Agreed, let's not chase her!

I don't know when Xu Wannan started taking drugs, but I knew when I saw the dense needle holes on her arms that she was serious enough to be injected.

Two months ago, Xu Wannan began to experience hallucinations and insanity. She couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion, and even had severe hypochondria.Xu Ru and I suggested that she receive psychotherapy, and she agreed, and I called Zhao Yayang, a doctor who has made great achievements in psychology, to treat her.When they met for the first time, Zhao Yayang used hypnosis techniques. Xu Wannan had something in her heart, and she didn't want to say it. The doctor couldn't get into her heart, so Zhao Yayang hypnotized her, and induced her to say that it had been causing her pain. Something she doesn't want to forget.

The treatment was terrible, Xu Wannan rejected the treatment from the bottom of her heart, she was very guarded, no one could really get into her heart, but the worst was not only that, there was also this woman Zhao Yayang, she was a les, she was thinking about Xu Wannan.

Even the sickly Xu Wannan was still beautiful, her melancholy and painful eyes deeply attracted Zhao Yayang.She held Xu Wannan in her arms presumptuously in front of Xu Ru and me, coaxed her with a psychiatrist's unique inducing and gentle tone, and even kissed her.

Zhao Yayang is a lunatic in psychology. She loves to analyze people's psychology, control other people's emotions, and attract people's hearts. This is the first time she has met someone like Xu Wannan who rejected her.

Xu Wannan fell asleep, Zhao Yayang tidied up the messy clothes that Xu Wannan had pulled, and said to me, "She mistook me for that person named Lu Yu."

I immediately turned cold, Xu Ru was on the scene and I couldn't speak well, so I slipped a piece of my business card to Zhao Yayang while explaining the situation to Xu Ru, and asked her out for a meal before we talked about it.

"Dr. Zhao, I hope you have the professional ethics of being a psychiatrist, and don't worry about patients unnecessarily." As soon as she came, I made my words clear, and my tone sounded bad.

She laughed a few times and said, "I'm doing an experiment report recently, and I think she can be my experimental guinea pig. When you brought her to see me, I found that she has many traces of self-harm. There is a way to numb her unconscious suicidal behavior, at least she can receive my treatment less painfully."

"You understand that's not what I meant. As for using Xu Wannan as an experiment, don't even think about it. If you dare to do that, I'll sue you in court."

"Hahaha, Ms. Wang is really interesting. I want to use Xu Wannan as an experiment, and her mother has allowed it. As for other meanings... I do have a different meaning for Xu Wannan, let her completely forget about that. People, is the only way to get rid of the source of her pain, isn't it? I don't think there is a better way to forget about a relationship than to let her start a new relationship again."

Hearing her crazy words, I smiled sarcastically: "Oh, you think you have the capital to make her forget the person in her heart, joke, you are really arrogant, I don't know where the confidence comes from. In order to go Seeing that person, Xu Wannan doesn't even want her life, just rely on you, dreaming!"

"Whether it's a dream or not, we'll know later."

There was a "bang" sound of glass shattering, and the blood trickled all the way down, hitting the shards drop by drop, stirring up bloody flowers.

"Hehe, very good, you actually injected patients without authorization, Dr. Zhao, if I sue this to the court, how sure do you think you will not be put in prison? Or...shot?" Xu Wannan pushed Zhao Yayang away. The water with sleeping pills was delivered. Before she entered the house, she looked through all the drawers here. Although it was a bit immoral, this doctor was really strange.

"Found it?" Zhao Yayang didn't panic at all as Xu Wannan imagined, but slowly cleaned the back of his bloody hand cut by the glass with the towel, and said, "It's just a small amount, it won't cause you addiction, and it's usually used in surgical operations. Well, the anesthetist will also put a small amount of meth in the anesthetic to help the patient relieve pain."

"Don't worry, I won't report you even if there are side effects. If I report you, how can I get more drugs?" Xu Wannan lay comfortably, recalling the joy of the treatment a few days ago, and said, " This is indeed a good thing, it can take me to meet the person I want to see, after Wen falls asleep, he will be taken to a place, where she is."

"You really have a big heart. In fact, I have a new experiment of hypnotherapy recently. First of all, you have to know that not all people who receive hypnotherapy can tell me what I want to know. Sometimes patients will fall into Can’t come out of the dream, sometimes the patient will die suddenly because of entering the horrible secret environment. The hypnosis scene is determined according to the patient’s own heart, but the patient’s psychology is often not firm, and it is easy to be affected by the stream of consciousness and be involved in consciousness. If you go into the vortex, you will be trapped in a terrible dream and cannot get out. Therefore, I plan to invest a certain amount of drugs and see how the effect will be. Try to paralyze the fear in the patient's heart and weaken the senses. It should be able to control the shuttle between good and bad dreams."

"Tell me so much. I'm not interested. You can do whatever you want. I won't resist. As for my spiritual aspect, I don't know if you can control me. It's just, be me, be you Can you continue to provide me with the rewards for the experimental product? I need that thing." Xu Wannan communicated in a commercially indifferent tone, "I can not only give you a price that suits your heart, but you are doing this experiment privately, right? The instruments and medicines needed for the experiment have to be bought with their own money, and I don’t know the channel, so I can give you the funds.”

Zhao Yayang's heart was moved, and Xu Wannan told her difficulties. Seeing the wise and calm appearance of the man in front of her, she was not as mentally ill as Wang Jing said. She suddenly realized something, and said: "Miss Xu actually has no mental abilities. Illness, I just don’t want to face it, facing that person is already dead..."

"If you say such things again, I will post the recording of what you said just now on the Internet. According to what you said, I am not sick, but you have injected me into my body. Injected into the human body without permission. □Doctor Zhao knows better than me what the crime is. As for whether I did it voluntarily, I believe Wang Jing will give me a good answer."

The smile on Zhao Yayang's face froze for a moment, and then he smiled and said: "Miss Xu is a powerful woman, and someone like Zhao admires it. But in order to maintain our doctor-patient relationship, please also play well with me."

"Of course."

"Hehe." It's impossible to have any plans for Xu Wannan, only this level of interest is beneficial to him.

Since then, Zhao Yayang has provided sex to Xu Wannan without restriction, no matter where the channel is, but there is no trace of the transaction, so he will not be caught by the police.

But Xu Wannan seemed to be addicted, she kept smoking, and her spirit became more and more trance, and she often fell into the illusion and couldn't get out.The illusion is so beautiful, in the illusion, who is Lu Yu intact, who is by her side, continuing the days after their marriage, living an ordinary and warm life.

Xu Wannan became more and more greedy for this illusory beauty, blindly telling herself never to wake up, once she woke up, she would start smoking continuously, this kind of life is really enough, happy and cruel.

and then?

Then Xu Wannan committed suicide.

On the morning of August 28, Zhong Lin and I brought Xu Ru and Mr. Xu to Xu Wannan's residence to persuade her to be admitted to the hospital for treatment. After knocking on the door for a long time, there was no movement. It was clear that Xu Wannan was at home instead of going to the company. Why not? open the door?

We broke in and found her in the bathtub in the bathroom. She soaked herself in the bathtub. She was still wearing a white shirt and skirt, all soaked, her sleeves were rolled up, and her arms were full of needles. Kong, holding an empty syringe in his right hand, was completely submerged in the water, with the corners of his mouth raised slightly, showing a happy smile.

She is dead.

Xu Ru fainted on the spot, and even Xu Hu, who had seen many life and death and wars of violence, burst into tears.Zhao Yayang told me that no one in the world can save Xu Wannan, she wants to die, and no one can stop her.

Xu Wannan, Xu Wannan, I don't even know what to say about you, what's wrong with being alive, I have to court death.I'm so sad, it's not that I have a deep friendship with this guy, it's just that I simply feel sorry for the destruction of an outstanding young man.

For a while, the media seemed to be crazy and published the news about Xu Wannan's suicide everywhere. The words related to drugs, depression, and neurosis were extremely glaring. Mr. Xu was furious and banned the Internet for three days in Yuncheng.

Xu Wannan's funeral was not big, probably Xu Wannan simply wanted to die soon and find her own wife, she didn't care about her funeral at all.As for the members of the Xu family, in the following month, no one grinned or even spoke much.

Mr. Xu searched everywhere for the person who sold sex to Xu Wannan, and finally caught Zhao Yayang and related people in the black market, and directed all his anger on them. Except for Zhao Yayang who was sentenced to 15 years by the judge, everyone else was shot and killed.

The only heir of the Xu family died, and there was only one child who was less than half a year old.

The whole family kept silent about Xu Wannan's affairs, and devoted themselves to nurturing Xu Lin. Xu Lin's family members would satisfy him whatever Xu Lin wanted, but when she wanted a mother, no matter whether it was grandpa, grandma, or even grandpa, his face would become angry and sad.

He seems like a child without parents, huh?

But every August 28th, he would go to the cemetery in Yuncheng to worship two women, one named Lu Yu and the other named Xu Wannan, who were buried together.

Why worship them both?Xu Lin thought about this question for 15 years and didn't think about it. When he came to worship for another year, there was a strange aunt standing there.

In the blink of an eye, Xu Wannan's son is 15 years old. Xu Wannan is a great beauty, and her son is indeed a handsome young man. When he grows up, he will fascinate a group of little girls.

As for me, I really wanted to have a child at the beginning, but I suddenly didn't want to have a child. Why do I have a child, and no one laughed at me for being a useless name.

I remember Xu Ru said that the boy seemed to be called Xu Lin. He walked towards me with a pure face, pointed to the two women in the photo on the monument and asked, "Auntie, do you know the people here? I think you will come too." Worship, you must know them, can you tell me about them? Grandpa, grandma and grandpa don't tell me."

not tell him?I'm afraid it's because they don't want to face the fact that Xu Wannan committed suicide. To be honest, Xu's family is still the same, and they love each other.

I pointed to the photo and said, "Yes, the person in the photo and I are good friends. Lu Yu on the left is the woman who gave birth to you. She died as soon as she gave birth to you. Xu Wannan on the right is the woman who gave birth to you. The egg woman, after Lu Yu's death, she also committed suicide two months later to find her. The two of them are lovers, and they are also married. The one who received the certificate can be said to be your mother! They are very affectionate, and they are probably very happy in the underground now!"

I touched her hesitant expression, um, test-tube baby I remember it was written in the biology book in junior high school, he should have seen it, don’t say I’m too cruel, I’m afraid the Xu family’s disease is genetic , I have to help that guy Lu Yu cure the child!

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It's over, it's over!

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After "Don't Chase" is over, it will be "The Rest of My Life", I'm going to start the article!

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