I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

After completing the remaining orders, He Jingnian closed his studio and disposed of all tools and materials.

On the day when the business was officially closed, He Jingnian looked at the closed door without any regrets, but felt relieved.It was Zhu Jingyuan who cried while hugging him.

"Year after year, I still can't figure it out, isn't this your dream? How much effort have you put in to realize the designer's dream?"

He Jingnian patted her on the shoulder to comfort her, "Dreams will change."

"You have already won the competition, do you know what it means? This is the highest honor in the design industry, and you will definitely become a better designer than Eudora in the future. You have come to this point, how do you You can give up!" Zhu Jingyuan's heart ached.

He Jingnian shook his head, "Even if I don't give up, I can't draw anything. Now I don't have the ability to create, even if you put the best gems in front of me, I won't have any inspiration. "

As he said that, he pretended to be relaxed and smiled, "And, I'm going to get married soon. It might be a better choice to temporarily put down work and enjoy a family life that I've never had before."

"No way!" Zhu Jingyuan retorted firmly, "It's not worth it no matter how you think about giving up such a good career!"

He Jingnian was startled, and slowly lowered his head. "It's not worth it or not." He whispered, "I'm too tired, I want to take a good rest, nothing else matters."

Just a few days after closing the studio, an unexpected person approached He Jingnian, it was Wei Xinyue.

He Jingnian watched her get out of the car, and before parting, he did not forget to kiss her husband who sent her here sweetly. The relationship between the two was still as good as when they met at the engagement banquet, and they always seemed to be in love.

"You came to see me specially, what's the matter?"

"I would like to ask you to customize a pair of bracelets for couples. The wedding anniversary of my husband and I is coming soon." Wei Xinyue smiled regretfully, "It seems that it is too late now."

"I'm really sorry that I caused you to make a trip for nothing."

"It's not a waste of time..." Wei Xinyue hesitated, "There are some things that I wanted to tell you at the engagement banquet, but that occasion is really inconvenient."

He Jingnian knew what she wanted to say, and stood up, "Sorry, I don't want to hear it."

"Wait." Wei Xinyue stopped him, "Yuan Cisheng really wanted to be with you at the beginning. He went to my birthday party just to explain clearly to my grandfather in front of everyone, and even persuaded me to be with you." Convince my grandfather to allow me to be with my husband."

Seeing that He Jingnian did not respond, she continued: "The original speech said that it is extremely lucky for two people to love each other, and it should be fulfilled rather than destroyed. It is also the first time that he has the desire to spend his life with someone , He never thought that he would have such an idea before, although it is unbelievable, but he wants to realize it no matter what. He wants to give you happiness, and he also hopes that he can obtain happiness because of you. "

He Jingnian listened with a polite smile on his face.Now that things had happened, these words that might have moved him to tears could no longer stir up any waves in his heart.

The wedding is approaching day by day, and the preparations are getting ready one after another.He Jingnian stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, looking at himself in a snow-white haute couture dress, strange yet familiar.

I am getting married again.

Shen Tangfeng walked in, the surprise in his eyes couldn't be concealed.Shen Peng and Zhuang Manyin on the side couldn't stop praising, their joy was beyond words.So, he also laughed.After so much chaos, it's nice that things are finally back on track, just as originally planned, flawlessly.

"Niannian, I see that your complexion has not been very good recently. Are you too tired? Don't hold back when your body is overwhelmed. You must tell your mother." Zhuang Manyin said with concern.

"I'm fine, I just didn't sleep well last night." He Jingnian said.

In fact, Zhuang Manyin took care of all the wedding matters, and he was not at all willing to let him be busy.In his daily life, the members of the Shen family also took good care of him, and he felt that he was about to be regarded as a young lady in the palm of his hand.It may be that I have been spoiled, and the whole person becomes more and more lazy, unable to turn his mind, prone to sleepiness, and can't get enough sleep no matter how much he does.

After changing their clothes, He Jingnian and Shen Tangfeng went to take their wedding photos.After they finished filming, Zhuang Manyin asked for a family photo.Shen Peng smiled and said: "Today is about the two children, so let's not join in the fun."

Zhuang Manyin turned a deaf ear, and insisted that the four of them took a photo together, pointing at the photo and beaming, "After more than 20 years, I finally have a family photo."

When going back, Zhuang Manyin took out the photo folder that he always carried with him from his handbag, and put the newly printed family portrait in it with great care.

"I made an appointment with my little sister to go shopping together. The driver will take me there, so you can go back first." She laughed.

After getting into the car, she suppressed her smile and said, "Go to Yuan's house."

The car stopped outside the carved iron gate, and Zhuang Manyin was welcomed into the living room by Aunt Yang Li.In the luxurious and spacious living room, the heating is fully turned on, the table is full of various snacks and drinks, Yuan Cisheng is watching cartoons with his daughter in his arms.

Seeing her coming in, Yuan Cisheng handed her daughter to Aunt Yang Li and asked her to sit wherever she wanted.She agreed, but couldn't help looking at the little girl.

"Aunt Yang Li, show the cake to Aunt Zhuang." Yuan Ci said.

Zhuang Manyin took the cake, her hands were trembling, no matter how heavy it was, she was afraid that she would fall and it would hurt her.The soft little girl is a warm ball in her arms, exuding a warm milk fragrance.She is not afraid of life, she looks at herself curiously with big black grape-like eyes, her round face is rosy, and she is very cute.

I thought that Gao Giao would look more like the original speech, but I didn't expect that the little girl looked like He Jingnian except for the double eyelids and deep eye sockets.Zhuang Manyin suddenly felt something in her heart, opened the photo folder and compared it, it looked like, it really looked like, her eyes felt hot, and she almost shed tears.

Realizing his gaffe, Zhuang Manyin quickly collected his emotions, and said straight to the point: "For the sake of our old friendship with your mother, can you promise me one thing?"

The voice of Yuan Ci was silent, his skin was pale and blue, his eyes were sunken in shadows, and he was not alive at all.

Zhuang Manyin sighed silently.Although she knew that He Jingnian had suffered a lot because of him, she still couldn't help but feel distressed seeing him looking like a living dead.She still can't remember the appearance of Yuan Cisheng when she first saw him many years ago. He was about the same age as Gao Gao, held in Xie Lisi's arms, with radiant curly hair surrounding his snow-white face, as beautiful and cute as a little angel .

Obviously, he was such a sweet and gentle child before.

Xie Lisi took him to the animal rescue station to adopt a puppy.He plays with the puppy every day and only throws the ball a short distance.Because the puppy had injured one leg, he couldn't run so agilely.Every day when Xie Lisi walks the puppy with him, he always stops to hold it for a while for fear of the puppy's legs hurting.

He was so precious to that curly-haired puppy, but not long after he was taken back to his original home, the puppy died.

During his confinement by Yuan Zhengye, the puppy was also kept in a small iron cage.Yuan Zhengye didn't let people give the puppy any water and food, and it didn't take long for the puppy to die.

After he came out, Yuan Zhengye asked someone to bring the puppy's body to him.Tell him the puppy died because of him, this is the price for his mistakes, who made him not listen to himself.

The sins made by adults will always be retribution on children. Yuan Zhengye is, I and Shen Peng are, and now it is Yuan Cisheng's turn, like a cursed reincarnation.

"I, I know what you're going to say." There was a hollow voice in Yuan Ci's throat, "Don't worry, he won't want to see me again."

"I hope, you can let go of this, let him go and let go of yourself." Zhuang Manyin hooked his hair on the temples, "I have a good relationship with that child Niannian, he relieved me from the pain of losing Xiaoyu. I am I really want to be her mother, and every mother doesn't want her children to be happy."

"So..." Yuan Ci raised one of his dark green eyes, "Do you think that as long as he is not with me, he will be happy?"

"That's right." Zhuang Manyin was decisive, "At least it won't make him sad."

After all, she didn't have the heart to say it.

When you are with Niannian, you will only repeat the tragedy of Yuan Zhengye and your mother.Because you are a child taught by Yuan Zhengye, you flow the blood of that man, and you live with the ghost of that man.

Never get rid of it.

"Look." Zhuang Manyin opened her photo folder, took out a photo from it, and handed it carefully to Yuan Cisheng.

Yuan Cisheng rolled his eyeballs, but froze.

"This was taken when Xiaoyu just turned one year old. At that time, your mother brought you to the birthday party. You lay on the edge of the cradle, asked me if he was a younger brother or younger sister, and gave him the toys in your hand." Zhuang Manyin Recalling the situation at that time, he smiled happily. "Xiao Yu also likes you very much, and holds your finger and refuses to let go. Your mother said that the relationship between the two children must be very good when they grow up."

The voice of the original speech seemed half-heard, and his eyes were fixed on the photo all the time.

"It's a pity that I will never see the grown-up Xiao Yu again." Zhuang Man's voice trembled slightly. "Fortunately, I am sorry to see you. God sent Nian Nian to me. I absolutely cannot allow him to be hurt any more."

As she said that, she looked at the original voice, "You are also a father, you must understand my feelings, right?"

The voice of the original speech still stared at the photo for a moment, and after a long time, spit out a word:

"Yes."

Zhuang Manyin stood up, "That's good."

Yuan Cisheng lowered his head halfway, motionless, as if frozen.He didn't pick up the phone mechanically until the phone buzzed and vibrated.

"Director Yuan, I'm sorry, but I haven't found anyone who meets the requirements in the list of children who have left the Enci Orphanage that you asked me to investigate." Secretary Jin hesitated, "But... I accidentally discovered another thing Something related to Mr. He Jingnian."

After hanging up the phone, Yuan Cisheng lowered his head and buried his face deeply in his palm.In the exhausted darkness, the image of the little boy in the photo kept swaying in front of his eyes——

Black hair, snow-white skin, next to his belly button, there is a small mole that is as red as blood.