I still can't forget her

"Chulong told me these things herself. Although I was very surprised, I still accepted it. She said this to me, which is considered trust in me, isn't it?" Lin Zhouhuan seemed to be asking me , but she wasn't asking me, "At first, Chulong always seemed very happy, but later I found out that you were still communicating with her at that time, but from a certain day, she seemed to suddenly become depressed, I asked What's wrong with her, but she always refuses to say. It wasn't until one time when she was drunk that she judged from her few words that you rejected her. That was the first time she heard your name. After that, she told you intermittently. I have something between the two of you."

I listened to his words and fell silent. Are you drunk? Could Chulong be so sad? I feel more and more cruel and irresponsible

"Because Chulong always looks unhappy, so I also persuaded her to let go of you. Of course, to be honest, I was a little selfish at the time, but on the other hand, I think you are too unworthy of her. It’s obvious that you didn’t do anything due to Long’s contribution, but,” Lin Zhouhuan took a sip of his wine, and then continued, “But she doesn’t allow me to comment on you, she said Only she knows how good you are, and she said that you are worthy of her. You see, Chulong is all about you, even if I say something about you, she will be angry. But I thought at the time, why are you worthy of her? Do it, obviously you have already rejected her, right? She still only likes you and only sees you"

"I...", this is the second time I heard Park Cholong's feelings for me from the second person, I was surprised, surprised by her persistence, surprised by her affection, but full of guilt, guilt For my evasion, for my cowardice

"However, I found out later that Chulong seemed to let go of her slowly." Lin Zhouhuan didn't care about my reaction, "It seems that she doesn't frown all the time, and she doesn't always walk alone People are dating, I thought she would forget about you, so I am willing to wait until the day when Chulong reopens her heart, will she accept me, even a few days ago, she seemed to finally let go, I thought I saw When I arrived at Dawn, I didn't expect that you came back not long after, and I realized that she didn't forget you at all, just to prevent us from worrying, and gradually stopped mentioning it, look at these ", Lin Zhouhuan took out On the phone, click on an SNS app, and hand it over, "This is Chulong's private account, she thought no one knew about it, so sometimes, she writes something on her mind."

I took it carefully, as if I took over Pu Chulong's scarred heart. It was different from what I heard from others. These words clearly expressed Pu Chulong's mood

The record started from the university, it seems that Chulong opened the account and wrote the first paragraph shortly after that incident.But she didn't blame me, instead, the whole article was full of remorse, regretting why she insisted on breaking the relationship between us, why she insisted on going further and ended up self-defeating

Chulong will write a paragraph every once in a while, there is no fixed period, and there is no fixed theme, but each text will mention me more or less, either cryptically or clearly, and when it is written about me, it is obvious It was so sad to feel her emotions.Even when I came back recently, although her tone was a little brighter, the sadness inside was a lot deeper, but it was because she promised her parents that she would try to get married. It had nothing to do with her, but she was blaming herself for not getting married. Can you hold on for a while longer, until I meet her again

Obviously I am also the protagonist in her writing, but I know that I am not as good as what she wrote in her writing, and she is making excuses for me.After reading one by one, I feel sorry for Pu Chulong

I quietly wrote down Chulong's account number, and then returned Lin Zhouhuan's mobile phone. I didn't know what to say, obviously relying on Chulong's feelings for me, I should be confident when facing Lin Zhouhuan, but For some reason, I feel a little guilty when facing him now, probably because I never took good care of Chu Long before.

Lin Zhouhuan put away his phone, didn't look at me, and just asked, "Will you treat Chulong well?"

"Of course", answered without a doubt, "I think I understand it", now that I understand my feelings, now that I have identified her, how can I treat her badly

"That's good", Lin Zhouhuan drank and stood up, "I hope you take good care of her"

"You...", I suddenly didn't know how to deal with it. I thought about Lin Zhouhuan's giving up, but I never thought that it would be now, in this conversation where I didn't even smell a trace of sex, I would start talking to Lin Zhouhuan. Zhou Huan felt sympathetic. I knew that I was not the one who defeated him. His compromise was for Pu Chulong. He is the one who really thinks about Chulong.

"I'm fine. In the future, if you have anything to do, feel free to come to me. You don't have to worry about other things. Oh, you may have heard rumors that Chulong and I will get married. Don't worry, it's just a plan. No, the plan is still there." No, it's just that the elders have some urgent personal thoughts, I will deal with this matter." Lin Zhouhuan looked at me solemnly, "Chulong, she... I left it to you"

I met his gaze, also with some seriousness, I suddenly realized that maybe we have never been rivals in love, we just want Chulong to be well

Seeing Lin Zhouhuan leave, I was about to leave too, but my phone vibrated suddenly. It was a coincidence that it happened to be the protagonist of our conversation just now.

"Chulong", I picked up the phone, the corners of my mouth raised for no reason, "Did you miss me?"

"..." There was a short silence, and one could feel that Chulong must have been quite speechless on the phone. When she spoke again, her tone was a little hesitant, "I just wanted to ask where you are."

"Ah, this", I turned my head and looked around, and announced a place name, "But, Chulong", after hearing her voice, the emotion that I wanted to see just now became more and more inflated, "I drank wine Can't drive, can you pick me up?"

"What are you drinking at night, take a taxi and go home by yourself", I could hear a little arrogance in Pu Chulong's complaint, she smiled silly a few times and listened to her hang up the phone.I'm not in a hurry to leave, I'm sitting on the side of the road looking around, I believe Chulong will definitely come

When she came, her hair was a little disheveled, and her clothes were a little thin. I think she came in a hurry, but she still looks good in this way.

I watched her approach, smiled at her and stood up, "You're here"

"Isn't it cold to sit on the side of the road at night?" There seemed to be a little reproach in her eyes, "Since you have taken the coat, why don't you put it on?"

"Because if you drink wine, it will smell." I put the clothes on her shoulders solemnly, and took her hand and walked towards the car

I don't know what she was thinking, neither pulled her hand back, nor said a word, just let me pull her to the side of the car

"So sorry for your trouble", I opened the driver's side door and looked at her, she looked at me, and sat in without saying anything

"So where's the destination?", she looked at me and turned to ask me after I put on my seat belt

"Your home", of course I know that Park Chulong is asking about the location of my home, but I have other ideas

As expected, Pu Chulong was taken aback for a moment, and his expression was still a little blank when he spoke, "Why are you going to my house..."

"Sleep", I answered very bluntly, and then I actually leaned back in my chair and pretended to sleep, as if I was just saying that I was going to sleep

It's just that even if I close my eyes, I can still imagine Chulong's sluggish expression, and if I drink too much and want to rest in the car, she won't call me forcibly, and she doesn't know my family In terms of specific location...

I heard her start the car, and then I slightly raised the corners of my mouth

When I parked the car again, I had already arrived at Chulong's residential area. Although I was just pretending at first, I really fell asleep on the way in the end, so when I woke up, I was still a little dazed. When did Pu Chulong put this coat on me? yes

"Here we are." Park Chulong parked the car and looked at me. Although I haven't fully woke up yet, I obviously feel that she has something to ask me

But before I could ask, she opened the car door and got out of the car, so I had no choice but to follow, and then went to her house again. Although I was also drunk, at least this time, my consciousness was still clear

"Chulong", I sat on the sofa and looked at the honey water she handed over

"I really like you"