I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

Zhuang Manyin was about to collapse.

She felt that she was going to die, she was dying of pain, hated to death, tortured to death.

I was unable to close my eyes, and what kept shaking in front of my eyes turned out to be the scene from many years ago——

The beautiful green-eyed little boy was lying on the side of the cradle, curiously stretched out a short little finger, and poked Xiao Yu's sleeping flushed face.

Xiaoyu always wanted to cry when he was woken up, but this time, instead of crying, he smiled sweetly at the boy.

Zhuang Manyin let out a long sigh that seemed to be crying but not crying, injustice, injustice!

Before she could figure out what to do, the voice of Yuan Ci appeared lingeringly, as if all of He Jingnian's movements were always under his control.As long as it is about He Jingnian, there is nothing he does not know.

Seeing the man appearing at the end of the corridor and walking towards her step by step, Zhuang Manyin suddenly felt a burst of despair.It's not for myself, but why it's amazing.This person is He Jingnian's catastrophe. Immortals must respond to the catastrophe, and so do humans.

"roll!"

Yuanci shook his head slowly, he was so polite and humble, and the words he said were so sincere and beautiful.

"You also found out that during the few days I haven't come, Niannian has been in a bad mood, and she refuses to cooperate with the doctor to treat her well. So, please leave Niannian to me to take care of you. I will do my best, Heal him completely."

"What can you do? Xiao Yu's illness is caused by you! You are the one who caused him to be like this! It was three years ago, and it is now!"

Zhuang Manyin's chest heaved violently, and his eyes were red, as if tears would ooze out at any time.

"Do you know...Xiao Yu, he...he..."

"I know." Yuan Ci lowered his eyelashes and his eyes darkened, "Niannian is pregnant with my child."

Zhuang Manyin swung the handbag and hit him hard.

"You're hurting him again! What are you going to do to kill him before you give up! He was only so old when he was pregnant with cake. He just graduated from university. He is still a child himself, but he wants to give birth to you!"

Yuancisheng stood silently, and when Zhuang Manyin had vented enough, he said in a deep voice, "I want to marry Niannian."

Zhuang Manyin was stunned for a moment, and his anger grew hotter, "Can you hold Xiao Yu by having a child? Let me tell you, don't even think about it! How did you treat Xiao Yu when he was pregnant? Leave him alone in the hospital Everyone else has a husband, but he! Walking in the garden alone, with his head bowed, and no one to talk to him. Do you know how much it hurts me?"

"It won't happen in the future." A strange light flashed in Yuan Cisheng's eyes, "I will always be by Niannian's side, guarding him, and being with him every minute."

"You should give up your heart." Zhuang Manyin stared at him with knife-like eyes, "The child in Xiaoyu's arms has nothing to do with you, and I don't plan to let him be born. I don't even care about cakes." I hope to continue to be raised by you. Look in the mirror and see what you look like now, it's no different from Yuan Zhengye!"

The original voice did not refute, turned a deaf ear, and just repeated stubbornly: "I want to marry Niannian."

Zhuang Manyin took a deep breath, and the chill went straight to the top of his head.Intuition told her that what Yuan Cisheng said was not a request, but a notice.

Back then, Yuan Zhengye acted in exactly the same way, stalking Xie Lisi relentlessly, never giving up until he achieved his goal.

Xie Lisi and her boyfriend planned to flee abroad to avoid persecution from their family and Yuan Zhengye, but when they arrived at the airport, they were surrounded by groups.Yuan Zhengye walked over leisurely and said to her, "We are getting married, where else do you want to go?"

Xie Lisi didn't know that when Yuan Zhengye said this, he had injected a huge amount of cash into her parents' precarious company.And the life and death of her boyfriend's family business is only in his mind.

It's a notification, not an inquiry, not a request.

After finishing today's treatment, the nurse took He Jingnian out of the psychiatrist's office. On the way back to the ward, they happened to pass by the two confronting each other.

He Jingnian turned his head, stared at them for a while, and then walked over slowly.

Zhuang Manyin looked nervous and hesitated to step forward, "Xiaoyu..."

He Jingnian shuddered, and immediately showed a look of fear and uneasiness, and wanted to shrink back.

At this moment, Yuan Cisheng stretched out his hand towards him, and Argus on his thumb flashed a bright green flame.

He Jingnian clenched his lower lip, and even mustered up the courage to walk over and hold his hand.

To be precise, Argos was held.The cold and hard emerald stuck to his damp and soft palm.

Zhuang Manyin was at a loss for words, just stood there, watching her child hug the arm of the man who hurt him the most, and try to hide behind him.

After that, under the consolation of the other party's hypocritical and numb words, the trembling gradually stopped.It's just that those fragile arms hugged the man and refused to let go, for fear that someone would take away the only support she had in this world.

The doctor heard from the nurse that the patient was emotionally unstable, so he rushed over immediately after hearing the news.Seeing the situation in front of him, he couldn't help being quite surprised.

"Up to now, this gentleman is the only person the patient is willing to get close to. If possible, I hope he can visit the patient often, and even accompany the patient to receive treatment. I believe this will definitely help us find more effective treatment methods. "

The original speech said: "Of course I would."

"I don't agree!" Zhuang Manyin said sharply, "Don't even think about it!"

He Jingnian was frightened by her, and his back was trembling when buried in Yuan Ci's voice.

"Go back, let's go back!" Zhuang Manyin couldn't bear it anymore, and rushed to grab He Jingnian's hand to take him away.

He Jingnian refused, his face was flushed with anxiety, and he couldn't speak, just clutching Yuancisheng's clothes and whimpering.As soon as he cried, Zhuang Manyin's heart broke, and when he thought that he was crying because he couldn't bear to part with this man, his heart broke even more.

After such a commotion, Zhuang Manyin watched He Jingnian even more closely.He Jingnian didn't have the chance to see Yuan Ci's voice for a few days, and the situation deteriorated visibly.

At first, he still cried and made a little resistance, but later, he became more and more self-closing, and every day he either fell asleep or sat on the edge of the bed in a daze.Even the dying old man in the hospital is more angry than him.

He Jingnian may not feel the pain anymore, but his mother can, and Zhuang Manyin can.Zhuang Manyin has her insistence, Shen Peng can't persuade her, and no one can shake her decision.

In this way, the long and tormented front continued day by day.Then, one day, when Zhuang Manyin went to give He Jingnian the nutritious breakfast she made herself as usual, the door was opened, the bedding was messy, still warm, the window was half closed, and the wind blew in.

No one is empty.

At the same time, on the luxury car speeding to another city, Yuan Cisheng hugged the sleepy young man tightly, his hands trembling with satisfaction.

He kissed his tightly closed eyelashes, his heavy breath wrapped in hot air on the face that was flushed with sleep, and he murmured dreamily, "It's great, it's only us at last."

That night, they came to Yunzhou City, a small city around Chuanyuan City.Unlike Chuanyuan City, a bustling super first-tier city, Yunzhou City is quiet and peaceful, with many mountains and forests.

The original speech took He Jingnian to a mansion on the mountain. The house has been around for some years, showing a solid sense of history, but it can be seen that it has been carefully maintained and well maintained.

This mansion was once the old house left to Xie Lisi by her grandmother who loved her the most before her death, and it belonged entirely to Xie Lisi herself.

When he was a child, Xie Lisi took him to live here for a long time, and it was once their only safe haven from Yuan Zhengye.After Xie Lisi passed away, Yuan Zhengye didn't allow him to take anything back to his original home, so everything from his childhood was left here.

He Jingnian slept all the way, holding his ring-wearing thumb the whole time, like a kitten hugging its most beloved ball of wool, sleeping very soundly and peacefully.

The voice of the original speech was almost unconscious by him, and he was very happy in his heart. He couldn't count how long it had been. He Jingnian was held in his arms like this now, so he didn't have to worry about being snatched away, and he didn't have to be afraid that he would be disgusted.

Bending his face down, he kissed him again.He Jingnian has gained weight, and his face has become more fleshy, and the kiss is sweeter and softer.In the past, this kind of face was too thin, it would break if you pinched it, even if you kissed it harder.

When carrying He Jingnian out of the car, Yuan Cisheng had to pull out his fingers.Feeling that the palm of his hand was empty, He Jingnian woke up with his eyes opened, his dark eyes rolling, looking at the strange environment around him.

Seeing his curious look, Yuan Cisheng thought it was very cute, and couldn't help but leaned forward to kiss him.Her lips were already swollen, so she went to peck his earballs, sticking them sticky to his auricles, and said, "I haven't been here for almost ten years, do you know why?"

He Jingnian was so itchy that he shrunk his neck.

"Because it's too clean here, I'm afraid. But when I'm with you, I'm not afraid anymore."

He Jingnian saw him smiling at him, showing his white teeth, and said, "Actually, I'm also very timid."

He didn't understand, but he felt that the man's smile was very beautiful, so he also pursed the corners of his lips.

The man still wanted to continue hugging him, but he didn't intend to let go at all, but he got a little impatient and struggled to get off the ground and walk by himself.The man put him down reluctantly, and stretched out his left hand to hold his hand.He quickly put his hands behind his back, ran to the right side of the man, and held his right hand.

Wearing the right hand of Argos.

Yuan Ci was taken aback, and his chest was filled with joy.He pushed open the door of the big house, and the heavy carved wooden door slowly opened, accompanied by the harsh creaking sound of the hinges, the air from the past rushed in.

Here is the only bright spot of his youth, which is rare and meager, and will be scattered when a stone is thrown into it.He grew up by docking his tail to survive, and he couldn't even look back at the bloody part of his tail.

But now, he is holding He Jingnian's hand and walking in the corridor so long that the light can't be penetrated. Up to now, they have been together.

The space isolated the body, but the gravitational force of the heart has been irresistibly going towards the other party.

There was slight resistance from his hands, and it was He Jingnian who stood in front of a room and refused to leave.He stretched out his other hand and tentatively touched a brass nameplate inlaid on the door of the room. The characters engraved on it looked like twisted caterpillars.

The original voice asked: "Niannian, do you want to go in?"

He Jingnian kept turning the doorknob, but he couldn't open it.

The original voice coaxed him, saying that the key could not be found, but he still lingered and refused to leave.In desperation, Yuan Cisheng had no choice but to hug him again, and He Jingnian hugged him around his neck, like a child whose parents refused to let him buy toys, turning his head to stare at the bronze medal with his name engraved in aggrieved way.

As soon as he earned it, Yuan Ci's voice almost couldn't hold him steady, but this kind of Niannian was also very cute.He carried him around floor by floor, carrying him in any room except that room which he was not allowed to enter.

In this old house, there are many collections of Xie Lisi's grandmother during her lifetime, such as porcelain, oil paintings, clocks, jewelry, and icon paintings.He Jingnian is confused, but he still likes beautiful things and can't take his eyes off him.

After a long time, Yuanci's arms became sore from hugging.It turned out that he hugged He Jingnian effortlessly, as light as a bird, flapping its wings and crashing into his arms.Now I am really fatter, and when I lower my head, the circle of my chin faintly reveals the outline of a double chin.

Therefore, Yuan Cisheng was overjoyed as if he had discovered a new world. When He Jingnian picked up an antique doll to play with, he leaned over and kissed his chin. skin.

He Jingnian got excited and thought he was annoying, so he grabbed his hair and tried to lick his head off.However, Yuan Ci's voice was addictive, and the pecking became even hotter. He Jingnian hit him on the head with a doll.

The doll was made of solid ceramics and was very hard. He Jingnian heard the man's head being hit with a clang.The man stopped kissing him and looked up at him with green eyes.He was a little scared, but the man laughed and said, "Be careful not to smash it, but there is no second one for you."

He Jingnian resentfully put the doll back.mean.

In the evening, he was hugged and fed by the man, and the man even peeled apples for him to eat.

There were hit dramas on TV, but the wonderful plots couldn't attract his attention.He lowered his eyes and watched the man peeling the apple with great interest.The slender and strong fingers, the joints protrude from under the ivory white skin with the movement, and the embossed blue veins are also a beautiful color.He was fascinated by it, and he didn't recover until the man fed a piece of apple into his mouth.

The apple was a little sour, and he immediately pressed his lips tightly, revealing half of an apple.

But this is an apple peeled by a beautiful man with beautiful hands, he couldn't bear to spit it out,

Yuan Cisheng immediately understood this kind of little trick between lovers, and excitedly leaned forward to bite off the other half, feeling so sweet and sticky in his heart.

Holding the man in his arms, he watched TV on the sofa for a while, and seeing the man in his arms started to yawn, Yuan Cisheng led him to the bathroom to take a shower.

Pushing the door open, the inside is not so much a bathroom, but a luxurious bathing place.The stone statue beside the bath kept spitting hot water, and the white mist was dense and bubbling.

He Jingnian was probably a little afraid of such a dark and relatively large strange space, so he grabbed his hand timidly and raised his eyes to look at him.

"I'll be with Niannian." The voice of the original speech said quite naturally.

He Jingnian got into the water first, lay on the edge of the pool and raised his face, staring at him for a moment.Pulling off the silk scarf and unbuttoning the clothes, such a simple action is also very pleasing to the eye for a man.Especially when the man let go of the black ribbon, and the shiny curly hair was scattered on his shoulders, he was almost confused.

Yuan Cisheng had noticed that He Jingnian had been looking at him blushing all the time. Although it had something to do with being blushed by the heat, at least he blushed to himself.So I couldn't help being proud, and deliberately brought my face closer, and asked, "What's the matter, is there something on my face?"

He Jingnian shrank back, pressing his back against the hard wall of the pool.

Yuan Ci's voice came over in a logical manner, with his arms propped up, he was trapped in a small space circled by him, and he kissed him.

He Jingnian was kissed by him as if he was eating honey, but he felt his lips were sticky and hot, but he didn't feel anything.Only when the other party's long eyelashes brushed the bridge of his nose inadvertently, would there be a little itchy heartbeat.

Yuan Cisheng was so satisfied with the kiss, he reached out to take the shower gel, squeezed some on the bath cotton, rubbed out rich foam, carefully applied the foam to his body, and then gently massaged him.

He Jingnian was ticklish and couldn't help but want to hide.However, the temperature and strength of the man's palm made him feel very comfortable again, and after a bit of awkwardness, he gradually relaxed.His eyes were half-opened, as if he had been rubbed and pressed too comfortably, and he even made a soft nasal sound.

After rinsing off the foam, Yuan Cisheng fished him out of the bath, carried him to a recliner beside him, and pulled a soft dry towel to help him wipe off the water droplets on his body.

He Jingnian was already fair, but after he got sick, he was kept in the hospital without seeing the sun, his skin became even whiter, like milk.After being soaked in hot water, a flowery petal-like powder emerges, and the whole person is pink, exuding fragrance and heat.

Yuan Cisheng closed his long eyelashes, and continued to lower his head to help wipe the water off his feet.The pink feet were wrapped in a snow-white towel, so unusually gorgeous that it almost burned his eyes.

He cupped his feet, and pressed his beautifully shaped thin lips to caress the warm and tender insteps.

He Jingnian was half asleep and closed his eyes, feeling hot and itchy on his feet, subconsciously lifted his feet to kick, his toes were caught in the man's hair, and the silky silky hair slipped between his toes, Cool and smooth.

The wonderful feeling made him immediately excited, and he raised his feet higher, playing with the man's curly hair one after another.The dark chestnut hair and the pale skin formed a strong contrast. It was obviously an innocent play, but it was more ambiguous than any deliberate invitation.

The voice of Yuan Ci endured the touch of his tender soles, and held his ankle, his voice was terribly hoarse, "Stop making trouble."

He Jingnian didn't listen, and made more fun, until the man gave him a punitive nibble on the back of his foot, and then flinched back in dismay.

The original speech carried him back to the bedroom. He Jingnian had been sleepy before, and fell asleep almost as soon as he touched the pillow. One hand was still on the man, grabbing his hair and refusing to let it go.

Yuan Cisheng propped his head on one hand, from his angle, he could see He Jingnian's peaceful sleeping face, his eyelashes covering his lower eyelids, and the black and long phoenix-tailed butterfly fluttering its wings.

He Jingnian has gained a lot of weight recently. When he fell asleep, he exhaled lightly, his cheeks puffed up slightly, and his cheeks were fleshy and pink.Baby, his good baby.

Yuan Cisheng's body sank into the quilt, buried his head deeply, and breathed in the smell of the quilt.Warm darkness surrounded him, full of the fragrance from He Jingnian's skin.

It wasn't the scent of the shower gel, the shower gel he bought for He Jingnian was odorless, and he couldn't let other smells overwhelm the smell of He Jingnian's body.

He fluttered his sharp nostrils, and the smell that only belonged to He Jingnian slowly flowed into his lungs, penetrated into his blood, every inch of blood vessel, every cell.

He knew that he might be sick, and the sickness was not serious, and high and low was an incurable disease.Only He Jingnian can save him, and He Jingnian is his medicine.He needed to take medicine when he was sick, and he lowered his head to kiss him, his cheeks, shoulders, neck, and pinky fingertips.

He Jingnian's nails were still so short that they were almost cut into the flesh. When he pecked them between his lips and teeth, he could feel a childish sensuality and a little clumsy innocence.

Slowly kissing all the places that could be kissed, Yuan Cisheng embraced the whole person in his arms contentedly, face to face, heartbeat to heartbeat.He Jingnian is the moon, he is the tide pulled by him, the heartbeat is at the same frequency, and the breath is corresponding.

Blinking his eyes very slowly, Yuanci thought, he has caught He Jingnian again, it's nice that He Jingnian is like this.

Such a He Jingnian would not hate him, hate him, would not say those things that broke his heart, would not love others, would not leave him, and would only stay by his side if he wanted to escape.

Yuan Cisheng got up and got out of bed very gently. Before leaving the bedroom, he turned his head and glanced at his lover's sleeping appearance. The clean and soft outline was imprinted in his field of vision, and the surging love made his breathing messy for a moment.

Standing in the corridor outside, he whispered to the person on the other end of the phone, "Let's suspend the matter of arranging those psychiatrists to come over tomorrow."

"It's no longer needed."