Difficult round

Gu Yan walked over and stopped in front of him, the man raised his head to look at him again, but his eyes dodged and did not dare to meet his.

Gu Yan let out a sigh of relief, and then said to him: "I'm not disabled, don't come tomorrow."

Shen Qi never said a word, Gu Yan said he would listen obediently, Gu Yan raised his foot and walked into the building, he got up and followed, not far or near behind, maintaining a distance of four or five steps.

Gu Yan didn't intend to take the elevator this time, and climbed the stairs just like when he came down.The sound of two people's footsteps can be clearly heard in the quiet corridor, step by step on the steps that few people pass by, and they are clearly stepping on each other's hearts.

Unknowingly, the breathing of both of them began to become heavy, and when they reached the 12th floor where Gu Yan lived, Shen Xi could no longer hold on to his abdomen with his palms, and the cold sweat on his face spread layer by layer.

He has been worrying about what Gu Yan eats for noon and night, what food can promote the quick healing of wounds, and what food is good for nourishing blood all day long, and he doesn't even care about remembering whether he has eaten or not.

And now came the comeuppance, his fragile stomach began to protest, and it started to ache halfway up the stairs.

The distance between the two gradually widened, and when Shen Qi finally climbed to the 12th floor, Gu Yan had already arrived.

He thought that what was waiting for him would be another closed and cold iron door. After all, he was the one who didn't believe what he said first, so Gu Yan should be angry with him.

But no.Gu Yan unexpectedly didn't shut him out, but just waited at the door, and when he saw him, he said to him in a low voice: "Come in."

It was so sudden that Shen Xi was already sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding the hot water that Gu Yan personally poured for him, and still felt that everything was not so real, just like a scene he did not want to wake up. dream.

He was sitting on the main sofa, and Gu Yan was sitting on the single sofa next to him. Neither of them opened their mouths first, and they held the cups and drank water one sip at a time.

Shen Qi didn't dare to speak casually, for fear of breaking the dream.Gu Yan didn't know how to speak, silently reflecting on whether his act of calling people in was too hasty.

After a while, he drank the water in Shen Qi's cup. Just as he was hesitating whether to continue holding the empty cup or put the cup back on the tea table, Gu Yan got up, picked up the kettle, and poured water into his cup. Added water.

An indescribable emotion suddenly rose in Shen Qi's heart, adding water to him meant that Gu Yan would not want to drive him away for the time being.

This realization flattered him, even his throbbing stomach seemed to heal a lot, and it didn't hurt so much.

The dinner he sent has already been brought in, and it was placed on the coffee table in front of the sofa. Shen Qi squeezed the rim of the cup, and Gu Yan first asked, "Have you had dinner?"

In fact, he wanted to ask if he had had the bone soup at noon, and after deliberating for a while he chose the safest question.

"No."

"Oh." Then the time for me to come is just right, Shen Qi thought.

Then he put the cup in his hand on the coffee table, leaned over to unpack the lunch box, and pushed the two lunch boxes in front of Gu Yan like offering treasures: "Then eat quickly, it won't taste good when it's cold. "

There are two lunch boxes, one is filled with bone soup, the other is filled with noodle noodles, and some beef tripe is boiled on the top.

Gu Yan let out a "hmm", then got up from the sofa, Shen Qi's breath was suddenly suffocated, thinking that the other party was going to drive him away, he couldn't help but lowered his voice and asked cautiously: "What's wrong?"

Gu Yan was also keenly aware of the uneasiness in this person's heart. He didn't want to explain more, so he walked two steps and said to the person: "I'll go to the kitchen to get a bowl."

When Gu Yan came out of the kitchen, he was holding two sets of bowls and chopsticks in his hand. Shen Xi's eyes fell on them, but his brain couldn't turn around. Do you need to get two pairs?

A secret guess arose in his heart, but it was too bold and unbelievable, so that as soon as the idea popped up, Shen Qi suppressed it.

How is it possible, what are you thinking?After only drinking a cup of tea, you can't recognize reality clearly, do you think people will keep you for a meal?

In fact, Gu Yan was willing to eat the things he brought over, so he was already very, very happy.

Others, I really dare not think about it.It's useless to think about it.There is no such possibility.

However, the impossibility became possible in the next moment, Gu Yan sat down at the original position, and handed over one of the bowls and chopsticks in his hand: "If you haven't eaten, let's eat some together."

Shen Qi looked over blankly, but his men didn't move.Because he was already stupid. If he was just a little flattered just now, he was completely knocked out by the cookie falling from the sky at the moment.

It wasn't until Gu Yan touched the back of his hand with the mouth of the bowl that he seemed to wake up suddenly. He hugged the bowl and chopsticks into his arms eagerly, as if if he slowed down, Gu Yan would Take back the decision to keep him for dinner and kick him out.

"Maybe there is not enough noodles, let's just eat some bread."

The bread was picked up by Gu Yan when he passed by the refrigerator just now. It was the leftover half bag of toast from yesterday morning.

He scooped half a bowl of bone soup into his own bowl first, then took a piece of toast, and ate the soup mouthful after mouthful, without saying anything, and he didn't plan to greet Shen Qi to eat and drink as the host.Things are brought by this person, so there is no need.

Shen Qi didn't need him to greet him, seeing that Gu Yan had already started eating, he also poured half a bowl of soup, imitating the other party, taking a sip of soup and a sip of toast.

The hot soup in the insulated lunch box smoked his eyes, which were a little sour and a little painful.

Gu Yan ate very quickly. When he started to eat the second piece, Shen Xi only ate half of the piece in Shen Xi's hand. He was always eating quietly with his head down, only occasionally dared to look at the person next to him The person glanced at him, and his face turned red at this time, and he didn't know why.

Gu Yan saw it in his eyes but pretended he didn't see it. After eating the toast, he went to eat noodles with fried sauce, and quickly wiped out the contents of the lunch box.Shen Qi was still eating that piece of toast slowly, and was finally about to finish it.

He blushed because he thought of how embarrassing he was when he grabbed the bowls and chopsticks from Gu Yan just now.

After eating, Gu Yan put the bowls and chopsticks on the coffee table casually, and leaned on the sofa to smoke.Shen Qi stopped taking the last bite of bread, turned to him and asked, "Can you give me one too?"

Relying on Gu Yan's connivance today, he kept making progress again and again. First, he brought food to Gu Yan, then followed Gu Yan back home, drank water, and was lucky enough to be stayed by Gu Yan to eat together. Now... now... I want to ask Gu Yan for a cigarette.

Gu Yan half-raised his eyelids and glanced at him, his eyes were lazy, but unexpectedly seductive, piercing Shen Qi's heart like two small hooks.

He swallowed subconsciously, and took a sip of the water glass next to him guiltily.The water had already cooled down after leaving it, which just suppressed the burning heat in his heart.

Gu Yan bent down slightly, and pushed the cigarette case towards Shen Qi with his slender and beautiful fingers: "Anything you want."

Then he leaned back again.

"En." Shen Qi's Adam's apple rolled vigorously.He thought that Gu Yan would at least ask "Why did you start smoking?" or "Don't you hate the smell of cigarettes the most?" But Gu Yan didn't say anything.Let him do as he pleases.

He couldn't help feeling empty and unspeakably disappointed.

But I told myself, enough is enough, today is good enough, don't be too greedy.

But he still couldn't help asking why: "Gu Yan, why are you..." Why are you being so nice to me all of a sudden.

Halfway through the words, he swallowed back his stomach, and did not dare to say it.He took another sip of cold water and took two puffs of cigarettes.

Gu Yan didn't ask him what he wanted to say just now, and he didn't plan to say any more.The two smoked the cigarettes in their respective hands in silence.

Then... Gu Yan still didn't make a sound to tell him to leave.Shen Qi himself couldn't think of a reason to stay any longer, although he was very willing to just sit on the sofa with Gu Yan like this, and kept sitting there.But this is impossible.

However, it is even more impossible for him to leave voluntarily.

The insulated lunch box was directly covered and put into a bag, the soup bowl was washed in the kitchen, and when it came out, Shen Qi finally found an excuse to stay.

"Gu Yan, do you still want to wipe yourself tonight?"

From Shen Qi's point of view, Gu Yan's attitude changed very suddenly, as if he was a different person overnight, obviously he was cold-eyed at him last night, today... His face is still cold today, but his attitude is much better, and he took the initiative Invite him to come in for a drink of water, and leave him to eat with him.

But it wasn't sudden, Gu Yan had never been able to make up his mind on what attitude he should take to face Shen Qi.

At the beginning of the breakup, he struggled with whether he should avoid this person and treat him indifferently, or pretend that nothing had happened, and mix among other friends like two unfamiliar friends who can barely be named.

Later, Shen Qi suddenly regretted breaking up with him like crazy, and wanted to get back together with him, so he didn't know what to do with this person.

Of course, it is impossible to get back together, and the remaining pain is still there. It doesn't mean that you can really not care at all if you don't care.So I could only put up the spikes from the beginning to the end, telling Shen Qi over and over again, don't come again, it is impossible to reconcile, let's move forward.

It was forcing Shen Qi to retreat, and it was also reminding himself.

However, maybe because he thought of too many old things recently, he unconsciously softened his attitude when he saw this person, and impulsively kept him.

Restraint, surprise, surprise.The emotions in Shen Xi's eyes were straightforward and easy to distinguish.

He thinks about it, let him chase if he wants to chase, let him deliver food if he wants to deliver, anyway, no matter how many harsh words he says, this person will still pounce on him over and over again.

Instead of two people wrestling with each other endlessly, it is better to just let him go, whatever he wants to do, maybe when he gets rid of the unwillingness in his heart, when he is tired and feels boring, he will naturally give up .

"Okay, sorry to trouble you."