I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

The weather is getting colder every day.Autumn in Chuanyuan City is very short. Usually, once summer is over and there are a few heavy rains, the whole city will start to feel cold outside.In the blink of an eye, it seems that winter is coming.

He Jingnian's physique has always been weak, and he is very afraid of the cold. When autumn and winter alternate, he is prone to catch a cold.Shen Tangfeng then suggested: "Niannian, next week I will be free all week, I will take you to a hot spring, I know a hot spring hotel is very good."

"Okay, I'm looking forward to it." He Jingnian agreed without thinking.After returning to China, there were too many messy things, and they didn't have a good date.He also hopes to take this opportunity to keep the relationship between the two alive, and it is best to return to the way he was in New York.

The hot spring hotel that Shen Tangfeng took him to was on the outskirts of the city, and that area was opened up as a resort for the rich.The surrounding natural scenery is very beautiful, and the air is very fresh.

After getting off the car, He Jingnian stretched his limbs, took a deep breath, and felt his whole body lighten up.

Shen Tangfeng looked at his happy face with a light smile, shook his hand and put it in his palm, "Let's go, let's go eat first."

They went to a Japanese grocery store hidden here. Although it was inconspicuous, it had a good reputation among the diners. It took a long time to make an appointment to get a seat.

He Jingnian followed Shen Tangfeng into a narrow Japanese-style courtyard, opened the noren curtain and took a seat, and soon the waiter brought the food.

With Shen Tangfeng, eating has become an extraordinarily warm and comfortable thing.

He Jingnian's appetite has always been poor, and he is tired of eating anything, so Shen Tangfeng will pay more attention to his taste.This time is the same. Knowing that he likes fish and shrimp, he specially ordered auction-grade purple sea urchin and cold lion fish from Toyama Prefecture, Japan from the chef.

The texture of the fish is transparent, the meat is fresh and tender, with the mellow and dense sea urchin yellow, the fresh and sweet taste spreads infinitely.One sip down, is spontaneously satisfied.

The fruit that was served at the end was also delicious.The fruit is He Jingnian's favorite grape. Nagano Koyin is soft and sweet, with a crisp "pop" when you bite it, followed by a sweetness that reaches your throat, and a strong floral fragrance that diffuses.

After eating, the two held hands and walked on the path full of fallen leaves.Shen Tangfeng chatted with him word by word. Although they were all trivial matters, He Jingnian just liked this kind of calm and peaceful atmosphere.

In the sky at dusk, the crescent moon is shallow.

When they returned to the hotel where they stayed, it was completely dark.After changing into the yukata, the two of them went to the outdoor hot spring pool together.

The soups here are all smaller natural springs, separated by bamboo screens, so they are very private.Some wealthy people are obsessed with cleanliness and will rent a soup for their own long-term use.

He Jingnian tried to get out of the soup, sat down slowly, and immersed himself in the water. "Huh..." He couldn't help sighing softly, the hot water surrounded him, warmly infiltrated every inch of his skin, and swept away all the cold air that had accumulated in the cracks of his bones since the beginning of autumn.

"How is it? Are you comfortable?" Shen Tangfeng asked him.

He Jingnian nodded, the tip of his chin was immersed in the water, his cheeks were steamed red, looking like a sweet peach.

There was even higher heat coming from the palm under the water.In the gurgling heat, Shen Tangfeng clasped his fingers calmly.

He Jingnian's face turned even redder, and even his ears turned translucent.Although they were all wearing swimming trunks, and the hot air blurred each other's figures, there was no one around, so he was a little embarrassed to be with Shen Tangfeng like this.

"Every year."

Shen Tang called him in the wind, and his warm voice spread in the night, which was extremely moving.

He Jingnian lowered his eyelashes, and subconsciously wanted to pull his hands out of the water, but Shen Tangfeng clasped them even harder.The palm was pressed against the rough underwater rocks, which was very hot and painful.

"Niannian, can I kiss you?"

He Jingnian nodded his chin very slowly. In this situation, such a request has a particularly ambiguous feeling.Shen Tangfeng smiled slightly, turned sideways and held his face, his warm and soft breath blew on his skin, making it a little itchy.

He Jingnian didn't dare to look at him anymore, the heat of the hot spring water seemed to be continuously absorbed into his body, which made him nervous and flustered, and the skin on his cheek, which was close to Shen Tangfeng's palm, was so hot that it almost melted away.

Shen Tangfeng exerted a little effort to lift his face, and He Jingnian's eyelashes twitched, almost intertwined with his gaze.It was the first time that the distance was so close that He Jingnian could only see his eyes.It's dark and warm, like black jade, but not as clear as usual, with a turbid flow of passion and desire.

Facing these eyes, He Jingnian thought of another pair of eyes, the deep green lake, surrounded by burning sumac trees.He didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't help it. The owner of those eyes was too arrogant, forcing him to remember.

As if to compete with those annoying and difficult eyes, He Jingnian took the initiative to get closer, wanting to kiss Shen Tangfeng.

"Whoa-"

Suddenly, there was a loud sound of water coming from the bamboo wall next door, and it came out of the sea like a grumpy Godzilla.

He Jingnian was taken aback, he didn't expect that there would be someone next door.Thinking of the possibility that strangers could hear the movement between himself and Shen Tangfeng, he was so ashamed that he stood up immediately, "Go, go back..."

In the end, because he had been soaking in the hot water for a long time, he became dizzy all of a sudden. Fortunately, Shen Tangfeng supported him in time, and said, "You can soak for a while, and I'll get you hot milk. When you go back and drink it, you can sleep warmly." Good sleep."

"Hmm." He Jingnian smiled with a blushing face.

After soaking, he went to the shower room to take a shower, put on his bathrobe, and prepared to go back to his room to rest.In the quiet wooden corridor, the air smells faintly of incense, and the floor-to-ceiling paper lanterns on both sides are faintly smudged, everything is so quiet and beautiful.

"laugh--"

A shoji door was slowly opened, revealing a beautiful and cold eye in the crack of the door.Deep in the shadows of the eye sockets, a breathtaking light flows out.

He Jingnian froze his steps and turned his head away.

"boom!"

The shoji door hit the door frame, and a slender and powerful arm protruded from inside.The wide sleeves of the pure black cotton and linen bathrobe slipped back, and the palm of the hand was like a magnolia floating on the ink, but the stretched veins on the back of the hand and the knuckles that made a slight noise from exertion showed a completely opposite sense of violence .

He Jingnian turned around and fled.He didn't see that figure clearly, only seeing that biyingying eye was enough.But it is a pity that he is too clumsy prey, and he has already stepped into the hunting range.

That hand tightened suddenly, grabbing his slender white wrist, like a hawk's sharp claws strangling the soft neck of the white rabbit.Any struggles were useless, He Jingnian's other fingertips just reached the door frame, and his whole body was pulled in.

There was no light inside, and the darkness engulfed him and robbed him of his vision.He was roughly pressed against the wall, the cold feeling pierced through the thin material of the bathrobe and stuck to the warm skin, which made him shiver all over.

"He Jingnian, why are you so cruel?" Yuan Ci opened his mouth, gnashing his teeth, which made his chest numb. "You really can say it and do it."

He Jingnian's head was in a daze, a mess. "You...how are you here?"

"Why, can't I come?" Yuan Ci's voice was stern, and he rubbed his hand vigorously along the line of his lips, rubbing his fingertips back and forth, as if he was carefully confirming something. "Did he kiss you? Didn't he?"

He Jingnian was startled, his brain exploded with a bang. "Is that you next door? Are you following me?"

I didn't seem to hear the original speech, and continued to knead slowly, with increased fingertip strength, and said to myself, "Probably not."

He Jingnian couldn't take it anymore.This man is getting crazier every time. What is he?He even took out the fact that the husband caught the cheating wife to suppress himself.

"I beg you, you really don't want to pester me anymore." He Jingnian couldn't pull his hand away, so he bumped it with his shoulder, a fight between trapped beasts.The arm touched the switch on the wall, and the light came on, illuminating the original speech and illuminating him.

Yuan Ci's eyes trembled, He Jingnian thought that he was not used to the suddenly brightening environment, but he didn't know how confusing his current appearance was in the eyes of the other party.

After pulling the already loose bathrobe, the belt became a little loose, and the collar was skewed, revealing the clear clavicle and thin shoulders.The skin is slightly peach-colored, spreading from Yurun's shoulders upwards, her neck is pink, her cheeks and earlobes are also pink.

Either pink or white.The original speech was dry and depressed.He Jingnian like this should only be seen by himself.But he abandoned himself and his daughter, and came to the hot spring hotel with another man to be happy and sweet.

"Why are you hiding from me? Why don't you answer my phone?" He questioned aggressively and full of grievances. "Do you know what kind of life I'm living these days? Have you ever considered the feeling of cake? How can you be so at ease?"

The repeated questioning made He Jingnian unable to answer. He lowered his head, "Don't always talk about the child. I can't ignore it. Don't use the child to force me."

"Use?" Yuan Ci said angrily, "How can you say such a thing? When you didn't want us, when you and that kidnapper were roaming abroad, I was the one who worked so hard to raise the child! It was only over a month when you left, and I was both a father and a mother, have you ever thought about how difficult it is for me?"

After a pause, he added angrily: "I even raise the dogs!"

He Jingnian was silent, with his head drooping, and his black hair exuded a damp and warm aroma.Yuan Cisheng stared at his specks of snow-white hair, feeling pain, hatred and regret in his heart.I didn't intend to blame him at all, where could I blame his qualifications.But his emotions were uncontrollable, as if he opened his mouth to expose his fangs and spit out venom.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to hug He Jingnian.He Jingnian stepped back abruptly, raised his eyes to look over, and said word by word: "I didn't want you, I just didn't want you."

The original speech was stunned.

"Impossible..." He gritted his teeth, "Don't even think about it!" He held He Jingnian's thin shoulders and bit him fiercely and ferociously.Kiss him, hug him, occupy him, put shackles on his feet, and want to lock him forever where no one can find him.

He Jingnian couldn't handle him, so in a hurry, he raised his hand and slapped him across the face.After this slap, Yuan Ci's voice stopped, his eyes were glowing green, and he said in a hoarse voice, "As long as you are willing to come back to me, you can do whatever you want." Jingnian's hands were pressed to his face, and his beautiful eyes were full of crushed sadness.

He Jingnian pulled his hand away forcefully, and ran to the door without looking back.

The original voice was tall and long-legged, and he caught up with him in three steps and two steps, and stretched out his long arms to wrap around his waist.He Jingnian struggled to move forward, but crashed even harder into Yuan Cisheng's arms.

"Let go of me...!" He tugged at the hands around his waist, "Let go of me... the original speech, please show some face!"

"What's the use of face!" The original speech was straightforward, and the muscular arms were like red-hot iron flails, hot and hard.He Jingnian felt that he was about to be strangled, and he gritted his teeth and said, "You will only make me hate you more! If you don't let go, I will call someone!"

"Well, you can shout." Yuan Cisheng bent his face, the bridge of his straight nose touched the skin of the back of his neck, and his thin lips stuck to it obsessively.He Jingnian couldn't stop trembling when he opened and closed, as if he was tasting it gently, and his smooth legs wrapped in the rough cotton and linen material of the bathrobe couldn't stop trembling.

"I'm really going to call someone! If it spreads and makes trouble in the media, I'm fine. Aren't you afraid of affecting your image as a big boss?"

"That's right, let everyone know, I wish for it."

"You..." He Jingnian was speechless, and the original speech became more and more powerful for his blunt knife-cutting flesh-cutting method.He is not as strong as him, not as patient as he is, not as thick-skinned as him, and even angry people are not his opponent.

He Jingnian held his breath, and the original speech made an inch of progress. He clasped him into his arms even harder, and pecked his earlobes with his dry and hot thin lips.Then, starting from the lower jaw, taste a little bit down.He didn't use his teeth, but it was even hotter, especially when it fell to his Adam's apple, which almost made him feel suffocated.

He Jingnian shrank his neck and lowered his head deeply.At this moment, every second is very tormenting. He bears the weight of the man, and his feet are stepped on by the wooden clogs that he is not used to.

It hurts so much I want to cry.

"Excuse me, did you see a boy passing by here? About this height, thin, wearing a blue bathrobe." In the corridor outside, Shen Tangfeng's anxious voice came when he asked the waiter.

He Jingnian was startled, the word "Tangfeng" just rolled down his throat and he held it back. He must never let Shen Tangfeng see himself with Yuan Cisheng again.Shen Tangfeng took him to soak in the hot spring, thinking about warming up the milk for him to drink before going to bed, but he was hugged tightly by another man.This kind of thing is personally unacceptable, and the explanation will only make it more ridiculous.

The original speech was also heard, not only heard, but also discovered his mind.Therefore, relying on He Jingnian's daring not to speak out, he vented his overwhelming jealousy in retaliation, kicked open the barrier door of the closet, pulled and pushed the person, and pressed him into the thick and soft snow-white quilt.

Wanton kiss.

Holding He Jingnian's cheek, he lingered on the soft cherry lips that he had thought about countless times, pried open his tightly closed jaw, and licked and licked the fragile and thin inner lining of the mouth.

The room is a simple wooden structure with poor sound insulation. Through the thin shoji door, it seems that the sound of Shen Tangfeng can still be heard.Yuan Cisheng knew that He Jingnian would not resist at this time, so he intensified his pursuit.Little did he know that He Jingnian's obedience made him feel even more painful.

It was very dark in the closet, like a cloud that blocked the sky and covered the sky.Then, one drop or two, the sour and warm rain began.

He Jingnian touched his cheek, the man obviously agreed, why did he still cry.He doesn't understand, doesn't want to understand, he just wants to get out quickly. "Are you satisfied?" he asked, "Can you let me go?"

Yuan Ci buried his face in his neck, hugged him, and murmured, "Let me hug you, okay? Just for a while, I want to hug you."

The closet is narrow, and it is difficult to accommodate two people. Yuan Cisheng is so tall that he has to kneel down.Who would have thought that the superior person with inhuman beauty and inhuman cruelty would crawl at the feet of his lover like any humble and weak person, begging for such a little bit of warmth that is pitifully small.

He Jingnian didn't speak.Not acquiescence, not sympathy, but extremely tired.The voice of the original speech is always like a ghost holding a grudge after death, it is not a living person, and it will never understand human speech.

"Year after year, I'm so sad. I've been living a life of ghosts and ghosts these past few years, and I don't even know how I got through it." The curly hair of Yuanci's voice was scattered on his chest, and the voice came out muffled, like I was greatly wronged.

He added: "Niannian, why don't you want me? You can forget me, you can hate me, but you can't let me go."

"Why don't you understand?" He Jingnian opened his eyes, "We broke up at the beginning, and even the children couldn't let us go on. It must have reached the point of no return. What has already been proven to be a failure, why bother?" Are you persistent and not letting go?"

"You are a businessman, you should understand this kind of truth better than me."

Yuan Ci shook his head, and pressed against his chest, tears streaming down the wide collar.Although holding He Jingnian, but can not have He Jingnian.

He thought of the past, when He Jingnian was still pregnant with Gao Gui, he would hug him to sleep every night.At that time, he was so gentle, so obedient and so kind, why now he only hurts his heart with his cold attitude and sharp words?

But even if his heart hurts so much that he seems to be dug out, he still can't hate He Jingnian.He just regrets it.Yuan Zhengye taught him that regret is a wrong and worthless emotion, so he never regretted what he did once.But now, regret filled his chest like a bank bursting.

He regretted it, regretted it so much that he almost died.

If at the beginning, it was his own hand that he extended to He Jingnian instead of the damn contract.

If he could have appeared in time on the day He Jingnian found out that he was pregnant, and told him that he didn't have to worry about anything, he would always be with him.

If at the beginning, he and He Jingnian had a real wedding, instead of impatiently taking off the wedding ring after the ceremony.

If he had treated He Jingnian well back then, protected him, supported him, and believed in him like He Jingnian's beloved young master, then nothing would have happened afterwards.Even, He Jingnian would be willing to give him a little bit of his love for the young master.

"Can you let me go?" He Jingnian said indifferently, "The more you behave like this, the more you won't leave any room for the two of us."

The original speech sounded like he didn't hear it, and fell on him.He Jingnian was speechless, the cloth on his chest was becoming more and more damp, his throat was bitter, it seemed that the tears from Yuan Ci's voice had seeped into his heart.

After a long time, Yuan Cisheng let go of him very slowly, but did not let him go, but pressed him on the tatami cushion with red eyes, brought a cup of hot milk silently, and handed it to his mouth .

He Jingnian looked at him in confusion.

The original speech had a strong nasal voice: "When we were together, I would warm you a cup of milk every night."

"I don't actually like drinking milk, you know?"

The original voice's hand trembled slightly, but he didn't know. "Then why are you willing to let that man prepare it for you?"

He Jingnian looked at him, "Because he is my fiancé, he cares about me, and I know he is treating me well."

Yuan Cisheng stopped talking, and stubbornly pressed the cup to his lips.He Jingnian had no choice but to drink with his hand.

so sweet.A lot of honey is added, and the rich sweetness overwhelms the taste of milk.Compared with the completely unsweetened milk that Shen Tangfeng cooked for him, it was so sweet that his throat felt sticky.

But he really hates drinking milk.Therefore, in terms of milk alone, he still prefers this cup that is too sweet to taste the taste of milk.

"I won't drink anymore." He Jingnian said goodbye, the sweetness of honey was still spreading on the tip of his tongue.Too much, too much, so the sweetness is also bitter.

Yuan Cisheng maintained the posture of holding the glass, and after a while, he drank the rest of the milk.

He Jingnian thought, now he can finally leave.He stood up, suddenly felt a tingling pain in his toes, and couldn't help shaking.

The voice of Yuan Ci noticed and asked, "What's the matter?" He lowered his head and saw He Jingnian's feet twitching uneasily on the wooden clogs. .

"It's nothing."

"Let me see." Yuan Cisheng helped him to the chair, gently held his ankles, helped him take off the clogs, and put his feet on his knees. "It's a little swollen, I'll apply some medicated oil to you. Your feet have been injured before, so you can't wear these clogs for a long time."

He Jingnian subconsciously wanted to pull his feet back, Yuan Cisheng's palm pressed against his skin, and the throbbing tingling became more intense.But Yuan Cisheng had already taken out the medicated oil involuntarily, poured a little into his palm, rubbed it to heat up, covered his ankle, and rubbed it carefully.

He Jingnian couldn't help laughing, "Why do you still carry this kind of thing with you?"

The original speech remained silent, and it took a while to answer the irrelevant question: "I didn't take good care of you before."

He Jingnian was silent, "I will have Tang Feng from now on."

Yuanci's voice faltered, and the lowered head lowered even lower.The medicated oil gradually took effect, and the intense cooling sensation eroded the swollen skin, and He Jingnian couldn't help but tense his arches.

Yuan Ci raised his head and asked him, "Does it hurt?" He Jingnian shook his head, put his arms on the back of the chair, turned his head and buried his face in it.

The medicated oil continued to release the medicinal effect, and it felt so strong that the skin was almost numb.Faintly, in the prickly coolness, there is a different itchy and crispy feeling, a little hot, and the stars are falling.

He thought it was an illusion, and didn't raise his head at first, until the feeling became bolder and clearer, and even the pressure came from his toes, as if he had been absorbed into a hot place.

His heart beat a little faster, doubting what Yuan Cisheng was doing, but he couldn't believe that he would do this.He pursed his lips and looked at him tremblingly.

"Be patient, it will be fine soon." Yuan Cisheng raised his head, his expression was as usual, but his thin lips were slightly moist.He Jingnian nodded slowly. Fortunately, it should really be just an illusion.

When it was finally finished, Yuan Cisheng still didn't let go of him, and his two hands still held his feet.He Jingnian is actually quite ticklish, and the soles of his feet are the most sensitive, he almost couldn't help biting his fingers.

"Can you let me go?"

The voice of Yuan Ci leaned forward, took out the hot nightingale from his arms, and looked at him sadly, "Niannian, can you accept it? Don't even want it, okay?"

He Jingnian looked at the bright red fire in his palm, and thought of what his mother said at the engagement banquet.

—This jewel is the heart of the nightingale, redder than the roses that the nightingale feeds with the blood of her heart.

——I hope that in the future, my Liao Xia can dedicate it to a pure lover who is worthy of it.

No matter how precious this gem is, he doesn't care, only the name connected to it really touched his heart in an instant.

"Liao Xia...is that you?" He Jingnian lowered his eyelashes, "Are you Liao Xia?"

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The author has something to say:

I have a friend who said that she also wanted to be beaten by Nian Nian, and she also wanted to touch Nian Nian's feet...

感谢在2022-05-1000:00:00~2022-05-1100:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Xuandong Pickup; 4 bottles of Mr. Orange;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!