long thought

When Lin Zhi walked over, Yang Fengshi was still in a daze, his eyes were unfocused, and he seemed to be dumbfounded.

"Yang Fengshi?"

It wasn't until he heard him calling him Yang Feng that he realized it. He clenched the handle of the shopping cart and smiled unnaturally, "What a coincidence." He quickly lowered his head again.

The girl also came over and asked Lin Zhi, "This is your friend?"

Lin Zhi didn't deny it either, and just added, "Student."

In fact, they are not even friends, Yang Fengshi thought in his heart.

"That's just right." The girl shook Lin Zhi's arm, "Ask your classmate to help you."

"This is my sister." Lin Zhi first introduced the girl, and then said, "We were playing at a nearby golf course and came to buy some water. I forgot to bring my mobile phone." His mobile phone was at home and he didn't bring it out at all.

Yang Fengshi reacted briefly, and abruptly took out the mobile phone from his pocket, "I brought the mobile phone."

"Pfft." Lin Xinwei laughed, "Your classmate is quite cute."

Yang Fengshi also smiled when he saw Lin Zhi, and belatedly felt ashamed.

He always seems to be doing stupid things in front of him.

Yang Fengshi bought a bunch of things, and Lin Zhi and Lin Zhi were waiting beside him when he checked out.

"Buying so many things, do you live close by?" Lin Xinwei looked at him with big and small bags, and it seemed a little difficult to carry them in his hands.

Yang Fengshi only nodded, and Lin Zhi went on to say, "I'm in the same neighborhood as me."

"Oh, what a coincidence." Lin Xinwei's tone was exaggerated.

Lin Zhi seemed to be used to it, so he didn't respond. He just stretched out his hand to pick up what Yang Fengshi was holding, "I'll help you carry something."

"No need..." Yang Fengshi wanted to dodge but didn't.

Lin Zhi took it over and weighed it, "It's quite heavy." Then he turned to Lin Xinwei and said, "I'll just go back and forget it, you can tell them."

Yang Fengshi thought it was because of him, so he quickly waved his other hand, "It's very close, I can go back by myself." Even though he was heavier than this before, he carried it back by himself.

Lin Xinwei naturally understood that Lin Zhi was not because of him, so she patted Lin Zhi on the back, "You do this again, every time you sneak away, then they will have to blame me again."

Lin Zhi pretended to touch his shoulder, "It's not once or twice, let them go."

Maybe it was Yang Fengshi who was here, Lin Xinwei didn't say anything more, she gave Lin Zhi a glance and walked away with the water in her arms.

A section of road that has been traveled countless times, but it seems to be much shorter than before, and it will arrive soon.

"You live near the south gate?" Lin Zhi asked casually.

Yang Fengshi suddenly became nervous, and his words became awkward, "Yes, but that, my company is at the north gate, that is, the north gate is closer." He lied.

"Oh." Lin Zhi responded.

Also, what does he care about?

Lin Zhi handed the things to him, and then asked, "How can I give you the money?"

Yang Fengshi shook his head hastily, "No need, it's just a few bottles to drink, I haven't thanked you yet for the Tongrong matter."

"I don't even know what I've helped you with." Lin Zhi smiled and said, "How about this, you add me on WeChat, and I'll forward it to you."

Originally, Yang Fengshi would never accept this money, but he really couldn't resist the temptation to add WeChat, so he finally handed over the phone, "Then... alright."

Lin Zhi is an art student. In the past, he only saw that his fingers were very slender. Now that his mobile phone is in his hand, he realizes that his palm is also very big, almost covering it completely with one hand.

"I'll agree when I go back." Lin Zhi returned the phone to him.

His fingers were very long, Yang Fengshi was timid and guilty, and he only dared to pinch the phone a little bit.

Lin Zhi was a little amused, "What kind of trick are you doing?"

Yang Fengshi's hand trembled, and his fingertips felt a little warm.

He pretended to be calm, took the phone back, and avoided talking about his question, just bowed his head and thanked, "Thank you." But he didn't even know what he was thanking.

As soon as Yang Fengshi got home, he sat on the sofa with his mobile phone in his hand. After thinking about it, he changed his name to "Yang Fengshi". The head of the dog, so he took a few more photos of Xiao Hei, not to say what was bad, but it was really not good-looking.

But he couldn't control that much anymore, he chose one of the better ones as his profile picture.

He tossed and turned on the sofa for a while, and Xiao Hei sat beside him tilting his head to look at him, as if he didn't quite understand what was wrong with his master.

Suddenly, he jumped up from the sofa, startling Xiao Hei.

Z: Thank you for today

Z: [red envelope]

His WeChat name is a very simple capital letter, and his profile picture is a weird little boy, which should be a picture he has drawn.

Yang Fengshi: You are welcome.

He received a red envelope, 100, which was much more than those bottles of water.He waited for a while, but Lin Zhi didn't call him back.

It would be a lie to say that he is not disappointed, but he seems to have no room for disappointment, they are not even friends.

Yang Fengshi lay on the sofa and looked at his phone for a while before getting up to sort out the things he had just left at the door.

At night, he tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep. After thinking about it, he decided to go to work tomorrow. For him, the days when he had something to do might be more comfortable.

The image of Lin Zhi and Lin Xinwei standing together kept replaying in his mind. They were siblings, but those in the past were not.

In the second year of high school, puppy love began to prevail in the school. The principal and the grade director would stress many times in the morning meeting every Monday that learning comes first.But in fact, they know that in a school like theirs, falling in love doesn't actually affect their grades.

But so what, minors are not allowed to fall in love, there is no legal regulation, but it is acquiesced by everyone.

Lin Zhi is always accompanied by someone, two or three people, it seems that there will always be a change.Yang Fengshi knew that people like Lin Zhi would definitely be liked by many people. If he didn't have the courage to step forward, there would naturally be people with courage to step forward.So he could only watch from a distance, envious and jealous.

Until at a certain moment, he noticed that the girl with the high ponytail stayed by his side for a long time, they ate together and had gym class together.

That day, when the girl was holding his arm, he saw him and recognized him.

He didn't understand it at the time, but later he figured it out. It was at that moment that he felt inferior to his bones.

He seemed to see the self who would never dare to get closer after a long time, like a planet surrounding the sun, never ending, and never intersecting.

He is mediocre, cowardly, and even the gender is wrong. He will be unwilling if he is not close to him, and even more unwilling if he is close to him.

From high school to university, in six years, he watched the girls around him change from high ponytails to loose hair and short hair. The shortest time was only one month, and the longest time was only half a year.While he was sad, he was also glad that he didn't really like them that much.

He liked him very much, so for many years, he only liked him alone; he didn't like them that much, so when the enthusiasm faded, there was nothing left.

After so many years, he still can't do not care, but he can always comfort himself.After graduating from university, he hadn't seen him for more than a year. At that time, he was very busy every day and fell asleep after work, so he had little time to think of him.

Maybe he can forget it, Yang Fengshi thought, it seems that he is not impossible.

But after his job stabilized, he became less busy, and the bone-piercing emptiness overwhelmed him again.

But he was no longer by his side.

Maybe it was God pitying him, half a year later he met him again, knew where he lived, once again, he returned to the original position, neither far nor near, inaccessible but still visible.

This stay is another six years.

Six years and six years later, he was already 28 in a blink of an eye.

In 28 years, 14 years of his life became more vivid because of Lin Zhi's existence, and for two years, he lived by overdrawing himself.

He will be 29 soon, and he has not celebrated his birthday for many years, but he has been counting his age with his fingers.

The older he got, the more flustered he became, not because of the passing of youth, but because of Lin Zhi.

He could be single all the time, but Lin Zhi couldn't. Maybe one day, he would find the love of his life and spend the rest of his life with her.What should he do until then?Can you still comfort yourself?

He took out his phone to look again, Lin Zhi's WeChat was lying there quietly, he set it to the top, but he didn't know if he could still receive messages from him.

These days, their relationship seems to be much closer than before. They are classmates who haven't seen each other for many years. Maybe they can become ordinary friends who can chat with each other through hard work.

It seems that this is the best, but he also feels that if he changes to a closer identity, he will feel guilty even if he likes him normally.He knew before that Lin Zhi was a proud person, maybe he has grown up now, but he still feels uncomfortable because someone like him likes him, he is still a man.What would he think if one day he learned more and found that he had been by his side for many years?

The consequences were too serious, and he couldn't even bear a tenth of it.

So what to do?He can only go with the flow and leave it to time as before.

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Lin Zhi is a freelance illustrator (I suddenly found that I didn't explain it, I will write it later), of course, it is the kind with a high income~