May I never meet you again in the next life

His throat was dry and tight, and even taking a breath felt like sandpaper was being worn.Ah Ji slowly opened his eyes, moved his body a little, then reached out to the bedside table, looking for a sip of water to drink.

"Are you awake? What do you want?"

Cheng Yi was falling asleep beside Ah Ji's bed, not sleeping soundly.With a slight movement of Ah Ji, he quickly regained consciousness.Cheng Yi put his hand on Ah Ji's forehead, the temperature finally returned to normal, and his hanging heart was finally relieved.Looking at Ah Ji who just woke up and was still a little confused, Cheng Yi couldn't help but smile slightly.

Now that I think so clearly, I have to take action.He had already thought about it, after Ah Ji woke up, he wanted to have a good talk with him.He wants to know what Ah Ji is thinking and what he wants.I will also try my best to satisfy him, compensate him, and treat him well.As long as he shows all his sincerity, Cheng Yi believes that Ah Ji and himself will be the same as in the past few years, or even better than before, instead of this unusually tortuous fifth year.

Cheng Yi recovered his senses and looked at Ah Ji, and found that Ah Ji was still maintaining the movements just now, motionless, and his eyes had been staring at him, not even blinking.

"What's wrong? Not feeling well?"

Cheng Yi reached out to touch Ah Ji's face, but as soon as his fingertips touched the skin, Ah Ji trembled like an electric shock, and his whole body shrank into the quilt, constantly backing away.Cheng Yi saw Ah Ji slowly retreating to the side of the bed, and when he was about to fall, he rushed onto the bed and grabbed him, hugging him with the quilt under him.

Ah Ji buried his face deeply in the quilt, trembling all over.

"Aji, look at me!"

Cheng Yi reached into the quilt to hold Ah Ji's face, but Ah Ji buried his face even deeper.

"Aji! Look at me! I have something to tell you!"

Cheng Yi was a little overwhelmed by the current situation, and Ah Ji's reaction was a bit unexpected.He thought that when Ah Ji woke up, he would sit obediently on the bed, listen to himself finish speaking, and then accept his own thoughts.It seems that what I think is a bit too simple...

"Aji! Look at me!"

Cheng Yi forcibly held down Ah Ji's hands and feet so that he would stop struggling.Freed up one hand, pinched Ah Ji's chin, turned his face to face her, looked into his eyes and said, "Look at me!"

"You still want to... then treat me...?"

Ah Ji's eyes filled with tears, his voice was hoarse, trembling with a trace of fear and questioning.

"What? I... not... Ah Chi, don't cry... I... I was wrong... I was wrong!"

Cheng Yi frantically wiped away Ah Ji's tears.

How could he make things like this again!Why is he in such a hurry!I just did such an excessive thing to Ah Ji not long ago...how could Ah Ji...as I imagined...to accept myself so easily...

Cheng Yi sighed, let go of Ah Ji, got off the bed, and sat back on the chair beside the bed.Ah Ji pulled the quilt over his head, shrunk in the quilt, and turned into a small ball.

"Aji..."

Cheng Yi placed his hand gently on Ah Ji's body through the quilt.

The little ball under his hand trembled violently.

"A Ji, don't be afraid! I did something wrong! I won't do this again in the future! Don't be afraid..." Cheng Yi took his hand back and fiddled with it with his head down like a child who did something wrong. own fingers.After a long while, I slowly said: "Ah Ji, I know that I am quite an asshole. I can't control my emotions, and I hurt you like crazy when I get impulsive. In fact, I regret it every time... ..." Cheng Yi raised his head, looked at Ah Ji who was curled up, and said: "I have thought about it for a long time, and I have understood many things, many important things... No! The rest are not important! There is only one... Only one .”

Cheng Yi possessed himself and slowly lifted the quilt, looking at Ah Ji.Ah Ji also raised his head to look at him, his eyes full of guard and fear.

"I like you, Aji."

Cheng Yi grabbed Ah Ji's hand, looked into his eyes and said, "I won't treat you like I did before, I won't humiliate you, I won't hurt you anymore. What do you want, what do you want to do? Tell me everything, and I agree. I will do my best to treat you well, as long as you don't leave me, don't betray me...Forgive me, Aji! Please...OK?"

Cheng Yi pulled Ah Ji's hand in front of him, and pressed it against his chest.

"OK?"

Ah Ji has never seen Cheng Yi look so sincere, his voice is deep and magnetic, his tone is so serious, and there is a little begging, without the slightest joke or joke.Cheng Yi's eyes revealed a kind of strength, his dark brown pupils were like a bottomless black hole, as if he would sink into it after looking at it for a while, unable to extricate himself.

Forgive him, accept him...

Ah Ji was taken aback by his sudden thought.

What happened to me?Wasn't Cheng Yi brought this disgusting and ridiculous life of his own to him?How can he forgive him now?How can I accept him...

Could it be that I really... fell in love with Cheng Yi?

absurd!What absurdity!It's ridiculous!

but……

I really want to find a warm shoulder...

I'm so tired...

Even if this shoulder can only be relied on for a while...for me...it is enough...

So... take a gamble!

What else can I afford to lose?

"it is good……"

The voice was hoarse but resolute.

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