May I never meet you again in the next life

Cheng Yi was woken up by the sound of coughing.

He opened his eyes in a daze, and saw that Ah Ji was facing away from him, huddled into a small ball under the quilt, coughing violently.

Cheng Yi hurried forward, turned Ah Ji over to face him, and asked, "Is there any medicine in this room? I'll go to the living room to get it for you now!"

"Don't go..." Ah Ji closed his eyes, his consciousness was a little fuzzy, he hugged Cheng Yi and murmured: "Don't go..."

Cheng Yi's heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, he hugged Ah Ji tightly, stroked his neck and back, "I won't go, I won't go, I will accompany you." The unusual temperature made him suddenly realize that Ah Ji had a fever.

Ah Ji's cough gradually stopped, and he curled up in Cheng Yi's arms, as if talking to himself: "Why did you appear...why... I became this ghost in those five years... Looks...not good enough for you...you won't want me anymore..."

"No matter what you look like, I want you." Cheng Yi kissed Ah Ji's hair, "I want you, I want to spend my whole life with you, we will never be separated again! Never again!"

"Impossible..." Ah Ji's crying became heavier, and as soon as this sentence came out, he couldn't help crying, and kept repeating: "I'm going to die... there's no time..."

Cheng Yi was heartbroken and speechless for a moment, all he could do was hug the person in his arms tighter.He doesn't want to lose it again, he has already lost his beloved twice, and there is no more time to lose it, not to mention that this loss is the cruelest and most painful separation between heaven and man forever.He always felt that God was joking with them, always giving the most painful blow when hope was rekindled.

Maybe they shouldn't have met in the first place, maybe it was wrong from the very beginning, but why didn't these punishments fall on me, but let Ah Ji bear all of this?

Cheng Yi looked at Ah Ji in his arms, his eyes were full of distress.Ah Ji fell asleep crying and crying, with little tears remaining on his long eyelashes.This is the most beautiful profile in the world, Cheng Yi gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and rubbed his face.How much he wished that time would stop at this moment, and never slip away another minute and a second.

The room was dark and quiet, although it was early morning, but Cheng Yi didn't feel sleepy anymore.He laid Ah Ji flat and covered the quilt, then walked softly to the living room, and went to get the medicine from the compartment of the coffee table.There are a lot of medicines in the compartment, some are new and some are being taken.Cheng Yi picked them up one by one and looked at them. He didn't know the efficacy of some of the medicines here, but he still recognized the antipyretics.Ah Ji has a fever now, so he needs to take some medicine to lower his temperature.Finally, he found the medicine to reduce fever quickly from a pile of medicines, and quickly poured a glass of water and took the medicine into the house.

The pills are bitter.When Ah Ji was taking the medicine, he kept frowning, he was a little confused from the fever, and his attitude towards Cheng Yi was very different from that during the day, like a child who depended on adults.Cheng Yi held the water glass and asked him to take another sip of water, but Ah Ji shook his head, and said in an aggrieved and coquettish tone, "I want candy."

Seeing Ah Ji like this, Cheng Yi felt his heart melt.He put the water glass on the bedside table, and said softly: "I'll get it for you now." Just when he wanted to get up, Ah Ji grabbed his clothes and said, "I don't want you to go."

"I'll get you candy!"

"I do not want."

"Don't eat candy anymore?"

Ah Ji hesitated for a moment, shook his head, and looked at Cheng Yi with those cloudy eyes.His expression was a bit like a puppy loyal to its master, and it took him a long time to say: "Eat candy and you will disappear."

"No, I'll be with you."

After finishing speaking, Cheng Yi turned off the lights and climbed onto the bed, and lay side by side with Ah Ji on the bed.He took Ah Ji's hand and said, "Go to sleep! I won't miss you." Ah Ji didn't speak anymore, and obediently closed his eyes to sleep.Cheng Yi lay down with Ah Ji for more than half an hour, and after making sure that Ah Ji had really fallen asleep, he slowly sat up.

He couldn't sleep, too many things were on his mind.He thought of Ah Ji's state just now, thought of his cough and fever and no one to take care of him, and thought of how little food he had on the dinner table like a cat, he just felt very distressed.Cheng Yi held Ah Ji's hand tighter, and took out his mobile phone with the other hand to check information online. He knew that Ah Ji would not agree to go home with him now, but the treatment could not be delayed.He sent a text message to his assistant, asking him to help contact the best hospital here to make an appointment for an examination.Only by knowing the specific physical condition of Ah Ji, can we slowly prepare for how to take every step in the future.

Cheng Yi went online to learn how to care for gastric cancer patients.According to the results of the last examination, Ah Ji's illness is already in the mid-to-late transition period.In the next year, he didn't know if Ah Ji had been treated, but according to the current situation, his illness should be in the advanced stage.In this case, the examination and treatment can no longer be delayed, and the problem of coughing should also be dealt with together.

Aji slowly opened his eyes.He had just had a dream. In the dream, Cheng Yi hurriedly took medicine and poured water for him, took his hand and told himself that he would stay with him and never leave again.He hasn't had a dream for a long time, to be precise, he hasn't slept so deeply for a long time.After the injury, I always coughed at night when I slept, and my stomach hurts, and when it was severe, I even had a fever.Sure enough, sick people will become very fragile. Cheng Yi just lay on the same bed with himself, and he started to think wildly.Just as Ah Ji was thinking, he felt something holding his hand. When he looked sideways, he saw Cheng Yi holding his hand and looking at his phone.

Ah Ji quickly pulled out his hand.

"Are you awake? Did I disturb you?" Cheng Yi put down his phone and asked.

"no……"

"Let me see if it's still burning." Cheng Yi put his hand on Ah Ji's forehead to test the temperature, "It's better."

I have a fever?Ah Ji secretly thought in his heart, so that dream...was real...

"Sorry, I interrupted your rest." Ah Ji also sat up, leaning against the head of the bed and whispering.

"I hope you bother me like this every day." Cheng Yi smiled at Ah Ji, picked up his own coat and put it on him, suddenly he seemed to remember something, blinked at Ah Ji and said: "Wait Let me go." After saying that, he turned over and got off the bed and walked out.

Ah Ji looked at him, wondering what he was going to do, and Cheng Yi came back.He walked up to Ah Ji, stretched out his hand, and there was a piece of candy in his hand.

Ah Ji is confused.He didn't know why Cheng Yi gave him candy.He stared at Tang in a daze, and didn't pick it up.

"What? Don't like this? Then I'll get something else."

"No...no need..." Ah Ji quickly took the candy in his hand, "Why..."

"After you took the medicine, you always wanted to eat candy. At that time, I said I would get it for you and you wouldn't let me go." Cheng Yi sat back on the bed again, looked at Ah Ji and said, "I didn't know you liked it before. Eat candy, why never say it?"

"I……"

Ah Ji actually likes sweets very much, but Cheng Yi doesn't like it, he has no qualifications and conditions to let his own temper live in the shelter of others.Later, in Zuixuan, he kept drinking and ruined his stomach, and he felt sick when he ate anything, so he took sugar to relieve his nausea.Up to now, he eats candy mostly because the handful of medicines he takes as a meal every day are too bitter, so bitter that he can't stand it and always wants to cry.

"I didn't realize you were crying so much before."

When Cheng Yi opened his mouth, Ah Ji realized that he was crying.He quickly wiped away his tears, smiled embarrassedly, peeled off the candy in his hand, put it in his mouth, and lowered his head to stare at the quilt.

"Tell me about how you've been doing all this time, okay?"

Ah Ji looked sideways at Cheng Yi, and nodded slowly.