Difficult round

After hanging up the phone, Shen Qi sat down at the end of the bed, threw the phone casually behind him, covered his face and rubbed it vigorously.At this time, he suddenly missed Gu Yan very much.

Once this idea popped up, he couldn't suppress it. Shen Xi went to the wine cabinet to get a bottle of wine and drank two glasses. As soon as the little alcohol touched the fire in his chest, it immediately burned up. Time will turn him into a ball of ashes.

But the longing in his heart didn't go away because of this, he still wanted to Gu Yan.Want it so so much.

Probably because he was injured in a car collision today, Shen Qi let himself go, he stretched out his arm to touch the phone on the bed, and called Gu Yan without much hesitation.

"Hey, what's the matter?" The call was quickly connected this time, but Gu Yan's tone was really cold, Shen Xi's heart tightened, and it was even more uncomfortable than before.

Although he knew that Gu Yan couldn't see, he still tried his best to make himself smile:

"Gu Yan, I feel a little uncomfortable."

He purposely made it vague. He was really uncomfortable, but he didn't explain exactly where he was uncomfortable, so it wasn't a lie to Gu Yan.

Gu Yan was silent for a while, then said calmly:

"Why don't you call Tang Yan and ask him to accompany you to the hospital again."

He said so, but Gu Yan still wanted to push him to Tang Yan.how so.How could Gu Yan be willing to treat him like this.

Shen Xi grabbed the quilt under him vigorously, his voice was hoarse: "Gu Yan, I'm really, really uncomfortable." There was a bit of choking in his voice unconsciously, which was an obvious sign of weakness.

He knew that he shouldn't make such unreasonable troubles, and shouldn't bother Gu Yan anymore. Gu Yan didn't want to see him and didn't want to meddle in his affairs, so he should hang up the phone wisely, but today his brain cramped. Going crazy, I would rather lose face than dignity, but still want to see Gu Yan.

After a long time, Gu Yan finally spoke: "Send me the location."

"This is the last time, Shen Qi."

Shen Xi's rented place is in a certain apartment building not far from the company. When Gu Yan passed by, he was sitting on the sofa waiting, his complexion was really bad, his eye sockets were sunken, and his lips were pale. Vulnerable and embarrassed.

Gu Yan proposed to take him to the hospital, but Shen Qi refused, and stuck on the sofa with red eyes.In the end it was an injury, Gu Yan didn't dare to be rough on him, so he could only let him go in the end.

"Forget it, then go back to your room and sleep, I'll be outside, if you're really uncomfortable, call me, you have to go to the hospital."

Shen Qi nodded, stood up in a daze, went back to the room with the sofa pillow in his arms, walked to the door and retreated as if suddenly remembering something, and put the pillow back on the sofa.

Then he stood still, with a numb expression, as if he had lost his soul.

"What's wrong?" Seeing that he hadn't moved for a long time, Gu Yan frowned and asked him.

Shen Qi lowered his eyes subconsciously, clutched the hem of his pajamas vigorously, and stammered, "Gu Yan, you, you... do you want to sleep on the sofa? Or... come back to your room with me?"

Gu Yan really came, and it seemed that he was not in a hurry to go back, it was like a dream.Shen Qi was actually very reluctant to go back to his room to sleep like this, he was a little afraid that once he fell asleep, Gu Yan would leave again when he woke up, it would really be like a dream, leaving nothing behind.

He thought again inappropriately, that he was indeed a scumbag, and would still shamelessly pester his ex-boyfriend when encountering things, when he was weak and scared.

Gu Yan didn't answer his silly question of sleeping on the sofa or in the room, sat down on the sofa without saying a word, fiddled with the phone with his head down, and showed his attitude with actions.

Then Shen Qi felt more and more like a fool, who only wanted to make fun of himself and be stupid.

What's the relationship between you two now? Just invite someone to sleep with you in your room. You are kind-hearted and afraid that you will die at home and no one will know, so you have to run this trip because you are so cheeky.Show some face, Shen Qi!

Shen Qi scolded himself in his heart, turned around and slowly returned to the room.

From the beginning to the end, Gu Yan didn't look up at him, and kept his head down playing with his mobile phone.

Shen Qi took a sneak peek, and found that Gu Yan was chatting with someone, and he was quite familiar with the profile picture of the person he was chatting with, that was Tan Xiaolei.

These days, he has clicked on the other party's circle of friends intentionally or unintentionally many times, and it is impossible to admit his mistake, it is that person.

His head became dizzy even more.Just now, I deliberately lied to Gu Yan, but now I have suffered retribution, and I am really uncomfortable, and even feel a little nauseous.

But instead he tried his best not to make a sound, held the closet and took a few deep breaths, suppressing his dizziness and nausea, then found a thick quilt from the closet, sent it to Gu Yan, and lowered his eyes towards him Said:

"sorry."

The apology was endless. Shen Xi didn't know why he said it suddenly. It was just that many emotions were pulling repeatedly in his chest. He really wanted to say something to Gu Yan, but when the words came to his lips, they turned Say "I'm sorry".

Why?

Probably because of the seven years of deception, because of the breakup without warning, and because of the troubles that have been brought to Gu Yan again and again afterwards.

So he should have said sorry to Gu Yan long ago, but he didn't say it until now.

However, Gu Yan probably also felt that he was a little baffled, so he raised his head and glanced at him, frowning: "What?"

Shen Qi grinned, showing a smile that was uglier than crying, and pretended not to care, and replied, "It's nothing, I may have really damaged my brain, so ignore me."

Gu Yan really ignored him, nodded coldly, and continued to fiddle with the phone.

Shen Qi thought that he would not be able to fall asleep, but he unexpectedly fell into a deep sleep. Not only did he not suffer from insomnia, even the nightmare that had troubled him for a long time seemed to have disappeared.

Just as he expected, when he woke up the next day, Gu Yan had already left. The only thing that comforted him was that Gu Yan had prepared breakfast for him, a sandwich and a glass of orange juice.

Shen Qi couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at that time, he sat in front of the dining table in a daze, endured the nausea in his stomach, ate the whole sandwich slowly, and drank the glass of orange juice.Gu Yan's craftsmanship has not changed, and the sandwiches are still so delicious.

The taste that he was used to and felt ordinary in the past has now become his surprise and what he couldn't ask for.

After living alone, Shen Xi seldom cooks at home. He either takes care of his three meals in the restaurant downstairs of the company, or orders takeaway or doesn't eat at all. Occasionally he cooks rice cakes, noodles and the like.

So his refrigerator is usually empty, at most, when he thinks about it, he stuffs a few boxes of eggs and a few boxes of yogurt into it.

But when I opened it now, I found that there were quite a lot of fruits and vegetables inside.

People who buy these things probably know that he likes to be lazy, and they choose things that are easy to eat and not troublesome, such as some fruits that are easy to eat, and some that can be dipped in sauce or eaten directly eggs with green vegetables in soup.

Did Gu Yan go downstairs early in the morning to make big purchases for him?Shen Qi stood in front of the refrigerator, unconsciously touched the apple with his fingers, then touched the vegetables, fresh milk, strawberries...

It wasn't until the refrigerator beeped that he recovered from his daze, took a step back, and then closed the refrigerator door with a bang.

There is half a cucumber wrapped in plastic wrap in the kitchen, which should be left over from making a sandwich just now.

Shen Qi put the glass and dinner plate into the sink, peeled off the tightly wrapped layers of plastic wrap, leaned his back against the counter, and gnawed off the half of the cucumber in one bite.

That morning Shen Qi was late as expected.Before he had time to explain the reason for being late to his boss, Zhao Lingling ran to his desk and asked him anxiously:

"Master Shen Qiqi, what's wrong with your head, why is it injured?"

Shen Qi wanted to smile at her, but failed: "It's okay, it's just that there was a little accident when I got off work last night, and my head was scratched a little, and this morning I was also dizzy, so I—"

"You are really serious. If you are injured, you should rest at home. If you leave the company for a day, will it go bankrupt or something? You sold your life to my dad, so you need to work so hard!"

Although the tone was concerned, Shen Qi also knew that the other party really cared about him, but it always made people feel a little uncomfortable to hear these words.

It's not just Shen Xi who thinks so, he clearly sees a few colleagues in the next station secretly watching them, their eyes are... meaningful.

Of course the company would not go bankrupt without him.In fact, the company will not go bankrupt without anyone, even his immediate boss - Zhao Lingling's father is no exception.

If there is a chairman, there will be a new chairman. It seems that no one is irreplaceable in this world.

Shen Qi suddenly felt very tired, he pressed the power button, watched the computer screen light up, then turned his face and said to Zhao Lingling:

"Let's have dinner together tonight, I have something to say to you."

Zhao Lingling didn't know what to think of, and instantly turned anger into joy, and said with a smile:

"Okay!"