I brought down Bai Yueguang by selling miserably

But my life is terrible too, what can you see.

As Su Mingyu walked all the way, congregants kept coming to greet him.

He walked through the church of the Holy Ming Church for a long time, and finally came to his independent residence.

A graceful figure stood faintly behind the curtain, Su Mingyu walked behind the curtain and saw Yu Meier waiting here.

"A few months ago, Xiao Jue sent his cronies to sort out the medicine in the secret room. I heard from behind the curtain that the secret room was in a secret passage deep in the dungeon. It can only be opened with the order of heaven and earth." Yu Meier lowered her voice and said, "So I While he was drunk one day, he stole the Order of Heaven and Earth. I got into Xiao Jue's secret room, but unfortunately there are too many medicines there, and I didn't have time to find Yi Xindan's antidote."

"Xiao Jue will definitely notice when he wakes up and finds that I'm not there, and Tian Di Ling is not by his side, so I didn't dare to stay long before I came out."

"I will steal the Heaven and Earth Token again in a few days." Yu Meier's voice was a little tense: "I will give it to Xu Changjun at that time. You hurry up and go to the secret room. I will hold Xiao Jue in the West Alley Building."

"Yeah." Su Mingyu's eyes lightly fell on the guards patrolling outside the window: "You don't have to come over tonight. It's too risky. Xu Changjun will tell me about these things."

"I know." Yu Meier said in a low voice: "I just had a dream last night, I had a bad premonition, I was worried that I would never see you again."

"Brother Mingyu." Yu Meier called out, Su Mingyu looked away, and looked at her with gentle eyes.

It was a kind of indifferent tenderness, as if he had pity for everything in the world, but only no love.Yu Meier looked at Su Mingyu standing in front of her as beautifully as before, tears fell down unconsciously, she reached out and hugged him: "I miss you so much."

Su Mingyu patted her on the back lightly: "It's all right, after I get Yi Xin Dan, everything will be over."

"It's not over, you have to do more dangerous things." Yu Meier cried: "And I. I know, I am no longer worthy of you, but I think..."

The more she spoke, the more she choked up: "I want to see you well, I want you to find the one you love, marry a wife and have children, and live your life in peace like ordinary people."

"Can you give up, you've done enough, stop after you take over the Holy Ming Sect. Don't think about going to the sea time domain anymore, and don't think about revenge anymore."

There will be people in the world who have lost so much and can only hope to see it in another person.As if another person is happy, his ruined life can also be happy with it.

But my life is terrible too, what can you see.

Su Mingyu could only look at her coldly and calmly, pretending to be a normal person, a normal person who can bring her hope.

It was even rare to tell her part of my inner thoughts.

"What I did was not only for revenge. Today the world is in turmoil, but why is the world in turmoil? It is precisely because the imperial court is arbitrarily collecting taxes, and the local government is not doing anything." Su Mingyu said: "The reason why Quwan City is in constant war is because of it. It is because the officers and soldiers are not strictly governed, they are not capable of fighting, and they are not capable of defending their own people. What I want to do is something that can defend the entire territory even if the people are not good enough."

Yu Meier stared blankly at the light in Su Mingyu's eyes, it was fleeting, but it was as bright and boundless as the moonlight in Guanghan Palace.

It seemed that all the hardships and pains had left no trace in his heart, blowing gently through his life like a gust of wind.

Knowing it was impossible, Yu Meier still instinctively wanted to believe it.

"When everything is over, if everything can be over." Su Mingyu smiled softly, with a little tenderness and tenderness: "I will marry you."

Su Ming Yu Xindao never again.But he still said word by word: "You have never been unworthy of me."

Yu Meier's tears fell from her face like pearls with broken strings.

"Brother Ming Yu, please keep it safe for me." Yu Meier hesitated for a moment, then took out an object from her bosom, her dim eyes seemed to light up again: "We will be fine, I want to watch you realize yourself ideal."

Su Mingyu looked at a small delicate dagger that Yu Meier put in his hand.

Yu Meier's martial arts are mediocre in the Shengming Sect, and she is even less likely to be Xiao Jue's opponent, so the purpose of this dagger can be imagined.

"You really shouldn't keep this kind of thing by your side." Su Mingyu frowned extremely slightly, and Yu Meier's eyes were filled with tears, but the corners of her mouth raised upwards: "Brother Mingyu, what do you want?" I'm so nice."

She looked at Su Mingyu with sweet and sad eyes.

I will not marry you, I have long been unclean.But after the big revenge was avenged, I didn't want to die either.I want to watch you marry a wife and have children, watch you realize your ideals, and live the life you should have.

"Wait until everything is over," Yu Meier smiled faintly: "It will end."

"Naturally." Su Mingyu replied.

Su Mingyu looked at the darkening night outside the window, and whispered beside her: "Wipe away your tears, don't let Xiao Jue find out. You can go back."

"En." Yu Meier wiped away the tears on her face indiscriminately, she walked out step by step, the tassels on her head were crumbling, but her steps seemed much easier.

Su Mingyu lit the tranquilizing incense that filled the room, and blew out the candle lamps.The thick smog seemed to turn his residence into a haunted place, but it could isolate the real Shura realm in his dream.

Su Mingyu closed his eyes, feeling drowsiness spread little by little.

Most of the elixirs in the world don't work for him, even the best sedative incense.

The effect of Anshenxiang on him became weaker and weaker, but his nightmares became more and more frequent.

If the next few days were not critical, he would have survived until dawn.

In a trance, he thought of the night when his identity was exposed, Qi Jue's thin and innocent hands with well-defined knuckles gently rested on the back of his hands.

To that warm embrace not long ago, and that kiss, that sentence of liking.Such as intertwined lights and shadows were lost in his boundless memory.

In the future, no one will take the initiative to hold my hand, just to let me have a good dream.

Su Mingyu stared at the back of his hand quietly, as if the temperature was still on it, so warm and safe.

It's something he doesn't deserve in this life.

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