Difficult round

There was moisture in front of his eyes, and his heart was also wet, but his arm was suddenly touched very lightly. Shen Qi turned his face to look over, and the people beside him spread their palms towards him.

At first he didn't understand what the other party meant, but it wasn't until Gu Yan put his palm on the hot drink in his hand that he realized that it was a signal for him to pass the drink over.

"Drink something hot." Gu Yan opened the tab for him, and handed the tin can back to him. "Little mangosteen is strong and will be fine."

This was the second time that Gu Yan comforted him tonight, the tone was not warm, and it might sound perfunctory to others, but Shen Qi could discern the sincerity from these few words.

Gu Yan was not a talkative person originally, his facial features were rather sharp, and when he was not talking, he always had a strong aura of not getting close to strangers, which easily made people think he was fierce.Only in front of familiar people will she reveal her true nature. She is innocent, childish, gentle and eager.

"En." He took two sips as he said, and the warm milk tea flowed into his stomach, dispelling the coldness of the night and warming him up all over.

No more panic, no more fear.

About 10 minutes later, the mangosteen was pushed out from the inside by the nurse, and an infusion needle was stuck on one leg. Tonight, two bags of medicine, one big and one small, will be hung.

The puppy was very weak at the moment, and it was a small ball. Hearing Shen Xi's voice, he raised his eyelids feebly, stretched out his tongue and licked his fingertips, and fell asleep with his eyes closed again.

"The puppy's condition is relatively stable, and it will probably need to be hospitalized for a week. Parents can come back to see it tomorrow if they wish," the nurse said.

"Well, thanks!"

After that, the two stayed for a while before leaving. Before leaving, Shen Qi reluctantly looked at the little mangosteen that had just been dripped, feeling distressed and guilty.

Gu Yan saw all this in his eyes, and said to him: "Let's go, come back tomorrow." His tone was still light, and no emotion could be heard.

He didn't say us, not "we" come back tomorrow, but Shen Qi took it as a default on his own initiative, and went downstairs at ten o'clock the next day and knocked on Gu Yan's door.

Gu Yan must have woken up not long ago, or was simply woken up by Shen Qi, his face was still full of laziness, and his gaze towards people was also lazy and a little dazed.It's like when he's drunk and doesn't recognize anyone.

Shen Qi felt that the tip of his heart seemed to be pinched by someone, it was sore and painful, and it was still a little soft.

He pinched his palms hard a few times, until the pain in his palms overwhelmed the roaring emotions in his chest, so that he would not be dizzy and make any impulsive actions, and then explained his intentions to humanity: "Gu Yan, we— —”

Before he could finish speaking, Gu Yan turned around and went back to the room, and when he came out again, he had already changed into his pajamas.

He was wearing a pure black short-sleeved T-shirt and slacks today, and his lazy expression just now seemed to be rendered indifferent by the black suit, and he turned back into the person who couldn't be approached casually in the daytime.

But he didn't chase Shen Qi away, as if he had guessed his purpose, he grabbed the key placed at the entrance and said to Shen Qi: "Let's go."

——I didn't misunderstand or understand wrongly. It turns out that what Gu Yan said last night was "we".

——It's "We'll come back tomorrow."

Shen Qi followed behind him, thinking to himself.

"Did I interrupt your rest?" Shen Qi thought of asking after getting into the car, "Were you still sleeping just now?"

It sounds hypocritical to say these words at this time, and you have knocked on them. What is the point of asking these?Knowing that the disturbance should not have been sought in the first place.

But Shen Qi didn't sleep well last night, and woke up many times, and couldn't fall asleep at 05:30 in the morning, staring at the ceiling and waiting for the time to pass by.

08:30 He actually wanted to pass the time when the pet hospital opened, but he didn't feel embarrassed to disturb Gu Yan so early.It was quite late when the two of them returned home last night, so there was no reason to disturb people's dreams early in the morning.After all, it was his dog after all, and it had nothing to do with Gu Yan.

But he just wanted to find and see each other shamelessly.

After getting up and washing up, making breakfast for the two of them, and changing clothes for going out, he sat on the sofa and continued to wait until ten o'clock and couldn't sit still anymore.

"It's okay." Gu Yan was still driving the car.He didn't say "already awake" or "do not disturb", but only said "it doesn't matter", which is already obvious.Shen Qi really woke him up from his sleep.

it's fine.

"Ah." The three simple words made Shen Qi's thoughts so overwhelming that he didn't dare to think deeply. If he thought too much, he was afraid that he would be sentimental, and even more afraid that he would be unable to restrain his feelings.

But he couldn't help not thinking about it, and every time he thought about it, his heart became hotter, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up in the end.

He felt that he was very sorry for Mangkhut.It seems to be worried about it, because it is tossing and turning, but in fact it is not putting it behind, and Gu Yan is still the first in everything.

Even if he couldn't wait to pick up the mangosteen and go home, he still had to consider whether Gu Yan had woken up and wanted him to sleep for a while.

Thinking about it this way, he felt even more guilty towards Mangosteen.It was unlucky for this puppy to meet him, and he suffered two major crimes in just over a month.

Maybe he shouldn't have any pets, he doesn't even know himself, how can he be responsible for another little life.

The hospital arrived soon, and the mangosteen was arranged in a bed near the door. As soon as Shen Xi got out of the car, he heard the barking of the puppy, barking, sounding very energetic.

Seeing its master, it moved even more, it stuck its head between the wooden railings, trying to get out to find Shen Qi.

Shen Xi went to touch its head, and it licked his palm like crazy, so Shen Xi had to withdraw his hand, and squatted beside him, coaxing and comforting in a low voice.

The puppy's spirit has indeed improved a lot, and it is hard to see that it is so seriously ill at the moment.After playing with Shen Qi for a while, its big black eyes changed to staring at Gu Yan next to it.

It probably smelled the familiar smell from Gu Yan, and knew that this person had saved his life. It fawned on Gu Yan, wagging its tail and sticking out its tongue hissingly.

The doctor came over and explained the situation of the mangosteen: "The puppy vomited once in the middle of the night, but now all indicators are quite stable, and the situation is better than expected."

Seeing the mangosteen with his own eyes, and hearing what the doctor said, Shen Qi finally felt a little relieved.

"Well, thank you doctor."

"Haha, don't be so polite," the doctor patted Mangosteen's head, and seeing Mangosteen was looking at Gu Yan, he said, "Mr. Gu and Mr. Shen are friends, it can be seen that the puppy also trusts you and likes you You, you can try to touch the head, chin and back to comfort it, small animals like to have some intimate contact with trusted people, especially at this time..."

Do some intimate things with someone you trust and like... Because of these words, Shen Xi blushed suddenly, and many images flashed in his mind.When he raised his eyes to sneak a peek at the people beside him, he found that Gu Yan's expression was also a little unnatural.

He was already affectionate enough today, and he didn't dare to go any further, thinking that the other party was because, like himself, he also thought of certain pictures, but he thought it was the doctor's definition of the relationship between the two that made Gu Yan unhappy.After all, Gu Yan had clearly told him that the two of them would never be friends.

And he doesn't really want to be friends.

At first, when Gu Yan hated him and irritated him, when avoiding him like a snake and scorpion, he thought, why not just be friends, or friends, at least we can occasionally drink, chat and mingle with so many other friends, Under the guise of a "friend", sneak a look at that person.

Later, I belatedly realized that I had already fallen in love with that person irresistibly, so I was no longer willing to be just a "friend".

He wants to make up for what he has missed and lost, and he wants to hold on to the person who loves him as much as he loves deeply. How can being friends be enough?

A friend can't kiss and hug and do all the intimate things, but a friend has to watch each other kiss and hug other people and do those intimate things that he can never do with each other again.He can't be willing to do this.

Now... now Gu Yan treats him a little bit better, he holds this precious bit of goodness, touches and savors it over and over again, greedily wants to turn this little bit into many, many points, wants himself and Gu Yan to go back to the past .

This time, it's him who treats Gu Yan well.

……

Mangosteen really likes Gu Yan very much, when Gu Yan reached out to touch it, it also stuck out its tongue to lick Gu Yan, its tail wagging even more than before.

He was still not satisfied with this, and then he simply slid down Gu Yan's arm as if he had schizophrenia, and lay on his back, revealing his soft belly, holding Gu Yan's finger and beckoning him to touch himself abdomen.

Shen Qi watched from the side, feeling annoyed and funny.

He is a good-for-nothing puppy, like his good-for-nothing father, he can't remember anything when he sees Gu Yan, his eyes are full of liking for this person.

Gu Yan also seemed to like mangosteen very much, he stroked it gently and carefully, with a smile on his face.

His hands are good-looking, with well-defined joints, thin and strong, and the blue veins on the back of his hands stand out with the stroking movements, which makes people feel hot for no reason.

Shen Qi clearly remembered the feeling of these hands caressing and lingering on his body. He was once controlled by these hands. He went to heaven and fell to hell. Whether it was life or death, he was easily controlled by these hands.

So much so that when I think about it now, my whole body still feels like it has been electrified, and it instantly arouses goosebumps all over my body.It was as if the person being gently caressed by Gu Yan was not the mangosteen, but himself...

It's so shameless.

Startled by his own thoughts, Shen Qi pinched his palms hard, moved his gaze away from the person and dog, and turned to stare at the wall clock on the wall.

As the second hand ticked past, his hot heart slowly calmed down, but his face was still red and hot.

He took a sip of his drink.