Difficult round

Gu Yan stretched out his hand towards him, and did what Shen Qi wanted to do but didn't dare to do just now. The two hands clasped together, and the two safety buckles collided with a muffled sound. "Yes, we are together."

"Shen Qi, I still hate you for lying to me. You know, there are many times when I think, if you tell the truth earlier, it would be better. Tell me what you are thinking and what you are afraid of, even if you tell me you are straight. Yes, then I will definitely respect your choice, and if you want, I will definitely accompany you to face these, but you didn't."

"I..." Shen Qi's hand was squeezed hard, both of them felt a little pain, Gu Yan rubbed his thumb lightly on his palm to calm his emotions.

"I actually love you..." he said quietly, "I just..."

"I know." Gu Yan said, "You're just afraid. You dare not admit your feelings, and you dare not tell me, Shen Qi, you are just a coward."

There was a brief moment of silence in the ward, and then Gu Yan continued: "But I still can't help being moved and soft-hearted to you like this."

"And we came to this point later, it's not only your problem, but also mine. These years, I just blindly give you what I think is good, and block everything in front of you, thinking that it is love, it is love. Okay, but I didn't realize what you were bearing in your heart."

"One of us is self-righteous, the other is timid and cowardly, and neither of us is completely innocent."

Having said that, he let go of Shen Qi's hand, Shen Qi panicked for a moment, chased after him and held his hand again, Gu Yan didn't move anymore, turned his face, and stared at Shen Qi:

"So if you really want to understand, then let's try again. After all, we almost died once, so let's take this opportunity to live again and get to know each other anew."

"But Shen Qi, there can be no next time, do you understand?"

A broken mirror may be difficult to round up, because even if the cracks are repaired, they will still leave traces, and if they are broken, they are broken, and no one can go back to the past.

But there is no need to go back.They are still alive, and there are still decades to come, and they can have time to fall in love with a new partner.An honest, real counterpart.

"I'm done. Do you have anything to say? Anything is fine. We'll finish it all at once today."

"I—" Shen Qi was still speechless, and he didn't want to. He even stumbled and wanted to climb down from the hospital bed. lower back.

In the next second, the two were already in a state of lips and teeth touching each other. Shen Qi sent himself up like a sacrifice, kissed with tears in his eyes, and repeated in a low voice, "I understand, I understand, Gu Yan ..."

The knife fell, and he did not die.His lover embraced him with open arms.

The great surprise of getting it back made Shen Xi tremble uncontrollably, tears streaming down his face uncontrollably.Gu Yan pressed the man into his arms, avoided the injured leg, and comforted him with passionate kisses.

The night wind blows in from the open windows, the curtains flap gently, and the silence of the room is broken by the sound of kisses...

When the nurse came in to make rounds the next day, what she saw was such a scene. Two big men with long hands and long feet were huddled in the narrow hospital bed, one in the arms of the other, tightly hold.

The sound of opening the door and turning on the light woke one of them up. The other party first glanced at the nurse, and then kissed the forehead of the man in his arms.

Frank and natural, as if he didn't care whether there was a third person, a nurse, in this ward.

The nurse was a little embarrassed: "Ahem, what, let me measure the temperature and blood pressure of bed 32."

Bed 32 experienced great sorrow and great joy last night, and her emotions fluctuated too much. She fell asleep holding onto Gu Yan's clothes until the middle of the night. Now she just frowned when she heard the sound, and squeezed herself deeper into the arms of the person beside her. , and did not mean to wake up.

The nurse was almost speechless.She is almost 30 years old and still hasn't found a date, so why is she still eating dog food from two men now? Is there any reason?

"Then what." But as a qualified medical staff, she still euphemistically reminded, "Bed 32 has a broken leg, and the family members still have to...cough, pay attention."

I didn't think there was anything at first, and let others watch frankly, but when I was reminded, Gu Yan's face felt a little hot for no reason, and he quickly got up from the bed and said to the nurse, "I'm sorry."

When he got up, the person who was sleeping soundly in his arms also woke up suddenly: "Gu Yan!"

Gu Yan had no choice but to sit back, hold his hand and softly comfort him: "It's okay, I'm here." Shen Qi was still uneasy in his heart, staring at him with staring eyes, afraid that he would disappear in the next second. of.

"Gu Yan, I seem to have a dream. In the dream, you said that we can try again." His voice trembled slightly, and he knew that it was not a dream, but he still wanted to listen to the other party and confirm it again.

Gu Yan also did as he wished: "It's not a dream."

As soon as the words fell, Shen Xi's tears fell down, and soon his whole face was wet from crying.

The nurse, who had been ignored for a long time, ate enough dog food, cleared her throat, and interrupted the pair of "dog men" who were talking to each other inappropriately: "Bed 32, take your temperature."

Bed 32 shrank suddenly, as if he had finally discovered that there was a third person in the ward, and looked anxiously at the family members next to him: "I, I didn't know there was a nurse."

Nurse:"……"

Come on, you're the patient you're the biggest.

The family members surnamed Gu couldn't help laughing: "It's okay, Miss Nurse won't laugh at you, will you, Sister Nurse?"

—Who is your sister!

The day before he was discharged from the hospital, Gu Yan accompanied Shen Qi to have breakfast, and then rushed to work in the company, leaving Shen Qi to lie on the bed and play with his mobile phone, nothing more than swiping the WB and talking nonsense with Tang Yan.

As they chatted, Shen Xi's mind became active.

—I still want to propose again.

Unexpectedly, Tang Yan poured cold water on him when he came up: "Farewell, I feel that your marriage proposal is unlucky, and whoever asks will cause trouble."

Although the fact is true, Shen Qi doesn't even know how to refute it, but it still makes people angry.

"Besides, the two of you are in love again, so it's a matter of time before you propose. Don't be in a hurry. Listen to me. It's really not in a hurry. Let's stabilize the relationship between you two first."

"And Brother Gu said, if you start dating again, no one would propose marriage right away, right? So be careful! Be careful!!!"

The four exclamation points are enough to imagine how much the proposal of marriage has cast a shadow on Tang Yan.

I am not afraid, what are you afraid of.Shen Xi thought to himself.

The screen had gone dark, he put the phone on the bedside table, looked down at his wrist, and then at Kong Luoluo's fingers.

Of course he also knew that what Tang Yan said was reasonable, he was in a hurry, but there was no need to be in a hurry, the red string had already been put on, but the ring hadn't been put on yet, so how could he not be in a hurry.

The engagement ring designed by Gu Yan himself was strung together into a necklace and secretly worn around his neck. In the past few days, he deliberately leaked the ring out of his hospital gown and flashed it brightly in front of Gu Yan. The other party saw it, but there was no reaction at all. .

It's as if if you say you want to abandon the past, you really have to forget everything about the past.But Shen Qi couldn't bear it, it was Gu Yan's sincerity, he had already lost it once, no matter what, it was impossible to lose it a second time.

So he wanted Gu Yan to wear a ring for him.

I also want to wear a ring for Gu Yan.

While feeling depressed, Shen's father and Shen's mother came over.In fact, Shen Qi has almost recovered, and he can be discharged from the hospital in a day or two. It doesn't matter if there is no one to take care of him during the day, so now seeing the two elders coming together, he is inevitably curious and a little nervous.

The two elders still didn't let go of the matter between him and Gu Yan, especially his father, who hadn't said a word to him for more than half a month, so that the 31st bed in the ward later thought that Shen's father was dumb.

Bed 31 is a sophomore named Yu Luo who is studying in college. He broke his arm while playing basketball with his friend.

This kid is a chatterbox, he thinks the hospital is boring, he drags Shen Qi to chat every day, one time when Shen's father went to the boiling water room to fetch hot water, he asked furtively:

"Hey Brother Chen Qi, uncle, can't he talk? But uncle's face is too fierce. Sitting like this without talking, I always feel that he is staring at you. I don't know how I would think that you two are Father and son, enemies are more or less the same!"

Shen Qi was speechless.But the kid is right, he and his father are not like enemies.

That day his father was still sitting there without saying a word, his mother looked at the old one, then at the young one, and then at the hospital bed next door, hesitant to speak several times.

It wasn't until Yu Luo was called by the nurse for an examination that his father finally said, "Let me ask you one last time, are you determined to be with that man?"

"Yes." Shen Qi said.

Shen's father and Shen's mother suddenly changed their faces.

"Okay, very good! If this is the case, then we don't care about your life or death. It's still the same sentence. When will you figure it out and when will you come back? Otherwise, we will pretend that you have never had a son like you!"

"Xiao Qi, why are you so confused, how can men and men be together, admit your mistake and go back with us, okay?"

The two, one with a red face and one with a pale face, paused for a moment after speaking, probably waiting for Shen Qi to reflect and repent, but Shen Qi's attitude was firm and his expression did not change.

The second elder was so angry that he dropped a few harsh words, slammed the door and left the ward.

Shen Qi was not at all surprised by his father's attitude. The two elders are traditional and stubborn people with a good face. It's a shame to ask them to accept that their son is gay, and then live with the strange eyes of their relatives and friends. It's hard for them.

In fact, from Shen Qi's point of view, it was already a miracle that his parents could accept Gu Yan's company at the hospital at night.

There is no other way to do this, but to grind slowly.Gu Yan can spend so long to obtain the approval of his parents, so can he.

The phone turned on, and he was expecting news from Gu Yan in his heart. He really wanted to talk to him at this time, but it turned out to be Tang Yan.

——By the way, let me tell you another piece of good news, your rival in love is going abroad.