Falling back to gl

The night is long, and the temperature in summer is consistent. After twelve o'clock, it hasn't dropped too much, and it has been hovering around 29 ℃.

The floating summer heat lingers and permeates the entire city invisible. Even the fine wind cannot blow in Tongzi Alley after nightfall. The inside and outside of the house seem to be separated into two unconnected worlds.

The decayed walls built this place into a closed cage, trapping them all in it, and the silence cut off all escape routes, making it inevitable for both parties to avoid each other, exposing each other, and there was nowhere to hide for a while.

The dark environment magnifies the senses, although each can't see the other's expression at the moment, but the familiar feeling fused into the bones makes both of them stunned, and there is an illusion that seems to be unreal.

Not real, but a real action going on.

The sultry heat and sweat, and the strong smell of alcohol on the lips and teeth of the other party.

Ji Cen'an tasted it all, and after a while, there was a trace of blood oozing in his mouth, and the pain on the tip of his tongue came again.

The two of them pressed together, Nanjia controlled the overall situation condescendingly, still behaved obediently and behaved, subdued to her, gave up all defenses and thorns, and lay on top of her to cuddle her, so gentle and tender... But Hidden under the surface is another side.

Reverse possessive, cruel, tame.

Nanjia didn't show any love or pity for this ex. He was not moved from the beginning to the end, and some only left the inadvertent hatred and unspeakable paranoia.

The expected beautiful spring has not yet come, Nanjia will not allow Ji Cen'an to do anything to her, even this person will not allow him to reach out and touch her.

Those actions are more like revenge in disguise, re-enactment and retribution.

There is no relationship, so we can't reach that step.

There is no way to rekindle the old relationship, there is no possibility of that at all.

Nanjia put her lips on Ji Cen'an's left shoulder, leaned closer, wiped Ji Cen'an's sweat, waited until Ji Cen'an relaxed, and then bit her, the tip of her teeth sank into the delicate flesh, breaking all the illusion of warmth .

There was no tenderness between the two, but more venting and "dispute".

Nanjia was impassive, unfeeling, even more cold and unfeeling than before.

She hated her, it has always been like this, it hasn't changed.

Even though Ji Cen'an had already come to this end, he failed so badly that he could only hide in a broken house, but Nanjia was still the same as before, and he would not let him go completely because Ji's house collapsed and he disappeared for three years.

Ji Cen'an has been harsh and provoked her for almost two years. He tried his best, and finally left without saying goodbye. One day he left suddenly, and when he came back, he was like this again, as if the past between the two of them no longer existed. How could Nanjia forgive her, how could she really pretend that nothing happened.

After an unknown amount of time, they all stood up, Nanjia sat on Ji Cen'an's lap, covered the man's eyes with one hand, blocked the remaining faint light, and let him completely drown in the darkness.

Nanjia half-closed her eyelids, lowered her lips and touched Ji Cen'an's temples, followed by her earlobe, and called her name again in a low voice.

The tone is gentle, gentle and touching.

Ji Cen'an's red lips fluttered, and he couldn't see it in front of his eyes. He just raised his head slightly and raised his thin chin.

Nanjia was half serious, half dazed, and whispered into her ear, softly said: "I shouldn't have come back after leaving——"

Around the middle of the lunar calendar, the moon is round and white, and the watery moonlight shines on the eaves, and slantly shines on the gray stone road through the break of the wall.

A few hours later, the sky gradually turned white, the morning light appeared, and a ray of light climbed into the sky, and then slowly invaded other places.

It was dawn, and it was another ordinary morning.

The shops selling breakfast on the street opened first, and many family workshops opened at dawn, followed by factories, but they still started on time. When it was clear outside, the busy and chaotic scene resumed on the street.

Vehicles pass by, pedestrians are bustling, and those who come and go from south to north are all small parts of the world.

The progress in the rental house will not cause any disturbance to the outside world, the two sides are incompatible with each other, and no one will notice the movement here.

The people who came last night left early, and left Ji Cen'an resolutely after waking up, without even a moment's hesitation.

Zhao Qihong came here by car, and he still brought a paper bag for new clothes. When he got here, he knocked on the door and delivered things. He didn't pay attention to what was going on between them, and he never looked around. Jia went downstairs to wait.

Nanjia didn't stay for a long time, didn't even give an explanation, didn't say any reason, changed his clothes face to face and opened the door to go out. The whole process was surprisingly quiet and calm, and he became the mature and charming Mr. Nan in the daytime. .

It seems that there is no such person as Ji Cen'an, and the person lying on the bed is irrelevant.

Ji Cen'an also remained silent and didn't interfere at all. No matter what Nanjia did, whether to leave or stay, even seeing Zhao Qihong appear, he didn't react too much.

The low-key car drove out of Tongzi Lane, and disappeared after a while.

The door of the rental house was half-closed, leaving a narrow gap through which the light from the outside leaked in, but it was not enough to illuminate the gloom inside.

The sun has risen, the scorching sun hangs on it, and the temperature climbs a few degrees.

The house was closed and the air was not circulating. It didn't take long for it to be hotter than outside.

Ji Cen'an was sitting on the edge of the bed drenched in sweat, wearing only a baggy vest, with a somewhat gloomy expression.She was motionless, leaning against the wall with her back against the wall, her long white legs bent, her bare feet stepping on the luxurious dress that Nanga had left behind.

Nanjia didn't even take this couture away, and threw it away like trash, regardless of the value.

If it weren't for some traces left in the room, it would suddenly seem to have passed the night in a daze, as if last night was just a unilateral hallucination.

Lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth, narrowed his beautiful long eyes slightly, Ji Cen'an took two puffs before he regained his senses, looked down at the skirt, didn't intend to pick it up, but he didn't do anything else either.

The door is not closed, and I don't care whether other tenants of the same house will wander here, just do as I please.

But definitely no one will come, everyone is running around for their lives, who cares about whether the door is closed or not, it doesn't matter.The people living near here are all low-level poor ghosts, and they all live a decent life, and those who are full will not look for work.

Ji Cen'an managed to calm down after smoking his cigarette. He was not so disturbed anymore, and he raised his hand to snuff out the sparks from the cigarette, as if he didn't feel it was hot.It took her a long time to get up and close the door, and lock herself inside, she was dazed for a long time.

After all, I don’t have a job anymore, and I don’t need to go out at night. I don’t have to worry about anything. I can do whatever I want.

She first went to the bathroom with bare feet to take a shower, washed briefly, wiped off the heat and the stickiness on her body, and then tidied up the house, picking up the dress skirt and stuffing it in the bag.

After finishing these, boil the water and boil the noodles, and just let it go indifferently.

One yard at night and another yard during the day, it can't just go on like this.

A little later, Ji Cen'an wiped the mat on the wooden bed twice, cleaned it up, and washed the sweaty clothes and the like to dry.

That's all you can do, nothing else.

The experience of the night was unclear, but in the end it was still plain.

After calming down, my rationality gradually returned, all impulses were suppressed, and the reality remained the same.

Since Nanjia left, Ji Cen'an didn't do anything else that day. He was supposed to go out to find a job, but he didn't even step out of the door in the afternoon, and stayed in the house to rest at night.

It was not until the next day that the trajectory that should have continued was picked up.

I waited for news, looked for a job, and walked the streets all day.

Nanjia didn't come back, it seemed that that night was just an accident, and he really drank too much to do something.Ji Cen'an didn't look for him either, he was very measured and lived his own life in the village in the city.

It was not difficult to find a new job. Within two days, Ji Cen'an found another temporary job.But this time it was not as easy as the small workers in the bar. When I was a restaurant waiter, I only worked a few hours at noon every day, and the daily salary was 80 yuan, and a meal was included.

The new boss was not as picky and mean as Zhang Linrong, and he was okay with her, but the job lasted for a short time, and he was gone in just four days.The restaurant hired a long-term worker, and dismissed her immediately. The proprietress said to her earnestly: "You don't seem to be doing this, so find another serious job. You young people have a future, how can you come to us?" Kind of a small place, we are all uneducated here, you can see people who have read the book, you shouldn’t do this.”

Ji Cen'an didn't make any excuses, and left voluntarily after receiving his wages.

Seeing that she was not persuaded, the proprietress looked at her back and sighed, feeling that the world has changed now.In the past, college students were all talented people, and they were scrambling to get them everywhere, but now scholars are always looking for places that don't belong to them.

The proprietress really didn't understand, and shook her head.

There is no work left, so I can only continue to walk around the streets to see if I can meet a suitable place.

Passing by the door of a pharmacy, Ji Cen'an went to the small supermarket nearby to buy a bottle of the cheapest mineral water, and only paid for the chilled one.

She was the only customer in the small supermarket, and the business was sluggish. The owner was watching the local TV channel at the moment, passing the time bored.

It was rare for someone to pay in cash, but the shop owner had no change, so he had no choice but to ask Ji Cen'an to scan the QR code to pay.

Ji Cen'an can't sweep, there is no such thing.

The shopkeeper would have misunderstood, thinking that she had no money in her mobile phone and had to pay in cash, and then muttered a few words reluctantly, but still asked her to wait, saying that she had to go to the next door to change the change.

While waiting, Ji Cen'an also glanced at the TV when he had time, and accidentally saw a familiar face on it.

The news was broadcasting a charity fundraising event held in Z City this afternoon, and a live video was shown, in which several important figures appeared.

Didn't notice what was said in the news, Ji Cen'an raised his eyes and only caught the picture of Nanjia attending the scene holding Xu Xingjian's arm intimately... She tightened her hands and squeezed the plastic bottle to make a clicking sound.

After a while, someone patted her on the shoulder.

It was the shop owner, who was looking at her inexplicably, and asked angrily, "I told you to answer several times, do you still want the money?"

The scene just now lasted only two seconds, and the TV had already switched to the next report.

Ji Cen'an came back to his senses, put away the change, and silently put it in his pocket.

Feeling that she was nervous, her complexion suddenly became ugly. The shop owner chased her away after finishing the business, for fear that she would stay here and use the air conditioner.

She didn't care about it, and turned around and went out with the water.

The shopkeeper frowned, and complained in a low voice: "It's really sick to come out in broad daylight with a scary face."