Difficult round

Gu Yan didn't know anything about what happened after the coma. Hearing what the nurse said at this time, it suddenly felt like a dream.

He wanted to wait for the other person to wake up and ask him a good question, but after all, he had just had an operation and his body was still weak, so he fell asleep drowsily after talking for a while.

When he woke up again, it was already dark, and the ward was lit with orange lights, Shen Xi was sitting on the wheelchair beside the bed, gently rubbing and pinching his hand.

When he opened his eyes and looked over, the eyes of the two collided unexpectedly. The latter subconsciously let go of his hand, and then held it harder, calling his name softly: "Gu Yan."

There was obvious joy in the voice, but two lines of tears slid down the red eye sockets and fell on the hands of the two who were clasped together.It was hot and scorching.

Shen Qi's arms were covered with bandages, and his left leg was covered with thick plaster. His face was terribly pale, and his lips were bitten to pieces, red and swollen.

Gu Yan thought, the nurse didn't lie to me, this man really looked miserable and embarrassed.

The hand holding him was still very hot, and the high fever should not have subsided completely.

"Why do you..." He wanted to ask why you weren't staying in your hospital bed, or why you were sitting here.

But these questions are obviously nonsense, why else, because Shen Qi is worried about him, and can't worry about him.What else could it be.

So he didn't ask any more questions.But Shen Qi heard it, and asked him: "What?"

Gu Yan shook his head, but still didn't intend to say anything.

He obviously has always protected him very well, whether it was before or after the breakup, he was not too happy for the other party to get hurt a little bit, but why did this person toss himself into such a state.

The nurse said that the rescuers didn't dare to take a closer look at the road that Shen Qi took him, and he also didn't dare to imagine how this man had a high fever and dragged a badly injured leg, dragging him from a few kilometers away. Out back to the aid station.

I can't think about it, and my heart hurts when I think about it.

He didn't dare to think about it but couldn't help not thinking about it, so that he fell into a nightmare during the few hours of sleep.

In the dream, they returned to the night dozens of hours ago. He was lying on Shen Qi's back, unable to open his eyes or move his body, but his mind was clear.

With his own eyes, Shen Qi dragged a broken leg, knelt on all fours and crawled on the rough and dark road, moving little by little towards the lights in the distance.

"Gu Yan." "Gu Yan." "Gu Yan."...

The man kept calling his name, and every time he took a step forward, a bright red blood stain appeared on the ground.

Arms were frayed, legs were scratched, bean big sweat dripped down the forehead and chin to the ground, mixed with blood, mottled and tragic...

In the dream, Gu Yan said over and over again in the other party's ear: "Forget it", "Give up", "Leave me alone"...

But his voice seemed to have been clicked on the dumb acupoint, no matter how hoarse he shouted, he couldn't make any sound.

Can only watch helplessly.

……

After waking up, the person in the dream merged with the person in reality, which made him feel somewhat unbelievable.

After a brief absence, he found a sense of reality under the warm yellow light. ——They are all here now, and the nightmare and pain have passed.

But the past doesn't mean it didn't happen, Gu Yan couldn't be indifferent to all this.

I couldn't do it when I was on the mountain, and I can't do it now.

That was the person he loved deeply. Once because the other party accidentally cut his finger while cooking, he was so distressed that he never let anyone enter the kitchen again. How could he bear such a serious injury for him.

No matter how much you talk ruthlessly, even if you swear that you will never compromise with this person again, but at this point, it is impossible to be truly hard-hearted.

Following the posture of the two of them clasping each other, he grabbed Shen Qi's hand and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Shen Qi didn't seem to expect that he would care about him, his face was obviously stunned, and then he smiled, and said in a low voice, "It doesn't hurt."

In fact, how can it not hurt? Both the speaker and the listener know that this is a lie that can no longer be false, but one has said it, and the other has no intention of revealing it, holding each other's heart hands, no one said anything.

It wasn't until the nurse pushed the door in that Gu Yan withdrew his hand, and nodded towards the nurse with an unnatural expression, as a greeting.

It was the nurse from the afternoon who came over. She came to make rounds on a daily basis. She took the blood pressure and body temperature of the two of them, and told Shen Qi to rest well and not to be self-willed.

"Mr. Shen, you really don't cooperate with our work. How many times have I told you that you'd better stay in bed now. Is it a joke to have a broken calf? What if the bone grows crooked accidentally?"

"People usually lie in bed for half a month and a month before getting out of bed. Fortunately, you can't stay for a long time. Mr. Gu can't move now. Are you afraid that he is going to run away or something? It's like staring at the baby. keep a close eye on it."

"If you want to go to bed later, remember to ring the bell to call us. Don't move around by yourself. The same goes for going to the toilet. There are nurses here to help, remember?"

Shen Qi also knew that he had caused a lot of trouble to the medical staff, but Gu Yan was his treasure, and he just wanted to guard him, watch him, and get closer to him. "Well, thank you."

The nurse had never seen such a sick patient before, so she seized the opportunity and dismantled Shen Qi's desk: "Mr. Gu, you don't know that when you fell asleep in the afternoon, he was lying on the bed next to you and taking IV drips, but his eyes never left you. .”

"Later, one of our little nurses couldn't bear to watch it, and helped him push the bed towards you, and then Mr. Shen, he stretched out his arm and held your hand in his palm for a whole afternoon. Woolen cloth……"

The tips of Shen Qi's ears turned red, and he raised his eyes for a while, and lowered them for a while, as if he wanted to stop the nurse from speaking but couldn't find the right words.My heart was tangled into a twist, and the expression on my face changed back and forth.

"Tsk tsk, our entire nurse station has been fed with dog food from both of you."

If the nurses thought of the two as close friends before, when Shen Qi held hands, even a fool could see the relationship between the two.

Where there are friends like this, they can't be friends.

Later, the little nurse who kindly helped push the bed asked a lot, but Shen Qi generously admitted it.So the nurse's station wentssip all afternoon about this "husband and wife" who are both good-looking and affectionate.

The little nurse cried out half a box of tissues because of this: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Woooo..."

If it weren't for being warned by the head nurse, the girls would have to come to the ward to visit for themselves.

"Mr. Gu's indicators are normal, Mr. Shen still has a fever, remember to take medicine before going to bed."

The nurse wrote down all the data in the record book, and said what she said just now, and then said, "In addition, you two don't have family members to take care of you, so our hospital has arranged nurses, but these days the nurses , both of you can ring the bell directly if you have any questions."

Gu Yan nodded: "Well, thank you."

"Then I'll go to other wards first, you two have a good rest."

After the nurse left, Shen Xi's expression was still unnatural, and his buttocks twisted and turned on the chair for a long time before he asked Gu Yan out of words: "Are you thirsty?"

"A little bit." Gu Yan won't be able to eat until tomorrow morning, but his lips are very chapped and peeled, so Shen Xi picked up the disposable cup on the bedside table, dipped it in water with a cotton swab, and carefully applied it on his lips .

The same movement, the nurse did it to him in the afternoon, Gu Yan didn't feel anything wrong, but now Shen Qi did it, but it seemed to have a completely different feeling.

The lips are numb and itchy, and the body is the same, even the apex of the heart feels like a cotton swab is being carefully wiped and touched, and it feels uncomfortable to scratch the heart and liver.

Gu Yan couldn't bear this feeling, subconsciously grabbed the other's wrist: "Enough."

Shen Qi really didn't continue, he put the water glass back on the bedside table, and threw the cotton swab into the trash can beside him.

The originally strong emotions were interrupted by the nurse's sudden ward rounds, and now they hang in each other's minds, but it is a bit deliberate to say it again.

Shen Qi lowered his eyes and stared at his palm.These hands were badly injured when they were on the mountain, and later they were so swollen that they couldn't find a good piece of flesh. They were tightly wrapped in layers of gauze and bandages, and it was difficult to hold a cotton swab. Gu Yan probably just disliked him clumsy.

"Don't sit still, rest, don't your legs feel uncomfortable?" Gu Yan didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, but felt that he was in a daze, so he glanced at him and said.

Shen Qi moved his lips, let out a "huh", pushed the wheelchair back to his hospital bed, took off a shoe, and struggled to climb onto the bed.

His hands and feet were covered with injuries, and his whole body was almost wrapped up like a mummy. He seemed clumsy in everything he did, especially when he climbed onto the bed.

During this process, Gu Yan's eyes followed him all the time, how many times he almost stumbled and fell, Gu Yan's heart tightened accordingly.

But when the other party looked over, he quickly looked away and stared at the white wall next to him.

It is best for a patient with a fracture to lie flat and not move around. Shen Qi is already acting like this, and the nurse clearly told him to ring the bell, but he didn't listen at all.Gu Yan couldn't tell what mood he was in right now, he was a little angry and anxious.

What was even more annoyed was that he himself was so focused on staring at people that he completely forgot that there was a calling bell beside his bed.

Not long after, a low and gentle voice sounded from behind: "Good night, Gu Yan."

Gu Yan turned his face slightly, touched his upper and lower lips, and finally said nothing.I was upset and didn't want to talk to this person.

Shen Qi misunderstood, his eyes dimmed, and he quickly raised the corners of his mouth to smile at him.

Gu Yan was suffocated in his heart, then turned his face back, and continued to stare at the white wall, thinking about some things that were not there, and bumped into a mess.

The gaze behind him never moved away, staring at him for a long time, as if he wanted to stare a hole in his back.

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Gu Yan: As long as I can move...

(It's so miserable, can I ask a little starfish to comfort me...)