this, but I know you can understand." Li Jing said bluntly to He Jiaqi.
He Jiaqi always felt that Li Jing seemed to understand the relationship between her and Yao Xinrui, and this remark confirmed her guess.
"Sister Jing, thank you. I understand, I will pay more attention in the near future." He Jiaqi thanked Li Jing for her understanding and silent support.
"Well, then I'll go back first. I also guessed what happened at Xinrui's house, you should stay with her tonight. It seems that Xinrui's mood is still very low. There are two days left for the midterm exam, let her adjust well Status. As long as Xinrui puts his heart into it, it's not a problem." Li Jingjing said forgivingly.
He Jiaqi stood there thinking, "If you don't control it, the relationship between her and Yao Xinrui may really be out of control. After the midterm exam, I need to discuss it with Ruirui. I can't always stay in 202. Besides, my mother has already said that she will let her Move out of the dormitory as soon as possible, so that Yao Xinrui can quickly adapt to life in the dormitory without her."
He Jiaqi hastily gathered the quilt on the bed in her dormitory, and went to 202 again, her footsteps were a bit heavy, she didn't know how to talk to Yao Xinrui in the future, Yao Xinrui didn't notice the change in He Jiaqi at all.
All the dormitories turned off the lights one after another, and Yao Xinrui's dormitory was no exception.
It's just that He Jiaqi's roommate in the dormitory occasionally turns on the lamp to solve problems, and a faint light can still be seen from the stairwell.
Coincidentally, after more than 20 minutes, the dormitory supervisor temporarily checked the dormitory.
Under normal circumstances, the dormitory manager will not check in after everyone is asleep, because it will affect the sleep of the students.But that night, the housekeepers showed up on every floor without any signs, and screened them one by one with flashlights in their hands to make sure that everyone was lying safely on their own beds and did not stay out at night in violation of regulations.
High school students live on campus, and occasionally boys go to Internet cafes, play games or drink too much, and they will be caught by the dormitory administrators.
When the housekeeper found He Jiaqi's dormitory, he didn't notice anything unusual about He Jiaqi's quilt.
But He Jiaqi's roommate suddenly turned off the light when he saw the dormitory supervisor looking outside, while he was still sitting at the desk motionless.
Such a move happened to arouse the suspicion of the housekeeper.
The dormitory manager, who had already raised his feet and was about to leave, turned on the flashlight again and illuminated the four beds one by one, and the quilt that He Jiaqi had disguised before was exposed.
The dormitory manager shook He Jiaqi's bedside with a spotlight from outside the door, but there was no movement.
He shook the other two sleeping roommates with a flashlight, and the sleepy roommates didn't know what happened, they all raised their heads from the bed and looked angrily at the dormitory manager outside the door and complained: "What are you doing, this is late at night. "
This complaint just proved that He Jiaqi was not in her bed at all. If she was, she would be awakened by the light of the flashlight like everyone else.
The housekeeper outside the door began to knock on the door, but the roommates who were sitting in the dark dared not open the door.
But the more you don't open the door, the louder the housekeeper knocks on the door.
Until the sound woke up Yao Xinrui who hadn't slept well for several days and finally fell asleep in He Jiaqi's arms.
"Xiaoqi, what's going on outside?" Yao Xinrui gently pushed He Jiaqi who was already in a daze.
"I don't know, it's so late." He Jiaqi's consciousness has not returned.
The dormitory manager outside the door not only knocked louder and louder, but also said excitedly in a loud voice, "If you can't open the door, girls dare not come home at night now."
The roommate couldn't stand the urging of the housekeeper, and opened the locked door.
The housekeeper who entered the door did not lower his voice, "He Jiaqi? Where's He Jiaqi?!" He questioned He Jiaqi's roommate.
At the beginning, I didn’t dare to speak, until the dormitory manager threatened that because He Jiaqi didn’t come home at night, and the dormmates lied and refused to hug, then everyone in the dormitory would remember everything, and one of them stammered: “He Jiaqi, He Jiaqi doesn’t stay up late at night. home."
"There is no night to stay? What about her?!" It has reached this point, and the housekeeper will not let it go.
"He Jiaqi, He Jiaqi, she's in Yao Xinrui's dormitory opposite." Another roommate said in a hoarse voice, a little trembling.
The dormitory manager heard this, and rushed to Yao Xinrui's dormitory opposite, knocking on the door of 202. It was at this time that He Jiaqi realized that the noise was for herself.
Yao Xinrui sat up from the bed in shock, her palms were sweaty.
She knew that although changing the bed was not as serious as not returning home at night, it was still against the rules, and now that she was caught by the dormitory supervisor, He Jiaqi was afraid that she would be penalized.
At that time, Yao Xinrui forgot to think about what the housekeeper would think if they found out that they were sleeping together, and even more forgot to consider what would happen if they heard from others that they were sleeping together. He was just worried that He Jiaqi would be demerited.
"What to do, what to do..." Yao Xinrui was at a loss for a moment.
He Jiaqi came to her senses and didn't have time to think, so Yao Xinrui got out of bed and opened the door.
But it was already too late, the other three people in 202 had already been woken up, the entire first floor and even some of the dormitories on other floors were woken up by the exaggerated behavior of the housekeeper, and the lights were turned on.
Some good people even opened the door and stood in the corridor to look around.
"He Jiaqi, why don't you just stay in your own dormitory, what are you doing in someone else's dormitory?" the housekeeper said bluntly.
"Housekeeper, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'll go back to the dormitory." He Jiaqi wanted to calm down the matter as soon as possible, the longer it takes, the wider the spread of the incident, the more people will know about it, and there will really be no one at that time The solution is over.
"Stop, explain clearly, what are you doing on Yao Xinrui's bed?" the dormitory manager asked persistently.
"Housekeeper, He Jiaqi came to accompany me because of my request. If you want to remember something, remember me!" When He Jiaqi was hesitating and looking for words, Yao Xinrui's voice came from behind her, without any trace of emotion in her tone. A little emotion, dry and dry.
"Hey, these two people are still talking for each other, it's at this juncture, if you don't tell the truth, you both remember it." Although the housekeeper said that he was performing his duties, his tone was full of sarcasm.
Just as He Jiaqi was about to defend herself, Yao Xinrui stepped forward and stood in front of He Jiaqi. The angle of her body just blocked Yao Xinrui's left hand holding He Jiaqi's wrist, and said, "Guan Shi, what happened today is my fault. He Jiaqi really answered me." I asked you to come and accompany me, because my grandfather passed away this week, I was very sad and sad, and I dare not sleep alone, so I asked He Jiaqi to accompany me. Please hold your hand high, if you really want to remember it, then remember it Mine."
Yao Xinrui said, tears came down.
Yao Xinrui cried not because he was afraid of remembering his mistakes, but because he felt that he was an unworthy descendant. His grandfather had just died in the grave, but now he wanted to use it as an excuse for him. "Grandpa, granddaughter is unfilial, please forgive me. But Xiaoqi really can't be recorded because of me. Grandpa, you will understand granddaughter. Granddaughter will make amends to you later."
Yao Xinrui's heart was filled with guilt, and the more she cried, the more fierce she became.
The dormitory manager looked at Yao Xinrui who had admitted his mistake in front of him, lost the aggressiveness just now, looked at more and more people in the corridor, and said in a higher voice: "Whatever you look at, go back and rest. You two also Go back to each house, because there is a reason for the incident, no further investigation, no exception."
After hearing this, the others hurried back to their dormitories and locked the door, fearing that the housekeeper would find fault.
But Yao Xinrui just tightened the hand holding He Jiaqi's wrist, turned around and went back to 202, and locked the door with a click.
The housekeeper looked at He Jiaqi who was still standing there, left without saying a word.
He Jiaqi coughed violently, and then realized that she was only wearing pajamas, standing in the corridor with no heating at all.
Yao Xinrui closed the door, heard He Jiaqi's unstoppable cough outside the door, slid little by little against the door and sat on the ground, holding her head, without saying a word.
The three people in the dormitory got out of bed one after another, and stood beside the eldest sister who usually took care of them, not knowing what to say.
Only Li Jing sighed, put a piece of clothing on Yao Xinrui and said, "Xinrui, go to bed and rest, your health is important, we will talk about it tomorrow if you have anything to do."
Yao Xinrui nodded and said, "Go to sleep, I'm sorry to disturb your rest."
After a few minutes, he walked back to the bed step by step and covered his head.
He Jiaqi opened the door and walked into her bedroom, but also said nothing.
Although the roommates thought it was none of their business, and He Jiaqi was almost not a member of their dormitory, but after all, they felt as if they had betrayed He Jiaqi, and none of them dared to say anything.
"It's okay, let's go to sleep." He Jiaqi seemed to say something to the air, and the roommates instantly lost their guilt and turned to sleep.
After going to bed, He Jiaqi was shocked by the cold blanket, buried her head in the pillow, and cried all night.
Every word Yao Xinrui said just now stabbed He Jiaqi's heart like a sharp knife, and how could He Jiaqi not know what it meant to Yao Xinrui.
through tonight
In just a few seconds, He Jiaqi's brain was running fast, and the final answer gave He Jiaqi a little confidence.These notes in my collection are all because of special time or special things happened.
There are a lot of notes in the envelope, but most of them seem to be ordinary daily conversations to outsiders. A few of them mention "Xinrui" or "Ruirui", but there are no words that blush and heartbeat like text messages.
"Mom, I'm sorry to disappoint you." He Jiaqi took the initiative to admit her mistake.
"Be clear." The mother didn't relax because of this.
"Mom, I didn't study hard when I was supposed to study hard. Instead, I passed notes to my classmates and said a lot of things that had nothing to do with study, which wasted a lot of precious time." .
"Student? I think Yao Xinrui is the only one. How much time is wasted with so many notes?! And the tone is so ambiguous. Is this what two girls should say? Love and love, what does it look like? !
Yao Xinrui, who is it, and what method did you use to make you, who is obedient and well-behaved and hard-working, accompany her to mess around with her at such an important time? "He Jiaqi's mother stood on her own stand and questioned.
"Mom! It's all my fault, please don't say that, don't say that about Yao Xinrui..." He Jiaqi wanted to refute, but her voice became smaller and smaller.
I can't stand anyone criticizing or criticizing Yao Xinrui, even if this person is my mother.
But at this time, the more you defend Yao Xinrui, the more you will push Yao Xinrui to the forefront.
"What's the matter? Can't you say it anymore?! Yao Xinrui doesn't study hard, so don't spoil you!" The mother frowned when she heard her daughter's protection of Yao Xinrui.
"Mom, no, I know I'm wrong, it's all my fault, it's all my fault. It's all my fault. Don't blame Yao Xinrui. We won't, we won't..." Knowing that her mother would be angry when she heard that she was protecting Yao Xinrui, He Jiaqi couldn't control it.
"Okay, I can stop this matter now, and I won't tell your father. But there is a premise—you should stay away from that Yao Xinrui, as far away as possible. If you can't stay away immediately, then you can be a friend, which violates secular ethics. Absolutely not! Let me find any cross-border behavior of you in the future, don't blame me for being rude to her." Mother issued an ultimatum.
He Jiaqi's mouth was already filled with a strong smell of blood. From the moment her mother opened her mouth, He Jiaqi bit her lower lip unconsciously.But the pain on the lips is far less than the pain in the heart.
He Jiaqi was glad that she was sitting on the sofa instead of standing on the ground, otherwise she would have been unable to stand still.
"Okay, Mom, I promise you. Please, don't go to Yao Xinrui. I won't, I won't..." He Jiaqi insisted and agreed.
"In addition, let me tell you in advance that I have already called your father. Next Monday, he will call your teacher Jiang to improve our relationship and transfer you out of the dormitory as quickly as possible. It’s already packed. As soon as the school formalities are completed, you can move out immediately.” The mother said without doubt.
"Mom, how can this be...you promised me at least one semester..." He Jiaqi wanted to fight for it again.
"Why? Don't want to? Can't bear Yao Xinrui?" Mother said to the point.
"No... no... no... well, I'll listen to my mother." He Jiaqi opened her mouth to deny, knowing that there was nothing she could do.
"Finally, from now on, stay at home this weekend! Don't wander around, I will take you back to school on Sunday night. Go to home for evening study! I will ask you and the teacher for leave!" Before the mother finally slammed the door and left Said to He Jiaqi.
"Is this? I was grounded?" He Jiaqi thought in a daze.
My mother has never been so strict. This time, my mother is really angry...
After her mother left, He Jiaqi, who remained rational, slumped on the ground with her knees hugged, looking at Yao Xinrui and her own past, tears streaming down her sweaty sweater uncontrollably.
Subconsciously closing her eyes, the surrounding air became quiet, only He Jiaqi's shoulders shook violently, and the sound of crying was suppressed by He Jiaqi between her biting lips.
After crying for an indeterminate amount of time, He Jiaqi suddenly thought that her mother would show up at any time, and she must not let her see her like this, otherwise Yao Xinrui would be involved.
Wiping the remaining tears on his face with the back of his hand, he picked up the broom and dustpan, and cleaned up the mess on the floor bit by bit.
Occasionally, you can still see the cheerful words jumping on the note, and every stroke seems to remind He Jiaqi's mother's anger and ultimatum.
How happy I was, how sad I am now.
"Ruirui, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He Jiaqi repeated in her heart over and over again.
Yao Xinrui, who was also cleaning on the other side, sneezed several times suddenly, and then his heart felt as if someone was grabbing him. The pain made him put down the vacuum cleaner in his hand, and lay back on his bed, wanting to take a rest.
Yao Xinrui looked at her mobile phone, it was 3:06 in the afternoon.
"Could it be that something happened to Xiaoqi?" At this moment, Yao Xinrui remembered that the message sent at noon had disappeared.
"He Jiaqi doesn't have special circumstances, it won't be like this!" Yao Xinrui suddenly became uneasy.
The author has something to say: Ruirui: Xiaoqi, you have really gone to great lengths to protect me!
Xiaoqi: I don’t, I’m not, don’t talk nonsense. . .
Ruirui: I even learned to deny the Sanlian!so cute.
Me: I said, you two, there is no end to it. . .
Little cuties, there will be another chapter tomorrow, and abuse is healthier. O(∩_∩)O~ slipped away. . .
☆, powerless
Yao Xinrui was still immersed in the grief of losing his grandfather. After many years, not being able to see his grandfather for the last time was still one of the few things Yao Xinrui regretted the most.
But the worry in my heart about He Jiaqi grew bigger and bigger as time went by.In the end, Yao Xinrui, who couldn't wait for He Jiaqi's reply, could only try to call He Jiaqi, just to ask her if everything was okay.
The phone rang for a long time, but He Jiaqi finally didn't have the courage to pick it up. She didn't want Yao Xinrui to be aware of her emotions and know what happened today.
Just holding the phone and watching the name "Xinrui" flashing in the middle of the screen, tears fell on the screen, blurring my vision...
Yao Xinrui listened to the mechanically replying female voice and transferred her call to the voicemail box, then hung up the phone silently.
Something must have happened, otherwise He Jiaqi would always pick up the phone after the first call.
A few seconds later, Yao Xinrui received a text message from He Jiaqi: "Ruirui, did you call me? I'm sorry, I didn't hear the call in the bathroom just now. There are guests at home, so it's not convenient to talk. I'll talk to you later in the evening." Do you think it's okay?"
He Jiaqi told Yao Xinrui the first lie. She didn't know if Yao Xinrui would blame her in the future, but she only knew to protect Yao Xinrui and their innocent and fragile relationship.
There are many ways to protect a person.
He Jiaqi's method is not to let Yao Xinrui accompany her to mature prematurely, but to let Yao Xinrui always be a child in front of her, free from restraint and carefree.
Resisting everything by herself and not letting Yao Xinrui know the reality was the best way He Jiaqi could think of at that time.
Seeing He Jiaqi's reply, Yao Xinrui finally felt relieved, and faintly felt that something was wrong, but He Jiaqi told her it was fine, so it should be fine.
Every word she said, I have no reason to believe.
Yao Xinrui paused for a moment and replied: "Xiaoqi, it's good that you're fine. I was so worried about you just now. Is everything okay? When I'm not around to supervise you, you must take good care of yourself."
"Yes. Don't worry, you have to take good care of yourself and your family. Don't be too sad. If you are sad, remember that I am here." He Jiaqi continued to reply.
"Okay, I know you will always be here, thank you for always being there. I will be fine, see you tomorrow." Yao Xinrui's sad mood eased a little.
He Jiaqi put down the phone, put the cleaned up fragmented notes into a new A4 envelope, and sealed it with glue.
You can't put them away again, because there is a danger of being discovered again, so let yourself seal them up like a secret.
Then, He Jiaqi went to the balcony, picked up the lighter and lit the sealed envelope. As the flames danced, He Jiaqi seemed to see the smiling Yao Xinrui and herself with the same smile and happiness in the burning flames.
Everything in He Jiaqi's house was restored to its original state. Only He Jiaqi was sitting on the carpet in her hut, curled up helplessly.
He Jiaqi didn't know how to deal with the relationship between the two of them, she didn't know how to face the promise she had made to her mother, and she didn't know how to stay away from her beloved Yao Xinrui.
He Jiaqi has been controlled and controlled since she was a child, but she has never hated herself like this before. She just feels that if she can make her parents happy, it's okay to feel wronged.
But now at this time, for the first time, I hated such restraint, hated the privacy that belonged to two people being read, hated the tradition of secular concepts, hated that I couldn't fall in love with Yao Xinrui freely, and even felt angry and sad about my mother's behavior like this.
It is not that my mother has not read my original diary and text message records privately.But this time it was hard for me to accept it, but this time it was Yao Xinrui, and this time I was really moved.
He Jiaqi, who was thinking, was interrupted by the sound of the door lock turning, and immediately put away her unspeakable emotions, walked to the desk, and opened the English exercise book.
Mother didn't knock on the door but opened it directly, glanced at He Jiaqi who was writing an exercise book, and closed the door again.
He Jiaqi didn't look back, and the moment her mother closed the door, she sighed heavily, and the irritability and discomfort in her heart deepened.
When He Jiaqi had dinner, he simply ate a few mouthfuls of food.I told my parents that I was full and there was nothing to do, so I went back to the room to review.Mother wanted to say something, but in the end, because of father's presence, she didn't stop her.
He Jiaqi returned to the hut, closed the door, and with the sound of coughing, turned the key on the door, hurriedly took out the SIM card in the wallet, and after replacing it, opened the locked door.
He Jiaqi knew that her parents would not call her when they were at home, so it was safe for the time being.
He Jiaqi sent a message to Yao Xinrui's cell phone telling her that she had changed her card, so it was convenient to talk to her now.
Yao Xinrui, who had just finished dealing with family affairs with her parents and grandmother, sat at her desk wearily.
Suddenly received a message from He Jiaqi, and changed the SIM card impatiently. "Xiaoqi, how are you? I can't contact you anytime these days, sorry."
Yao Xinrui felt weird in her heart, and wanted to ask He Jiaqi again if everything was okay, even though she knew that He Jiaqi would not blame her for infrequent contact today.
"Ruirui, everything is normal, but I miss you so much... I hope you can rest well tonight, you haven't rested for several nights." He Jiaqi replied.
"Xiaoqi, I miss you very much too. Grandfather's departure was really sudden to me. I thought that my grandfather would wait for me to come back. I haven't introduced you to my grandfather yet. He will definitely like it very much. Yours." Yao Xinrui replied still in a low voice.
"Ruirui, in fact, whether it's your grandfather or my grandmother, I believe they have always been there and will always be by your side to accompany you and bless you where you can't see. So you should be happy, be happy, Be good. That way they can feel at ease, you know?"
When He Jiaqi said this, she was expressing herself. She only hoped that Yao Xinrui would be fine. If possible, it would be good if she could be with her quietly.
He Jiaqi looked at the time, put down her phone and went to the bathroom to wash up, said good night to her parents, and returned to her little bed.
She was afraid that her mother would check temporarily, so while sending messages with Yao Xinrui, she could only keep an eye on the movement at the door.
Unlike the relaxation of the previous few months, where she could let herself fall asleep with her mobile phone in her arms, He Jiaqi set herself many alarms that vibrated late at night.
I'm afraid that if I fall asleep, the alarm can wake me up, at least I can change the current SIM card that can safely contact Yao Xinrui.
The next day, when He Jiaqi woke up, her parents had already left, and she only found a post-it note left for her: "Jiaqi, your father and I have a social event today, so we won't come back for lunch. You don't have to go out, I have already arranged for you." I ordered the delivery from the restaurant downstairs. Review your homework at home, the midterm exam is next week, don't relax."
He Jiaqi stared at the post-it notes on the dining table, smiled wryly and shook her head, "After all, I'm still under house arrest. Think about it, I'm really pathetic."
He Jiaqi sent Yao Xinrui a good morning text message, and she really settled down to review.
After all, the midterm exam is very important for the first big exam for freshmen in high school.And if her mother saw that her grades had dropped too much, Yao Xinrui would inevitably become a target of public criticism again in her mother's eyes.
Even if it's just for Yao Xinrui, I can't relax, I must hand in a passable answer.
Near noon, He Jiaqi received a text message from Yao Xinrui asking if she could call the 1106 number.
He Jiaqi thought that her parents would not be looking for her at this time, so she changed the card and called Yao Xinrui.
"Hello, Ruirui?" He Jiaqi said when Yao Xinrui picked it up immediately.
"It's me, Xiaoqi, is it convenient to talk?"
"It's convenient, don't worry."
"Well, that's right, I want to tell you that my parents have booked a thank-you banquet to thank their relatives and friends who are busy with their grandfather's death. The hotel is opposite your house. I think it's not convenient for you to come out now. Let's meet up, okay? I miss you so much." Yao Xinrui hesitated to speak, because she didn't know if He Jiaqi's parents would allow her to come out during lunch time.
He Jiaqi's mood is not as sad and helpless as yesterday, but she still has lingering fears about her mother's ultimatum.
She could not, nor would she allow her mother to hurt Yao Xinrui.
Facing Yao Xinrui's request, He Jiaqi couldn't say no.
She knew that Yao Xinrui needed her right now, Yao Xinrui was the most vulnerable at this time, if she couldn't give her a little support at this time, she would agree to her small request.
What is my so-called lover?
But he was also worried that his mother would appear suddenly from nowhere. If that happened, the relationship between Yao Xinrui and the two of them would really be brought to a dead end.
I just need time now, as long as I get stronger, after a few years, I can leave with Yao Xinrui.
As long as the two of them are strong enough, they will definitely be able to make it to the day when the spring blossoms.
Thinking of this, He Jiaqi said: "Ruirui, go have dinner with your family first, and I will try my best to go out to see you before you finish eating, okay?"
He Jiaqi didn't dare to take risks, and she didn't dare to promise that she could meet Yao Xinrui face to face, so she only said to go out to see her.
"Okay, I'll eat well, but if it's really inconvenient for you, forget it." Yao Xinrui sounded like she was about to cry.
"Ruirui, don't cry, I promise, you will see me in a while." He Jiaqi promised heartily.
He Jiaqi, who hung up the phone, fell into a dilemma. On the one hand, she was ordered by her mother to restrain her from walking, and on the other hand, she was Yao Xinrui's grievance request.
Although her mother shouldn't find out when she goes out for a while, she is not sure if her mother will use some method to monitor herself.
If he didn't go by himself, Yao Xinrui would definitely think wildly if he couldn't see him in the evening self-study.
After a while, He Jiaqi didn't wait for the lunch her mother ordered for herself.
He Jiaqi, who was standing in front of the window and looking around, suddenly saw Yao Xinrui and his family walking out of the hotel, and the group had already thanked and said goodbye in front of the hotel.
She couldn't bear to think too much, fearing that Yao Xinrui would leave, He Jiaqi put on her coat and went out in disregard of her mother's restraining order.
Because he left in such a hurry, He Jiaqi forgot to bring his mobile phone, and the SIM card in the mobile phone was still 1106.
He Jiaqi walked out of the courtyard and stood far away on the side of the road looking at Yao Xinrui, who was tired but still trying to hold her back and thanked politely.
He Jiaqi hated herself for not being able to step forward, and even more for not being able to hold Yao Xinrui into her arms at this moment, telling her not to force herself, not to hold on, because she was by her side.
Are you really around?If he was really by his side, now he could only watch helplessly as his lover clearly needed her so much, but he could only stand here silently, unable to do anything.
Guilt and powerlessness filled her heart, and He Jiaqi, who had already said countless words of sorry in her heart, burst into tears of sadness.
Yao Xinrui seemed to sense something, and after greeting her relatives and friends, she suddenly raised her head while standing beside her mother, and caught sight of He Jiaqi who was looking at her motionlessly.
The weather at the end of November was getting chilly, but He Jiaqi only put on a thin coat over her shirt.
Yao Xinrui didn't dare to show any emotion because the relatives and friends were too complicated, and didn't care about the depression and disappointment of not seeing He Jiaqi before. He just blamed He Jiaqi in his heart for not wearing more clothes, because he would get sick.
Yao Xinrui's wish is very simple, she only wishes for her well-being.
He Jiaqi followed Yao Xinrui all the time, and finally met Yao Xinrui's eyes looking at her at this moment.
The two are separated by a road, as if thousands of rivers and mountains are separated.
The complexity and stalemate in the eyes of the two people is too thin to describe in words alone.
The pain, sadness, loss, uneasiness, irritability, grievance, attachment and longing in Yao Xinrui's eyes on the other side of the road collided with the tension, worry, worry, longing, longing, pity, guilt and nostalgia in He Jiaqi's eyes here.
Neither of the two of them wanted to look away, looking at Wannian.
After all, He Jiaqi failed to give her beloved Yao Xinrui a comforting hug, and Yao Xinrui also failed to accuse He Jiaqi of why she only wore a thin coat in this warm embrace.
After many years,
Yao Xinrui said, "It's not an exaggeration to say that if I used one sentence to describe the situation at that time, it must be - the mountains and the seas are separated by love, and the mountains and seas cannot be flattened."
He Jiaqi said, "The powerlessness and guilt that day was a nightmare that has accompanied me for many years."
The author has something to say: Ruirui: Xiaoqi, why are you only wearing a thin coat?
Xiaoqi: Because, with you, the world is always warm with you.
Ruirui: Then you don't even come to hug me and cry. . .
Xiaoqi: hug~~~
Actually, it's not that cruel, is it?Don't worry, He Jiaqi doesn't give up so easily. ?(^?^*) la la
☆, why
The two people didn't know how long they looked at each other, and they had no choice but to rely on the information conveyed in each other's eyes to feel each other's care and warmth.
After Yao Xinrui's parents bid farewell to relatives and friends, they patted Yao Xinrui and signaled Yao Xinrui to go home.
Maybe it was because the parents were too tired at that time, or maybe the mother deliberately ignored Yao Xinrui's frozen figure, and didn't see He Jiaqi who was standing alone opposite Yao Xinrui's eyes.
Before turning around to leave, Yao Xinrui said silently, "Xiao Qi, goodbye, you are well."
She knew that He Jiaqi could read her lips.
After Yao Xinrui turned around, He Jiaqi replied silently: "Ruirui, I'm sorry, I love you."
Yao Xinrui didn't see it, but she could feel the pain in her heart.
He Jiaqi watched Yao Xinrui's back disappear into blurred vision.He touched his trouser pocket and wanted to check his mobile phone, but remembered that he had put the mobile phone on the coffee table in the living room and hadn't brought it out.
"Too bad." He Jiaqi thought secretly.
He Jiaqi felt that she must have been in love recently, so her head became stupid and she always made some low-level mistakes.
Before returning home, He Jiaqi still walked around to the nearby restaurant, wanting to take a chance and ask if her lunch hadn't been delivered yet.
The owner of the restaurant knew He Jiaqi's parents well, so seeing He Jiaqi coming, he was naturally a little more cordial.
The meal that had been packed for He Jiaqi was placed on the counter, but the boss was waiting for the guy from his restaurant to come back and deliver it to He Jiaqi. Who knew there was a traffic jam, so the meal was delayed a little.
Seeing that He Jiaqi came to inquire about the meal by herself, the boss even apologized specially.
He Jiaqi thanked the boss with her lunch, turned around and trotted home.
As soon as he entered the door, his landline phone rang non-stop.Before He Jiaqi could put down the food in her hand, she hurried to answer the phone.
"Hello? He Jiaqi! Did you sneak out?!" Before he could speak, his mother's angry tone rang in his ears.
"Mom, I just went downstairs to get lunch." He Jiaqi said with a guilty but confident tone.
"Didn't I say I'll send you upstairs? Why go down by yourself?!" Mother didn't believe it.
"Because it's already past lunch time, I didn't wait, and I was very hungry, so I had to go downstairs to ask myself, but the boss's guy was stuck on the road, so it was delayed." He Jiaqi explained calmly.
"What about your mobile phone? Why is it turned off? I have called you several times but I can't get through." The reason why the mother didn't believe it was because He Jiaqi couldn't be contacted after several attempts.
He Jiaqi remembered that she had forgotten to change the SIM card back, so she could only lie again and said: "I forgot to charge my phone last night, and I have been reading today. Maybe the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power."
"He Jiaqi, it's best like this! Read the book carefully, that's it." The mother hung up the phone with a snap.
"Hey, what's going on with me recently, I keep making mistakes." He Jiaqi touched her forehead, thinking to herself.
Before changing the SIM card, I sent a message to Yao Xinrui, telling her that she couldn't go to the evening self-study because of something at home, and see you in the dormitory tonight.If you are in a hurry, send a message to your mobile phone.
After changing the SIM card, He Jiaqi felt that since she met Yao Xinrui, she seemed to have become daring.
Before, I never lied to my mother, never because a person violated the wishes of the family, and never took the trouble to turn over the mobile phone card just to contact this person...
Yao Xinrui received a text message from He Jiaqi, but did not reply. He didn't know if he was angry or wronged.
I just said to my mother on the side: "Mom, I don't want to go to the evening self-study at night. Can you ask for leave for me and Teacher Jiang?"
Mother took care of Yao Xinrui's depression and nodded.What I don't know is that Yao Xinrui is not only because of his grandfather leaving, but also because he doesn't want to go to evening self-study alone after so many evening self-study accompanied by He Jiaqi.
The final result was that all classes of senior one attended, except of course Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi.
Students who didn't know about it naturally also commented, "These two people are usually like conjoined twins, but now they even skip their evening self-study together, they are so courageous. Moreover, Yao Xinrui is also the monitor, he is really a good example of 'leading by example' Woolen cloth."
Of course, Yao Xinrui didn't hear the students' discussion.
He Jiaqi didn't know that Yao Xinrui had asked for leave for evening study because of her absence, but after walking into the school gate, she found Yao Xinrui's back in front of her.
Yao Xinrui lowered her head desolately, shaking her hands like a child throwing a temper tantrum.
Because the evening self-study has not yet finished, the campus is quiet.
He Jiaqi walked a few steps quickly, just reached Yao Xinrui's flicking hand, and grabbed it.
The moment Yao Xinrui was grabbed by someone, she subconsciously wanted to break free, and almost yelled, but in the next second, she felt a familiar touch from the palm of her hand, and then the exclusive smell she liked spread to the tip of her nose, and her consciousness relaxed. Let the people around you clasp their fingers.
Yao Xinrui's nose was sore. She already felt wronged, but when the person she had been looking forward to stood beside her, her tense emotions instantly collapsed.
He Jiaqi realized Yao Xinrui's abnormality, and gently turned around and hugged the people around her.
The two haven't seen each other for only two days, but it seems like a long time has passed since they missed each other.
Yao Xinrui's self-willedness and helplessness have no place to hide in front of He Jiaqi, and only in front of He Jiaqi, Yao Xinrui can be a wanton child.
"Xiaoqi, Xiaoqi...I hate you." Yao Xinrui expressed her miss with duplicity.
"Ruirui, I'm here, don't hate me because I love you." He Jiaqi patted Yao Xinrui on the back and said.
Yao Xinrui tilted her head slightly, and her warm lips pressed against He Jiaqi's lips with the salty taste of tears.
Although the lights on the campus are dim at night, it is unavoidable to know where the infrared cameras are installed.
Because of this, Yao Xinrui just stayed for two seconds, and said in He Jiaqi's ear: "Xiaoqi, I love you too. Don't be angry with me, okay?"
People who may love each other will always worry about gains and losses.When you get it, you are afraid of losing it; when you really lose it, you realize how beautiful it was.
"I'm not angry. I can't be angry with you." He Jiaqi responded.He Jiaqi didn't ask Yao Xinrui why she didn't study by herself at night.Don't ask, you know everything.
The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the campus gradually became noisy, and the two of them also quickened their pace towards the dormitory building.
After washing up, He Jiaqi walked into Room 202 naturally. Li Jing glanced at He Jiaqi, but hesitated to speak, and He Jiaqi had a full view of Li Jing's desire to speak.
He Jiaqi knew that Li Jing was in the way of Yao Xinrui's presence, so it was difficult to speak.
He looked at Li Jing himself, pointed out the door, and Li Jing and He Jiaqi walked out in tandem.
"What's the matter? Sister Jing, do you have something to tell me?" He Jiaqi and Li Jing asked standing in the dark of the stairwell.
The relationship between myself and Li Jing was not far or close, but since she has long been regarded as a member of 202, the relationship has naturally taken a step further.
"Jiaqi, it's nothing. I just want to remind you that you and Xinrui have been paying more attention recently, and the criticism from the students in the class has become more and more serious. Xinrui is still well-known on campus. If you are not careful, I'm afraid it will hurt both of you. I can't tell Xinrui this, but I know you can understand." Li Jing said bluntly to He Jiaqi.
He Jiaqi always felt that Li Jing seemed to understand the relationship between her and Yao Xinrui, and this remark confirmed her guess.
"Sister Jing, thank you. I understand, I will pay more attention in the near future." He Jiaqi thanked Li Jing for her understanding and silent support.
"Well, then I'll go back first. I also guessed what happened at Xinrui's house, you should stay with her tonight. It seems that Xinrui's mood is still very low. There are two days left for the midterm exam, let her adjust well Status. As long as Xinrui puts his heart into it, it's not a problem." Li Jingjing said forgivingly.
He Jiaqi stood there thinking, "If you don't control it, the relationship between her and Yao Xinrui may really be out of control. After the midterm exam, I need to discuss it with Ruirui. I can't always stay in 202. Besides, my mother has already said that she will let her Move out of the dormitory as soon as possible, so that Yao Xinrui can quickly adapt to life in the dormitory without her."
He Jiaqi hastily gathered the quilt on the bed in her dormitory, and went to 202 again, her footsteps were a bit heavy, she didn't know how to talk to Yao Xinrui in the future, Yao Xinrui didn't notice the change in He Jiaqi at all.
All the dormitories turned off the lights one after another, and Yao Xinrui's dormitory was no exception.
It's just that He Jiaqi's roommate in the dormitory occasionally turns on the lamp to solve problems, and a faint light can still be seen from the stairwell.
Coincidentally, after more than 20 minutes, the dormitory supervisor temporarily checked the dormitory.
Under normal circumstances, the dormitory manager will not check in after everyone is asleep, because it will affect the sleep of the students.But that night, the housekeepers showed up on every floor without any signs, and screened them one by one with flashlights in their hands to make sure that everyone was lying safely on their own beds and did not stay out at night in violation of regulations.
High school students live on campus, and occasionally boys go to Internet cafes, play games or drink too much, and they will be caught by the dormitory administrators.
When the housekeeper found He Jiaqi's dormitory, he didn't notice anything unusual about He Jiaqi's quilt.
But He Jiaqi's roommate suddenly turned off the light when he saw the dormitory supervisor looking outside, while he was still sitting at the desk motionless.
Such a move happened to arouse the suspicion of the housekeeper.
The dormitory manager, who had already raised his feet and was about to leave, turned on the flashlight again and illuminated the four beds one by one, and the quilt that He Jiaqi had disguised before was exposed.
The dormitory manager shook He Jiaqi's bedside with a spotlight from outside the door, but there was no movement.
He shook the other two sleeping roommates with a flashlight, and the sleepy roommates didn't know what happened, they all raised their heads from the bed and looked angrily at the dormitory manager outside the door and complained: "What are you doing, this is late at night. "
This complaint just proved that He Jiaqi was not in her bed at all. If she was, she would be awakened by the light of the flashlight like everyone else.
The housekeeper outside the door began to knock on the door, but the roommates who were sitting in the dark dared not open the door.
But the more you don't open the door, the louder the housekeeper knocks on the door.
Until the sound woke up Yao Xinrui who hadn't slept well for several days and finally fell asleep in He Jiaqi's arms.
"Xiaoqi, what's going on outside?" Yao Xinrui gently pushed He Jiaqi who was already in a daze.
"I don't know, it's so late." He Jiaqi's consciousness has not returned.
The dormitory manager outside the door not only knocked louder and louder, but also said excitedly in a loud voice, "If you can't open the door, girls dare not come home at night now."
The roommate couldn't stand the urging of the housekeeper, and opened the locked door.
The housekeeper who entered the door did not lower his voice, "He Jiaqi? Where's He Jiaqi?!" He questioned He Jiaqi's roommate.
At the beginning, I didn’t dare to speak, until the dormitory manager threatened that because He Jiaqi didn’t come home at night, and the dormmates lied and refused to hug, then everyone in the dormitory would remember everything, and one of them stammered: “He Jiaqi, He Jiaqi doesn’t stay up late at night. home."
"There is no night to stay? What about her?!" It has reached this point, and the housekeeper will not let it go.
"He Jiaqi, He Jiaqi, she's in Yao Xinrui's dormitory opposite." Another roommate said in a hoarse voice, a little trembling.
The dormitory manager heard this, and rushed to Yao Xinrui's dormitory opposite, knocking on the door of 202. It was at this time that He Jiaqi realized that the noise was for herself.
Yao Xinrui sat up from the bed in shock, her palms were sweaty.
She knew that although changing the bed was not as serious as not returning home at night, it was still against the rules, and now that she was caught by the dormitory supervisor, He Jiaqi was afraid that she would be penalized.
At that time, Yao Xinrui forgot to think about what the housekeeper would think if they found out that they were sleeping together, and even more forgot to consider what would happen if they heard from others that they were sleeping together. He was just worried that He Jiaqi would be demerited.
"What to do, what to do..." Yao Xinrui was at a loss for a moment.
He Jiaqi came to her senses and didn't have time to think, so Yao Xinrui got out of bed and opened the door.
But it was already too late, the other three people in 202 had already been woken up, the entire first floor and even some of the dormitories on other floors were woken up by the exaggerated behavior of the housekeeper, and the lights were turned on.
Some good people even opened the door and stood in the corridor to look around.
"He Jiaqi, why don't you just stay in your own dormitory, what are you doing in someone else's dormitory?" the housekeeper said bluntly.
"Housekeeper, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'll go back to the dormitory." He Jiaqi wanted to calm down the matter as soon as possible, the longer it takes, the wider the spread of the incident, the more people will know about it, and there will really be no one at that time The solution is over.
"Stop, explain clearly, what are you doing on Yao Xinrui's bed?" the dormitory manager asked persistently.
"Housekeeper, He Jiaqi came to accompany me because of my request. If you want to remember something, remember me!" When He Jiaqi was hesitating and looking for words, Yao Xinrui's voice came from behind her, without any trace of emotion in her tone. A little emotion, dry and dry.
"Hey, these two people are still talking for each other, it's at this juncture, if you don't tell the truth, you both remember it." Although the housekeeper said that he was performing his duties, his tone was full of sarcasm.
Just as He Jiaqi was about to defend herself, Yao Xinrui stepped forward and stood in front of He Jiaqi. The angle of her body just blocked Yao Xinrui's left hand holding He Jiaqi's wrist, and said, "Guan Shi, what happened today is my fault. He Jiaqi really answered me." I asked you to come and accompany me, because my grandfather passed away this week, I was very sad and sad, and I dare not sleep alone, so I asked He Jiaqi to accompany me. Please hold your hand high, if you really want to remember it, then remember it Mine."
Yao Xinrui said, tears came down.
Yao Xinrui cried not because he was afraid of remembering his mistakes, but because he felt that he was an unworthy descendant. His grandfather had just died in the grave, but now he wanted to use it as an excuse for him. "Grandpa, granddaughter is unfilial, please forgive me. But Xiaoqi really can't be recorded because of me. Grandpa, you will understand granddaughter. Granddaughter will make amends to you later."
Yao Xinrui's heart was filled with guilt, and the more she cried, the more fierce she became.
The dormitory manager looked at Yao Xinrui who had admitted his mistake in front of him, lost the aggressiveness just now, looked at more and more people in the corridor, and said in a higher voice: "Whatever you look at, go back and rest. You two also Go back to each house, because there is a reason for the incident, no further investigation, no exception."
After hearing this, the others hurried back to their dormitories and locked the door, fearing that the housekeeper would find fault.
But Yao Xinrui just tightened the hand holding He Jiaqi's wrist, turned around and went back to 202, and locked the door with a click.
The housekeeper looked at He Jiaqi who was still standing there, left without saying a word.
He Jiaqi coughed violently, and then realized that she was only wearing pajamas, standing in the corridor with no heating at all.
Yao Xinrui closed the door, heard He Jiaqi's unstoppable cough outside the door, slid little by little against the door and sat on the ground, holding her head, without saying a word.
The three people in the dormitory got out of bed one after another, and stood beside the eldest sister who usually took care of them, not knowing what to say.
Only Li Jing sighed, put a piece of clothing on Yao Xinrui and said, "Xinrui, go to bed and rest, your health is important, we will talk about it tomorrow if you have anything to do."
Yao Xinrui nodded and said, "Go to sleep, I'm sorry to disturb your rest."
After a few minutes, he walked back to the bed step by step and covered his head.
He Jiaqi opened the door and walked into her bedroom, but also said nothing.
Although the roommates thought it was none of their business, and He Jiaqi was almost not a member of their dormitory, but after all, they felt as if they had betrayed He Jiaqi, and none of them dared to say anything.
"It's okay, let's go to sleep." He Jiaqi seemed to say something to the air, and the roommates instantly lost their guilt and turned to sleep.
After going to bed, He Jiaqi was shocked by the cold blanket, buried her head in the pillow, and cried all night.
Every word Yao Xinrui said just now stabbed He Jiaqi's heart like a sharp knife, and how could He Jiaqi not know what it meant to Yao Xinrui.
through tonight
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