I still can't forget her

"It's been so long, everyone has changed"

I don't know if Pu Chulong's words are the point. She just wanted to say that we have changed, or that she herself has changed. I was stunned for a long time and didn't figure out how to answer the question. The atmosphere was awkward go

"I still have something to tidy up." After sitting quietly for a long time, it seemed that there was no sign of continuing the conversation. Pu Chulong tidied up his things and stood up, "I'm going first."

I looked up at her, hesitating to speak, that question rolled in my mind many times, but I never asked

Maybe it was because she didn't wait for my farewell, Pu Chulong smiled and turned to leave, but I suddenly realized that she didn't even say "goodbye", and my heart began to feel uneasy again

"Park Chulong", I stood up suddenly, even I was startled, "So... have you changed?"

She froze for a while, I could see it, but I didn't wait for the sentence "no".Her footsteps on the ground seemed to be on my heart, very clear but painful, I fell into the sofa, feeling like crying

Didn't you agree not to bother her anymore? What is this problem, Yin Pumei, your own selfishness may disturb her peaceful life. Since she let go, why do you insist on obsessing over it?

That night I had another dream, dreaming that we went back to the time when we were in junior high school, dreaming of the time when we could still play and play carefree, and that she

"Teacher! I want to sit next to Pu Churong"

The seats in junior high school were adjusted by the teacher according to the grades. I was the first and she was the second. In order to improve the grades of the whole class, we were naturally separated by the class teacher, but I was not satisfied that there were two people between us. An aisle, I always feel that these hinder my enthusiasm for communicating with her. I like staying with Pu Chulong very much, and I always feel very happy to be with her. Raise your hand with your grades

"Why do you want to sit there?" Although we know that we have a good relationship, we don't necessarily have to sit together. I'm afraid the head teacher thought so too

"Maybe because it is close to the door, I can get food faster after class." Before I could say anything, Jin Nanzhu, my deskmate, said. She also loves food. She is always there on my way of eating and eating.

Knowing that Jin Nanzhu was just joking, but this reason seems to be easier for the teacher to accept than mine, so I didn't say anything

It’s just that the head teacher obviously thinks so too, “Then it’s better for you to sit obliquely in front of Park Chulong, it’s the closest to the door.” The head teacher is very easy-going, so I followed Jin Nanzhu’s words and continued.

"It's okay." Even the distance in a straight line diagonally ahead is shorter than it is now, but you can chat with Pu Chulong just by turning your head. If possible, I can accept it

"Okay, okay, as long as you are grabbing food, I don't think there is any difference between your current position and that one, so you can just sit here first." The class teacher just thought I was playing around, and started class after cleaning up the classroom discipline. And my 'appeal' is nothing.I pursed my mouth and looked sullen. I secretly glanced at Pu Chulong, feeling very dissatisfied, but she didn't have much expression, just now, during the whole process of 'arguing' with the teacher, she didn't open her mouth to say anything , also, it is unrealistic for someone like her to disobey the teacher's decision

It’s just that even this still can’t stop my enthusiasm for talking with Park Cholong. After every class, I will still throw down my boring textbooks and run to her, and I have often been teased by Kim Nam-joo, who is at the same table as Park Chorong, Lee Chang-seop, “disaster for Chi Yu”

"Who sprinkled water on the stool!", I stood aside and looked at my wet knees, a little angry

"It's me," Kim Nam-joo said with regret, "I was going to tease Lee Chang-seop, who told you to go to Lee Chang-seop's seat, it was the same last time." Kim Nam-joo looked at me with a helpless expression, "Who made you old? How can you blame me if you ran to find Chulong and didn't see clearly by yourself?"

Always looking for Pu Chulong... I seemed to have been poked into something, and suddenly shut up, but Pu Chulong said, "Is it okay if your pants are wet?"

"It's okay, just a wet knee, it will be fine in a while", I don't know if I am out of heart or I don't want to make Park Chulong worry, so I replied

"You." Park Chulong turned to look at Jin Nanzhu, "Don't keep teasing Lee Chang-seop, he just teased you once."

"I'm repaying him with the same way," Jin Nanzhu retorted, "I know you feel sorry for your Pumei, but I'm not targeting her. Next time, you can treat her better."

I rolled my eyes at Jin Nanzhu and turned to look at Pu Chulong. She had lowered her head and sat down again. I didn't see anything, but I felt that her face was a little red

"Okay, it's time for class, you go back, Bomi"

The time in junior high was roughly like this, even though I was separated from her in the third class of junior high, it still couldn't stop my enthusiasm for communication, and Zheng Eunji, who was in the same class as Park Chorong, naturally acted as our messenger

It’s just that Zheng Eunji seems to be more excited and active than me. One night, Zheng Eunji suddenly called me downstairs at my house, “Bomi! Bomi, are you home?”

"Ah", when I heard the voice, I opened the window and looked in. Zheng Eundi seemed to be holding something in his hand, "What's wrong?"

"I have something for you", Zheng Endi raised his hand and raised his hand, "Wait for me to go up and find you"

I opened the door of the house and waited, listening to the sound of Zheng Endi's ascending footsteps, I was still wondering what Zheng Endi wanted to give me at night

"Here", Zheng Eundi seemed a little excited, "Letter", seeing that I didn't respond, Zheng Eundi added, "Park Chulong's"

Park Chorong's?Why did Pu Chulong write to me... But I didn't ask, I reached out and took the letter over, but it seemed a little eager to others, Zheng Endi smiled meaningfully, and waved at me, "I first let's go"

"Well", I nodded and glanced at Zheng Endi, then raised my hand again, "Thank you for that."

I was not in the mood to continue watching the bloody TV series that was playing on TV. I ran to the room and closed the door, and found myself a little nervous. Although I didn’t know what I was nervous about, I turned the envelope over and over and watched it several times. Only after carefully taking it apart, Pu Chulong's handwriting is very beautiful, making people feel as comfortable as herself

"Pumi:

Congratulations on taking the first place in your age this time.”

First of all, I would like to congratulate me for taking the first place in the whole class. Although I have never cared so much about grades, I still feel very happy to be written by Park Chulong like this

"In addition to the previous incident, I have never found a chance to explain it. Sunny and I are just friends. I personally disagree with what she said, and I have told her many times not to call me that."

Speaking of the previous incident, Pu Chulong's classmate Sunny suddenly called Park Chulong "wife" everywhere, although it is very common for little girls to call like this, but I am very upset

I was still a child at the time, so I didn't realize that I couldn't vent my emotions on others.During that time, when I went to the gate of Pu Chulong’s class, I purposely only looked for Zheng Endi, for dinner, and for Friday’s early school dismissal. I never stopped when Zheng Endi said, and left right away. Chulong said hello before leaving

When I was young, I didn't know what lovesickness was like. Within a few days, I was attracted by other things, and I didn't feel too sad, but I felt something was wrong when I did anything.Zheng Eunji knew that I was having trouble with Pu Chulong, how could Pu Chulong not know, presumably this is the main purpose of her letter writing

Then Pu Chulong said something else, telling me to rest and take care of my body. The last line of text is

"My heart goes to you"

Then add your own name.At that time, I just felt that Pu Chulong was different. Others wrote "Sincerely, salute" and so on. Pu Chulong actually wrote such a literary thing. As for the deep meaning inside, I didn't go into it. As for the reason... ...Because I was too excited to see Park Chorong explaining to me that things were not what I thought, so I didn't think much about it

Now that I think about it, I'm really crazy

The author has something to say: I just found out that it hasn’t been updated for a long time, and recently I have slowly updated what I have written