The most ruthless is her

After getting off the taxi, Jian Shuo looked blankly, looking at the small German-style western-style building with red walls and steeples in front of him.

She approached slowly, with heavy steps, as if timid.

When I got closer and saw it clearly, there was a lot of ferocity and disdain in my eyes, and I let out a vicious "sneer" from my mouth.

In summer, the sky is still bright in the evening, and compared with the bright daytime, it has a pink and purple magnificence.

The small western-style building with a pointed roof bathed in the twilight is more and more like a fairy tale.

What's more, outside the door and by the window of the house, there is a circle of extremely cute balloons.

All in the shape of babies, baby girls with pink pacifiers,

So Jian Shuo knew that the child in Bai Jingxian's womb was a girl.

Whether Jian Shuo is here or not, no one in the family seems to remember her, and they just focus on celebrating her first Children's Day in the mother's womb for the upcoming baby.

Jian Shuo's gaze became colder and more icy, she slipped to the door, stretched out her hand, and patted and patted the baby balloon with a pacifier.

The balloon was flickered by Jian Shuo, and the cute smiling face with a pacifier in it seemed to be a satire to her.

Jian Shuo's heart became more and more irritable, she stretched out her feet wearing ten centimeter high heels, and wanted to kick the wall next to the door hard.

Inside the room behind the door, there was a sound of footsteps.

Jane was so frightened that she dodged and hid behind a pillar by the door.

The sound of opening the door sounded, and Jian Shuo heard Bai Jingxian asking in the room: "Is the fruit delivery person here?"

It was a servant who came to open the door, and she answered Bai Jingxian loudly: "No, ma'am, there is no one outside the door."

Bai Jingxian: "That may be because I heard wrong."

With a creaking sound, the heavy wooden door closed.

Jian Shuo poked out a head from behind the pillar where he was hiding, just enough to look into the house from the window.

She remembered that there were two huge vases and a piano by the window. It was difficult for people in the room to find her peeping here.

Jian Shuo looked into the room and let out a "chi" again.

There are more balloons in the house.

Bai Jingxian and Yang Haining were looking at a lot of little clothes for babies, all of which were pink.

Jian Shuo stared blankly for a while.

The high-heeled shoe kicked against the pillar next to it, the toe of the shoe was worn out, and the toe bumped painfully.

She ran wildly and quickly escaped from this fairy-tale house.

******

Jian Shuo didn't know how she came to be near Ruan Mohan's house.

It's like calling an online car-hailing car, the hands are faster than the brain, and the destination is directly set to Ruan Mohan's community.

By the time she realized it, the person was already standing here.

After walking not far, the building in front of him was Ruan Mohan's house.

She looked up and saw that the lights of every house were glowing with warm yellow light.

In the garden of the community, there were children playing football, and there was a burst of laughter.

She followed the crowd in and out, slipped into the building in front of her, and got into the elevator.

It was already eight o'clock at this time, according to Ruan Mohan's habit, he had already gone home from get off work, had dinner with Ruan Qingyin, and started working.

She was not so unlucky to meet Ruan Mohan in the corridor.

She just wanted to stand in the corridor and enjoy the wind for a while.

When I was waiting for Ruan Mohan here last time, I felt that the air here was quite fresh.

Well, that's all.

When Jian Shuo slipped out of the elevator, even the "ding" sound of the elevator door opening, she hated it being too loud, for fear that Ruan Mohan, who has sensitive ears, would notice anything in the room.

She walked lightly, like a cat, not letting her footsteps vibrate the voice-activated lights in the corridor.

In the faintly dark twilight, Jian Shuo froze for a moment.

In front of the door of Ruan Mohan's house, a balloon was tied to the railing near the terrace, floating high and swaying in the wind.

Jian Shuo walked over, stretched out her hand, patted the balloon lightly, and patted it again.

The balloon swayed gently in the night.

Coincidentally, it is Jian Shuo's only cat balloon that he thinks is too eye-catching today.

Jian Shuo thought: Why is there a balloon in front of Ruan Mohan's house?

She remembered the little face that came out from behind the door when she was talking to Ruan Mohan here last time.

His face was cold, very similar to Ruan Mohan.His facial features and face shape were nothing like Ruan Mohan's.

But no matter what, she was Ruan Mohan's daughter.

It was the first time Jian Shuo and the little girl met, but there was curiosity and hostility in each other's eyes.

At this moment, Jian Shuo stared at the cat balloon, guessing that Ruan Mohan bought it for the little girl.

Ruan Mohan should be very kind to the little girl.The last time we met, Jian Shuo found that she loved the little girl very much.

All of a sudden, he dodged in front of the little girl, as if he was afraid that Jian Shuo would hurt someone.

Jian Shuo laughed at herself, then looked at the cat balloon tied to the railing.

Probably because the little girl played all the way, got tired of playing, and was too lazy to take it home, so she tied it here casually.

Jian Shuo lowered her eyes with mockery and disdain.

She froze for a moment, then squatted down.

On the ground below the balloon, there is a small biscuit.

She picked up the biscuit, the packaging was all too familiar.Wang Nuo offered her twice, but she rejected them both. Ruan Mohan also gave her twice, and she ate them.

Not tasty at all.

Jian Shuo thought: Why is there a small biscuit here?

Did the little girl accidentally drop it out of her pocket when she came to tie the balloon?

Jian Shuo's eyes became angry, and he pursed his lips and let out a "hum".

It turns out that Ruan Mohan's daughter likes to eat this kind of biscuit. Ruan Mohan should have taken it from her daughter's snacks before, and stuffed it for Jian Shuo.

Jian Shuo felt intense jealousy towards the little girl whom she had only met once.

She tore off the packaging bag of the biscuit, stuffed the biscuit into her mouth, and chewed it "crackling".

The chewing motion was so wide that it hurt her temples.

But so what!She munched on the biscuits, stuffed the package into her skirt pocket, and stood up abruptly, trying to untie the balloon tied to the railing.

Unexpectedly, the knot of the balloon was tightly tied, Jian Shuo was agitated, and his hands moved roughly, three times and two times, making the knot into a tight knot.

Jane Shuo: ...

She went straight to her mouth, like a vicious cat, using the sharp teeth around her lips to cut off the string of the balloon.

Then he dragged the balloon and walked away.

snort!Going to eat your cookies!I'm going to grab your balloon!mad at you!Lie Lie!

Jian Shuo stood in the elevator holding the balloon, and made a big grimace at the imaginary enemy that didn't exist in the air.

Then I found a corner of the elevator, a child being held by his mother, looking at her all the time.

Jian Shuo shook the balloon in her hand and glanced at the cat floating on the top of the elevator.Showing off his might, he glanced at the child.

His chest stood out proudly.

Whether it was stolen or snatched, now, on Children's Day, she also has a balloon that belongs only to her.

Or her favorite cat.

I don't know if the child is willing to admit defeat, or is frightened by Jian Shuo's gaze, but he doesn't look at Jian Shuo anymore.

Jian Shuo gave a triumphant "hum", jumped out of the elevator, and left with the balloon.

******

At nine o'clock, Ruan Qingyin found Ruan Mohan changing shoes at the door.

Ruan Qingyin felt strange: "Mom, are you going out?"

Ruan Mohan raised the garbage bag in his hand: "Just go downstairs and throw out the garbage."

Ruan Qingyin looked at her.

"how?"

"You've never deliberately went downstairs to throw out the trash at night before."

Ruan Mohan's expression was light: "Tonight's leftovers are delicious."

Ruan Qingyin let out an "oh", turned her head and continued watching her movie.

The balloon that Ruan Mohan bought today was tied to the armrest of the sofa and floated up towards the roof.

Ruan Mohan glanced at the rabbit balloon and went out with a garbage bag.

She walked very lightly, as if she was afraid of shaking the voice-activated lights in the corridor.

Her eyes were sharp and she quickly adjusted to the darkness.

There was no familiar figure standing in the darkness, Ruan Mohan heaved a sigh of relief, but he also raised his heart.

When she was working at home, she felt that she could vaguely hear footsteps at the door of the house.

It's also possible that she misheard.

Because the footsteps were so soft that even her sensitive ears could not catch them clearly.

Until she took the garbage bag and walked to the railing at the door of the house.

Pursing the corners of his mouth, unconsciously.

She saw a cat balloon that had been tied here just now, gone.

She approached with a garbage bag.

He pursed his lips again.

She saw that the balloon was not properly untied. A knot she tied with her own hands before was tied into a dead knot. The reason why the balloon was taken away was because someone bit off the end of the balloon tied to the railing with sharp teeth. line.

Ruan Mohan looked down at the ground again, and the small biscuit she had placed there was gone.

The terrace was cool, and at night, a cool wind blew past, caressing Ruan Mohan's soft long hair.

She stretched out her slender fingers and grabbed the short bitten off thread on the railing.

The thread was twisted back and forth between her white index finger and thumb.

I always feel that there is still a slight tide when I pinch it between my fingers, as if someone just sucked it in my mouth.

With a coquettish and light dahlia aroma.

Ruan Mohan said silently in his heart: "Happy Children's Day, kid."

Let go of the thread, and leave with the garbage bag.

******

Early on Thursday morning, Ruan Mohan sent Ruan Qingyin to school before going to work.

As soon as she opened the door, Ruan Qingyin said "Huh", "Mom, where is the balloon you tied here yesterday?"

When Ruan Mohan tied the balloon here yesterday, Ruan Qingyin still felt strange.

Ruan Mohan only said that because Ruan Qingyin didn't like it, he didn't bring the balloon into the house.

Ruan Qingyin hummed, thinking that her mother was quite sensible.

But why was it gone this morning?Ruan Qingyin looked at Ruan Mohan.

Ruan Mohan replied indifferently: "I went downstairs to throw out the trash last night and stuffed the balloon in the trunk of the car. I brought it to Aunt Nuo at night. In fact, I shouldn't have brought it up yesterday."

Ruan Qingyin said "oh".

******

On Thursday afternoon, facing Ruan Mohan who suddenly appeared, Wang Nuo was surprised.

"Why did you come here on Thursday?"

"...not much work tonight, let's see what we can do to help."

Wang Nuo saw the gauze wound on her hand at a glance: "What's wrong with your hand?"

"Small injury." Ruan Mohan waved his hand: "It was accidentally scratched."

Wang Nuo was very vigilant: "It can't be Jian Shuo's fault, right?" She always felt that Jian Shuo was like a wicked villain, an unusual danger.

Ruan Mohan retorted instinctively, "How is that possible."

"Not her."

"She can't do that."

Ruan Mohan, who has always been reticent, said three sentences in a row.

Wang Nuo looked at her quietly and didn't speak.

Ruan Mohan seemed to be aware of his slip of the tongue, half-cast his eyes, and didn't speak.

After a long time, Wang Nuo sighed: "Come on, go in, the children should have finished eating, help clean up."

Ruan Mohan also exhaled, and followed Wang Nuo into the classroom.

******

After taking care of the children who had eaten, he helped Wang Nuo clean up the classroom for a while, and it was time for Ruan Mohan to say goodbye.

Wang Nuo sent her out to drive.

She asked Wang Nuo, "Didn't you spend a lot of money buying gifts for the children on Children's Day yesterday?"

Wang Nuo: "Fortunately, the planned expenses."

Ruan Mohan glanced at Wang Nuo: "I'm afraid I know Xiaoyan's financial situation better than you."

Wang Nuo has a kind heart, as long as he can help children who can be saved, he will not refuse anyone who comes, and he will help and save no matter how much money he has.

Therefore, although Wang Nuo has a clear mind and reasonable operation, Xiaoyan can receive some social subsidies from time to time, but the economic pressure is still very high.

Ruan Mohan said: "I will pay the money, and I will transfer it to you later."

Wang Nuo knew that it was meaningless to refuse Ruan Mohan, so he lowered his head and smiled.

Ruan Mohan: "What are you laughing at?"

"I'm laughing at you, while loving money like your life, while spending money like water." Wang Nuo looked at her with a smile: "Like a schizophrenic."

In fact, there is another thing, she also thinks that Ruan Mohan is very schizophrenic.

She pretended to ask casually: "You and Jian Shuo... are you okay?"

Ruan Mohan said indifferently: "I have terminated my relationship with her."

Wang Nuo was surprised: "Why?"

"Didn't you say that she gave a large sum of money, which can be saved as Yinyin's fuckyou fund?"

Ruan Mohan: "I will refund all the money that should be refunded."

"Why did it happen all of a sudden?"

Ruan Mohan thought for a while: "At that time, I accepted it, not only for money, but also for a research."

Wang Nuo knew Ruan Mohan very well, so he answered softly: "Research whether Jian Shuo is an emotionless person."

Ruan Mohan nodded.

"Isn't she?"

Ruan Mohan was silent.

Wang Nuo sighed inaudibly, and suddenly changed the subject: "The wound on your hand, how long will it take to remove the stitches?"

Just now when cleaning up his job, Ruan Mohan explained why he couldn't touch the water today, saying that he had two stitches.

Ruan Mohan: "The injury is not serious, it can be removed on Saturday."

Wang Nuo: "Which hospital? I'll go with you."

Ruan Mohan: "I don't even need anyone to accompany me when I sew stitches. If I remove the stitches, I don't need someone to accompany me."

She refused to say.

Wang Nuo had no choice but to walk her to the car.

Ruan Mohan opened the door to get in the car, Wang Nuo told her: "Drive carefully."

"of course."

"Wait a moment."

When Ruan Mohan was about to start the car, Wang Nuo suddenly called out.

Ruan Mohan looked at her through the open car window.

Wang Nuo pursed his lips and said, "Mohan."

"Actually, after so many years, have you ever thought about... letting yourself go?"

"Let yourself go?" Ruan Mohan repeated, as if he thought the question was too strange: "If I let myself go, then what does my sister's death count?"

"She is lying on the ground alone, do I live alone in this world to enjoy happiness?"

"No, Wang Nuo, I really don't deserve it."

Wang Nuo decided that at least this time, he would not stop at the place where every conversation got stuck: "Mo Han, do you really hope that you have no feelings?"

Ruan Mohan's eyes froze.

There seemed to be a pair of sable eyes flashing in front of her eyes.

Ruan Mohan also asked herself: Does she really hope that she has no feelings?

Then why, she instinctively feels deep fear of the emotionless Jiang Karen?

And why, she avoided the answer to how Jiang Karen became ruthless every time?

Wang Nuo didn't intend to let Ruan Mohan continue to avoid her today, she asked directly: "Do you like Jian Shuo?"

"If the person who wants to accompany you to the hospital is not me, but Jian Shuo, would you want her to accompany you?"

Ruan Mohan's expression remained indifferent: "Wang Nuo."

"I shouldn't like anyone."

Wang Nuo looked at Ruan Mohan's curled fingers holding the steering wheel. After a long time, he let go of Ruan Mohan's car window, and repeated: "Drive carefully."

"Of course." Ruan Mohan responded softly.

She drove away.

******

on the way home.

Magnificent sky, faint starlight.

Ruan Mohan didn't close the car window that he opened just now to talk to Wang Nuo, and kept it wide open.

The night wind came in, messing Ruan Mohan's long hair.

The yellow street lights on the viaduct kept swaying past her windshield, and was left far behind by the excessive speed of the car.

The scenery before Ruan Mohan's eyes was constantly switching between light and darkness, light and darkness.

She turned on the stereo, and there was the female singer with a cold voice next to her ear, singing constantly:

"The sky is red with blood,

star gray silver,

Where is your lover? (Note 1)"

Ruan Mohan was thinking of himself, what he said to Wang Nuo just now: "I shouldn't like anyone."

Yes, she is well aware of this conclusion, isn't she?

But why.

Why does she have to feed the cat every day?

Why did she go to stand alone outside Room 1704 of W Hotel for a long time on Saturday afternoon?

Why did she tie a balloon at the door of the house and put a small biscuit after driving Jian Shuo away?

It's really like what Wang Nuo said about her: "Like a schizophrenic."

She remembered another sentence she said to Wang Nuo today: "If I let myself go, then what is my sister's death?"

"She is lying on the ground alone, do I live alone in this world to enjoy happiness?"

Ruan Mohan's face turned cold.

The stereo is turned off, the windows are closed.

With a kick of the accelerator, he quickly drove towards home.

******

After lunch on Saturday, Ruan Mohan first sent Ruan Qingyin to a hospital for sensory integration training.

Then I drove by myself and went to another hospital.

After she was injured last Wednesday night, the doctor who came to Jian's house was an acquaintance doctor Jiang Kailun helped to make an appointment with. Ruan Mohan took the doctor's car directly and followed to the hospital where the doctor worked.

Not the one she used to go to.

On the way to drive there, Ruan Mohan suddenly thought of a question: Isn't Jiang Kailun always in England?

According to Jiang Kailun's resume, Jiang Kailun has been living in the UK since he immigrated with his parents when he was a teenager.It was not until this cooperation between GS and Lingyin that she returned to China again.

How could she have a doctor she knew well?

Ruan Mohan parked the car and walked to the medical guidance desk: "I made an appointment with Dr. Zhang Bin, and he will come over today to remove the stitches."

The nurse checks: "Okay, come with me."

The nurse took Ruan Mohan to the rest area outside the clinic: "Please wait here a moment."

Ruan Mohan nodded and sat down.

This time, she did not object to waiting.

She felt that her subconscious mind might want to avoid going outside Room 1704 of the W Hotel again, so she made an appointment on Saturday afternoon to have the stitches removed.

Because the doctor suggested that she remove the stitches on Sunday, but she asked the doctor, "Is Saturday okay?"

The doctor reluctantly agreed: "It's okay."

Ruan Mohan sat in the waiting area, in order to avoid wasting time, he took out his mobile phone to deal with work emails.

Suddenly there was a commotion outside.

A strange and lazy voice sounded: "I'm so injured that I can't go to the emergency room? What kind of broken hospital!"

The nurse patiently persuaded: "Miss, your injury is actually not very serious. The doctor has many more serious patients, and you are not a member of our hospital. You came to register temporarily, so you must wait."

Ruan Mohan caught another piece of information: private hospitals with membership system.

Then I heard that strange voice saying: "I won't! I'm so badly injured, I finally got here, why should I change the hospital?"

The nurse said patiently: "After that, please wait a moment, the doctor will call the patients in according to the number."

"Hmph, just wait!"

The owner of the eerie voice broke into the waiting area and sat down next to Ruan Mohan.

Ruan Mohan stared at the phone without looking up.

A small object landed lightly on Ruan Mohan's lap.

Ruan Mohan's gaze was originally down, but now driven by curiosity, he stopped it, and unconsciously glanced at his knees.

A small wooden sculpture, it is a cat.

The carving is ugly.

"Return the gift." The strange voice sounded in Ruan Mohan's ear, lazily: "Return gift for Children's Day gift."

Ruan Mohan stared at the phone without raising his head, and said calmly: "Children's Day is a day when adults give gifts to children."

"Children don't need to return gifts."

Ruan Mohan knew that since Jian Shuo found this hospital, she had already affirmed that she sent the balloons and biscuits, and it was meaningless to deny it.

But the wooden cat fell on Ruan Mohan's lap, and Ruan Mohan didn't take it.

Jian Shuo grabbed it by himself, stuffed it into Ruan Mohan's bag next to him, and laughed "ha", "It really is you."

"Bring me balloons and cookies, miss me?"

"No." Ruan Mohan said indifferently, "When buying balloons for my daughter, buy one and get one free."

"The same goes for biscuits. My daughter can't finish them and they are about to expire."

Jian Shuo was taken aback.

She obviously didn't check the production date before eating the biscuit.

Ruan Mohan raised his head: "Where are you hurt?"

Jian Shuo in front of her has a coquettish and fair face, clean and flawless.

Ruan Mohan scanned her whole body again, but did not find any injuries.

Jian Shuo smiled: "You care about me so much?"

She confidently raised her right index finger: "Here!"

Ruan Mohan: ...

An incomparably small incision, which felt like a carving knife for carving wood carvings, was accidentally scratched, and there should be no blood coming out, but the surrounding area was red and swollen.

Ruan Mohan: "Are you using this kind of injury to bother the doctor?"

"What is this kind of injury?" Jian Shuo's mouth curled up: "If you don't treat it well, you will get tetanus. Once you get it, the average fatality rate is 20%, do you know?"

Oh, and I did my homework in advance.

Jian Shuo looked at Ruan Mohan triumphantly: "Moreover, it hurts!"

"You don't want me to trouble the doctor, that's fine."

"But someone has to help me."

Jian Shuo laughed, and put her finger to Ruan Mohan's lips: "Why don't you blow it for me, I don't feel any pain, so I don't need to bother the doctor."

"Help, help, help."

"Is it okay? Is it okay? Is it okay?"

Ruan Mohan glanced at Jian Shuo's fingers.

Although the wound was not big, it made the originally slender fingers swollen, which looked a little pitiful.

Ruan Mohan thought: First, this is to make Jian Shuo shut up and stop making noise; second, this is to save public medical resources.

She didn't even raise her lips, and blew very quickly: "Huh."

It blows for about a millisecond.

Jian Shuo was stunned: "Are you... blowing it off?"