[Rebirth] A long stream of water

Bai Bei asked him more than once: "Brother Cheng, why don't you let Xiao Ning know the truth?"

Feng Cheng would look out the window, with an affectionate but helpless smile on his lips, "Everyone has the right to like others, I have it, and Xiao Ning has it too, if he can be happy because of this, I'll just look at him from afar .”

Proud as a closed city, he doesn't bother to do such a thing of stealing love, not to mention, he was the one who left first, why would he ask Xiao Ning to defend himself like a jade for him, and, even if Xiao Ning didn't forget He, they are still together, and he can't guarantee that Xiao Ning will fall in love with him.

Because of too many concerns, Fengcheng lost the best time to meet Xiao Ning.

And because of too many considerations, Fengcheng backed down again and again, and missed the beautiful years of owning Xiao Ning.

Things in this world have always been like this, you love me, I love him, he doesn't love me, and you who I met at the wrong time still can't get my love.

When Xiao Ning was 21 years old, Feng Cheng was already a 29-year-old mature man.

His name is gradually covered with a layer of mystery, and the sharp edge of his youth is gradually hidden, replaced by a man's eyes as deep as an ancient well. Feng Cheng is sitting in the office smoking a cigarette, his fingers are long and slender, with distinct joints, index finger and middle finger With a half-burnt cigarette in between, Bai Bei opened the door and came in, and was immediately choked by the strong smell of smoke in the room. Feng Cheng saw him and asked, "Why are you here?"

Bai Bei didn't answer, he just walked over and opened the window to let the smell of smoke dissipate as soon as possible, then he came back, stood beside Fengcheng, and said softly, "Xiao Ning found out."

"what?"

"About Jin Feng and Xiao Yu."

Feng Cheng frowned, "How did you find out?"

"Catch the traitor in bed." Bai Bei's voice was very soft. In fact, they already knew that Xiao Yu had some ambiguous thoughts about Jin Feng, but what they didn't expect was that these two people would sleep so blatantly. Fortunately, he was caught by Xiao Ning on the spot, tsk, Xiao Yu is going to be in bad luck now.

Feng Cheng extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and said lightly: "Jin Feng is not suitable for Xiao Ning."

Bai Bei nodded approvingly, quite proudly, "So Brother Cheng, you can go out now."

Feng Cheng hooked the corners of his lips, the bright sunlight outside the window crept in from the edge of the window, a layer of faint golden light floated on his face, he was so handsome that he was not human, Bai Bei could barely look away after one glance , if he continues to look at it like this, he is afraid that he will become lustful if he can't help it, and he will really be unable to bear it.

Successes and misses never catch people off guard. They are everywhere, and if you are unlucky, you will bump into them.

Fengcheng dreams that one day he can firmly hold Xiao Ning's hand, like 16 years ago, when Xiao Ning smiled at him, trusting him with all his heart, when he looked at him, the smile on his face was as bright as a sunflower, and his pair of bright There is a little joy in her eyes, a little love.

However, the gears of fate turned suddenly at this very moment, throwing him far away from Xiao Ning. He could only watch helplessly as his dream shattered and turned into dust.

In Su Bai's ward, it was so quiet that a needle could be heard falling.

Bai Bei was leaning on the sofa wearily. He hadn't closed his eyes for several days. His eyes were blue, and the beard on his chin was showing off because the owner didn't care. Suddenly the door was pushed open. The complexion of Ling Bo outside was almost the same as that of Bai Bei in the room, he walked in lightly with an insulated box in his hand, and whispered to Bai Bei: "Go and sleep for a while, I'll watch over here. "

Bai Bei shook his head and wiped his face, "I'm not sleepy, let's put the soup aside, and drink it when he wakes up."

Ling Bo put the insulated box on the coffee table according to his words, and then sat down opposite Bai Bei. The two were relatively silent, occasionally meeting their eyes, and then moving away without a trace.

I don't know how long it took before there was movement on the hospital bed.

Bai Bei and Ling Bo got up and ran over almost at the same time. The man on the hospital bed had a handsome face, his brows were like eagles, and his thin lips were sharp. Even with his eyes closed now, it's not hard to imagine his sharpness when he woke up. , his face is now as pale as paper, his lips are bloodless, and the pure white hospital gown wraps his increasingly thin body. Being constantly stirred by sharp objects, it was stuffy and painful.

After a while, Feng Cheng opened his eyes. Although his complexion was paperless, his eyes were as sharp as ever. When he saw the two people beside the bed, he gently pulled his lips, "You don't want to do your own thing, stay here and do it. What?"

Bai Bei wanted to shake his hand on the drip, but he didn't dare after thinking about it, he just said, "You've been in a coma for three days."

Feng Cheng responded and looked at Ling Bo, "Has Mo Yan been here?"

"You were falling asleep when you came here, so he sat for a while and then left." Ling Bo secretly clenched his fists, but his voice remained calm.

Feng Cheng asked again: "How is Xiao Ning recently?"

"very good."

"That's good." Feng Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at the two of them again, "You go back first, and come over when you have something to do." His voice was always low, mixed with almost inaudible exhaustion, Bai Bei sipped Pursing his lips, he pulled Ling Bo out of the room.

The two of them walked to the depths of the corridor before stopping. Ling Bo punched the wall, and the white wall immediately turned bright red. Ling Bo's voice was extremely angry and helpless, "Why?! Why? Like this! Why does God want to do this!"

Bai Bei turned his eyes away, looking at the crowd below.

Yes, there are so many people in this world, why is the one who is about to die locked down?

What a proud and conceited man this is. He is decisive, heroic, and has a deep affection for Xiao Ning. Why does the word "close the city" appear on the critical illness notice?Obviously it could be Bai Bei or Ling Bo, why...it was him.

"Bai Bei, is what the doctor said true?" Ling Bo asked with red eyes after venting enough.

Bai Bei pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and replied: "I invited the attending doctor back from the United States. He is an expert in brain tumors, so..."

"Impossible!" Ling Bo interrupted him rudely, as if he was afraid to listen, "Brother Cheng has not yet reached 30 years old, and he is still so young, how can he have terminal brain cancer? Why is it only one year old?" Is it dead? Where did you find that doctor, will it be unreliable?"

Bai Bei frowned, his hands in his pockets were clenched into fists, but his face was still so ordinary, he would always remember the scene that afternoon, he went to tell Fengcheng that Jin Feng and Xiao Yu had slept together The matter, he said that it was finally Fengcheng's turn to act. The smile at Fengcheng at that time was not unpleasant. This was the most vivid scene he had seen on his face in so many years. However, in the next moment, Fengcheng's body He fell straight down, his eyes were closed tightly, and there were beads of sweat on his forehead. One moment he was clearly talking, but the next second, he was no longer awake.

Even though he was used to countless big scenes, he lost all his squareness at this moment. He could only support Fengcheng's limp body, his mind went blank.

In his cognition, Fengcheng is a god, and a god is invincible and will never fall.

However, the God in his mind was right in front of his eyes, collapsing like a mountain.

The results came in the afternoon of the day when the city was closed and sent to the hospital. The four big characters of advanced brain cancer hurt his eyes, and he and Ling Bo cried like two fools in full view. Naturally, they couldn't believe such a result. Bai Bei immediately asked his friend in the United States to accept the most famous brain tumor doctor, and asked a special plane to take him over to diagnose and treat the city.

Originally, he and Ling Bo meant to let Fengcheng know, but who Fengcheng was, he could guess his illness just from their expressions, Bai Bei couldn't, so he could only tell the truth.

After Fengcheng heard that the brain cancer was in the advanced stage, the expression on his face was as indifferent as ever, as if every word Bai Bei said had nothing to do with him, only the hands placed by his side trembled slightly, Bai Bei could see Uncomfortable, he could only lower his head to look at his toes, and then he heard an indifferent laugh rolling out of Fengcheng's mouth, this kind of laughter was different from what he had heard before, it was unwilling and unexpected , It is the helplessness after accepting the reality.

After a long while, I heard Fengcheng's crackling and charming voice: "It seems that I am destined to miss him in this life."

Everyone in the room knew who he was referring to, and just because they knew it, they felt even more sad.

Ling Bo wiped his eyes, and suddenly said: "Brother Cheng, I'm going to call Xiao Ning here." As he said this, he was about to rush out the door, but was stopped by Feng Cheng, who looked at him with dark eyes. There was a strange dark light in his eyes, "I'll only say this once, no matter who you are, if you want to tell him a word about me and Xiao Ning, don't come to see me forever." The voice was so soft, but it sounded like a jackhammer slamming down in everyone's ears. Ling Bo withdrew his foot unwillingly, "Then what should we do! Could it be that he will never know that there is someone who loves him so much in this world?" ?"

Feng Cheng laughed, even though he was pale, his smile was still dazzling, "When you fall in love with someone, you will naturally understand how I feel."

Only when you are in the same situation, you will realize that loving someone does not need to be in love day and night, you just need to watch him live a good life, even if he is surrounded by hatred, even if there is always something unsatisfactory, as long as he is still good It is enough to be satisfied if you survive in a certain corner.

When winter came, Fengcheng's illness improved somewhat, but because of chemotherapy, his original thick black hair had already fallen out, and he didn't seem to care about it, but Bai Bei and Ling Bo were always afraid of it. Seeing his calm face.

Even if he is plagued by illness, Fengcheng still shows the decisiveness and strength that a superior should have, but he is more often fascinated by stacks of photos. The protagonist of countless photos is undoubtedly the same person, from immature children From the era to the appearance of a young man who has just shown his sharpness, to the figure of a young man who is now handsome and absolutely beautiful, Fengcheng can always stare at them all afternoon. His eyes tirelessly move from one photo to another, from the photos People's eyebrows to lips, and then to all the places that can be seen, one by one.

He was so focused on watching that Bai Bei couldn't bear to disturb him.

It wasn't until Fengcheng raised his head occasionally that he realized his existence, "Here we come." He said.

Bai Bei nodded, intending to report to him, but Feng Cheng raised his hand and said with a smile: "In the future, you don't need to report to me about big and small matters, you can just make up your mind."

Bai Bei opened his mouth, but finally said nothing.

Fengcheng then ignored him and continued to look down at the photo in his hand. Bai Bei was by his side, as quiet as air. After a long time, Fengcheng said softly, "Xiao Ning still visits Lan Kwai Fong often recently?"

Bai Bei was startled, not knowing how to answer.

Xiao Ning has been brooding over the matter of Xiao Yu and Jin Feng. Recently, he went to Lan Kwai Fong to find the young master more and more frequently. Bai Bei knew that even if he didn't say anything, many people in the closed city would pay attention to this matter for him. But he never thought that Fengcheng would ask about it himself.

It took a while before Bai Bei answered "yes".

Feng Cheng's expression remained the same, his eyes still lingering on the photo in his hand, just when Bai Bei thought he couldn't speak, he suddenly said: "Call Lao Wu here."

Old Wu is one of Wu Ya's disciples, he was only used once in Fengcheng, and then he was accepted as a disciple.

Lan Kwai Fong is located in the center of Anning, specializing in the business of young masters. Because the boss has a strong background, the relevant departments have turned a blind eye. The front gate of Lan Kwai Fong is as lively as a market, and it is open every day. The amount is enough for the sum of living expenses of the whole city for a month. At the quiet and dark back door of Lan Kwai Fong, a black car drove up from a distance. The driver parked the car precisely at the door, and Ling Bo got out of the car and walked around to the back seat. , respectfully opened the door.

The man's slender and tall body walked out immediately, and the dim street lamp not far away hit his face, his pale complexion could be vaguely seen, and his handsome facial features were a little strange in the dark night, only those eyes were bright and energetic, looking at the world with disdain He was dressed in black, with a baseball cap of the same color on his head. Ling Bo led him inside, and said as he walked, "Lao Wu and Bai Bei have arrived."

Feng Cheng nodded slightly, and then walked into the silver-gray dedicated elevator.

When Ling Bo pushed open the door, Bai Bei and Lao Wu stood up from the sofa at the same time. Ling Bo stepped aside slightly, and a man in a black windbreaker walked in. His silhouette was deep and sharp, and the baseball cap on his head extended. He properly covered those eyes that were as dark as night, so that people only saw the high nose bridge and slightly pursed lips, Bai Bei walked over and said to him: "Brother Cheng, the person is inside. "

Feng Cheng nodded, looked at Lao Wu who was not far away, and asked, "Is the medicine you took harmful to your body?"

Old Wu replied: "Don't worry, brother Cheng, there is no harm, but he will be a little dizzy after waking up."

Fengcheng frowned almost inaudibly, and walked towards the closed door. When his figure was about to disappear behind the door, he suddenly said: "Go back and study a new medicine, if it doesn't have any side effects."

Hearing this, Lao Wu lowered his head and said, "Yes."

The door was closed behind the closure of the city, and the lights in the room were a bit dim, which was specially designed for the taste of the guests. The person he was thinking of was lying on the big bed in the middle at the moment, with ordinary features, but a particularly attractive face. Approached, then sat down on the bed extension, the person on the bed seemed to be in a dream, his brows were slightly frowned, Feng Cheng thought it was funny when he saw it, so he stretched out his hand, smoothed his brows gently, and said in his mouth: " Xiao Ning, what did you dream about?"

Obviously knowing that the other party can't hear, but still want to wait for an answer.

Feng Cheng's eyes moved down from his face, Xiao Ning's body was no longer that of a child who was five or six years old, but with the tension and thinness of a grown man, Feng Cheng's gaze couldn't help it He lingered again and again, and finally fixed on the slightly upturned lips. The man's eyes sank, and the expression on his face changed again and again. Finally, he sighed, bent down, and swallowed the thoughts that he had been thinking about day and night. thin lips.

The fingertips of his fingers have turned dark black, and the nails are still round and neat. Feng Cheng's lips lay dormant on the man's mouth on the bed for a long time, and then he slowly raised himself up, his fingers found the man's hand, and they interlocked, vowing To never be separated.

It was almost dawn, and Lao Wu said that the effect of the medicine was about to wear off, and the person would wake up once the effect of the medicine was over.

Bai Bei sat on the couch, stared at the closed door for a while, did not speak, Ling Bo also lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, the floor-to-ceiling windows were covered with water vapor, through the dense water vapor he could see, It is a sky that is as white as a fish belly. There are not even birds at this time, and the sky is as clean as a turbid lake.

Suddenly there was a "cha" sound in the quiet space, the closed door opened, and Feng Cheng's face appeared in front of everyone.

Several people stood up from the sofa, took two steps to seal the city, their feet went limp, and they were about to fall to the ground, when Bai Bei and Ling Bo rushed forward to hold their arms, Bai Bei let Ling Bo Going down to drive, I and Lao Wu supported Fengcheng on the left and right. After walking a few steps, Fengcheng stopped suddenly and looked back at the room shrouded in the morning light. Xiao Ning was lying there, neatly dressed, and his face peaceful.

Feng Cheng didn't know what he thought of, and suddenly he smiled, that smile was as gentle as water, lingering and lingering.

Time is like a fan, between closing and closing, several years have passed, and when I look back, I find that I have not accomplished anything. It is early spring now, and the flowers in the garden are in full bloom. , full of flowers, Bai Bei got up early in the morning and was busy in the kitchen wearing an apron. Ling Bo also walked in afterward. The two did not talk, only the sound of raising and lowering the knife, and the "sizzling" of the oven Voice.

When everything was ready, the bell in the hall just rang nine times.

The two brought the prepared breakfast to the table, and the bedroom door on the second floor opened, and a thin man walked out slowly. He was wearing a silk nightgown, and his long-term illness had already destroyed his thin body. His figure and handsome face are thin, and he is no longer as handsome as before. However, his eyes are still clear, and even deeper than before. He walked down the stairs step by step, and said with a smile: "Morning. "

Bai Bei and Ling Bo raised their heads at the same time, and smiled at him, "Morning."

After Feng Cheng took his seat at the main seat, Bai Bei and Ling Bo sat down on the lower heads on both sides of him respectively. Ling Bo held up the orange juice in front of him and said with a smile: "Brother Cheng, happy birthday."

Bai Bei also raised his glass, with a rare happy smile on his face, Feng Cheng waited with a smile, picked up the warm milk, and said softly with his thin lips: "Thank you."

Feng Cheng felt that his left and right hand skills were quite face-saving, so he ate two sesame buns. Bai Bei and Ling Bo looked at each other, and found something gratifying in each other's eyes.

Unknowingly, they have accompanied the closure of the city for decades.

The 36th birthday of Fengcheng was quietly spent on such a morning. From the age of 29 to 36, Fengcheng lived a year longer than the doctor expected. Even the doctor said it was a miracle. Only Bai Bei He Lingbo knew what Fengcheng was thinking.