May I never meet you again in the next life

Ah Ji didn't expect that he would wake up.

When he woke up, he was in a daze, looking at the white ceiling of the hospital, he couldn't realize where he was for a while.

Ah Ji moved his body slightly, the wound on his body was well bandaged, and he didn't feel any pain anymore, but when he breathed, there was a slight pain in his chest cavity.He slowly turned his head and saw Cheng Yi sleeping beside him.

Cheng Yi has lost weight, and the beard stubble on his chin has also protruded, and the dark circles under his eyes are heavy, probably because he hasn't had a good rest all the time.

How nice it would be if time stopped at the last time they embraced each other.Ah Ji feels that there is no other moment that can compare to that time.At that time, he really felt very happy.

But now he is awake.

Ah Ji still looked at Cheng Yi, but his vision gradually blurred.He didn't know how to face Cheng Yi in the future. He was already so dirty that he couldn't clean it no matter how hard he washed it. Besides, he had already fulfilled his wish, met the person he wanted to see, said what he wanted to say, and he didn't have any regrets...

Why wake him up?Why let him face such a cruel future?He was exhausted, he had no energy to hate, much less energy to love.Sadly, he doesn't have much time left...

He has a fatal disease.

Ah Ji supported the bed and slowly sat up, moving very lightly, for fear of waking Cheng Yi who was sleeping.He pulled out the needle in his hand, lifted the quilt and got off the ground, and walked gently towards the door of the ward.

He is leaving.

Their contract has expired.In the ten years within the deadline, they paid much more than they had expected...

So leaving, no matter who it is, is a happy ending.

When he reached the door, Ah Ji put his hand on the doorknob, but he couldn't move the handle no matter what, he turned his head and looked at Cheng Yi again.It's the last time, this time I really won't see it again, never again.Tears slowly welled up in his eyes again, Ah Ji knew that he was not in love, he didn't want to leave, but he had to leave.

Ah Ji quietly walked in front of Cheng Yi, squatted down slowly, looked at Cheng Yi's half-revealed sleeping face, stretched out his hand as if uncontrollably, and slowly stroked Cheng Yi's eyes and side face.I haven't touched him for too long, so let's just be presumptuous!Thinking about it, he straightened up slightly, and gently placed a kiss on Cheng Yi's lips.

"You must be happy!"

"Aji...don't go...don't go..."

Cheng Yi didn't wake up, but subconsciously talked in his sleep.His tone was so gentle, full of sincere pleading and full of love.Ah Ji's tears could no longer be stopped, he covered his mouth with his hands, and left the ward as if fleeing.It was night now, the hospital was quiet, and he didn't meet anyone on the way out of the hospital.Ah Ji ran to an empty corner with no direction, knelt down on the ground exhausted, and cried bitterly.

All the grievances and pains found an outlet to vent, they turned into tears and roars, rushed out of Ah Ji's body, turned into gusts of transparent wind in the dark night, and disappeared in this cold winter night.

Ah Ji didn't know how long he had been crying.He was only wearing a hospital gown, and the cold wind swallowed the temperature of his body, followed by more and more intense pain in his body.He stood up, walked to the side of the road and called a taxi.He wants to go back to the house he has lived in for the past few years, bring the things he needs, and then leave here to find a place he wants to go to fend for himself.

"Master, can you wait for me downstairs for a while? I have to go to the train station. I left my wallet at home. I won't make you wait too long, okay?"

Seeing Ah Ji's outfit, the driver probably knew what was going on, so he nodded in agreement.

Ah Ji went upstairs, and left all his keys and mobile phone with Su Ye. Now that he had nothing in his hand, he tiptoed to find a spare key from the door frame and opened the door.There are very few things to bring, a few clothes, a wallet for documents, and nothing else.He folded all his clothes and put them in his bag, but accidentally found a bank card in the closet.This is not his card, all his salary is kept with Uncle Mo, and most of the little cash he has on hand is tips from customers, which are used for daily life.The password and the amount were written on the back of the card, 20. Ah Ji couldn't figure out where the card came from, but he still kept it.Every step in the future needs money. His current body does not allow him to return to his original job to make money, but apart from this, he really doesn't know what else he can do...

It didn't take long for Ah Ji to pack up and go downstairs to the car in 10 minutes.The driver didn't lose his temper with Ah Ji because of waiting, but listened to the program broadcast on the radio with great interest.Seeing that Ah Ji changed into his outfit and got into the car, he started the car and asked, "Young man, do you want to go back to your hometown after the Chinese New Year?"

After hearing this, Ah Ji came to his senses.The lively program on this broadcast is the Spring Festival Gala, and today is New Year's Eve!

"Yes!" Ah Ji lied and smiled politely.

The driver didn't say anything more, and was amused by the skit on the radio while driving the car.

The train station has arrived.Aji gave the driver 100 yuan and refused to give change. Business is not easy during the Chinese New Year, so the driver accepted it without being polite.There were neither too many nor too many people in the train station, and Ah Ji looked at the timetable for the departure of the train.He wanted to go to a city in the south. He had heard people say that the wind in the south was warm even in winter.That's pretty good, Ah Ji thought: the current self really can't stand the cold anymore.

After buying the tickets, Ah Ji took his bag and went outside.He wanted to see this city for the last time, this city that recorded his absurd life, this city that he loathes and cares about...

Suddenly, a dazzling firework exploded in the sky, and then another, two... illuminating the dark night like day.It's a new year, and it's a new year.

"You come to me during the Chinese New Year and spend it with my sister and the three of us."

Yu Rui's voice suddenly appeared in his mind.Ah Ji looked at the fireworks all over the sky and smiled.

Xiao Rui, I can't celebrate the new year with you.I only did half of what I promised, so you can't be angry with me!In the new year, you are one year older, but you must be happy and happy!I hope you can find someone who loves you deeply and live happily ever after.

Sorry, I didn't walk my talk.

I broke my promise.

The ride reminder at the train station had been played several times, and Ah Ji turned around and walked into the train station for the security check to board the train.Sitting on the train, he looked at the scenery outside the window, and the corners of his eyes got wet again unexpectedly.

Goodbye, my ridiculous ten years...

Goodbye, the one I loved with all my heart...

Goodbye……

forget me, please……

The author has something to say:

The happiest thing in life is to fall in love with someone.

Met him, liked him, cared about him, missed him, loved him...

Not afraid of others laughing at your infatuation and stubbornness

Not afraid of those pains and grievances

The only thing I am afraid of is that the years will take him away bit by bit, so that I can no longer touch him, no longer be able to hug him...

In fact, we all understand that we have paid much more than expected...

Body and mind have been drained...

In this love, no one wins and no one loses.

because

We all lose flat...