I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

——Prince, you already have everything, why do you care about that little bird?

—Even if I had the sky with all its stars, and the earth with all its treasures, I would still ask for more.But if he were mine, I would be content with the tiniest corner of the world.

—Okay, okay, then I'll connect your lives together.From now on, you will share the same life and the same heart.Of course, this will make you crippled and alien from other birds, but even so, is that okay with you?

—It doesn't matter, as long as we are together, we can be whole again.There is no greater happiness in the world than this.

——And then, hurry up and talk.

——I can't speak anymore.

——Why are you like this?

——Niannian, just say that you like me, just one sentence will do.

—Don't even think about it.

—Just pretend to be a liar to me, okay?

He Jingnian opened his eyes suddenly, and sat up from the bed sweating profusely.Because of the large range of movements, he felt dizzy all of a sudden, sweated more fiercely, and buzzing buzzing exploded in his ears.

"Baby...what's the matter with you, baby?" Zhuang Manyin quickly helped him to lie back on the hospital bed, "Don't move around, baby, your injury hasn't healed yet, the doctor just changed your medicine, you can't move around .”

The pain came back, and He Jingnian realized that his shoulders, waist and abdomen were in pain, as if he had been beaten.

Just as he was about to ask Zhuang Manyin what was wrong with him, the image that flashed in front of him hit him all of a sudden, his whole body was paralyzed, his senses failed, only balls of blood red exploded in his field of vision.

Blood.Blood.So much blood, all blood.

The blood all over the sky, like a tsunami, engulfed and drowned him.

Respiratory arrest.

"Mom... Mom... Hurry up and save Yuan Cisheng, he was injured and bled a lot... a lot of blood, let's call the doctor to save him, or it will be too late...!" He Jingnian was incoherent , grabbed Zhuang Manyin's hand and struggled to get out of bed.

Zhuang Manyin was so frightened that she hurriedly called the doctor, hugged him and kept comforting him: "Don't be afraid, baby, you are already in the hospital, the original speech said he will be fine, don't worry, don't be afraid, mommy is here I'll bear it for you, don't worry, everything will be fine, ah."

He Jingnian covered his head in pain, the nightmare has not stopped for a moment since the night of the accident.

Yuan Cisheng blocked the knife for him. He was seriously injured and bled a lot.He could clearly feel that the body temperature of Yuan Ci's voice was getting colder bit by bit.

The surroundings were very noisy, the sounds of police cars, ambulances, people, all kinds of sounds intertwined around them, but he felt that the silence was like the deep sea, as cold as death.

In the hospital, the incandescent lamp above the head was very bright, and it came down in vain.He heard the doctor say that Yuan Cisheng's condition was critical. The lower lobe of the left lung was punctured and the left septal muscle was injured. He had to undergo a thoracotomy immediately.

Thoracotomy is a major operation, and the doctor needs the family members to sign the informed consent.

"I'll sign...! Can I sign?" He was about to get off the emergency cart, but several nurses held him still, so he could only cry and beg the doctor to let him sign, and he could sign.

They didn't know that Yuan Cisheng's parents were dead, and he had never had any relatives.Now in this world, the only person who has a relationship with him is himself, only himself

He was pushed back onto the emergency cart by a pair of hands, and he could only look up with his eyes open.The ceiling becomes transparent, and it starts to snow.The voice of the original speech was drifting away from him slowly in the flying snow.

He wanted to catch up with him, and he still had a lot to say to him.

He wants to tell him that since he separated from him, there hasn't been a minute or a second, and he doesn't miss him anymore.

Think about it when you fall asleep, think about it when you wake up, think about it when you don’t see it, and think about it when you meet.

I used to regard him as an untouchable dream when I was a child, and I was once disappointed by the difference between fantasy and reality.But it doesn't matter anymore, from the beginning to the end, the only one I love is him.

From the first time I saw him, it was doomed to be impossible to fall in love with others in this life.

However, it seems too late to say these words now.

He Jingnian stared at his red eyes, and what was reflected in his irises were doctors and nurses anxiously pushing another emergency cart, heading in the opposite direction from his own.

In the following days, he didn't know how he lived, and he suffered from great fear every day.He wants to see the original speech, but can't.The doctor said that Yuan Cisheng had just finished the operation, and his current condition is not very stable, and he has been in a coma. In order to ensure the monitoring environment of the intensive care unit, family members are not recommended to visit him.

He Jingnian held back, but began to have nightmares all night long. When he woke up, he didn't know where he was, and he always felt that he was still the day he was kidnapped.

Yuan Cisheng hugged himself covered in blood, he couldn't move, couldn't save him, he could only watch helplessly as he bled continuously and his breathing weakened little by little.

Finally, the doctor informed He Jingnian today that Yuan Cisheng's condition began to improve, and he could visit the patient.

When He Jingnian was changing the isolation gown, he kept panting heavily, as if lacking oxygen.He desperately prepared himself mentally, telling himself not to panic, not to be afraid.But when he really saw Yuan Ci's voice, he still couldn't hold back his tears.

Yuan Cisheng was lying on the hospital bed, extremely pale, and so fragile that it would break apart if touched.

He Jingnian covered his mouth, his heart ached until he suffocated.

The doctor advised him not to think too much, they will do their best to treat him, but he couldn't control himself at all.

Yuan Cisheng was always in a daze, with an oxygen tube inserted, a needle hanging on the back of his hand, and several electrode stickers on his chest, which were connected to the devices beside him.

He Jingnian walked over slowly, his legs were shaking, and he called his name softly.

The original voice of course did not respond.His eyes were closed tightly, eyelashes revealed thick shadows, and fell on the pale blue skin.

He Jingnian took one look and couldn't bear it any longer. He felt dizzy and squatted down, leaning on the wall.

After another week of suffering, Yuan Cisheng finally regained consciousness and was transferred from the ICU to the general ward.

He Jingnian went in and saw him wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, half leaning against the bed.

The moment the two faced each other, they were both stunned for a few seconds.

He Jingnian took a few steps closer, wanting to ask if he was feeling better and if he was still in pain.But when the words came to his mouth, what came out was choked up.

His whole body seemed to be pulled out of strength all of a sudden, and he lay down beside the hospital bed and began to cry.

The original voice wanted to comfort him, but every movement touched the wound, and he couldn't help but "hiss".

"Don't move!" He Jingnian was terrified by him, "Just tell me what you want."

Yuan Ci looked at him, and it took a long time before he said the first sentence after seeing him: "You have lost a lot of weight."

His voice became as rough as sandpaper, and he panted several times in just a few words.

He Jingnian stopped his tears and wanted to cry again.

"Don't cry." Yuan Ci's voice moved the corner of his mouth, "Look at me, I can't die."

He Jingnian sniffed his nose hard, trying to slap him in the mouth.

"Don't say that word."

Yuanci nodded, "Okay, don't talk."

When it was feeding time, He Jingnian got up and went to serve him the crucian carp soup.Yuan Cisheng can only eat some liquid food now, the kind of soup and water.

"There is no coriander, and the ginger has been scooped up."

The original speech frowned, wearily.

He Jingnian knew his nature, he always had to do something when he was sick, so he coaxed him patiently.The voice of the original speech is still very coaxing, and he is willing to obey in a few words.

After feeding him the soup, He Jingnian was going to take out the tableware and wash it.Yuanci's voice behind him called him faintly.

He Jingnian suddenly became nervous, "Is there something wrong? I'll call the doctor right away."

Yuan Ci shook his head, "I don't want you to go."

"I'm going to wash something."

Yuan Ci stared at him steadily, with wet eyes that were afraid of being abandoned.

He Jingnian folded back.

Yuan Cisheng still stared at him, hesitant to speak.

He Jingnian asked him: "What do I want to say to me?"

The original speech hesitated for a moment, and said in a very soft voice: "Are you still going?"

"Go...where are you going?" He Jingnian lowered his head, "Or, where do you want me to stay?"

Yuan Cisheng moved his fingers and spread his palm towards him.

"I want you to stay with me all the time and not go anywhere."

He Jingnian lightly put his finger on it, "Yes."

He remembered what the old man had said to them that day in Suzdal.

——Treasure what you have now, in the face of life and death, you will find that everything is insignificant.

After more than half a month, Yuan Cisheng recovered most of his body, and now he is having a video conference in the ward with great energy.

"I think you didn't understand what I said. What I want is a plan that is 100% executable and can guarantee a sales growth rate greater than the previous quarter. What are you giving me now?" He leaned back , "Is your resignation application?"

"..." He Jingnian looked at him and thought to himself, this is not like a wounded person who has been stabbed and undergone a major operation, just like Fa Hai is still alive.

After the meeting was over, Yuan Ci's voice suddenly became weak, and he half leaned on the sofa, looking over faintly.

He Jingnian peeled the apple for him again, "Wait a minute, it will be ready soon."

The original voice asked, "Is it a little rabbit?"

He Jingnian restrained the urge to roll his eyes, "Yes."

This man is even more pretentious now than before, he has to eat apples that have been peeled into the shape of little rabbits and feed them into his mouth piece by piece, otherwise he will groan.

After eating the apples, the original voice asked again, "I want to kiss you."

He Jingnian approached skillfully, "Kiss."

The original speech said: "The wound hurts, I can't move, I have to take the initiative to kiss every year."

He Jingnian blushed and was about to kiss him on the cheek when there were regular knocks on the door.

Secretary Jin came in to report, "Director Yuan, the photographer will come this afternoon, please prepare in advance."

After the original speech was interrupted, he was very upset, "Got it."

He Jingnian was confused, "What are you talking about?"

Secretary Jin said: "That's how it is. Director Yuan intends to take a group of warm family photos and publish them in Shengheng's internal magazine, official website and all social platforms, hoping to encourage employees to learn from him, a happy family, and harmony for everyone. "

He Jingnian tilted his head, looked at the triumphant Yuan Ci, thinking that he was all right, the injury was not healed yet, why was he thinking about it again.

The voice of the original speech added, "Remember to remind the photographer to be natural, to reflect the love you have for me every year."

Secretary Jin: "Understood."

The original speech: "And pity."

He Jingnian: "Hey."

In the afternoon, He Jingnian, Yuan Cisheng and Gao Gao finally took a set of family portrait photos for the first time.Although Snoopy's participation made the original speech a bit sour, He Jingnian can tell from his expression that today is the happiest day he has ever had.

The happiest.

Just before the Chinese New Year, Yuan Cisheng was finally discharged from the hospital, and went to Shen's house for a New Year's Eve dinner with He Jingnian and Gao Gao.

The Spring Festival Gala was playing on the TV, singing and dancing and skits were lively, and the others played the background music. Only the original voice and Snoopy stared at the screen, watching very seriously.

He Jingnian smiled and said, "I never thought you would like to watch the Spring Festival Gala."

"I haven't watched it for many years." Yuan Ci said, "I watched it with my mother when I was a child."

He Jingnian was slightly taken aback, and said, "From then on, I will watch it with you every year."

Yuan Ci held his hand, "Okay."

When I went back at night, it was already very late, and there were scattered snow particles floating in the night sky, shimmering and flickering when illuminated by street lamps.

Yuan Cisheng held his daughter who was already sleeping sweetly in one hand, took He Jingnian's hand with the other, and put it in his coat pocket.

warm.

GaoGao slept all the way, but when she got home, she was in good spirits. She refused to sleep well and wanted to listen to her father's storytelling.

He Jingnian coaxed her: "Your father is very hypocritical now, he can't talk."

"?" Yuan Ci's voice was dissatisfied, what was wrong with him!How could he be lied to every year!

"Daddy tell Gao Gao." He Jingnian held his daughter in his arms and told her a warm bedtime story.

The voice of Yuan Ci leaned over, "I want to listen too."

Two people hung on He Jingnian's body, hot and heavy.

After finally coaxing her daughter to go to bed contentedly, Yuan Ci's voice was dishonest again, saying that she wanted to watch the snow with him.

He Jingnian patted his hand away, "What are you looking at, you should rest more now, don't think about staying up late."

Yuan Cisheng hugged him horizontally.

He Jingnian exclaimed a little, "You don't want to die? Aren't you afraid of the wound opening?"

Yuan Cisheng hugged him and walked towards the French window, holding him firmly, but He Jingnian was still worried, and kept asking him: "Is it okay? Don't force it if you can't, no one will laugh at you."

"..."

The two of them nestled in a big soft and warm blanket, watching the snow scene in the courtyard together.

"Every year."

"Ok?"

"Now when you see a snowy day, what do you think of?"

"I don't think about anything."

"why?"

"Because I'm with you."

The voice of Yuan Ci leaned over and kissed him.

He Jingnian covered one of his cheeks and muttered, "Why do you still engage in sneak attacks?"

Yuanci pinched his chin and kissed him again, "Then I will be aboveboard."

The blanket began to move restlessly, not knowing what was going on inside.After a while, He Jingnian came out with a flushed face, straightened the messed up clothes, and angrily said to the smirking culprit, "Wait, I have something for you."

After returning, he handed Yuan Cisheng a heavy box, "Look."

The original voice opened as he said, and he was slightly startled: "Nightingale...?"

Inside, there is a book flip stick that has been restored to a new look, and a small change has been made——

In the middle of the peacock prince and the little sparrow, there is a bright pigeon blood red inlaid, like a dazzling heart, suspended in mid-air.

He Jingnian raised his fingertips and stroked them lightly, "Do you still remember the other ending of "The Peacock Prince" that you told me?"

"Ah."

"I know you made it up to lie to me." He Jingnian glanced at him, "Great writer."

The original voice came over and rubbed against his neck, "Forgive me."

"At that time, you didn't finish the ending, but I think I know." He Jingnian lingered on the nightingale with his fingertips, and opened his mouth softly.

"The wizard fulfilled the prince's wish. Feeling the prince's strong intention, the little sparrow's heart beat again, blood began to flow, and his cold body gradually became warmer. Finally, he slowly opened his eyes."

"From now on, the little sparrow and the prince will share the same life and the same heart. Although this makes them incomplete and different from other birds, it makes their souls closely connected and will never be separated. "