I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

The overhead light on the ceiling cast pale fluorescent light, illuminating the hospital corridor into a long empty corridor.

Yuan Cisheng sat outside the operating room, his head buried deep in his hands on his knees.If it weren't for the constant shaking, it would look like a person who was too exhausted to fall asleep accidentally.

why so cold.

Even though the hospital had plenty of heating on, it still felt cold, and my whole body was about to freeze.

It was as if the rainwater drenched on his body had solidified into tiny ice crystals invisible to the naked eye, piercing into his skin, eyes, and already numb and dead heart one by one.

Yuan Cisheng maintained this posture, and never moved since He Jingnian was pushed into the operating room.He didn't dare to look up, as soon as he opened his eyes, that nightmarish scene would repeat itself.

The light of neon lights, the change of traffic lights, the headlights of cars, and the chaotic pictures constitute a broken revolving door, and the only thing that is clearly fixed is the figure of He Jingnian lying quietly in the middle of the road.

A stream of blood snaked out from under him, and the torrential rain couldn't dilute the blood that continued to flow at all.

How could such a pale and thin person like He Jingnian bleed so much?Will he die like this after the blood is drained?

When he stumbled and rushed over to hug He Jingnian, Yuan Cisheng only had one question in his mind.What should he do when He Jingnian dies? Is it better for him to die with him?

He felt like he was screaming with his mouth wide open, but it was as if he was in a vacuum, and he couldn't hear his own voice at all.It's strange, only the sound of rain is noisy in my ears, densely packed like a rush of drums.

So, in order to escape from this silent hell, he wailed even more painfully, but found that he couldn't utter a single word.His chest was scorching hot like a pile of extinguished coals flickering unwillingly, and only a few scorching sparks gushed out of his throat.

Better, better just burn yourself to ashes, he thought.At least in this way, He Jingnian is not cold anymore.However, no matter how tightly he hugged him, He Jingnian's body still cooled down a little bit.He Jingnian didn't look at him, didn't speak, and closed his eyes tightly as if he was asleep.Yes, it's no wonder that He Jingnian hated him so much, how could he want to see his face again.

The ambulance came galloping, piercing through the air with a clanging sound.

Yuan Ci stared at the flashing blue light, and was suddenly brought back by it to the years of more than ten years ago.At that time, he was by his mother's side as he is now, and the world was bright red.

Now, it's He Jingnian's turn.

However, I was still the same as before, unable to do anything.

As soon as he arrived at the hospital, the doctor immediately arranged first aid for He Jingnian.The doctor told him very seriously that the skin trauma on the patient's body was not serious, but he was about to give birth, and after falling down, his abdomen was hit, and he had symptoms of massive bleeding.Not only may the baby be lost, but his life may even be in danger.

When he signed his name on the surgery waiver, his blood-stained hands shook like chaff, and he couldn't even write a single stroke.

How ironic.Signing, deciding the life and death of others, is clearly what he is best at.

He Jingnian... will die.

dead.

The word "death" lingered in his mind, and the dark aura surging up from the depths of the earth's crust swallowed him.

Why did it become like this?Obviously not long ago He Jingnian was still fine, every day when he opened his eyes, he could be seen, and he could be hugged as long as he stretched out his hand.What a wonderful He Jingnian at that time, always obediently obeying him, never getting angry at him, let alone ignoring him.

Where did He Jingnian go?

Why did seeing him later feel like seeing a devil, and wanted to leave him desperately?

The voice of the original speech made a short whimper, like the lament of a wounded and trapped animal when it was dying.

He couldn't understand, couldn't understand.He only knew that maybe he really didn't have a heart, but now his chest is no longer empty.Even though the flesh and blood are mutilated and incomplete, a human heart grows there.

He Jingnian gave him this heart, destroyed his fortified barrier, but tried to abandon him in vain, how can there be such a reason in the world?

Not fair, thought the original speech.It's not fair.How could He Jingnian abandon him, he must stay by his side forever and be responsible to him to the end.

Hurrying footsteps came from the other end of the corridor, and Secretary Jin and Aunt Yang Li also rushed over.It was probably the first time for the two of them to see him in a daze, and they couldn't help being shocked.

"Master, why don't you take a nap for a while, we'll wait here." Aunt Yang Li took out a blanket and covered his shoulders.The original words didn't move, just shook his head.

He was very afraid that when he woke up, there would be no such person as He Jingnian in this world anymore.Thinking of this, he couldn't help but tremble again.

The red light sign that read "Operation" suddenly dimmed.

The door of the operating room opened with a "bang", and the moment the doctor walked out, Yuan Ci sounded like a statue suddenly came to life, and he stood up suddenly and asked, "How is the situation? Is... is he alright?"

The doctor took off his mask, showing a tired but relieved face, "The patient is out of danger, and the baby was born safely. She is a very beautiful little girl, congratulations."

Yuanci stood there for a few seconds, shaking as if he had exhausted all his strength and lost his center of gravity.After a while, his eye sockets turned red rapidly, and his pupils rolled with soft water vapor, as if it was raining.

After torrential rain all night, it finally washed out a sunny and sunny day.The clear sunlight shines through the windows, smearing the snow-white walls, and the entire ward is shrouded in a soft white color.

The original voice pushed the door lightly and walked in. In the clean eyes, He Jingnian was sleeping quietly.Because of the excessive blood loss, his already fair skin became dazzlingly white, and it was almost translucent in the sun.

Staring at He Jingnian's sleeping face for a long time, Yuan Cisheng felt that his heart was slowly filled with some kind of pure and beautiful substance, like a clear spring flowing through the cracked and dry land, and even his soul was filled with a swaying drunkenness feeling.

Fortunately, the gods always took care of him and returned He Jingnian to him.Thinking of this, the voice of the original speech almost gave birth to a little pious heart, he carefully took He Jingnian's hand, like holding some kind of art made of ice and snow, and gently pressed it to his cheek.

The nurse came in with the baby in her arms. "I just had a complete physical examination. He is a very healthy baby. Do you want to hug him?"

"I...?" The original voice showed a moment of bewilderment, "Can I hug her?"

The nurse couldn't help laughing, "Of course, the baby hasn't seen his father yet."

Under the guidance of the nurse, Yuan Cisheng carefully hugged the child.Small, soft, and warm, wrapped in swaddling clothes and sleeping sweetly, her white and powdery face has rippling and clear smile lines from time to time.As soon as he hugged her, Yuan Ci's voice didn't dare to move.It's not good if it's light, and it's not good if it's heavy. I don't know how to be careful.

With a slight rustling sound, He Jingnian moved and slowly opened his eyes.

"Niannian? Niannian are you awake?" Yuan Cisheng leaned over to look at him, "How do you feel? Does it still hurt?"

He Jingnian didn't seem to hear, he just stared at the ceiling numbly with his eyes open.

"Look, this is our daughter." Yuan Cisheng hugged the baby and moved closer to him. "Isn't she cute? The doctor said that she is a very lively and energetic child."

He Jingnian still didn't respond, his eyes were empty and there was no light at all.

"Niannian, the baby wakes up, you see her shaking hands at you, don't you just look at her?" Yuan Ci said with a smile on his face, but there was a faint tremor in his voice.

He Jingnian pulled up the quilt to cover his face, and buried himself deeply in the quilt.

"Niannian, are you still angry?" Yuan Cisheng raised his hand to pull the quilt away, but after a moment he retracted. "Every year, our children are born safely. Can we treat today as a new beginning? Throw away all the unpleasant things in the past, okay?"

The person in the quilt was silent, as if asleep.

Yuan Cisheng suddenly had a rush of anxiety in his heart, he suppressed it forcibly, and said in a good voice: "Niannian, you can ignore me, but you can't ignore the baby. You haven't hugged her before, so you don't want to hug her." hug your daughter?"

He Jingnian remained silent, as if he would never speak to him again.

The voice of Yuan Ci finally couldn't bear it anymore, he grabbed the corner of the quilt and wanted to pull it away.At this time, the people inside finally reacted, and their two pale, colorless hands grabbed the edge of the quilt.But this insignificant strength couldn't resist at all, he covered his ears and closed his eyes tightly, curled up into a ball, and sobbed softly.

"I'm sorry, you...don't cry." Yuan Ci hurriedly wiped away his tears, and when his hands touched him, he trembled even more, and large tears oozed from under his eyelashes.This terrified gesture of resistance made Yuan Ci feel powerless, but he didn't know what to do.Who will tell him how to make He Jingnian willing to talk to him.What should he do before He Jingnian is willing to talk to him again.

The original speech made people add an extra bed, and simply stayed in the ward.Every day, he hugged the child and talked to He Jingnian, but He Jingnian was here, but his soul was not there. Apart from sleeping under the quilt, he was just in a daze.The original speech did not dare to provoke him anymore, and at the end it was almost begging him, begging him to take a look at himself, and stop torturing himself like this.

After suffering like this for a few days, Yuan Cisheng finally realized that something was wrong with He Jingnian, and decided to ask the doctor to check him again.Previously, the doctor diagnosed that He Jingnian suffered from a mild concussion, but there was no congestion, and he recovered after resting.But the situation is obviously not optimistic right now.Yuan Cisheng nervously waited for the report to come out, but the result was beyond his expectation——

"Your wife was traumatized, so she used a self-enclosed method to protect herself. According to our diagnosis, the car accident was just a stimulus. Your wife was already in a fragile state of mind before the car accident," the doctor said.

Hearing the original speech, he was stunned.

"Everyone has experienced trauma, to different degrees and for different reasons." The doctor said, "I hope you can tell us whether your wife has ever suffered an event that may cause trauma. This will be very important for our subsequent diagnosis."

"No." Yuan Ci blurted out, paused, and said again: "We had a little unpleasantness before, but I don't think it will cause mental trauma."

"Why not?" the doctor retorted. "Do you think that only severe catastrophic traumatic events can cause harm to people? Those relatively minor traumatic events, such as lovelorn, marital breakdown, career failure, and being abandoned and betrayed by relatives, etc. , will affect a person's mental state."

The original speech lowered its eyelashes, "Not at all."

"It's not for you to judge." The doctor sighed, "People often judge the severity of mental trauma based on the level of harm of traumatic events. This approach is very wrong. The psychological, emotional and physical reactions of the parties involved, It is the most accurate basis for judgment. What's more, people's spirits are complex and sensitive, and even small negative emotions that accumulate day after day may completely destroy a person like the last straw that breaks the camel's back."

"What should we do now?" Yuan Ci frowned, "Can he recover? I really don't want to see him continue like this."

"You don't have to be too anxious. At present, your wife is only temporarily in an unhealthy state of mind and emotion. We suggest giving him more support from relatives and friends. After a period of self-adjustment, he should be able to recover."

The doctor thought for a while, and then said, "Does he have any particularly important people or things that he cherishes? These people or things will help speed up the healing process."

Yuan Cisheng raised his eyes, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and said coldly: "Not at all."

After more than half a month of treatment, He Jingnian's body finally recovered almost.Yuan Cisheng went through the discharge procedures for him and prepared to take him and the baby home.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the sky was clear and clear, which was the precious sunny and warm weather in winter.The voice of the original speech pushed him through the garden. The man was tall and handsome, very beautiful, and he cared for his wife in every possible way. His warm and graceful appearance attracted many people's attention.

"Look at Niannian, they are very envious of us." Yuan Cisheng leaned down and kissed He Jingnian's pinkish cheeks.He Jingnian didn't dodge, and frowned sleepily.Yuan Cisheng thought this expression was very cute, so he kissed him again, causing a burst of dissatisfied grunts.

After returning home, Yuan Cisheng squatted down, took off He Jingnian's shoes, put on soft and comfortable plush slippers, and pushed him into the house.Along the way, the original speech sounded like a husband showing his wife a new house for the first time, introducing here and there, intoxicated and never tired of it.

He Jingnian lowered his head silently, as if he didn't listen at all.It wasn't until several barking dogs came that he slowly raised his face and followed the sound.

Snoopy happily ran towards him, wagging his tail and spinning around his feet as before.He Jingnian first stretched out a finger to lightly poke its wet nose, and then slowly got bold enough to touch its big soft and smooth ears.Snoopy cooperated very well, lying on his back and showing his belly, allowing him to touch him.

"Niannian, shall we go eat first?" Yuanci asked him warmly, but He Jingnian started pinching Snoopy's paw again, only seeing the dog, not him.

In desperation, Yuan Cisheng had to allow He Jingnian to hold the big-eared flower dog for dinner.In fact, He Jingnian even has problems eating now.He can't take the initiative to eat, he can't even pick up the tableware, and he has to be fed spoon by spoon for every meal.

The nurses in the hospital fed him, but He Jingnian was quite cooperative.But when Yuan Cisheng raised the spoon and brought it to his mouth, he frowned and turned his face away, his lips were tightly pursed, as if to force him to take poison.

"Niannian, this is the vegetable and lean meat porridge that you like to drink very much. I specially asked Aunt Yang Li to teach me how to make it. Can you just take a bite?" Yuan Ci moved the spoon closer, almost touching He Shocking lips.

The porridge was cooked soft and glutinous, with an attractive aroma, and it was also dried to a suitable temperature.When the original speech was made, it was very serious and full of expectations.He is the kind of person who can do well no matter what he does, but he never has the idea of ​​doing something for anyone.Now, for the first time, he had the urge—

I want He Jingnian to think that the porridge he cooks is delicious and smile at him.

"Snapped!"

He Jingnian raised his hand and knocked the steaming porridge to the ground.

The original speech was stunned, and his left hand even maintained the posture of holding the bowl.After a while, he squatted down slowly, picking up the broken porcelain pieces one by one, his fingertips turning white with force.When he finished packing and stood up, he had already returned to normal, "I'll get you another bowl."

He Jingnian lowered his head and touched Snoopy without even looking at him.

It was already past nine o'clock in the evening after I finally finished feeding a small bowl of porridge.The original speech pushed He Jingnian to the door of the bathroom, picked him up and walked inside.

He Jingnian was obviously frightened, like a cat afraid of water, struggling and refusing to go down.Yuan Cisheng had no choice but to coax him while slowly putting him into the water.Taking a hot bath should be a very comfortable thing, but He Jingnian hugged his knees and curled up in a corner, his eyes and face were reddened by the hot steam, as if he was about to cry.

Yuan Cisheng helped him wash his hair and then his body.The soft tissue bruises on his arms and thighs hadn't fully healed, and his snow-white skin was covered in bright purple patches.Gently touching Yuan Cisheng with his hand, He Jingnian flinched and tried to hide, with a painful whimper in his throat.

"I'll help you apply Voltaren later, it won't hurt after applying it." Yuan Cisheng brought a bath towel that was soft enough, and gently wrapped it around his body, allowing the fabric to absorb excess water.

He Jingnian lowered his eyes and remained silent.Perhaps the feeling of being wrapped in the fabric gave him a sense of peace of mind, and he was willing to obediently let the original speech play tricks on him.The face that was a little blood-red by the hot water was surrounded by towels, like red apples in the snow, exuding a sweet fragrance, Yuan Cisheng couldn't help but kissed him, and he didn't frown.

"Niannian, this is our new room, do you like it?" Yuan Cisheng carried him into the bedroom, "Look, the baby's crib is here, and our family will be together every day, okay? ?”

The baby was awake, and when he saw them, he giggled and shook his little arms.The sound of the original words teased her with the hand bell, and the baby laughed even more happily. His big black eyes were narrowed into crescents, which was extremely cute.

"Niannian, our baby loves to laugh very much. The nurse said that he has never seen such a baby who loves to laugh." Yuan Cisheng put the rattle in He Jingnian's palm, "Do you want to play with her? She laughed really cute."

"Clap."

The hand bell fell from He Jingnian's motionless fingertips, rolled and stopped at the man's feet.

Yuan Ci silently bent over to pick it up, put it away, and said, "Go to sleep."

He Jingnian sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, his eyelashes drooping heavily.

Yuanci sighed silently, just about to hug him into the quilt, he got in by himself, and curled up like a silkworm baby with his back to him.

Yuan Cisheng reached out to wrap his arms around him, pulling him into his arms.He Jingnian's body was thin and warm, and he felt satisfied hugging his chest. He sighed softly. Until this moment, the dryness in his heart subsided a little.He didn't lose He Jingnian, and it's impossible for He Jingnian to leave him, they are still the same as before.

"Niannian, when you recover from illness, let's go to register, okay?" Yuan Cisheng cupped his face and kissed him softly, "At that time, we will hold a real wedding, we..."

His voice stopped abruptly when his lips touched the warm, salty liquid.

The wall lamp was turned on, and in the warm soft yellow light, Yuan Cisheng saw He Jingnian's face was pale, his brows were wrinkled, and he was crying in pain, as if a poisonous snake was entwining him.

Is it really so unbearable to be hugged by yourself?

As if to overthrow this, Yuan Cisheng tightened his arms, wishing to embed his whole body into his body.He Jingnian was sobbing, his hands resting on his shoulders in vain.In the dark night, the crying was soft and prolonged, and finally slowly died away.

He Jingnian fell asleep crying.

The voice of the original speech kissed away the tears on his face little by little, and gently twisted his slightly frowning brows to relax.In the faint moonlight, He Jingnian's sleeping face became calm and soft.Yuan Cisheng looked at him and smiled slowly.See, he really doesn't hate himself that much.As long as you keep him around, one day he will accept himself.

All night, Yuan Cisheng slept soundly.If he could, he didn't want to close his eyes at all, and the only way to feel at ease was to keep an eye on people all the time.In the morning, he vaguely felt a slight struggle in his arms, and then the feeling of being empty suddenly woke him up.

Fortunately, He Jingnian did not leave his sight. He was standing by the crib, staring at the baby without blinking.The baby stretched out his little hand, "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh".He stretched out his hand and gently touched the baby's curly lanugo, which was soft and warm.The baby smiled sweetly, held his fingers, and made shallow meaty dimples on the back of the hand.

Yuan Cisheng looked at all this in front of him, and his heart was full.He walked over, stepping on the thick plush carpet with his feet, like a silent lion.

"The leg injury hasn't healed yet, why did I stand up?"

As soon as he spoke, He Jingnian shrank back desperately as if he had been frightened by something.The baby was also frightened and burst into tears.

The beautiful moment is broken.

Just because of his presence.

Yuan Ci's body was a little stiff, and he picked up his daughter and coaxed her up.Taking advantage of this gap, He Jingnian limped away, as if being in the same space with him was unbearable.Yuan Cisheng felt tight in his chest, and followed behind him with his daughter in his arms.

After feeding the baby and coaxing He Jingnian to have breakfast, the sun was already high.Yuan Cisheng doesn't go to the company anymore, he is busy with family affairs.At this moment, He Jingnian has gradually accepted the existence of the child, and is sitting in the corridor in front of the French windows with his daughter in his arms, watching Snoopy having fun in the courtyard.

The weather was cold, Yuan Cisheng specially put on a thick sweater for him, the baby was also wrapped in fluff, and the sun was shining down, it was a warm and soft picture.But this time, Yuan Cisheng didn't have the courage to approach them any more, and just sat silently watching them.He really wants to have this beauty, but this beauty will be wiped out because of him, how contradictory and unwilling.

Speaking of which, it has been like this since a long time ago, no one has ever been happy because of his appearance, and no one has ever been happy that he was born in this world.Of course, no one loved him, and the only one who loved him abandoned him.He is the bad fruit of the bad seed, bright and beautiful on the outside, but has been rotted away long ago.

He Jingnian... He Jingnian doesn't love him either.He Jingnian only has his first love in his mind for more than ten years, but he regards him as a monster and is afraid to avoid him.

Even when he was with him, He Jingnian only thought about that boy.It seemed that this was the only way to endure the pain of staying by his side.

What is the problem?The original speech could not give an answer.He thought it would be good for Zuo Zuo to be like this now, at least He Jingnian was around.Whether he likes it or not, all he can have in this life is himself.

An accident happened in the afternoon.The reason is that Yuan Cisheng went to the study to deal with work matters for a while, and when he came out, he found that He Jingnian, who was taking an afternoon nap in the bedroom, had disappeared.He searched the whole house and found no one, but when he was about to call the police, he saw Aunt Yang Li slowly pushing He Jingnian back.He Jingnian was holding a bouquet of wintersweet flowers in his hand, the yellow color was extremely beautiful.

"Hey, what are you taking him out for?" Yuan Cisheng hurried forward and asked sharply.

"Ma'am was so bored after taking a nap, I want to take him out for a walk when the weather is good..." Aunt Yang Li was very wronged, and she really didn't know why he was so angry.

"Go to the courtyard if you want to breathe, who allowed you to take him out?" Seeing that He Jingnian hid behind Aunt Yang Li in fright, Yuan Ci's voice became more and more angry. "Why didn't you tell me? Look at him now, who will be responsible if something happens again!"

"Young master, are you being too unreasonable? I'll take my wife to look at the plum blossoms nearby. It's impossible for anything to happen." Aunt Yang Li was not to be outdone, "Besides, my wife is not your cat or dog. , why do you interfere with his freedom?"

"I'm worried about him, so he's become a villain, right?" Yuan Ci's face was ashen, and he pushed the wheelchair roughly and went into the house.He Jingnian was unwilling, holding Aunt Yang Li's hand and refusing to let go, the wintersweet in his arms trembling.The bright yellow color made Yuan Cisheng's temples throbbing with pain, and he finally couldn't bear it anymore and snatched it away, and held it up high——

"Who told you to bring this dirty thing back!"

Aunt Yang Li and He Jingnian were so scared that they closed their eyes, however, the expected explosion did not come as expected.Yuan Cisheng's hand was frozen in the air, trembling slightly.After a long silence, he turned around and threw the flower heavily into the trash can.

"Oh!"

The thin flower branches spread out, and the bright yellow flowers fluttered down.

He Jingnian was so anxious that he reached out to pick it up. "Don't pick it up!" But he was stunned by Yuan Ci's scolding, his eyes turned red, and he shivered behind Aunt Yang Li.

"It's too much...Young master, you are really going too far!" Aunt Yang Li looked at the original voice, the face slightly distorted by anger and unwillingness, there was no trace of the kind and cheerful little boy back then .She was deeply heartbroken and extremely helpless.

"Master, what's the difference between you now and the old master? You ruined everything. You, your wife and your baby could have lived happily!"

"How dare you compare Yuan Zhengye to me!" Yuan Ci's eyes were frosty, and he gritted his teeth, "I'm different from him!"

I am different from him!

I don't know whether to say this sentence to others or to hear it myself.

The room was silent, only heavy breathing and intermittent sobbing.

The heat from the ventilation vents blew out loudly, and the air was thick and turbid, like boiling lead water, pouring heavily on everyone's body and heart.

Yuan Cisheng closed his eyes, his veined hands clenched into fists, and then slowly loosened.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have hurt you." He bent down, pinched He Jingnian's chin, and wiped away the tears at the end of his eyes. "If you lose that kind of flower, you will lose it. I will give you a better one."

He Jingnian couldn't speak, just trembled, tears soaked the man's fingertips.

After experiencing this shock, He Jingnian's mental state, which had only slightly improved, began to deteriorate again.He became ignorant of anyone, and he didn't respond to talking to him. He was like a puppet who lost his soul all day long, sitting blankly by the window in a daze.

Before, he would resist a little against things he didn't like, but now he seemed to have given up completely.He opened his mouth when he was fed by the original speech, and when he was bathed and dressed, he was like an overly docile kitten, humming softly at most.

It was raining cold and wet outside again.

After a few days like this, the sky finally cleared up.Choosing a warm and sunny day, Yuan Cisheng led He Jingnian for a walk in the courtyard.

He Jingnian's leg injury is nearly healed, but he still can't walk easily.Yuan Cisheng took his hand and walked slowly, looking sideways at him as he walked.The young man lowered his head halfway, his eyelashes casting shadows on his cheeks, like a crow's feathers about to fly.

"Every year, I have someone build this new flower house." Yuan Ci's voice stopped, "In the future, you can come here for any flowers you want to see."

The two went in, and the whole flower house was full of various precious flower seeds that had been carefully cultivated and transplanted.Fringed tulips, double eustoma, variegated lily of the valley, fire lily, Kinabalu rankin... Each plant is so unique and beautiful, even if the world's oldest and most top-notch Chelsea Flower Show is moved here, it will not be too expensive. It must be as good as this shiny transparent little house.

At this moment, even people who don't know famous flowers at all will be shocked by the magnificent scenery in the room, but no matter how beautiful the flowers are, in He Jingnian's eyes, they are just black and white.He still kept his eyes half down indifferently, staying out of the matter and not paying attention.

"Niannian, don't you think it's pretty?" The voice of Yuan Ci casually folded a pink apricot rose. The full cup-shaped flower shape and densely arranged petals are like the layered skirts of noble girls dancing.

He Jingnian lowered his head and stared at the shadow under his feet.

Yuan Ci smiled and held his hand so that he could hold the rose tightly.But when he let go of his hand, He Jingnian's hand fell limply again, and the Juliet Rose, which was rated by AASR and worth 300 million pounds, also fell into the mud.

"You don't like it..." Yuan Ci licked his teeth with the tip of his tongue and laughed again, "Forget it, let's go back."

It was also a gift, and he regarded the Walkman that the boy gave him as a treasure.And no matter how precious the pigeon's blood and roses that he gave him were, he discarded them as if they were shoes.

As if for competition, at night, the original speech held him in his arms, and he opened the picture album and began to recite.The story that once made people hug him and shed tears can no longer stir up any emotions.He Jingnian just leaned on his arm indifferently, like a crooked puppet that has not been properly placed.

"Niannian." The original voice surrounded him, and buried his face in his neck, "Just talk to me, okay, if this continues, I really don't know what to do."

As long as He Jingnian opens his mouth, no matter how difficult a wish or thing is, he will find a way to achieve it for him.However, He Jingnian didn't want anything.He couldn't control He Jingnian's soul and heart, leaving only a silent body to confront him.The body doesn't need to do anything to defeat him easily.

It turns out that Yuan Cisheng is powerless.

He closed his eyes, and pressed his eyelashes against the back of the neck of the man in his arms.The soft and fair skin still exuded the beautiful fragrance that fascinated him, gurgling in the nasal cavity, fresh, clean, pure and subtle, everywhere and everywhere.

I don't know how long it has passed, as if falling into a dream, Yuan Ci's voice feels a gentle touch from his knuckles.Opening his eyes, he saw He Jingnian gently stroking his right thumb, to be precise, it was Argos.

Argos has to be maintained every month to check whether there are problems such as loose mosaic.It just so happened that He Jingnian was sent for inspection before his accident, and he was not sent back until today.The square-cut emerald radiated a dreamlike fire. He Jingnian stared at it without blinking, and his empty eyes seemed to be lit up with light.

Yuan Cisheng remembered that he had been interested in this small green stone before, and just wanted to take it off for him, but he quietly held his hand, held it up, and slowly pressed his cheek against it.

The soft and cool side face was pressed against the dry and hot palm, and the sharp temperature difference caused a shivering numbness.The original voice didn't understand what he meant, but he was obsessed with the intimacy at this moment.The pulp of the thumb lightly twirled his thin and delicate pointed chin, and went up, rubbing the light pink lips repeatedly.

He Jingnian let his ring-wearing right hand linger, which was different from the previous numbness and indifference, but revealed a kind of lingering pandering.The black and white eyes blinked lightly, filled with the moist light filled with boiling water.

Yuan Ci's voice was hooked by his emotional appearance and his throat was thirsty. Could it be that He Jingnian was finally moved by him?Maybe they can really go back to the past. That night, He Jingnian kissed him tenderly and was held in his arms for a long time.

"Niannian," Yuanci said, his voice hoarse and scary. "Are you finally willing to talk to me?"

He Jingnian looked at him, showing a faint smile, the corner of his mouth seemed to hold a pool of hot spring, clear, bright and happy.

"Little...young...Master."

Because he hadn't spoken for too long, his voice was very jerky, and every syllable seemed to be rusted.Feeling embarrassed, he cleared his throat, opened his mouth again, and called, "Young Master."

The man in front of him still didn't respond to him, and an indescribably strange expression gradually appeared on his face.So, He Jingnian couldn't help being confused, and asked softly, "Young master, don't you remember me?"

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Even if you are the original dog, the original dog class minister, temporarily put aside hard thinking, and get rid of Wushan Feiyun

The next chapter turns the original dog into a vegetable dog, or spinach, because it is green enough

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"People often ... judge by." Referenced from Quick Ask a Doctor

感谢在2022-04-2700:00:00~2022-04-2800:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Xingfengjiangguigui;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!