The most ruthless is her

Ruan Mohan drove the car very smoothly.

It was off-duty time, and the road was congested. Some drivers rolled down the windows and cursed, and some people came up to cut in line and let her car go.

Ruan Mohan's driving skills are very good, he won't give up.

But she didn't have the slightest desire to race with others anymore, and she seemed to be able to control her emotions very well.

She is very happy with herself.

The phone rang again, Ruan Mohan glanced at the screen.

Ginger Karen.

Jiang Karen called her at 04:30 in the afternoon and at 05:30, but she didn't answer.

Now it is almost 06:30, Jiang Karen called her again.

In order to avoid being endlessly harassed tonight, Ruan Mohan answered, "Hello?" in a calm tone.

Jiang Kailun smiled gracefully: "I finally took it, Ruan Mohan."

"Is something wrong with Mr. Jiang?"

"I want to invite you to my house for dinner. Today my friend sent the freshest salmon."

"Freight by air on a chartered plane, it is absolutely fresh and sweet. Once you have eaten such salmon, you will definitely feel that everything you have eaten before is plastic." Jiang Kailun smiled.

"Mr. Jiang, I think you should understand me, and you don't have any desire to eat."

Jiang Kailun: "Ruan Mohan, as smart as you are, you should understand by now that if you want to be an emotionless person, you don't have to frame yourself in a frame like you did before, restricting your various desires."

"If you have been depressed for a long time, it will naturally burst like a flood. The correct way to do it is to comply with your various desires."

"Smok the best cigars, drink the strongest wine, eat the best food. If you still have sex, find someone to enjoy it. If you still have love, find someone to give it to you."

"Boss Jiang, you really did that." She thought about it again: "So did Bai Jingxian."

Jiang Karen smiled: "Yes."

"Since you are going to visit Yao Yuan's grave on Saturday, your lifestyle should change from now on."

"how to change?"

"Enjoy food, enjoy life." Jiang Kailun said: "If you are interested in Jian Shuo, you can enjoy your sexual desire as before, and even give her love."

"you do not mind?"

"If I raise you to be a ruthless person, you are destined to belong to me." Jiang Kailun stretched out with a smile: "For you, other people are tools to maintain a ruthless state."

"Do I mind a knife? Do I mind a pen?"

"No, I will not."

"Mr. Jiang." Ruan Mohan asked: "You are very confident in the results of my tomb-sweeping on Saturday, aren't you?"

Jiang Kailun laughed again: "You have me, Jian Shuo has Bai Jingxian."

"You can all get what you were looking for in the first place, what you wanted the most."

"The ruthlessness you want, the maternal love that Jian Shuo wants."

"I don't understand why this matter is still in suspense."

"Then let's talk about it on Saturday." Ruan Mohan said indifferently: "Before then, don't call me again."

******

Ruan Mohan returned home.

Ruan Qingyin glanced behind her: "Mom, the servant still hasn't come back with you?"

Ruan Mohan: "She went to live in a hotel."

"why?"

"Maybe she has money now, a lot of money, and she doesn't need to be a servant in our house anymore, she can stay in hotels as she pleases."

"But a hotel is a hotel, and a home is a home."

Ruan Mohan suddenly felt a little tired, she walked to the sofa and sat down beside Ruan Qingyin.

Glancing at the TV screen: "You're watching "ET"."

Ruan Qingyin: "Yes."

The alien was left on the earth by his companions, and a ten-year-old boy sent it home.

Ruan Mohan asked Ruan Qingyin: "What do you think is home?"

"Of course I know." Ruan Qingyin glanced at Ruan Mohan proudly: "Where there is mother is home."

"Home is where there is a mother?" Ruan Mohan said, "What if there is no mother?"

"That would be incomplete."

Ruan Qingyin suddenly became nervous: "Mom, you won't leave me, will you?"

Ruan Mohan: "Of course not."

She stood up, sat down at the desk, turned on the computer, and started working overtime.

The listening workload has always been heavy. Even without the cooperation project with GS, it is difficult to complete the work within eight hours.

After working overtime for a while, she stood up and said, "I'm going to cook the noodles."

Eating egg noodles with tomato tonight, it's very fast.

She and Ruan Qingyin sat at the dining table on time, each with a bowl of noodles.

Ruan Qingyin raised her face in boredom: "Mom, will the servants not come to our house to be servants in the future?"

"Probably." Ruan Mohan asked: "Why, you don't miss her, do you?"

Ruan Qingyin let out a very loud "chi": "Me? Miss her? How is that possible!"

"It's just that she hasn't been noisy, it seems a little quiet."

It was so quiet that she was a little uncomfortable.

Ruan Mohan suggested: "You can keep playing the on-demand movie and turn up the volume."

Ruan Qingyin: "Good idea."

She ran to the TV, clicked play, and turned the volume up.

The little alien in the movie murmured: "E, T, phonehome."

Ruan Mohan ate the noodles in silence, as usual, neatly.

Ruan Qingyin called her suddenly: "Mom."

"Would you like a servant?"

Ruan Mohan put down his chopsticks: "I will try my best not to miss her."

"why?"

"Because I don't know if she likes me as much as I like her."

Ruan Qingyin recalled how Jian Shuo got along with Ruan Mohan: "She likes you very much."

Ruan Mohan: "I mean, he likes me as much as I like her."

"Are you afraid that she likes less than you?"

Ruan Mohan thought for a while: "It's not just a question of degree, but also a question of nature."

Ruan Qingyin was dumbfounded.

"There is a black hole in her heart, and many, many loves can't fill it. Maybe she just relies on me liking her, not liking me, but possessiveness."

Ruan Qingyin was still confused: "Mom, I don't understand."

Ruan Mohan: "I just told you because I knew you didn't understand."

She asked Ruan Qingyin: "Have you finished eating?"

Ruan Qingyin nodded.

While Ruan Mohan was washing the dishes, the doorbell rang.

Ruan Qingyin jumped up from the sofa to open the door: "Servant!"

Then there was no sound.

Ruan Mohan stared at the water column gushing out of the faucet.

After a long time, I reached out to turn it off, dried my hands, and walked out of the kitchen.

He hesitated a bit when he looked up.

He raised his head but was stunned: "Zhu Han?"

******

Ruan Qingyin stared vigilantly at the strange woman at the door, as soon as Ruan Mohan came out, she immediately hid behind Ruan Mohan.

He stuck his head out, still staring at Zhu Han with vigilance.

Zhu Han smiled and asked, "Your daughter?"

Ruan Mohan nodded: "Ruan Qingyin."

Ask Zhu Han again: "Why did you come?"

Zhu Han scratched his head: "You asked me to investigate the matter, and our employment relationship is terminated, I think..."

Ruan Mohan let the door open: "Come in."

Zhu Han walked into the entrance and glanced at the shoe rack: "Are these pink ones guest slippers?"

She looked at Ruan Mohan and smiled: "I never thought you would buy pink slippers."

Ruan Qingyin hid behind Ruan Mohan and suddenly said loudly: "Those are not guest slippers!"

"You can't wear it! Bah, don't touch it!"

Zhu Han withdrew his hand.

Ruan Mohan picked up a pair of gray slippers beside him and put them on the ground: "Put these on."

Zhu Han changed into slippers, followed Ruan Mohan into the house, and handed a cardboard box that was always in his hand to Ruan Qingyin: "This cake is very famous, super delicious, and the raw materials are also very healthy."

Ruan Qingyin reached out to take it.

Zhu Han looked at Ruan Qingyin with great interest, as if he didn't expect her to pick it up.

In the next second, Ruan Qingyin threw the cardboard box far away.

Two small squares of cream topped with red cherries fell out of the carton in embarrassment, and the white and thick cream fell to the ground.

"Yinyin." Ruan Mohan was a little helpless: "Who are you competing with? You fell, why don't you let me clean it?"

Ruan Qingyin said loudly: "Then you bring the servant back and let the servant clean it!"

Zhu Han was taken aback: "Servant?"

Ruan Mohan: "That was a joke, but she is actually mine..."

For some reason, Ruan Mohan remembered Bai Jingxian's face that seemed to be glowing with maternal luster, and was at a loss for words for a moment, and returned to the original address for Jian Shuo: "She is my partner."

Ruan Qingyin continued to shout loudly: "No! The servant is someone my mother likes!"

After speaking, he turned around and ran back to his bedroom, slamming the door hard with a "bang".

Ruan Mohan: "Sorry."

Zhu Han smiled: "She is a special child, very cute."

Ruan Mohan nodded silently.

"Want to sit?" She pointed to the sofa.

Zhu Han walked over and sat down, and Ruan Mohan sat beside her, separated by a distance.

The TV screen stayed at the frame when Ruan Qingyin pressed the pause button, and the big head of the little alien protruded abruptly on the screen.

Zhu Han: "Your daughter was watching a movie just now."

Ruan Mohan: "Yes."

The two fell into silence, staring at the two pieces of cream cake rolling far away on the ground, dragging two long white marks on the ground, like the tail of a comet.

After a long time, Zhu Han said, "You... have someone you like?"

"Is it... Miss Jane?"

******

W Hotel, Room 1704.

Jian Shuo was bored lying on the big velvet bed, the whole room was dark, only the window with no curtains, letting in the neon light.

She hasn't turned on the lights since she moved in.

She buried her face in the gap between the two goose down pillows, and shouted in a muffled voice, "Ah—ah—ah—"

He buried his face in the goose down pillow on the left again: "Ah-ah-ah-"

Then buried his face in the goose down pillow on the right: "Ah—ah—ah——"

The sound doesn't sound much different.

Same dullness.

The experiment failed, Jian Shuo bounced up from the bed at once, inserted her left and right hands into a head of thick long hair, and rubbed it randomly, making the curly long hair look like a feather duster.

Jumping up and running to the entrance mirror, looking at his own shape through a little light from the window, he laughed "giggle".

She smiled for three seconds, and in the next second, her face suddenly sank again.

With a gloomy face, seamless switching.

Suddenly, her mobile phone by the bed rang with a "ding".

Jian Shuo jumped and wanted to run over to get it.

Then he suddenly remembered that on the screen of Ruan Mohan's phone that was turned on this afternoon, there were three dazzling words on it: Jiang Kailun.

She stood in front of the mirror, looking at herself with messy hair.

After standing for three seconds, I still couldn't hold back, and rushed to the bedside table, picked up the phone.

The result was not Ruan Mohan.

It is also surnamed Ruan.

It's Ruan Qingyin.

Ruan Qingyin walks home after school every day, and Ruan Mohan gave her a mobile phone early on.Jian Shuo and Ruan Qingyin had already exchanged their cell phone numbers very arrogantly, and they were also very arrogant and never contacted by mobile phone.

At this time, Ruan Qingyin actually sent her a text message, which was quite long: "Servant! It seems that you have a new love rival! The new love rival also seems to like pink. There is a pink flower tattooed on his wrist, and he wants to wear you." pink slippers!"

Jian Shuo punched the bedside table angrily: Who is this?How dare you covet her pink slippers?

Grinning her teeth in pain, she asked Ruan Qingyin, "Did you stop me???"

"Of course I stopped."

"Good job! Who is that guy? Is he good-looking?"

"I don't know, but it's pretty pretty."

Angrily, Jian Shuo made a phone call and shouted, "How can you say that she is good-looking? Even if you comfort me, you should say that she is ugly!"

Ruan Qingyin yelled back directly: "I'm just a nine-year-old child with sensory integration disorder, don't ask too much of me, okay?"

Jian Shuo took the room card and ran out.

******

When Jian Shuo took a taxi to Ruan Mohan's house, he asked the driver all the way: "Can you drive?"

"It squeezes you and you let it? You go up!"

"There are still a few seconds before the green light, why are you braking? Go over there!"

The driver couldn't take it anymore: "Miss, how long have you been driving?"

Jian Shuo: "...I don't have a driver's license."

The driver is from Chongqing: "Then you say a hammer!"

But how can there be such a gentle driver in Chongqing in the world? !Jian Shuo couldn't understand it.

Anyway, she decided to take the driver's license test right away!immediately!immediately!

When getting off the bus, the driver called her: "Please give me a five-star review, dear."

Jian Shuo: "Five-star hammer!"

She ran away in a hurry, ran to the door of Ruan Mohan's house, and stopped again.

Standing on the edge of the open terrace, slender fingers wrapped around the railing, climbing tightly like vines, and then loosened, looking at the night outside.

During Children's Day, she "stealed" a cat-shaped balloon here.

At the time, I thought it was "stole" from Ruan Qingyin, but later on, it was clearly Ruan Mohan who gave it to her.

Nguyen, desert, cold.

As Jian Shuo thought about it, she tapped on the railing three times with her slender fingertips, and then three more times.

Boom, boom, boom.Boom, boom, boom.

The railing is hollow, and there is an echo when knocked on it, vibrating back and forth, like an empty heart.

Jian Shuo pursed her lips, like a silent cat, approaching the door of Ruan Mohan's house lightly.

She glanced at her phone, and it was almost an hour since Ruan Qingyin sent her a text message.

What are Ruan Mohan and the woman with the pink flower pattern on her wrist doing now?

Jian Shuo's ear was pressed against the door panel, thinking of this, the expression on his face became fierce.

Her ears are not as sensitive as Ruan Mohan's, and she can't hear anything, but when she thinks of the butterflies on Ruan Mohan's head, the ants crawling on Ruan Mohan's shoes, and this woman with pink flowers on her wrists, she is ready to raise her hands high .

She wanted to slam the door hard, but unexpectedly, the door suddenly opened from the inside.

Jian Shuo still maintained an eavesdropping posture, startled by the sudden opening of the door, and took a step back.

Zhu Han: ...

Jane Shuo: ...

Jian Shuo immediately stood up straight and stared at Zhu Han viciously, like a cat that would pounce on someone at any time.

Zhu Han came to his senses and nodded with a smile: "Miss Jane."

Jian Shuo narrowed her eyes: "You know me?"

Zhu Han: "Because of work."

Jian Shuo: "You are the one who listens."

Zhu Han smiled and shook his head: "It's not convenient to disclose."

She turned to Ruan Mohan: "Then I'll go first."

Jian Shuo glanced at Ruan Mohan who was standing behind Zhu Han: "I didn't come to look for you."

Ruan Mohan was expressionless: "I didn't say you came looking for me."

Zhu Han thought it was funny: "Could it be that you came to find me?"

"Looking for your fart!" Jian Shuo spat viciously: "Who are you? I'm looking for you? I'm just here to collect things!"

Ruan Mohan asked indifferently: "Do you have anything in my house?"

At that time, Jian Shuo was brought home by Ruan Mohan directly from the abandoned small park behind the shooting range, like bringing home a stray cat with nothing.

I don't have any luggage, except for a set of clothes and a pair of ten centimeter high heels.

But the clothes were made of special materials, and there was no room to wash them. After they got dirty in the abandoned park, they had to be thrown away.Just like the pair of ten centimeter high heels, she wore them in tatters and threw them away when the new shoes arrived.

Jian Shuo wished she could chop off her own hands.

Why throw it so fast!

but it does not matter.

She looked at Ruan Mohan proudly, "I'll collect my pink slippers!"

Zhu Han smiled: "Those pink slippers really belong to you."

"Yes! Anyone who wears it except me will have their hands and feet ruined!"

Zhu Han smiled and waved his hands: "I didn't wear them."

Jian Shuo stared at her: "Why don't you leave? Why are you here?"

Zhu Han: "I'm leaving now."

"Miss Ruan, goodbye."

Ruan Mohan's thin lips moved.

"See you again." Jian Shuo went into the entrance and stood in front of Ruan Mohan: "Ruan Mohan doesn't like to associate with people he doesn't know well, and you will never see each other again in the future."

"Really?" Zhu Han passed Jian Shuo to look at Ruan Mohan who was blocked by her: "Miss Ruan, we don't know each other well?"

Ruan Mohan said lightly, "It's okay."

Jian Shuo turned around suddenly: "Ruan Mohan, you!" It seemed that she wanted to scratch Ruan Mohan but dared not.

Zhu Han looked like he was dying of laughter: "I really have to leave."

"Byebye."

Jian Shuo shouted behind her: "Don't you still mean goodbye? I said I'll never see you again!"

Zhu Han's back disappeared, Jian Shuo stared helplessly, turned to stare at Ruan Mohan angrily: "Who is she?"

Ruan Mohan thought for a while, and it didn't seem appropriate to say they were friends: "A partner."

"Partner?!" Jian Shuo shouted directly: "What kind of partner? Are you and I a medical research partner?"

Ruan Mo looked at her coldly.

Jian Shuo was furious: "Speak up, Ruan Mohan!"

Ruan Mo coldly picked up the pair of pink slippers on the shoe rack, and threw them on the ground with a "snap": "Your slippers."

"What are you doing with your slippers?"

"Didn't you come to pack up your things and get your slippers? You can leave after you take them."

Jian Shuo stood still, staring at Ruan Mohan.

Ruan Mohan turned around and left.

Jian Shuo was hesitating whether to follow in, but Ruan Mohan came out again with a paper bag.

Picking up the slippers on the ground, putting them in a paper bag, putting them outside the door, and looking at Jian Shuo coldly: "Is there anything else?"

Jian Shuo said loudly: "No!"

She walked out aggressively and slammed the door hard.

But I didn't hear the expected "bang".

It was Ruan Mohan who had been on guard for a long time, grabbed the door handle inside, vented Jian Shuo's strength to close the door, and closed the door gently.

There was a soft "click" sound.

Even venting turned into nothingness.

Jian Shuo was so angry that she kicked hard on the anti-theft door, with a "boom", her toes hurt.

There was no response inside.

She kicked again: "Boom, boom, boom."

No response.

She kicked again: "Boom, boom, boom."

Until the strength is getting weaker and weaker, there is still no response inside.

Until the end, the violent venting turned into helpless lamentation, and there was still no response inside.

Jian Shuo left with a paper bag.

******

Jian Shuo walked to the side of the road with the paper bag in hand, saw a bench by the side of the road, jumped over and squatted on it.

Looking down at the tip of his high-heeled shoes, he had smashed through the anti-theft door.

She curled her lips indifferently, and read a weird song to the night:

"Three blind mice,

Look at the way they run!

They chased the farmer's wife... (Remark 1)"

While thinking about it, Jian Shuo's voice became quieter.

She squatted on the bench by herself, looking at the tall buildings in front of her, with dots of lights on.

Behind every light, there is a happy and harmonious family, just like the red-walled steeple house of Jane's family, every night, the warm yellow light will be lit.

Jian Shuo has gone to peek countless times.

But until now—

She was still squatting on the bench alone, peeking at the scattered lights, none of which belonged to her.

The expression on her face was dazed, her eyes filled with nothingness, and finally turned fierce, and she stomped viciously on the bench.

The paper bag beside him was not stable, and the bench fell from the chair with a slight shock.

A pink slipper fell out.

Jian Shuo stared at the slippers, with a strange and cruel smile on his face.

She stretched out her hand, picked up the slipper in her hand, pinched it with both hands, folded it forcefully, folded it again, and folded it back and forth.

The foam-like sole finally broke under her violence.

Jian Shuo let out a coquettish and ghostly "hum", took the two halves of the "shit body" of the slipper, jumped off the bench, and was about to throw it into the trash can.

He reached out to the side of the trash can and stopped again.

Viciously, he threw the broken slipper into the paper bag and left with the paper bag.

******

Ruan Mohan's family.

After Ruan Mohan closed the door, the door of Ruan Qingyin's bedroom opened.

Ruan Qingyin's head popped out: "Mom, did the servant come just now? Or did I hear it wrong?"

Ruan Mohan: "She is here."

"Really?" Ruan Qingyin was about to leave the room.

"You should go to bed." Ruan Mohan: "She has already left."

"Why?" Ruan Qingyin asked, "Why do you leave as soon as you come?"

"She just came to pack up and took her pink slippers."

Ruan Qingyin hid behind the half-closed door and heard the movement outside: "Is there someone knocking on the door?"

Ruan Mohan looked indifferent: "You heard wrong."

Ruan Qingyin: "Mom, did you break up with the servant?"

Ruan Mohan thought for a while: "I don't know either."

"Is it because that person came to confess to you tonight?"

Ruan Mohan glanced at Ruan Qingyin: "Of course not."

Ruan Qingyin asked again: "Do you still like servants?"

Ruan Mohan walked over: "When you can understand love movies, come and discuss these issues with me."

"Now, go to bed."

******

Ruan Mohan helped Ruan Qingyin close the door, went to take a shower, went to the balcony, and lit a cigarette.

Break up... She was thinking about the question Ruan Qingyin asked her just now.

If she breaks up with Jian Shuo now, is it because of Bai Jingxian?Or because of Jiang Karen?

Anyway, definitely not because of Zhu Han.

At night, Zhu Han suddenly came to the house and asked her, "Do you... have someone you like?"

"Is it... Miss Jane?"

Ruan Mohan nodded lightly.

"That's it." Zhu Han scratched his head: "Then what I wanted to say, should I still say it or not?"

Ruan Mohan said indifferently: "You don't need to say anything."

"But I want to say."

Zhu Han looked at Ruan Mohan: "Miss Ruan, have you ever thought about living a more... ordinary life?"

"For example, with a normal person like me who can understand you?"

Ruan Mohan glanced at her indifferently, and asked her, "Do you smoke?"

Zhu Han was taken aback: "Okay."

"There is a child at home." Ruan Mohan stood up: "Let's go to the balcony to smoke."

Zhu Han followed her out of the balcony.

Ruan Mohan asked: "Are you a smoker?"

Zhu Han nodded.

Ruan Mohan took out a cigarette and threw it over, lit the cigarette himself, and threw the lighter over.

Zhu Han lit a cigarette, and two wisps of smoke drifted out from their fingers, separated by a distance.

Ruan Mohan looked at the night outside and asked, "What day is today?"

Zhu Han smoked a cigarette and didn't speak.

Ruan Mohan: "Is it related to your sacrificed comrade?"

Zhu Han smiled: "Miss Ruan, you are really smart."

"Sometimes, being smart is too much."