I'm a scumbag

For many years afterwards, I kept thinking about the same question repeatedly. If I were a rich man, would Han Yu and I hold my hand and grow old together?Will the relationship between me and him last forever as we promised?

Two months later, Li Yan recovered and was discharged from the hospital. As for the money for the operation, a small part was the money from the sale of the old house, and the other part was sent by the principal himself, a total of 15.I heard it was all donated by students and teachers.

It was the only thing that comforted me during that long time.

Han Yu had already moved away, and that house was deserted and even lacking in popularity.But I have never returned the house, and I still come back here every day to wait quietly.Looking forward to one day when I open the door, I will see the figure that makes me miss it day and night.

Lin Zi would come back to live occasionally, and would occasionally inadvertently complain about Han Yu's fickleness and ungratefulness.

"I heard, just heard, he is leaving tomorrow."

I paused and continued to stuff the food into my mouth, but it got stuck in my throat and I couldn't swallow it no matter what.

"If you're not happy, find a place to vent it, or you can beat him up, even if you can't beat him or scold him, you'll feel better. Why make it hard for yourself!"

"I have to go to work tomorrow, so I'll go to bed first." Putting down the bowls and chopsticks, I hid in my room without looking back.Unfortunately, I couldn't sleep at all.

I really didn't think about going to see him off, but in the end I went by a strange coincidence.Hiding in the corner, just take one last look at him, maybe we will never have a chance to meet again in this life.

Han Yu, who walked out of the gate with Gu Feng, saw me, his expression was a bit surprised, but he quickly looked away, not intending to say goodbye to me at all.On the contrary, it was Gu Feng, who gave me a sneer and said to Han Yu, "Go ahead, there is still enough time anyway. Make it clear and save trouble in the future."

"What are you doing here?" This was the first sentence Han Yu said to me.There is no trace of emotion in the expression and tone of voice. At this moment, I know that there is no hope between us anymore.

"I heard you're leaving, so I'm here to see you off."

"Thank you!" Han Yu didn't want to look at me, and kept looking down at his pair of high-end leather shoes that I couldn't afford with two months' salary.

"How are you doing during this time? He didn't bully you, did he?"

"You think too much. How can he treat me badly if he is my brother?"

"I didn't mean that, I meant to say..." Sighed, I don't know what to say, he should understand what I mean. "Forget it, as long as you feel good."

"Anything else? I have a flight to catch."

"Where are you going?"

"Canada!"

"When are you coming back?"

"Not necessarily, maybe months, maybe years."

"You have to take good care of yourself when you are outside alone. If there is a chance, I will visit you."

"Heh!" Han Yu couldn't help laughing, a very cold smile, more like a sneer.In fact, after I finished speaking, I also felt that it was daydreaming. When did I become so unrealistic?I heard him say again: "Don't be stupid, the relationship between us is over, you should forget about me."

My heart hurts, I resisted it, "Some things and some people don't just forget it...I never believed that you would leave me."

Han Yu glanced at me and then hurriedly looked away, "I just, just had enough fun."

"Play?"

"It can be said that I actually liked you a little at the beginning, but later on it was no longer a simple liking. It should be called the desire to conquer. The more I can't get it, the more I can't forget it. But when I get it, I will It's not attractive anymore."

"Heh, are you kidding?" How could I believe what he said. Could it be that the scenes in the past were all fake?No, this reason does not convince me at all.

"Just treat it as a game, you have nothing to lose anyway." Han Yu sighed impatiently, "Okay, I have to catch a plane, take care of yourself."

"Xiaoyu!" I grabbed his hand and refused to let go, "You are not that kind of person at all, you lied to me, right? He forced you to say that, right?"

"Are you finished? Let go!"

"No, I won't let it go. I know you must have some difficulties. You tell me, and I'll find a solution. Xiaoyu, you still love me, right?" I ignored his struggle and dragged him into it. In my arms, I must have gone crazy at that moment, but the body in my memory was so cold.

With a slap, his slap severely shattered my dream, "Don't you understand me when I say I've played enough? Li Kai, how long are you going to be naive? Let's live a good life but eat with you every day Instant noodles, how can there be such a fool in the world, I'm just playing with you, can't you see?"

"I didn't want to get involved in the matter between you, but I really can't stand it anymore." Gu Feng's voice sounded behind him, he put Han Yu into his arms, looked at me and at him, "At the beginning What do I say, he will definitely pester you and won't listen to me, look, how troublesome it is now."

"You don't need to worry about it!" Han Yu waved his hand away angrily.

"I'm your brother, I don't care who cares about you!"

"Then you take some money and send him away, don't let him bother me!"

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Gu Feng made a gesture, and the fourth brother immediately brought up his leather bag, unzipped it, and countless banknotes were neatly placed inside, "Tell me, how much money do you want, open a price."

At this time, I just woke up from that slap, and looked blankly at Han Yu's back without turning his head, all thoughts were lost! "Han Yu!"

He just stopped but still didn't look back.

"Tell me, you don't like me, you never loved me, tell me loudly if you want me to give up!" I shouted to him!

That moment was so long, it was so long that more than a year passed by, and I could even clearly see his smile, his cry, his annoyance, his anger, and his anger in each segment. Naughty, he's cute.Those still fresh memories, I have never doubted their authenticity, and it is the same at this moment.

"Love, I really don't have it. At best, I just like it, but it's only a little bit. Now... I don't feel it anymore, and I even think you are annoying! Li Kai, everyone is so good together...don't let me look down on you You!" This was the last sentence he said to me, and it also marked the end of our relationship that has experienced ups and downs.

"I understand!" I nodded, "...you're right, everyone has a good time getting together...From now on, I, Li Kai, will never get in touch with you!" This is The last sentence I sent him, no one knows what kind of mood I said this sentence, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't even shed tears.Love is gone, at this time I just want to keep my last trace of dignity!

His body shook invisibly, finally nodded and left.

No one knew how I lived those few days, not even myself. I was groggy during the day and had no sleep at night. I felt like I was stupid, and I couldn't even think.

At this time, the boss of the construction site fired me for no reason, and gave me ten days' salary and told me, "Don't come again, I don't want to cause trouble!"

A few days later, Gu Feng's subordinates came to the door, four or five of them beat me to death, and they beat me powerlessly, and finally left me a sentence, "If you don't want your sister to have something to do, just disappear to me, forever You are not allowed to come back! Otherwise, you will bear the consequences!"

When I was unconscious, I always dreamed of Han Yu's leaving back, and I could always hear Gu Feng's sinister sneer. I really wanted to stay asleep and never open my eyes to face this ruthless world.Sometimes death is not terrible, what is terrible is dying!

In fact, I should thank Gu Feng, at least he gave me a cheap life, and I should thank Han Yu even more, if he is ruthless, he is definitely not inferior to Gu Feng, I should thank him for not being too heartless, otherwise my end will be certain Even more "wonderful" than Xu Ming.

I woke up in the hospital bed, next to Lin Zi who would never abandon me, he threw me a train ticket and said to me, "Go home, you can't mess with him!"

And for me, the bad luck is far from over!

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