Rebirth of Two-Way Doting

Looking at Xu Jiamu standing outside the door, Lu Dong looked surprised and said, "Why are you here?"

Xu Jiamu was about to speak when another voice came from the door: "Who is it?"

Seeing Xu Jiamu's increasingly playful eyes, Lu Dong quickly turned his face into a liver color, and after a while, he said hesitatingly: "Just... Chu Yao accidentally poured the water. Burned my finger, I... I will take care of him for a few days."

"I didn't say anything to you."

"By the way, why are you here? It's already so late."

Just as Xu Jiamu was about to enter the room, Xu Jiamu avoided his hand and said, "What's the earliest work schedule for tomorrow?"

"At 09:30, I will be shooting inside pages for several fashion magazines, and at eleven o'clock you will have a TV interview."

Xu Jiamu nodded and said, "Okay, I'll come here to see you at eight o'clock tomorrow." Seeing that Lu Dong still wanted to talk, he said, "My phone won't be turned on these days, so don't call me."

"Jiamu..."

Before Lu Dong finished speaking, Xu Jiamu had already walked down the old and dark stairs.

"Who?"

Zhou Chuyao had already finished his shower and was sitting on the sofa watching TV. Seeing Lu Dong come back, he couldn't help asking.

"It's Jiamu."

Seeing his dazed expression, Zhou Chuyao frowned unconsciously and said, "What happened?"

"Jiamu looks a little strange... No, I'd better call him first and ask him."

Later, remembering that Xu Jiamu said that his mobile phone would be turned off in the next few days, Lu Dong, who became more and more worried, turned around and wanted to go out.

"return!"

When Lu Dong turned around, Zhou Chuyao had already stepped off the sofa.

"I heard your conversation just now, maybe Jiamu just wants to be alone."

"Did something happen?"

"I don't know, but since he said that he will come here to find you tomorrow, it shouldn't be a big problem."

After hearing what Zhou Chuyao said, Lu Dong nodded worriedly, and then he belatedly thought of a question, wondering how did Jiamu know that he lived here?

The place where Lu Dong lived was a bit dilapidated, surrounded by similarly low houses, crowded together, forming a winding path, the road surface was dirty, and under the dimly lit street lamps, one could occasionally see a bird standing on the wall. The wild cat, with its green eyes open in the middle of the night, watched Xu Jiamu vigilantly as he walked all the way.

More than ten minutes later, a wide road appeared at the end of a deep and quiet path, and then Xu Jiamu stopped a car and asked the driver to drive to the bustling city center.

Familiar places are no more than those few places. It seems that the uneasiness and emptiness in my heart will disappear only when I see the buildings I am used to seeing.

Xu Jiamu was standing in front of the huge French window in the hotel room with a glass of red wine on ice. Thinking of the scene of Xu Tianyi and Lin Wushuang kissing just now, he couldn't help but clenched the wine glass tightly.

I can also see Xu Tianyi's struggle, but what really tires me is the uneasy feeling towards Xu Tianyi and this relationship, like an attic built in mid-air, always worried that it will collapse, always I feel that after putting in so much effort or thought, I am the only one who stays where I am.

"It's not over."

After muttering something in a low voice, Xu Jiamu, who was a little dizzy after drinking half a bottle of red wine, curled up under the quilt.

The air conditioner in the room is fully turned on, so the quilt on the body will bring an unexpected warmth.

The next day, Lu Dong's eyes were bloodshot, and he stood downstairs waiting for Xu Jiamu with a tired face.

Seeing Xu Jiamu getting off a taxi, he hurried over and said, "Where did you go last night? Do you know that your brother is going crazy?!"

Lu Dong rarely spoke to him in such a harsh tone, Xu Jiamu glanced at him, and said expressionlessly, "There is something wrong."

After Zhou Chuyao's reminder, Lu Dong knew the real relationship between Xu Tianyi and Xu Jiamu. He thought of Xu Tianyi's tone when he called him last night, and the sound of the car horn coming from the microphone when he called him in the early morning...

Xu Tianyi's tone didn't appear to be urgent, but Lu Dong could feel his worry. After thinking about it, he looked at Xu Jiamu hesitantly, and said, "Your brother probably found someone last night. You all night."

"Oh, really?"

Obviously unwilling to talk more, Lu Dong looked at the stern expression on his face, thinking that this was the first time since they had known each other for so many years, and he saw Xu Jiamu express his thoughts clearly on his face.

Thinking about it, it must be because I like it so much that I can show such an expression.

"Why bother……"

Seeing Xu Jiamu who was sitting on the back seat quickly closing his eyes and not speaking, Lu Dong muttered unconsciously.

Xu Jiamu's work for the day was not over until the sky darkened.

After eating in the restaurant attached to the hotel, Xu Jiamu still went back to his room.

Realizing that his hand was being pulled by the person behind him, Xu Jiamu turned his head, looked at Zhou Zirui behind him and said, "What are you doing?"

Zhou Zirui's first album will be released soon, and this evening he and the company's public relations team and the album's producer have dinner here to determine the album's slogan and future marketing methods.

When he came out of the box to smoke, Zhou Zirui originally thought he was dazzled, but just thinking of the relevant reports about Xu Tianyi in recent days, he couldn't help but follow Xu Jiamu into the elevator.

It looked normal, but he didn't even notice that he was standing behind him.

Xu Jiamu in front of him was as stiff as a rock, Zhou Zirui had had enough of his attitude.

With a sneer, he said, "What about you? Because Xu Tianyi wants to start a company and marry that wealthy daughter, you hide here feeling sad?"

"He gets engaged to someone every few months. Also, if he does marry someone, it's none of your business."

After speaking, he glanced lightly at Zhou Zirui's hand that was holding on to him, and said, "Let me go."

Zhou Zirui's careless attitude finally annoyed Zhou Zirui, and he thought of how much he had missed him in the past few years. In the next second, he had grabbed Xu Jiamu's hands who were struggling and pressed him against the wall next to him, and slapped his lips hard. He kissed hard.

The unfamiliar smell made Xu Jiamu feel a little sick, and after turning his head to one side, he kicked Zhou Zirui's leg hard.

"Zhou Zirui, I'm in a bad mood right now. If you pester me like this again, I don't know what I will do to scare you later."

From the beginning to the end, he couldn't have been more calm. Seeing the coldness and disgust in his eyes, Zhou Zirui unconsciously clenched his hands tightly.

"Xu Jiamu, if Xu Tianyi doesn't love you, will you just let him go?"

"It has nothing to do with you." After speaking, Xu Jiamu looked at the monitor in the corridor, and said with a smile: "There is another one, remember to deal with it, after all, we are all popular stars."

After saying this, Xu Jiamu had already opened the door and entered the room.

Zhou Zirui stood in the corridor in a daze, remembering the sneer on Xu Jiamu's face just now, the helplessness that would always submerge him unconsciously when facing him swept over him again.

After standing in the corridor for a while, he looked up at the camera not far away.

Xu Jiamu didn't drink that night. Hearing continuous knocks on the door, and seeing Xu Tianyi in the corridor through the cat's eyes, he opened the door expressionlessly.

With a rare smile on Xu Tianyi's face, he stretched out his hand and rubbed Xu Jiamu's hair, who seemed a little sleepy, and said, "What's wrong? Why do you want to live here?"

"It's nothing, I want to change my mood."

His attitude was unprecedentedly cold, just like when he was a child before he started talking to himself.

"Tell me why."

Xu Jiamu went to the refrigerator, took out a bottle of pure water, unscrewed it and drank it, and after looking at Xu Tianyi lightly, he said: "I saw you kissing Lin Wushuang that night, it was downstairs in our apartment .”

"So you left those bags of ingredients there?"

"Yes."

Xu Jiamu put the unfinished bottle of water on the table, then turned around, walked to the bed and lay down, face down, silent for a moment, before he said: "Say, what do you want to say to me tonight? Make it clear, why you kissed, and the news in the newspaper that you are going to get married."

"I regard Lin Wushuang as a very good friend. She took the initiative that night, and the news in the newspaper was false."

"Then why was she there?"

"She is a nice person, and she will be my important partner in the future. Originally, I wanted to introduce you to each other, but she may have misunderstood me."

Xu Tianyi's tone sounded calm, as if he was explaining something that had nothing to do with him, Xu Jiamu turned his head to the other side wearily, and after a short answer, he said: "Xu Tianyi, I want to be separated for a while .”

"Why? Don't believe me?"

While speaking, Xu Tianyi was already lying down beside Xu Jiamu, looking at his hair that was slightly upturned from falling asleep, he reached out to smooth it out for him.

Xu Jiamu still stared at the night scene outside the window, and said, "No, it's my own problem."

"why?"

"No matter what it is, as long as it's related to you, a little disturbance can make my nerves tense. Xu Tianyi, this feeling is very tiring, I'm not confident, or to say." While speaking, Xu Jiamu buried his face in the On the bed, said: "I have no confidence in you, when I think you will leave, I..."

Having said this, Xu Jiamu couldn't continue. Although his tone was normal, Xu Tianyi guessed that he must be crying.

It was the first time he saw him like this, but when he thought that he was crying because of his own problems, Xu Tianyi felt a sharp soreness in his throat, as if he was choked by something, making him speechless.

The tingling of the heart increases little by little.

All along, he knew that Xu Jiamu's personality was very sensitive, but he didn't know where Xu Jiamu's inferiority complex and paranoia came from.

Remembering that he once said that he already liked him when he was very young, and contacting his experience at that time and the environment in which he grew up, Xu Tianyi just stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms.

Knowing he didn't like seeing him cry, he just put his chin on his head.

The shirt on his chest was gradually wetted into a ball, and after a while, Xu Tianyi said: "Jiamu, there are some things that I seem to have never told you."

After finishing speaking, he didn't wait for Xu Jiamu's answer, and continued talking on his own.

"When I was in junior high school, I didn't want to sleep with you. It was because of you that I had nocturnal emission. At that time, you were still so young, but I couldn't help wanting to kiss you and touch you. Although I didn't understand the reason, I knew it was wrong; When I was about to graduate from the third year of high school, I strongly wanted to kiss someone for the first time, and that person was you; when I was studying abroad, whenever I had time, I would read the letters you wrote to me uninterruptedly, life was a bit rough at that time , but every time I read the letter you wrote to me, I feel full of hope and strength. At that time, my idea was very simple, that is, to make money with my own ability, and then buy you a lot of things you like; The first movie was released, and it just so happens that..."

Speaking of this, Xu Tianyi smiled unconsciously, and said: "You are filming a gay movie. I saw your performance in the movie, and I erected uncontrollably in front of the screen. At that time, I didn't You treat me as my younger brother, so when I knew that I was not my father...Xu Jingyao's own birth, I was still secretly relieved. I feel that I will be burdened by things like chaos and morality. I'm even more afraid that you won't be able to bear it."

The warm liquid did not land on his chest again, but his breathing seemed to become a little faster. Xu Tianyi hugged Xu Jiamu who was lying motionless on his chest, tightened his hands, and said: "There is also the name of the company. , That twilight is the twilight of "Twilight", that movie means a lot to me, if it weren't for it, I probably wouldn't be able to be sure of my feelings for you."

Following Xu Tianyi's last words, the room became quiet again. After a while, he smiled and said, "Jiamu, I've said so much, don't you have anything to say to me?"

"What about the letter?"

"Ok?"

"I wrote you a letter."

With a cry, Xu Tianyi directly hugged Xu Jiamu and turned over, letting him lie on his body.

I could see his reddened ears, put his hands on his chest, and he refused to look up, no matter how he looked like a wronged pet dog,

Xu Tianyi pinched his earlobe and said, "I hid it. When I came out of the house that night, I only took the clothes and those letters."

Thinking that Xu Tianyi did carry a big suitcase, Xu Jiamu looked up blankly.

After getting up and kissing his dazed face, Xu Tianyi lay down again and said, "That is the treasure of my life, and Jiamu, and you too."

The temperature on his face was getting higher and higher, just when Xu Jiamu didn't know what to say, Xu Tianyi raised his chin and said, "Jiamu, can I tell you something?"

Xu Jiamu nodded.

"Can you stop thinking about it like this? Or, when you feel that you are uneasy about me, just think about it. I actually have the same idea as you?" After speaking, the smile on Xu Tianyi's face gradually disappeared, and he said: "If you do this all the time, it's tiring... especially for yourself."

After hearing what he said, Xu Jiamu's eyes became a little sad, and after a moment of silence, he said, "What if I keep doing this?"

The author has something to say: In the real world, being too paranoid about feelings will make both of you very tired. If things go on like this, you can only break up in the end.

So what, tired.

Moreover, Xu Tianyi didn't know the real reason why Xu Jiamu became like this. The problem was with Xu Jiamu, and he needed to adjust it by himself.

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Chapter 46 Don't worry

"Jiamu, do you know why I said such things to you?"

The tone was soft, while speaking, Xu Tianyi reached out and rubbed his hair, and said in a relaxed and firm tone, "Because I believe you can do it."

Xu Jiamu lowered his head, but his mind was full of thoughts.

In fact, he found out what his problem was early in the morning, and he had already started a brand new life, but he would always unconsciously be caught in his footsteps by the past.

It is actually very unfair to Xu Tianyi to use the past to speculate on Xu Tianyi's psychology today, not to mention that he doesn't know what happened in the past.

Just like the psychological shadow caused by something when he was a child, how to get rid of it completely has become Xu Jiamu's top priority now.

"What if I can't?"

Unconfident in his tone, Xu Tianyi half-hugged him and said, "Then take your time, one year won't do it, we'll use it for two years, if two years won't do it, we'll use it for three years, Jiamu... I don't know I can tell touching words of love, but I promise that I will not let you down, in this case, can you give me a little more confidence?"

Xu Tianyi has always been the kind of person who keeps his promise. Hearing his promise, Xu Jiamu finally looked up at him.

His eyes were dark and bright, and they seemed to be full of anticipation. Xu Tianyi turned over with a smile and pressed him against his body. After kissing the corner of his mouth lightly, he whispered, "Lin Wushuang is no match for you."

Before Xu Jiamu recovered, he kissed Xu Jiamu's lips again, and said, "No one can compare to you..."

The following words eventually disappeared between each other's lips.

They are already adults and have experienced too much, so they can't do too willful things.

A relationship needs the maintenance of two people, and it also cannot withstand too much wear and tear.

When Xu Jiamu reached out to hook Xu Tianyi's neck, he had actually made a decision in his heart.

I figured I should make a change no matter what.

"Would you like to meet Lin Wushuang?" Xu Jiamu looked at him with blushing eyes, and Xu Tianyi kissed him on the tip of the nose again, and said, "I'm really sorry about this, because I didn't see you for a while. When I regained my senses, she succeeded..."

"Xu Tianyi!"

Seeing Xu Jiamu glaring at him, Xu Tianyi laughed again, and said, "I've already explained our relationship to her, and she feels that she needs to say sorry to you."

Is it really just that?

The Lin Wushuang in my impression, even though Xu Jiamu had never met her, from the reports in the magazines or when others mentioned her, she seemed to have the kind of resolute and never-say-die character.

"Don't want to go?"

"No, I'm going."

The three of them made an appointment to meet at a French restaurant. For this day's date, Xu Jiamu deliberately postponed several important schedules.

Outside the private room was the bright night scene of Fragrant City. When Xu Jiamu was staring at it in a daze, Xu Tianyi had already grasped his right hand on his knee.

"very nervous?"

There was a sense of ridicule in the smile, Xu Jiamu stared at him and said, "Very proud?"

A half smile is not a smile, as if preparing to be more serious with himself.

"child."

Reaching out to rub his hair, Xu Tianyi still smiled and looked down at the menu.

Obviously he lived a lifetime longer than him, yet unknowingly formed a new brotherhood again.

It's just that this relationship is only aimed at the issue of dependence and being dependent between two people.

Thinking that it must be because she loves to act like a baby with him too much, Xu Jiamu felt slightly depressed.

I did figure out a lot of problems last night, but the unwillingness and anger in my heart still exist.

The reason was that Lin Wushuang actually kissed Xu Tianyi on the mouth.

"Is your tongue sticking out?"

Xu Tianyi looked up in surprise, as if he felt that Xu Jiamu shouldn't say such private and impolite words on such an occasion, but under Xu Jiamu's stare, he still answered honestly, "No."

"Really?"

"Jiamu...you seem like the kind..." After thinking for a while, Xu Tianyi said solemnly, "A resentful woman who suspects her husband is cheating."

He actually wanted to say a shrew, but since Xu Jiamu wasn't in a good mood recently, he had to change his words in the end.

"Xu Tianyi!"

Just after yelling this sentence, the door of the box was pushed open.

After the waiter bowed to the side, Lin Wushuang, whom Xu Jiamu had only seen in magazines or on TV before, walked in.

The dress is easy-going, and a low-key platinum bag in one hand shows her identity and status.

The corners of the mouth were raised slightly, maintaining a polite and polite arc.

Probably because she inherited the family business early, the expression on her face made her look older than she actually was.

But...Xu Jiamu had to admit that she was indeed more beautiful than many female stars in the entertainment industry.

The facial features are gorgeous but not vulgar. Although the whole person will give people an invisible pressure, it does not prevent others from liking her.

Remembering that she was the one who accompanied Xu Tianyi through thick and thin in the last life, and finally married him and gave birth to two children for him one after another, Xu Jiamu put on an expression almost similar to hers.

Once the overly delicate facial features are not accompanied by a smile, there will only be a kind of pure coldness and alienation, but once he smiles, it will give people an overly bright feeling, so bright that even the eyes will become very clear.

An idol star with both talent and beauty, standing with the equally outstanding Xu Tianyi, I only feel that the two complement each other and are pleasing to the eye.

"Hi, I'm Lin Wushuang."

"Xu Jiamu, nice to meet you."

While looking at each other, they hid all the sharpness inside.

Watertight, also people can not guess their inner thoughts.

"I often see you on TV."

Lin Wushuang spoke first, Xu Jiamu only smiled and said, "Thank you."

Not proud, not pretentious, the whole person gives people a calm and introverted feeling, not like a star at all.

Thinking of his age, Lin Wushuang somewhat understood why Xu Tianyi fell in love with him only.

"Sorry, what happened that night, I didn't know that Tianyi already had someone he liked."

Xu Jiamu smiled, wondering how things could develop to this point.

Just like the bloody plots often performed in TV dramas, the meeting between Zhenggong and Xiaosan was followed by a head-to-head confrontation with sparks flying.

It's a pity that the one who accompanied Xu Tianyi in this life was himself, who spent all his time and effort.

It seemed that at the moment when he saw Lin Wushuang, Xu Jiamu completely understood that she no longer had any competitiveness in front of him.

Xu Tianyi is affectionate, nostalgic, and most grateful for what others have done to him.

So what would Lin Wushuang compare himself to?

When Lin Wushuang on the opposite side looked at him calmly, Xu Jiamu smiled and shook his head, and said, "It doesn't matter, just explain clearly, right? Brother?"

That brother was called soft to the bone by him, but there was a certain coquettish meaning in his tone.

It seemed that he had expected this early on, Xu Tianyi just smiled and nodded.

"You...will you keep going like this?"

There was doubt in the tone, and it seemed to be provocative. Xu Jiamu was about to speak, but Xu Tianyi had already held his hand and said, "If Jiamu doesn't let go."

Lin Wushuang's complexion changed slightly when she sentenced herself to death with a few words, but her good background and self-cultivation allowed her to maintain her superficial composure.

Generally popular stars are probably in the eyes of most people with a fixed appearance, vain, and duplicity. Lin Wushuang once hoped that Xu Jiamu was such a person, so that he could easily get rid of him.

It was only when she saw Xu Jiamu that she realized how narrow-minded she was.

Being both a lover and a younger brother, even though Xu Tianyi is the kind of person who doesn't express his thoughts on his face, when facing Xu Jiamu, his brows are soft and pampering.

That smile could probably melt the first snow.

Lin Wushuang couldn't eat, just a look in the eyes between two people, no matter how many years it takes for others, it is impossible for others to insert it.

"not worried?"

Seeing Lin Wushuang driving away in the car, Xu Tianyi leaned into Xu Jiamu's ear and whispered a question.

"Xu Tianyi, I don't want to kiss you recently."

"Ok?"

"You were kissed by her. Just thinking about it makes me sick."

This was the first time that Xu Jiamu said such cold and straightforward words to himself, he was not used to it, and there was still some indistinct tension in his heart.

But when he thought that it was due to his own mistakes and deserved to be treated in this way by Xu Jiamu, Xu Tianyi felt slightly relieved.

It's just as long as it goes on...

Xu Tianyi suddenly had a premonition that he would be trampled under by Xu Jiamu and never stand up again.

The carriage was too quiet, Xu Tianyi rarely had thoughts, but Xu Jiamu looked very calm looking at the night scene outside the window.

After taking a shower and returning to the room at night, Xu Tianyi realized that the light in the bedroom was not turned on, and was about to press the switch next to the door when his hands were tied behind his back by Xu Jiamu who suddenly came over.

"Jiamu... what are you doing?"

Xu Tianyi's tone was helpless. In the not-so-bright light, Xu Jiamu stepped up to his ear and whispered, "Brother, didn't you ask me to make a change? I'm very unhappy now, but I don't want to be bored anymore , so I decided that in the future, whenever you make me unhappy, I will vent my anger on you."

That's what he said, but the tone couldn't be more ambiguous. Xu Tianyi was standing there not knowing how he should react. Behind him, Xu Jiamu had already stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked his cock's neck lightly.

Cat-like movements, the tip of the tongue was moist and warm, and the heat flow from the whole body quickly gathered towards the body, Xu Jiamu, who was dumbfounded by Xu Tianyi, punished himself in this way.

It's fake not to kiss yourself, and it's fake to look unhappy just now. Xu Jiamu on the bed couldn't be more enthusiastic. Xu Tianyi gradually understands that this person loves him so much that he even has a cold war with him. He couldn't bear to be angry.

There was a lot of unspeakable emotion in my heart, and when Xu Tianyi finally vented on Xu Jiamu, and buried his face in his neck and didn't want to move any more, he heard Xu Jiamu whisper, "This method seems to be quite useful."

Still so obedient.

Xu Tianyi reached out and hugged Xu Jiamu tightly under him, thinking that he would probably eat him to death for the rest of his life.

Last night was too indulgent, hearing the continuous knocking on the door, Xu Jiamu hurriedly put on his clothes and ran to open the door.

Only Wei Bo and Lu Dong knew about his living here, so when Xu Jiamu saw Xu Jingyao standing outside the door, he couldn't help showing a surprised expression.