Talk about love, read quickly

The second semester has just started, and each student has submitted the form of intent to apply for the university according to the requirements of the school.

Xie Jin flipped through the intention forms that had just been collected one by one, and was slightly taken aback when she saw Cheng Xin's intention to choose a school.Why did this kid choose the local K University?Based on his grades at the end of last semester, he could obviously be admitted to a better A University in J Province.

Xie Jin frowned worriedly, planning to talk to Cheng Xin alone after school.

The weather in early spring was warm and cold, and when school was over, the sun set, and the cold air in the spring breeze was not suppressed by the sun, and it floated up again.Cheng Xin's nose was red from the cold wind, and after entering Xie Jin's office, he sneezed twice.

Xie Jin looked up from the papers being approved, and saw the boy squinting his eyes and rubbing his nose, like a kitten caught cold, he couldn't help laughing.Sure enough, he was still a half-grown child.

After taking a disposable paper cup and pouring him a cup of hot water, Xie Jin glanced at Cheng Xin who was standing upright, and motioned him to sit down, "Drink a cup of hot water."

"Thank you, teacher." Cheng Xin sat nervously at Xie Jin's desk, took a sip from her glass of water.He didn't know why Xie Jin asked him to come here today, so he seemed a little cautious.

Xie Jin folded the paper on the table and put it aside, raised the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, stared at Cheng Xin, and quickly got to the point, "Your wish is K University? With your grades, you can be admitted to A University in Province J." More than enough. May I know why I didn't fill in the A major?"

Cheng Xin frowned and hesitated for a moment before expressing her thoughts, "I don't want to go out of town."

Xie Jin had a "sure enough" expression on his face, waiting patiently for him to continue.

"Teacher, you also know that my father died early... If I take the exam to other places, my mother will be the only one left at home." Cheng Xin continued.

Xie Jin nodded knowingly, "Indeed. But it only takes you four years to go to a university in other places. I think, even your mother would definitely hope that you can be admitted to a better university. Your wish, and your mother's Have you ever said that?"

Cheng Xin slowly shook her head, bit her lip, and her hesitant eyes suddenly became firm. He knew that he needed a clear reason to convince Xie Jin. "Teacher, is it wrong to want to stay with your relatives?"

Xie Jin was stunned for a moment, for Cheng Xin who rarely showed strength, Xie Jin was surprised by his eyes at this time, and felt very fresh.He raised an eyebrow. "That's right. So?"

Cheng Xin put her hands on her knees and clenched her hands into fists, "I don't want to have any regrets in my limited time. It really only takes four years to go to a better university in other places, but who can guarantee that the four years will be the best time for you?" , my family... will there be no accidents? If that day comes, I can't be with my mother, then I will definitely regret it. No matter how high I fly, no matter how far I go, I will lose nothing. It’s never going to come back. Isn’t it? On that day, besides satisfying myself, my struggle will also cause me to lose other more important things, and I can’t make up for it in my life. I… don’t want that day.”

Cheng Xin's voice trembled a little. For a well-behaved him, being able to say such a thing in front of the teacher must have made a lot of determination.

Listening to the young man's unsteady but firm words, Xie Jin fell silent.Everyone has their own aspirations, not necessarily what others think is good, but Cheng Xin will think it is good.Everyone's value standard, except the standard legal and moral bottom line, is different because of the environment in which they live and the people they come into contact with.In terms of Cheng Xin's family situation and the family relationship he values, K University is indeed more suitable for him.

Xie Jin admitted that even though the boy's thoughts lacked the spirit of riding the wind and waves, he was persuaded by him. "Well, I respect your choice. Anyway, it's still too early to actually fill in the application form. During this time, you can discuss it with your mother. As for what I said, you must also seriously consider it, after all, this is once in your life. The choice. If you finally decide to take K University, at least make sure that you will not regret making this decision in the future.”

Cheng Xin raised her head suddenly, and looked at Xie Jin in surprise, her big eyes sparkling with radiance.He never expected that Mr. Xie would agree with his idea so easily.When he filled out the interest form, he was ready to be scolded by Xie Jin's ear.

However, at this moment, Xie Jin chose to respect his decision.While Cheng Xin was surprised by this, he was also very grateful for his understanding.

Xie Jin is really different.It seemed like every day, I liked him a little more.In fact, 90% of the reason why he chose K University was because of his mother, but 10% was also because he hated Xie Jin.He doesn't want to be separated from him in the future, he doesn't want to be so far away from him...

It was impossible for Cheng Xin to tell Xie Jin about this, but after today's conversation, he felt that he might try to confess his love at the end of the semester.

Compared with Cheng Xin's open mind that he has decided to apply for K University, Xie Jin has been quite distressed recently.I didn't pay much attention to this little guy before, so I didn't feel that the eyes he often fixed on me had much influence.

However, ever since she thought about him, every time she touched Cheng Xin's affectionate eyes, Xie Jin was calm on the surface, but her heart was always palpitating.He found that he gradually began to miss Cheng Xin when he couldn't see him, and he couldn't control his eyes on the boy's face in class, and the more he looked at him, the more he liked him.

But from the standpoint of teachers and students, this situation and thinking are extremely incorrect.This can't go on like this anymore, Xie Jin thought.Cheng Xin is young, but as a teacher himself, he should never be so emotional.As an independent adult and elder, Xie Jin decided to conduct self-reflection and restraint.

He began to consciously avoid Cheng Xin's eyes during class, even if the two eyes accidentally met, Xie Jin would quickly move away.When class is over, he tries to avoid going through the activity areas frequented by students.

Unless necessary, Xie Jin no longer occasionally asked and cared about Cheng Xin's life outside of his studies as before.He has already seen that Cheng Xin is a boy who is young on the surface but has a strong mind in his heart.If he really encountered any difficulties, he should take the initiative to seek help from the people around him.

As far as Xie Jin is concerned, there is really nothing wrong with him doing so.But for Cheng Xin, who was a little closer to him before, Teacher Xie no longer cared for him, which almost plunged his life into darkness overnight.

He was used to his special concern for himself, used to his occasional tenderness in private, but now, these suddenly disappeared.Cheng Xin didn't know what the problem was, and even suspected that her decision to choose a school had failed Xie Jin's expectations of him, which made Xie Jin angry, disappointed in herself and alienated herself.

This made Cheng Xin restless all day long, and in the first monthly exam after school started, his grades plummeted.

Xie Jin is like a fish in water in his career, but his lack of emotional experience makes him unaware that he has caused harm to Cheng Xin.This kind of "playing hard to get" trick among adults who are used to playing love games made Xie Jin, who was unaware of it, accidentally become a bad guy once, but also inadvertently pushed the two into another unpredictable Direction of development.

Looking at the delicate pink peach blossoms blooming under the window sill, Xie Jin didn't care to appreciate the wonderful spring scenery in front of her. She just smoked silently and waited for Cheng Xin's arrival in boredom.

The hand holding the cigarette was accidentally burned by the burnt cigarette butt. Xie Jin shook her hand and turned around to throw the cigarette away. A young boy's thin voice came from the door, "Mr. Xie, you are looking for me..."

The young man's clear voice was full of confidence and uneasiness.Xie Jin smiled wryly in her heart, it seemed that Cheng Xin also knew why she let him come to the office after school.

"Come in." Xie Jin sighed, and pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray. The unextinguished sparks sank into the water, and there was a slight hiss immediately.

Cheng Xin walked in with her head drooping, feeling so guilty that she almost felt the same way.The results of this monthly exam dropped 20 places in the class, and he felt ashamed to see Xie Jin again.

Seeing the little guy looking downcast like a puppy who has lost its way and can't find its home, Xie Jin suddenly couldn't bear to discipline him.He knew that Cheng Xin's heart must be more sad than his angry self.

"Sit down." Xie Jin deliberately made her voice gentle, pointed to the chair in front of her desk, and motioned for him to sit down, "Know why I asked you to come here."

Cheng Xin buried her head low, not daring to look at him, but fixed her eyes on Xie Jin's pair of gray and white leather shoes that had been wiped clean under the desk, and replied in a muffled voice, "I know. I will take the monthly exam this time. Didn't pass the exam."

Xie Jin's tone was gentle, but he didn't beat around the bush, but cut to the chase and said, "Your grades have declined seriously this time. Is there something wrong with your family? Is there anything I can do to help?"

Cheng Xin shook her head dejectedly, but still lowered her head, "It's not...it's not at home..." Thinking of his exam results this time, Cheng Xin took the exam paper and checked it later, and found that many of the questions he could do should not be missed. Divided, so I felt even more guilty.Thinking about Xie Jin's estrangement from him before, he suddenly felt aggrieved, and he felt depressed, and asked Xie Jin almost without hesitation: "Mr. I was very disappointed in choosing a school, so, why did you ignore me?"

If Cheng Xin looked up now, he would definitely see a scene that he had never seen before, but unfortunately he didn't.

Xie Jin was instantly stunned by Cheng Xin's emotions. After being dazed for half a minute, his mind turned around, and after deliberating what Cheng Xin said just now, Xie Jin suddenly understood the real reason behind Cheng Xin's sharp drop in grades. The culprit turned out to be himself.

After figuring it out, Xie Jin felt that the misunderstanding was funny, but also felt deep pity for the innocent boy, "Of course not. It was your own decision after careful consideration. How could I ignore you because of this?" ?”

In desperation, the obvious personal emotion in Xie Jin's tone made Cheng Xin's grievance even greater. Like a child who can see candy but can't eat it, he took advantage of the atmosphere and asked anxiously: "Then why are you ignoring me all this time, and not caring about me as much as you did before?" The tone rose, and the end of the sentence was still trembling slightly.

Xie Jin almost lost his temper by Cheng Xin's unconscious, lover-like complaining tone, even he himself didn't realize the pampering revealed in his next words, "I, I really don't. I just I don't want to affect you during this critical time..."

The conversation was advancing in the direction of confusion, and even the innocent Cheng Xin felt that something was wrong.Teacher Xie stutters?But why?Is it because he cares about me too?

Thinking of this, an unknown fire exploded in Cheng Xin's mind, and his rationality was broken. He just wanted to grasp that fleeting intuition at this moment.Maybe if he missed today, he would no longer be able to discover Teacher Xie's flaws.

Cheng Xin's mind went blank, she stared intently at the person he liked so much, she only instinctively blurted out what was in her heart, her voice trembling, "Mr. Xie, I like you. Can you, can you, can you?" Don't ignore me?"

Xie Jin suddenly opened his eyes wide, his heart skipped a beat in shock.He never expected that Cheng Xin would confess his love to him on this occasion and at this time.