half blind

"Drink water?" The thing in Duanmurou's hand shook in front of Zhang Qing's eyes.

Zhang Qing breathed a sigh of relief, took the water glass, "Drink. Thank you."

Unscrewing the lid of the water glass, a strange fragrance wafted out.

"What are you soaking in?"

"Goji berries, cassia seeds and chrysanthemums are all clearing fire and improving eyesight." Duanmurou said, "I'll soak some fat sea for you after the shooting starts in two days."

Zhang Qing actually doesn't like drinking this kind of health tea, but there is still a burst of warmth in his heart, "Thank you, sister Rou."

"You don't need to thank me, thank you when you can take care of yourself." Duanmurou sighed and sat down beside Zhang Qing, following his gaze to the busy prop group go.

"Are you a little timid?" Duanmurou asked softly.

Zhang Qing was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect his manager to see through his thoughts so easily.

Seeing that Zhang Qing didn't speak, Duanmu Rou knew that she had touched his heart.

"Actually, let's just try." Duanmurou said, "Even if it really doesn't work and you quit temporarily, no one will blame you. After all, you are sick."

"Well, I know." Zhang Qing pinched the bridge of his nose.

Judging from Zhang Qing's expression, he didn't seem to be comforted by these few words.Duanmurou had no other choice but to pat him on the shoulder and sit with him.

After sitting for a few minutes, Chen Lou, Jia Hao, and some people from other departments that Zhang Qing didn't know all came one after another.Duanmurou told Zhang Qing all these, and Zhou Nanchen was still busy with the people in the logistics department.Li Fan hasn't come yet.

As soon as Jia Hao came, the whole crew suddenly became lively.This person is a self-acquaintance, he can chat with anyone, he is simply an automatic icebreaker.

Yin Ling couldn't sit still anymore, and the two of them sang together to control the topic.From who is having an affair with whom in the circle to talking about Trump's new tweets.

Zhang Qing was not interested in these topics, and sat on the side without interrupting, closing his eyes and thinking about the lines of the script to be filmed tomorrow.So he didn't notice when Chen Lou sat across from him.

"Brother Qing." It wasn't until Chen Lou called him that he realized that there was another person sitting opposite him.

"Hey." Zhang Qing quickly opened his eyes, although there is not much difference between opening and closing, only blurred shadows can be seen.He was fortunate that he had a pretty good memory, and he could tell that it was Chen Lou from his voice, "What's wrong?"

"Ah." Chen Lou whispered, "I thought you were asleep."

"No, just close your eyes for a while." Zhang Qing smiled.Chatting with people under such circumstances, he suddenly felt a little nervous.

Are his eyes looking in the right place?What is the expression on Chen Lou's face now?Will she find herself weird?

Zhang Qing felt that the expression on his face was a little stiff, and he didn't know where to put his eyes.Damn Zhou Nanchen, why hasn't he come back?

However, Chen Lou didn't seem to notice anything unusual about him, and continued, "Did you go to bed too late yesterday? You're so tired before the filming started. Be careful that you won't be able to hold on later."

"Thank you, it's okay." Zhang Qing smiled again, "What do you want me to do?"

"Oh, that's right!" Chen Lou seemed to have just remembered, and then Zhang Qing heard the sound of pages turning, "When I was reading the script just now, there was a paragraph that I didn't quite understand, and it was here..."

Chen Lou tilted the script in her hand towards Zhang Qing's direction, but Zhang Qing could only see a white blurred block.

Wipe, what should I do?

Zhang Qing immediately turned around to look for Zhou Nanchen, but he seemed to have entered the RV, and he didn't see it after scanning around.

"How about you read it to him?" At this moment, Duanmurou said, "I can still hear the effect of the lines."

Zhang Qing breathed a sigh of relief, and secretly lamented that Duanmurou was still clever.

"That's fine." Chen Lou looked at the script and found the line, "This is the place. When the heroine first met the hero in the first scene, after she called him to stop, didn't there be a change in expression and tone? After Xu Xiaoxiao said 'Chen Han, are you Chen Han?', Chen Han said 'Xu Xiaoxiao?' Here the script says that Xu Xiaoxiao's expression after hearing this sentence is 'moved'. I thought about it For a long time, I can't think of what tone and expression to use to express this change."

"You mean that Xiaoxiao just met Chen Han at the corner of the corridor of the teaching building?"

"En." Chen Lou nodded.

Fortunately, Zhang Qing had just watched this episode on the way here, and he still remembers it fresh, "You think, didn't Xiaoxiao recognize Chen Han first? You suddenly met someone you liked in the past in the new environment of the new school. People, and you thought you would never see him again, but you never thought that fate made a joke and let you get it back, so when you see Chen Han, subconsciously shouting his name is a kind of surprise and joy a feeling of."

Chen Lou nodded and listened very carefully.

"But after Xiaoxiao called Chen Han to stop here, Chen Han froze for a few seconds like this." Zhang Qing said while showing Chen Han's state in the plot, "'Xu... Xiaoxiao?' You have been thinking about it all the time. I kept him in my heart for several years, but he almost didn't even remember your name."

"Oh——I understand!" Chen Lou suddenly realized, "So Xiaoxiao's mood suddenly plummeted from surprise and joy, because the person she likes doesn't care about herself at all."

"It's almost like this." Zhang Qing rubbed his nose, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed about being a good teacher, "I'm just talking about my own opinion, which may not be correct. I still have to listen to what the director has to say."

"No, no, don't be modest, this is already very powerful." Chen Louchang breathed a sigh of relief, leaning on the folding chair and sighed, "Oh, senior is indeed a senior, a recruit like me is really inferior superior."

"Don't dare to act, dare not act." Zhang Qing said quickly, and Khan was shocked.It's too exaggerated that he, a low-level entertainer who earns his living by hype, will one day be called senior. "I've only been in the industry for two years, and senior is too exaggerated."

"That's more senior than me." Chen Lou said with a smile, "Actually, this is the first TV series I've acted in."

Zhang Qing was taken aback, "That's it. It's amazing to play the leading role in the first play."

No wonder he looked at Chen Lou so young last time, and thought it was an actress who could dress up, but it turned out that he was really that young.

"No, no." Chen Lou quickly waved his hands, and said embarrassedly, "It's just luck."

Zhang Qing also smiled.He knew in his heart that there was no luck in their line of work.The reason why Chen Lou was able to receive the heroine was probably because of his cousin Liang Yu.But judging from Chen Lou's tone, she probably didn't know about it.

It doesn't matter if you don't know, you can stay ignorant for as long as you can. There are too many and complicated things in the circle, it's better not to know or not to know.

"But Brother Zhang, have you ever considered entering the dubbing industry?" Chen Lou said suddenly, "Your voice is really nice."

Zhang Qing was even more embarrassed to be praised like this by someone he was not familiar with suddenly. He touched the tip of his nose and smiled, "Well... Actually, I have been in touch with it a little before, just for fun."

"Really?" Chen Lou was surprised, and then coughed dryly with some embarrassment, "Actually, I wanted to say it last time, your voice is very similar to a CV I liked in high school, Qingmo."

"That's right." Zhang Qing smiled.

"I liked him very much at that time, his voice was nice, and his singing was also nice." Chen Lou nodded, and sighed as if he was caught in a distant memory, "Qing Mo was very popular on the Internet at that time, and their studio made a lot of amazing things. There are many non-commercial radio dramas that are forced, and many of them are still saved on my mobile phone."

"It's not easy to love someone so hard." Zhang Qing took a sip of wolfberry cassia seed chrysanthemum water.

"Indeed." Chen Lou laughed, "I followed his news every day. But, it's a pity that he quit the circle not long after. He stopped posting on Weibo, and the drama didn't match. The whole person seemed to evaporate suddenly, and then their studio seemed to be disbanded, and I don’t know why.”

"Ah." Zhang Qing suddenly didn't know what to say, so he just responded.

"If he has been assigned until now, he must have been a big boss among the big bosses in the circle. I don't know how much better his voice and sense of drama are than the current rookies." Chen Lou's voice was very small, more like Talking to himself, his tone was full of resentment.After a while, as if she suddenly realized it, her face turned red in a flash.

"I'm sorry, I'm talking about my favorite things, are you tired of listening?"

"No." Zhang Qing smiled, "It's good to have your own hobbies."

At this time, I don't know who shouted, "Director Li is here!"

Those who were sitting, chatting, and eating melon seeds all stood up.Director Li smiled and shook hands with everyone, patting this shoulder and that shoulder, looking very amiable.

Zhang Qing sighed, had to stand up from the folding chair, and joined everyone's "Fake Smile Social" activity.

Fortunately, Zhou Nanchen appeared out of nowhere and suddenly appeared next to him. Zhang Qing's vision suddenly lit up, and he could see all the people and scenery around him clearly.

"Turn on the light." Zhou Nanchen whispered beside Zhang Qing.

Zhang Qing, who was still nervous because of Li Fan's approach one second, was amused the next second. He quickly put away his expression and coughed dryly, "Childish."

Li Fan is almost fifty, but there is no gray hair on the sideburns, and he looks very energetic. I don't know if the roots of the hair are really so strong or he pays more attention to hair coloring.

The last time I saw him at a banquet, he was well-dressed in a formal suit, but today he was wearing a very casual sweatshirt. Zhang Qing almost didn't recognize him at first sight.

To Zhang Qing's surprise, even though the actors didn't know Zhou Nanchen, the logistics departments and Li Fan were familiar with him, calling each one "Achen" very kindly.While Zhang Qing was coping with chatting with other people, he pricked up his ears and listened desperately to the sporadic conversations over there.

From the conversation, Zhang Qing knew that Zhou Nanchen was first dug into the circle by Li Fan.At that time, Li Fan was the producer of a costume drama. According to him, Zhou Nanchen showed amazing makeup skills and design aesthetics when he came to the crew. Li Fan confirmed that he would be the makeup artist and costume designer of that drama that day. assistant.

During this filming, Zhou Nanchen had just been promoted by Li Fan to be the team leader. He was considered a new official, so many newcomers from the Fuhua team came to get close to him.

However, with Zhou Nanchen's character, he probably doesn't even understand the meaning of the word "almost".Zhang Qing wanted to laugh a little.

Although Zhou Nanchen had to deal with greetings from acquaintances everywhere and couldn't stay by Zhang Qing's side all the time, his figure was always moving within Zhang Qing's field of vision.

Zhang Qing's gaze followed him all the time, and he felt a little more at ease.

Zhou Nanchen's figure was like a life-saving straw. Only when his clear figure appeared in front of his eyes, Zhang Qing could believe that he had not completely become a useless person.

After watching for a while, Zhou Nanchen seemed to have finished speaking, and walked towards Zhang Qing.

"Let's go, I said I'm going over there to burn some incense." Zhou Nanchen pointed in the direction.

"Yeah." Zhang Qing smiled, "I just heard what Director Li said."

"Are you okay?" Zhou Nanchen looked at him and asked.

"I'm fine." Zhang Qing blinked, "Good arms and legs."

"There were a lot of things just now. The props team was handing over to the service team. They have been explaining the preparations for the shooting tomorrow. I don't want to go far..."

"Zhou Nanchen." Zhang Qing interrupted him before he finished speaking, and said seriously, "You really don't need to do this, I'm fine."

"Yeah." Zhou Nanchen sighed and changed the subject, "It seems that you and Chen Lou have a good chat."

"She's a nice girl, a cute little girl." Zhang Qing smiled, "Hey, and this is her first time filming, I thought about it before, she looks like a student, but I didn't expect it to be true Just graduated."

"Very good." Zhou Nanchen nodded, "It's his first time."

"How do I talk." Zhang Qing looked around nervously, and said in a low voice after making sure that Chen Lou was not nearby, "You are not afraid of being heard."

"My eyes are better than yours, so she went ahead earlier." Zhou Nanchen said, "Besides, I didn't say anything, I'm still your fan."

Zhang Qing paused, "Did you hear that?"

Zhou Nanchen was taken aback for a moment, then realized that he seemed to have slipped his tongue, "Well... I didn't hear everything, I just heard a sentence or two."

Zhang Qing didn't speak, just looked down at the ground and walked forward.

"Aren't you going to tell her?" Zhou Nanchen asked again after a while.

"tell what?"

"Tell her that you are Qing Mo." Zhou Nanchen said.

"I told her, and then what?" Zhang Qing sighed, and looked at Zhou Nanchen, "Enjoy other people's admiration and sign for them? Then if people ask, 'Master Qingmo, why did you quit the circle in the first place?' I should How to answer her?"

Zhou Nanchen didn't speak.

"Some things are in the past, and no matter how much you miss them, you can't come back." Zhang Qing didn't continue to say more on this topic, "Let's go, we are far behind the big troops."

"Ah."

Many people don't know why Qing Mo quit the circle.

The fans didn't know it, the club didn't know it, and his colleagues didn't know it. Only he knew that the relationship that ended without a cause was like a thorn in his throat, and it was a hurdle he would never get over for the rest of his life.