Difficult round

Shen Qi decided to break up with Gu Yan.

The two have been dating for seven years, and Gu Yan has always been very kind to him, maybe nothing could be better, but Shen Qi still decided to break up with Gu Yan, because he doesn't want to continue this kind of life, he wants to...

Become a normal person again.

The last dish of boiled pork slices came out of the pot, and Shen Qi brought the dishes to the table. There were three dishes and one soup. In addition to boiled pork slices, there were also spicy beef, mapo tofu, and yam pork rib soup, which were all Gu Yan's usual favorites.

Shen Xi doesn't know how to cook. The last time he cooked was three years ago, the day they first moved into this apartment.

The apartment was bought by Gu Yan with a loan. The names of the two of them were written on the real estate certificate. The area is small, only 80 square meters, but it is enough for the two of them to live in.

Prior to this, after moving out of the school dormitory in the second half of their senior year, the two had been renting a cheap rental house near the school.

On the day of moving, Shen Xi watched the video of the gourmet up master, and made the same three dishes and one soup as today, boiled pork slices, spicy beef, mapo tofu, and yam pork rib soup.

Accidentally cut his finger while slicing meat, Gu Yan was so distressed that he sterilized and put on a band-aid, and promised, "From now on, I will do all the laundry and cooking at home."

Shen Qi asked him: "Then what about me? What am I doing? Do you want to make money to support your family?" Gu Yan said with a matter of course, "Of course I'm here to make money to support your family. You just need to be responsible for eating, drinking and having fun."

Gu Yan did what he said, and in the three years since then, he has never washed a bowl or mopped the floor once.Gu Yan also gave him a piece of silver.Bank card, transfer my half-monthly salary into it every month.capital.

Shen Qi tasted the spicy beef with chopsticks, it didn't look good, but the taste was surprisingly good, Gu Yan should like it.

Gu Yan likes spicy food very much, but Shen Xi has a bad stomach, so the cooking at home is always light. Only when Gu Yan is really hungry, he will simply make a dish for himself.He always put himself behind Shen Qi for granted.

Shen Qi glanced at the phone, there was still about half an hour before Gu Yan came back, he specially called to ask, Gu Yan will not work overtime today, and will go home on time.

So he got up and picked a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet, opened it with a corkscrew, and poured two glasses into the goblet.

Sitting at the dining table, Shen Qi looked at the table of dishes that were gradually cooling down, and thought: I made the second dish on the day I decided to break up, the beginning and the end, it can be regarded as a beginning and an end in another sense.

Four or ten minutes later, Gu Yan came back from get off work, holding a bouquet of pink roses in his hand.He put the flowers into a vase, walked up to Shen Xi and kissed his eyes: "Didn't I tell you how to cook so many dishes, I will do all the housework."

Shen Qi smiled at him: "It's rare for me to do it once. Go wash your hands, the dishes are cold."

Gu Yan then took off his coat and washed his hands, and turned on the TV as he passed by the living room.This period of time coincides with the World Cup which is held every four years. The sports channel is replaying the semi-final match three days ago, Germany vs. Brazil. Shen Qi knows the result of the match - 7 to 1, Germany won.

On the day of the semi-finals, the two watched the game together. The game started at 1:50 in the morning. The two ordered garlic crayfish and cold beer, and watched while eating on the sofa.

Gu Yan is a football fan, and a die-hard fan of the German and French teams. He was very happy when his favorite team won. After watching the game, he pushed Shen Qi under him and asked for it three times.

It was already dawn after the tossing, and it was less than 10 minutes before the alarm clock rang. The two hugged each other face to face. Shen Qi asked him: "Which team do you prefer, the French team or the German team?"

Gu Yan kissed him stickily: "I like you the most."

Even though he watched the live broadcast and knew the result of the game, Gu Yan still watched it with great interest.He picked up a piece of pork ribs for Shen Qi, and picked up two large chopsticks of spicy beef for himself: "The Brazilian team really can't do it this time."

Shen Qi gnawed at the ribs slowly, without saying a word.

"Shen Qi, are you unhappy, what happened?"

From the moment he entered the house, Gu Yan noticed that Shen Qi was not in high spirits and looked preoccupied, but he waited for Shen Qi to take the initiative to tell him, but in the end Shen Qi never said anything, so he had no choice but to ask himself.

Shen Qi said, "It's okay."

If this is all right, then there is a ghost.But Gu Yan didn't want to force him, so he didn't continue to ask.

The two finished the meal in silence, and when Gu Yan wanted to get up to pack the dishes, Shen Qi stopped him: "Gu Yan, I have something to tell you."

Gu Yan walked over to kiss him again: "I knew you must have something, tell me, what's the matter, is it not going well at work? Are you angry with the stupid boss?"

Shen Qi's immediate leader is a 200-pound fat man with no talent or morality. He sat in this position because he is a relative of the big boss and is good at flattering. Fang Qiu, pointing Jiangshan.Shen Qi often went home to complain about him.

Shen Qi shook his head and said, "No."

"What's the matter?" Gu Yan said jokingly, "You cook for me specially tonight, are you doing something to be sorry for me?"

Shen Qi raised his eyes and looked at him, his voice was very low, it seemed that it was difficult to say this sentence: "Gu Yan, let's...break up."

Gu Yan's complexion suddenly became very bad: "What did you say? Isn't today April Fool's Day?"

Shen Qi pinched his palms hard, lowered his eyes, and repeated again: "I said, let's break up."

"Why?" Gu Yan asked sullenly.It was too sudden for him, and he was still stalking him the night before.A soft person wants to break up with himself today, how is this possible.

Shen Qi pursed his lower lip, stared at his feet with staggered eyes, did not speak for a long time, and Gu Yan did not urge him, the two sat in silence with each other.

"Because..." After a while, Shen Qi said with difficulty, "Because I'm a straight man."

Gu Yan sneered: "Straight man? Shen Qi, are you using such a lame excuse to fool me?" The two have been dating for seven years, and they have done it tens of thousands of times. Now tell him that he is a straight man, what kind of world do you have? What a joke!

But Shen Qi said: "I'm really a straight man."

"Straight man? Fuck you straight man, why didn't you say you were straight when I was chasing you seven years ago? Why didn't you say you were straight every night when I got fucked?"

Shen Qi's eyes were red, and he looked like he was about to cry.

"I've always...always wanted to tell you."

The idea of ​​breaking up didn't pop up suddenly today, but it had been hidden in Shen Qi's heart since the day the two started dating. Over the years, it would be taken out to think about it and entangled for a while.

Many, many times, he was thinking, or he should confess to Gu Yan.

Confession of what?He confessed that he was actually a straight man, he didn't like men, and confessed that he agreed to be with Gu Yan at the beginning only because Gu Yan was so nice to him.

But it was precisely because Gu Yan was kind to him that he was even more reluctant to say it, so he was always hesitating and evading, procrastinating day after day, year after year, just like this for seven full years.

Now I can’t drag it on any longer. I have graduated for five years and I’m close to 30 years old. My parents and elders come to care about his relationship problems every few days, asking him “do you have a girlfriend” and “when do you plan to get married?” Sometimes it is unavoidable to be caught and questioned, and my aunt even makes a fuss about giving him a blind date.

Shen Xi was under too much pressure.

Some time ago, the boss's daughter who had just graduated came to the company for an internship. It was originally arranged for a supervisor of their department to take her, but the girl immediately fell in love with Shen Qi and had to let Shen Qi take her.

The girl confessed to him two days ago, Shen Qi didn't agree, but he also didn't have the courage to do so.He thought he would never have the courage, so he made up his mind to break up with Gu Yan.

At this moment, Shen Qi's cell phone on the table rang. Gu Yan glanced at it, and saw that the note was Zhao Lingling, and at first glance, it was a girl's name, probably the boss's daughter that Shen Qi had just mentioned.

Shen Qi looked a little embarrassed, and was about to get the phone, but Gu Yan took the phone into his hand one step ahead of him, and then clicked on the speakerphone.

"Hey, Master Shen Qixi, have you had dinner yet?" It was indeed a female voice, and the sound of the word "Me" at the end was drawn out very long, and it sounded like she was acting like a baby.

Shen Qi seemed even more embarrassed, looking at Gu Yan with red eyes, as if begging for mercy.

Anger and pain burned Gu Yan's rationality, and he himself was in terribly painful pain, so he also wanted this person to suffer with him.

He pushed the damn mobile phone to the other foot of the dining table, then strangled Shen Xi's neck, pressed him on the dining table, and ripped off his belt and pants...

Although the two of them only did it last night, Shen Qi still felt that his body was split in half, and the pain was so painful that his eyes were staring, and it took him a while to recover.

"Master Shen Qixi, why don't you speak? Is the signal bad? Hey, hey? Master Shen Qixi, what are you doing?"

Shen Qiqi, that's really affectionate.

Gu Yan pressed Shen Qi's head with one hand, pinched his waist with the other, the table was shaken constantly, and the dishes on the table made a ping-pong-pong sound.

He leaned close to Shen Xi's ear and asked with a low voice: "Why don't you make a sound, tell her, what are you doing with me?"

"Aren't you a straight man? Why do straight men have feelings, huh?"

His voice was very low and deep, obviously full of emotion, but extremely cruel.Shen Qi shook his head desperately, biting his lips, refusing to let out the slightest sound.

Gu Yan smiled, maybe he finally couldn't stand the noisy girl on the phone, grabbed the phone and smashed it against the wall, with a heavy "bang", the screen of the phone was torn apart, and there was no sound at all .

"Don't, Gu Yan, no, don't..." Only then did Shen Qi dare to beg for mercy, but Gu Yan was not willing to let him go so easily, and still pressed his head and asked him loudly.

"Shen Qi, aren't you straight? Then what are you doing now?"

"Shen Qi, are you still standing upright?"

……

I don't know how long it took, Shen Qi felt that he was going to die, and Gu Yan finally let him go.

Gu Yan didn't take off any clothes, and after getting up, he sat back at the dining table as if nothing had happened, and played with his phone expressionlessly.

Shen Qi was much more embarrassed, his hair was stained with soup, his waist seemed to be broken, the pain was so painful that he couldn't straighten up at all, and his whole body was trembling slightly.

He maintained this posture of lying face down on the dining table for a long time before standing up, and slowly tidied himself up with trembling hands.

Gu Yan likes to have sex with him very much, and the frequency between the two is very high, but Gu Yan has never treated him so roughly.

In this kind of matter, Gu Yan has always been very gentle and considerate, and would gently kiss his whole body, even kissing his toes with love.After being intimate, I will hug him and kiss him for a while, then take him to take a bath, and clean him up carefully.

But tonight... Tonight there is no tenderness, no kisses, nothing. This is not an intimacy, but Gu Yan's unilateral venting of anger.