Difficult round

The water from the shower splashed on his face, Shen Xi raised his hand to wipe the water droplets on his eyelashes, but his hands were already wet, so this was completely useless, instead, the water flowed into his eyes, bringing There was a sting like a bug sting.

He subconsciously closed his eyes and tried to touch the towel hanging on the shelf, but he missed the towel, but knocked over a pile of things on the shelf, making a loud bang.

Shen Qi has bathed in this bathroom thousands of times, and he is so familiar with it that it is engraved in his bones and blood, so even with his eyes closed, he can guess what is on the iron rack.

For example, the first thing he knocked over was xx's facial cleanser, followed by the waterproof razor, and xx's shampoo and conditioner, which fell down one after another like dominoes...

The last thing that hit the tile was the little yellow duck soap box and the essential oil soap inside.

Perhaps to confirm his guess, Shen Xi opened his eyes and glanced at the shelf, but the dense water immediately blocked his sight, so he had no choice but to close his eyes again.

But this time he managed to reach the towel.

There was already a burst of mist in the bathroom, Gu Yanchi was in the hotel that night.The image of Guo sitting on the bed with his upper body caught off guard entered Shen Qi's mind, that thin and powerful back seemed to be floating on dense water vapor, pervasive and lingering.

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Shen Xi took a bath for a long time, and when he came out of the bathroom, the person he had imagined for a long time was carrying a quilt onto the sofa.

Hearing the movement behind him, he turned his face slightly, and said without any warmth in his tone:

"Let's just spend the night on the sofa. Tomorrow is called unlocking."

Shen Qi blushed, avoiding his gaze: "Yes." The fantasy in the bathroom made him not dare to look at Gu Yan at the moment.Fear of losing control.

But at the same time, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.If it was half a year ago, he would never have thought that Gu Yan would arrange him to spend the night on this sofa one day.

This treatment... Only Gu Yan had enjoyed it before.

Gu Yan loves him and pets him, but because he is too used to him, he can't help but feel proud of being pampered, and from time to time he has to quarrel with Gu Yan.

Sometimes it gets violent, and obviously he is the one who is irrational, but he relies on Gu Yan to let him in, occupying the room by himself, and drives the other party to sleep on the sofa.

In the beginning, Shen Qi didn't know how to lock the door, but Gu Yan would sneak in in the middle of the night while he was asleep, hugging him with a stern look and setting fires around.When the fire in the body rises, the fire in the heart disappears.

Later, he learned to be good, and locked the door as soon as he kicked people out. Now Gu Yan couldn't come in, so he had to resign himself to his fate and sleep on the sofa.

He is tall and has long legs. When Shen Xi wakes up the next day, he can always see his two long legs slumped on the floor aggrievedly, holding a pillow of a doraemon in his arms, wrinkling his face and sleeping soundly .

Anyway, the unlucky manager who was scolded by Gu Yan until his face turned into a pig's liver would never have imagined that his majestic and imposing boss would like all kinds of cute things when he was at home——

The slippers of Pikachu at home, the soap box of the little yellow duck, the pillow of the robot cat, the coaster of Chibi Maruko...all of them were bought by Gu Yan.

The drawer of the TV cabinet is stuffed with a full set of Ultraman CDs and Pokémon CDs that can be bought in the market...

Other people's couples nestled on the sofa watching horror movies affectionately, and when the atmosphere came up, they hugged each other.

He and Gu Yan... they were eating potato chips while eating duck necks, while listening to Gu Yan introduce each Ultraman's skills and elf's skills to him...

So before the two broke up, Gu Yan was like a big boy who would never grow up in Shen Qi's heart. Maybe he also had a calm and reliable side, but Shen Qi couldn't help but feel worried.

"Then go to sleep." When Shen Qi was indulging in the past, Gu Yan was already ready to take a bath.

He had changed his tracksuit back to his work outfit before returning from the club.

Now he was untying the tie with one hand, with his thumb knuckles resting on the knot, pulling it apart and pulling it down little by little.

Then he pulled it out from the neckline neatly, bit it in his mouth, and walked slowly towards the bathroom.

Shen Qimu stood beside the sofa dumbly, holding a corner of the silk quilt with his fingers, and stared at Gu Yan's back with his lips tightly pursed.

Although he couldn't see the front, from the movement of the opponent's arm, Shen Qi could be sure that Gu Yan was unbuttoning his shirt at this moment.

Gu Yan had often unbuttoned his tie and shirt in front of him before, but this person refused to unbutton them properly. Most of the time, the person who unbuttoned them last would become Shen Qi.

Gu Yanhui hugged him from behind, knocked his chin on his shoulder, then opened his mouth to bite his earlobe, and asked him to explain to himself in a vague tone.

If Shen Qi refuses to agree, he will try to torment Shen Qi in different ways, forcing Shen Qi to agree - if he refuses to untie it with his hands, that's fine, then just use his mouth to untie it.

clack.

Gu Yan walked to the door of the bathroom and turned off the light in the living room. He turned his face slightly, as if he wanted to look back at Shen Qi, but for some reason he gave up.

The sofa is by no means a suitable place to sleep, but Shen Xi slept for an exceptionally long time, and when he woke up, it was already past 5 o'clock in the morning.

Shen Qi stared at the time on the phone, and couldn't believe that he had slept for nearly five hours straight.

In the past six months, his sleeping condition was worrying. He suffered from insomnia all night long.

He habitually puts his phone next to his pillow, and glances at the time every time he wakes up, it will not exceed an hour at most.

Long-term poor sleep also caused some minor physical problems in his body, frequent migraines.

Like my stomach, my migraines started many years ago, but the attacks were not as frequent as they are now, except for occasional pains when the seasons change from spring to autumn.

But at that time, Gu Yan was there, and every time he had a migraine, Gu Yan would let him lie on his lap, and massage his temples with grass ointment or essential oil.

Gu Yan's strength is always just right, making him feel as comfortable as floating in the sea of ​​clouds, and he can fall asleep very quickly.

After sleeping until the next day, the headache is gone.

But even so, Gu Yan still felt distressed, and asked around for various small remedies to treat migraines, such as thick mint tea, white radish juice dripping on the nose, soaking hands in hot water, applying scallion and ginger mud to the sore spots...

Anyway, as long as it is not a method that may harm the body, no matter how irrelevant it seems to treat migraine, Gu Yan will pull him to try it.

Sometimes Shen Qi finds it troublesome and is unwilling to do it, and he will be anxious with him.

Now, no one will worry about these things for him anymore. When the pain is unbearable, he can only take painkillers, and the effectiveness of painkillers has weakened after taking them.

Shen Qi put the phone back on the coffee table, lay back on the sofa and prepared to continue sleeping, but in the end he couldn't fall asleep anyway.

With the dim light coming in from the window, he stared at the door a few meters away.

Then he began to recall the last time he slept so well, thinking about it and thinking about the day when he broke up with Gu Yan.

That morning when the alarm clock rang for the second time, he opened his eyes. Gu Yan was still soundly asleep, but his two arms held him firmly in his arms.

He tried to move his neck, which was a little sore and numb from sleep, but in exchange for a tighter confinement - Gu Yan pressed half of his body on him, and uttered an indistinct raving in his sleep, and then he was very gentle. kissed the top of his hair.

Shen Qi thought he was awake at that time, but in the next second, he heard his slight snoring.

So for Gu Yan, kissing him and hugging him is probably an instinct engraved in his body.

Many things are cherished only when they are missed, for example, Shen Qi has missed the opportunity to wake up in Gu Yan's arms every day.He wanted to cherish it, but it was too late.

The originally soft sofa under his body suddenly felt uncomfortable to sleep on, and there always seemed to be something stuck under his waist and abdomen.

After turning over for the 180th time, Shen Qi gave up the idea of ​​going back to sleep, and simply sat up from the sofa.

In the past, Gu Yan always got up the night before or simply early in the morning to make him brunch, but today he might use the remaining time to prepare one for Gu Yan.

bang.

When I got up, my clothes caught somewhere on the sofa, something fell from it, and I rolled away.

Shen Qi searched in the dark for a long time, before he saw a... silver ring with a cold light near the kitchen door.

Shen Qi froze on the spot, he still didn't dare to walk over to pick up that thing.

His eyes even started to become a little slack, his eyes seemed to be staring at the cold light not far away, but in fact he didn't see anything, only Gu Yan reflected in his eyes.

Gu Yan who is smiling, Gu Yan who hangs on him and makes trouble, Gu Yan who wakes up in the morning with sleepy eyes, Gu Yan who looks at him tenderly...

After a few deep breaths, he finally walked over.

He has escaped for too long, and he must not escape any longer.

Although he tried to slow down his pace as much as possible, the distance of two or three meters was too much for him to walk, and he had already reached the door of the kitchen in a short time.

He squats down.He picked up the little silver ring, and almost at the same moment, tears burst out of his eyes uncontrollably.

He didn't cry very much before, but in the past six months, he seemed to be soaked in a sea of ​​tears, tears could fall anytime and anywhere, weak and incompetent.

He also finally saw the little silver ring clearly, it was a... ring.

A ring with the pinyin initials of his and Gu Yan's names engraved on the inner ring.

Shen Qi tried to put his ring finger in, and the ring was neither too big nor too small, and it just stuck on his finger.

So one day in the past, Gu Yan had prepared this ring for him, looking forward to one day... proposing to him.

However, what he finally waited for was his own breakup.

After the breakup, Gu Yan probably sat on the sofa with the ring for a long time, and then the ring was left on the sofa and fell into the gap, and he accidentally found it again today.

Could this be God's will in the dark, because he was the one who proposed to break up, so he had to find this ring, so that he could understand what he missed and ruined.

How cruel is this punishment.

Shen Xi knelt down at the door of the kitchen, as if something in his chest was collapsing silently, and there was an indescribable softness, bitterness and pain in the depression.

He couldn't tell whether it was more soft or more bitter and painful, he just felt very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

If possible, he would even sacrifice his life for a chance to go back to the past, as long as, as long as Gu Yan is still willing to look at him and love him.

Shen Qi raised his hand to cover his face, suppressed the emotion that was about to break out of the cage, and let it turn into a wild beast, tearing his heart apart with sharp claws.

Then he got up from the floor, walked to the refrigerator, and opened the door - no matter what, he had to make breakfast for Gu Yan today.

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In the new year, I wish you all wishes come true and good luck!