I lost my memory after throwing the ball and running over the total crematorium

"Click."

In the dark, He Jingnian pressed the play button on the Walkman again.

Tonight is his wedding night alone.

He skimmed through the contract and quickly signed it with his name.The original voice asked him if he had read every clause clearly, and he nodded.In fact, he couldn't read a single word, and he was afraid that if he took another look, he would lose control of his emotions.

Yuan Cisheng seemed to be quite satisfied with the signing of the contract this time. In the end, he even shook his hand and said, "Your decision-making efficiency is very high, and you were able to respond quickly last time."

He Jingnian smiled wryly. How could he have the right to choose? He had already cut off all his escape routes with his own hands.

After that night, he resigned the next day.Since he joined Sheng Heng to see the young master again, he saw him again, and now that this kind of thing happened again, what face would he have to stay any longer.

When he returned to the rental room, he threw himself into the blanket.Warm darkness surrounded him, over and over, the overuse of the Walkman burning like a searing fire in the palm of his hand.

After more than a month of being in such a daze, he felt that something was wrong with his body, and he went to the hospital for an examination and found out that he was pregnant.

The doctor said that being able to conceive like him is very special, almost equal to the probability of a miracle, so I hope he will take good care of this child.

He Jingnian thought, even if the doctor didn't persuade him so tactfully, he still wanted to give birth to the child.However, he couldn't help being afraid.He was alone and had nothing, and he really didn't want his children to live a life that was so hard that they didn't even have room to breathe.

As a result, as soon as he left the hospital gate, a man in a suit and leather shoes quickly followed him, claiming to be Director Yuan's secretary, saying that Director Yuan wanted to talk to him about something.

I thought I would never see Yuan Cisheng again, but in the end I still came to him.He Jingnian raised his eyes, and those green eyes like glass beads were also looking at him, but he just watched without speaking, and it was Secretary Jin who was standing aside who spoke.

Secretary Jin said that after investigation, it was found that he was also a victim in this incident. The company does not want him to resign and will compensate accordingly. Shengheng will never treat any employee who is not at fault badly.Moreover, in the "June Flower Marriage" project, he is the real main writer of "Juno", and the company does not want to miss such an outstanding talent like him.

Hearing this, He Jingnian was stunned.He is still in the internship period, working as a designer assistant.After drawing Juno's design draft, Wang Jian, his direct supervisor, the higher-level designer who took him under his wing, made some adjustments on his design draft, and then directly signed his name and submitted it to the Design Director.

Wang Jian also told him that whether he can become a regular or not depends entirely on his own evaluation of his performance.What's more, if he didn't have himself, a newcomer like him would not be qualified to participate in such an important project, and it would be even more impossible for Juno to have the opportunity to commercialize it.

"Wang Jian has already been fired. He violated the rules and regulations and violated his position. The company will ask him to compensate for economic losses according to the labor contract. From now on, the entire design industry will not have a place for him." Secretary Jin calmly road.

He Jingnian moved his lips, "Thank you..."

"Finally, it's a personal matter of Director Yuan." Secretary Jin paused, "Based on the current situation, we will give you two options. First, give up the child, and we will bear all the costs of surgery and postoperative recovery. For humanitarian reasons, we will also pay you a comfort payment. Second, keep this child."

He Jingnian looked at him, "Have you been investigating me all this time?"

Secretary Jin kept silent, which was his tacit consent.

"I choose two."

Secretary Jin nodded, "Then, Mr. Yuan hopes to marry you."

He Jingnian's eyelashes trembled, "Actually, I can face it myself. This matter is not Mr. Yuan's fault, and he does not need to be responsible."

"Not to you, but to the child."

He Jingnian lowered his eyes, "And then?"

Secretary Jin raised his eyebrows slightly, flashing a flash of surprise. "There is no after. The wedding is just a formality. You and Yuan Dong do not have a legal or substantive marriage relationship. When the child is born, Yuan Director will raise the child alone, and your relationship ends here."

After finishing speaking, he politely handed over a business card, "Director Yuan will give you three days to think about it, please feel free to contact me when you have made a decision."

He Jingnian didn't go to pick him up. "No need." He stood up, "I promise."

I promise.I do.

"I promise" is not an intellectual drive, nor is "I do" a given line.

"Click."

He Jingnian pressed the play button, and this action almost became muscle memory.Perhaps, all he can have in his life is this recording.

Should be satisfied, must be satisfied, He Jingnian warned himself for the umpteenth time.

Don't let there be any expectations that you shouldn't have.

He Jingnian was so tired that he fell asleep almost as soon as he closed his eyes, and even forgot to take off his earphones.In the morning, the alarm clock rang many times without waking up. He barely opened his sleepy eyes until Aunt Yang Li came to knock on the door.

Aunt Yang Li has taken care of Yuan Cisheng since she was a child, and she still stays at Yuan's house.Yuan Cisheng can't stand outsiders in the family, she is the only exception.

"Madam, hurry up, the young master is waiting for you." Seeing that He Jingnian was slightly dizzy, she couldn't help worrying, "Did you not sleep well last night? Or is there something wrong?"

He Jingnian smiled, "I'm fine."

On the dining room table, Aunt Yang Li had prepared a hearty breakfast for him, all of which were delicious, light and nutritious, but He Jingnian had no appetite.Yuan Cisheng was looking at him with a cold face, with dark chestnut hair and pale face, even though the sun was shining outside the window, he looked like a cold vampire.

"Do you wake up so late every day?"

He Jingnian suddenly became nervous, "I...I didn't hear the alarm clock today, and I was never late before."

The original speech was noncommittal.

He Jingnian lowered his head and put his bag on his back, "Then I'll go out first."

"Wait a minute." Yuan Ci turned over a page of the magazine leisurely, "Even if you leave now, you will be late."

He Jingnian squeezed his bag tightly, "I will stay and work overtime at night to make up for the lost time."

Yuan Ci closed the magazine and raised his chin, "Breakfast."

So He Jingnian could only pick up the porridge bowl and drink it spoonful by spoonful.

The porridge is green vegetable and lean meat porridge, the minced meat is delicious, and the green vegetables are finely chopped.Aunt Yang Li was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable if he drank cold, so she kept helping him to simmer it with a small fire, and it was steaming when he stirred it with a spoon.

He Jingnian's cat's tongue was afraid of burning, but he wanted to finish the porridge quickly.A mouthful of hot porridge slipped down his throat, scalding him to the point of tears, and he drank a few mouthfuls of cold water before suppressing the burning sensation.

"I'm done eating." He Jingnian raised his eyes, and his eyes collided with Yuan Ci's voice unpreparedly.

"What's the matter?" He was a little embarrassed, thinking that his embarrassment just now might be seen, not only his face was red, his lips were red, but even his ears were red.

The original voice turned away quickly, "Let's go."

It was not the first time that he and Yuan Cisheng were in the same car. He Jingnian knew his taboo, and when he got in the car, he tactfully pressed against the door and kept as far away from him as possible.After getting out of the car, Yuan Ci stopped him and stretched out his arms towards him.

He Jingnian was stunned, Yuan Cisheng even smiled at him, his green eyes shone like distant nebulae.At this moment, He Jingnian seemed to see the person he was thinking about, and his heart beat violently.Afterwards, before he could react in time, the original voice hugged him into his arms.

The man had long hands and long feet, and was much taller than him, with one arm completely wrapping around his waist.He Jingnian was so suffocated by his embrace that he subconsciously made a move.

"Go in." Yuan Ci's voice quickly let go of him, "I'll pick you up after get off work."

He Jingnian nodded in a daze.

As soon as he entered the office, colleagues surrounded him one after another, congratulating him on his happy wedding.At noon, several colleagues stopped him and invited him to have dinner, but He Jingnian declined with a smile.Shengheng's company canteens are all independent restaurants, and the prices are relatively expensive. He is used to bringing his own lunch boxes or going to convenience stores to buy bread.

When passing by the tea room, He Jingnian heard excited chatter coming from inside, one sentence to another.He was not interested in gossip, and was about to walk away when his name came clearly from his ears.

"This morning, the photo of He Jingnian and Yuan Dong embracing at the door has become a trending search. The two look really affectionate."

"It's just 'looks'. The colleagues in the Publicity Department have told me that the higher-ups have issued an order that the headlines of the major media these days must be weddings, and the heat must not be let down."

"The June wedding project has achieved far more success than expected, and Juno has become a hit this season. The essence of this wedding is indeed a commercial show."

"Indeed, consumers who don't know it must think it's too romantic. The debut of a new designer is a pair of wedding rings designed for himself and his lover. Thinking about it is very beautiful, and there is no need to shoot a large commercial."

"How could Director Yuan have a crush on He Jingnian? If you really love someone, it is absolutely impossible for you to consider everything from the perspective of profit when holding a wedding..."

The voice stopped abruptly.

At the door, He Jingnian was standing there quietly.

Several colleagues looked at each other in blank dismay, extremely embarrassed.After all, it is the chairman's wife, and they are discussing people's right and wrong behind their backs. If He Jingnian really makes a fuss, it may not end well.

But He Jingnian didn't.He still held the imminent bread that he had just bought in his hand, and walked silently to the water dispenser to pour water.

Like not hearing anything.

The red button is for hot water, the blue button is for cold water, the red button is always on, and the sound of gurgling water pouring out from the mouth of the cup is getting more and more stuffy.

The water glass was already full, but He Jingnian was distracted, and didn't turn off the hot water in a panic until he felt a distinct burning pain on the back of his hand.

Sitting at the corner of the quiet and deserted stairs, he wiped his eyes wet from the heat, took folic acid first, and then slowly ate his lunch.

After get off work, Yuan Cisheng came to pick him up on time and took him to the luxury shopping mall in the city center.

"I'll leave it to you." Yuan Ci said to Secretary Jin, "He's going to a banquet with me tonight, take him to buy some suitable clothes to wear."

"Yes."

When He Jingnian heard it, he couldn't believe it.He didn't expect Yuan Cisheng to be willing to bring himself into his circle, so he couldn't help asking in fear: "Wait a minute, may I ask..."

"Why are you nervous?" Yuan Ci interrupted in a cold voice, taking advantage of the situation to look him up and down, seeing his timid face made him even more impatient.

"In public, everyone is there, do you think it's appropriate for you to stand next to me like this?"

He Jingnian was taken aback, bowed his head in embarrassment, his cheeks were flushed.He has self-knowledge, he is an ordinary and dim existence that can't be found when thrown into the crowd, and he really doesn't have the qualifications to stand side by side with Yuan Cisheng.But being directly pointed out bluntly in person, I still couldn't help but feel sour and sad.

After arriving at the mall, He Jingnian was surrounded by four or five shop assistants and tried on one set of high-end ready-to-wear after another.It was the first time he came to this kind of luxury store, and he was quickly confused.

In a daze, he only felt that these clothes were very similar to Yuan Cisheng's usual clothes.The color system of black, white and gray, the iconic classic design, and the top-level tailoring technology are more dazzling than the models on the Milan catwalk when worn by Yuan Cisheng.

Coming out of the locker room this time, Secretary Jin, who was in charge of the gate, finally nodded.But before He Jingnian could heave a sigh of relief, he was taken to do styling again.Fortunately, the make-up artist was very kind and told him not to be nervous, saying that he has fair skin and beautiful facial features.

"Of course, manners also have a great impact on appearance. I noticed earlier that you always lower your head and look sullen, which makes you look depressed and listless."

He Jingnian let out a "hmm", and when he went out to accept the results for Secretary Jin, he deliberately straightened his back and raised his head.

At this moment, Yuan Cisheng just opened the door and came in.Whenever He Jingnian faced him before, he always lowered his eyes subconsciously and dodged his eyes, but this time he rarely mustered up the courage to look directly at him and said, "Mr. Yuan, do you think this is okay?"

There was a sudden silence in the air for a second.

Yuan Cisheng's eyes flicked across his face without any pause.

"The same requirements as the wedding, quietly follow me, don't make mistakes."

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