When Huagong woke up, the only feeling was cold.It stands to reason that it is already early summer, but it is inevitable that you will feel cold if you lie almost completely naked in the middle of the night.

The phone on the bedside table had been vibrating intermittently, making an annoying buzz.

The chaotic morning light came through the window, and he moved a little. When he realized that his hands were still tied behind his back, Huagong rubbed his shoulders on the wrinkled sheets a few times, barely moved to the side of the bed, and turned over get off...

thump.

... I don't know if it's because his body hasn't fully recovered yet, but this fall made his eyes light up and his head hurt.After his eyesight returned to normal, he skillfully leaned over, reached under the bed with his hands behind his back in an awkward posture, took out a thin blade, and then held it between his fingers to try to cut the rope.

Is it because the fingers are congested, so they are not very flexible? Five minutes later, the string tying his two thumbs side-by-side was still secure, albeit frayed.Huagong cursed and threw the blade away, and instead jumped up clumsily like a water bird with a broken wing, intending to use brute force to break the rope.

……

Nothing works.The headache made him feel extremely bad, and he had to hit the ground with his shoulder several times to relieve the bad breath.After a short rest, he had no choice but to fumble to retrieve the blade again...

This time it was finally a success.It's just that he lacked patience and his movements were stiff, his fingers were no better than a broken rope, and the wet and sticky blood oozed out quickly.

Huagong stood up straight while licking away the blood from the wound.After regaining his balance, the first thing he did was go to the bathroom and rinse himself off...

As he passed by the door of the bedroom, he saw the key that had been thrown on the ground.

So the uninvited guest who came suddenly last night should be Muji, right?Since you want to return the key, you should hand it over to yourself in a fair manner. Throwing it on the ground casually like this is really annoying.And it's all here, why do you want to run away like a coward without saying a word?

Staring at the small key, Hua Gong wanted to laugh at the other party, but she hooked the corner of her mouth and felt bored, and wanted to kick the key out of her sight, but just as she lifted her leg, her waist was so sore. He almost screamed out.

The muscle pain was not caused by overindulgence or the like, but a masterpiece created by the emotionally out-of-control father using various ingenious binding methods.

Although his father said that he would come home every once in a while to find him to send xie, but he didn't like to leave scars on him.Last night Muji broke in and left suddenly. If it weren't for the loud sound of the key falling to the ground, the two people who were completely focused on the affair might not have noticed his arrival at all. "Who is that? Why do you have the keys to the house?" After belatedly bewildered, his father lost his temper and left Huagong, who had been tortured so badly, and walked away.

When washing the body, the blood stains and white filth gradually disappeared with the water flow from the legs, but the innermost Huagong didn't have the strength to clean it up anymore.When he came out of the shower, the phone was still vibrating. He picked it up and checked it, and there were indeed messages without anything new on it.

"Xiaozhen, I miss you very much. I just did it last night, but I already miss you."

"True, I miss you so much. Forgive me, I really love you."

"True, I miss you so much. Really is the best."

"Xiaozhen, I miss you very much. You will never be allowed to betray me, otherwise I will go crazy..."

……

What are you talking about "going crazy"... In fact, you are already crazy, right?Hua Gong deleted dozens of text messages in one go with a blank face.

As far as I can remember, my father, who is refined and personable outside, will turn into an out-and-out lunatic when he returns home.Extreme, brutal, and utterly self-centered.From the age of nine, my dad started sneaking into his bedroom and doing things that weren't right. When Hanamiya was first raped at the age of 11, he was pressed face down on the bed. Since then, this father's favorite position has become his nightmare.

The mother who always said "I will protect Xiaozhen well", after realizing what his father did to him, the only thing she did was to try to commit suicide by cutting her wrists, and then resolutely killed herself after being rescued in the hospital. Di divorced his father, and never appeared in front of Huagong again.And my father also went further and further on the twisted road, and gradually it became difficult to pretend in front of outsiders.

He doesn't live at home, and has never cared about Huagong. Only when he is "onset" will he bombard Huagong with nervous text messages like crazy. Once the incident is over, these messages will gradually disappear.Because every time she was forced to lie back with her hands tied, Huagong had to hide the blade in every place where she might be stabbed, so that when she woke up the next day, she could cut the rope as soon as possible. up.

Therefore, "I will protect you" and "I love you", as long as they hear such words, Huagong will feel nauseous.In addition to nausea, I also find it ridiculous that people who insist on these views in a serious manner.

Take Kiyoshi Teppei, for example.

As early as two years ago when the two met, Muji was listed on the blacklist of "needing to be destroyed" by him.What dreams, teams, protection, and "likes" and so on...Muji's hobby is to use these disgusting words to decorate himself.Therefore, seeing the bright stupid smile on his face when he was standing in the crowd, Hua Gong felt rather unhappy, and apart from being unhappy, there was also a kind of excitement that was eager to try.

You really don't know anything about this world, Muji.Huagong thought so.So let me teach you one by one.

If you don't destroy all of them, you will be unhappy.

... So when she accidentally discovered the hidden dark side of the other party, Hua Gong was taken aback.However, although this matter is unexpected, it is also reasonable.In the eyes of Hua Gong, the dark side of self-interest, greed and destructive desire is the real human nature.Therefore, Muji who showed this face just happened to verify his values, which actually made him admire him.

So, wouldn't it be better to be honest earlier?Human beings are such brutal and dirty existences, and the world follows the law of the jungle, no one can escape.

It's just that even if Muji agrees with some of his views, he has never wavered in his views on the matter of "like".

Muji silently "liked" Mr. Glasses for two years, during which time he never possessed him, not even the most basic physical contact like kisses and hugs.So what is the meaning of "like"?What is the purpose of its existence?

"You don't understand." Every time he mocked the other party because of this, the other party would say this sentence indifferently.

As long as you can see him, you will be happy, as long as he smiles at yourself, you will feel happy, as long as you can guard him, you will be very satisfied... Yeah, how can you understand that kind of thing?

But the absolute confidence of the other party is too dazzling, and it always brings a little shock to Huagong.

He gradually realized that in Muji's eyes, Hinata was different from himself.This "different" is beyond his cognition and is difficult to define.It is precisely because of this "differentness" that even if I can bring great comfort to the other party on the bed, I still cannot fill the unknown black hole in the other party's chest.

That void sometimes makes Muji extraordinarily gentle, so gentle that it breaks at the touch of a touch, and sometimes makes him covered with thorns, cutting himself and others.

really don't understand...

Does "like" really exist?Slowly, Huagong also began to waver.He began to observe Muji with an inquiring eye.When Muji closed his eyes and fell on him sweating, when Muji kissed him in a way that was so intoxicated that it was almost pious...he had to admit that there was something lurking in it, and at the same time aroused his curiosity and desire. fear.

So... what could that thing be?

But unfortunately, the answer will never be known, right?Because Muji has completely lost interest in him, and officially announced that he will withdraw from the game.

... What's more, he saw that scene again last night.

In Huagong's cognition, Muji knew his "secret" from the moment he got his mobile phone and saw his father's text message.It was in exchange for keeping this secret that Muji made an agreement to be a bed ban with him.So it's not a big deal that Muji bumped into that scene last night, right?Didn't he know everything long ago, and he also behaved exceptionally well?

So, being seen... doesn't matter at all.Moreover, he and Muji originally just took what they needed, so it didn't matter if they broke up or something.

While Huagong was thinking this way, she felt a sense of loss for no reason.

In Muji's eyes, he was a liar and a villain from the very beginning, and then he became a depraved immoral person, and then he became a sex toy and a stand-in for the person he likes.This impression has never changed.So he obviously never took the initiative to seek physical pleasure from others, but he was still labeled as promiscuous, and he obviously didn't lie, but he was still misunderstood repeatedly.

Whenever this kind of thing happened, he would be very upset with Mooji.

Huagong didn't know what happened to him, if it was in the past, he would have taken revenge decisively long ago, but if the target was Muji Teppei, the first thing that came to mind was a sense of exhaustion.I was so exhausted that I didn't even have the energy to defend myself.

"Okay." "Yeah." He always admits it very readily, but Muji is often more annoyed when he is at a loss.

That's right... I just want to annoy Muji.Isn't this his usual style?That's why after Muji unknowingly accused him of flipping through his schoolbag without authorization, he took advantage of the time when the other party was taking a bath to steal the figure as a counterattack.

That's the reason...

Thinking of this, Hua Gong shuffled to the bookcase, and took out the figure of the Warring States Warrior from a very inconspicuous place in the corner.

I have to say, this is really a ridiculously simple and broken thing.He casually pulled the cloth strips on the doll a few times.By the way, why does Muji like this kind of thing?He also looks like he doesn't want others to touch him... When he found out that the figurine was stolen, he must have been so angry that he was going crazy?

Hua Gong wanted to smile gloatingly, but halfway through the laugh he felt bored, so he simply shut up.

Lowering her head, the doll wearing a heavy helmet stared at him with a serious and fierce gaze.

Hanamiya covered those eyes with her fingertips.

Get angry, get annoyed... So, whether it's revenge or settling accounts, hurry up and appear in front of me again...

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Reply to Leng Leng Gu Liang here: Only Chapter 17 has been revised more, because the previous writing is really out of state.The other chapters are not much different from when they were serialized in the bar.

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