The most ruthless is her

Jian Shuo didn't know how long she had been waiting here, wearing a red and white polka-dot skirt, squatting in the corner by the door.

Like a mushroom.

The takeaway that was just delivered was not hung on the door, but was held in Jian Shuo's arms.

Seeing Ruan Mohan coming back, she immediately stood up.

The nose was wrinkled, and the end of the coquettish eyes was a little red, as if she had cried again.

"Sister Mo." She called pitifully.

Ruan Mo gave her a cold look: "What are you doing here?"

Ruan Mohan has always known that Jian Shuo knows where her home is, and during the Spring Festival, she would come and put a red envelope on the floor mat of her home like a "cat's repayment".

It's just that Jian Shuo never appeared in front of her house, not even near her house, Ruan Mohan thought it was a tacit understanding between the two of them.

Canaries and patrons should meet in a hotel.For example, 1704 in W Hotel is very appropriate.

In fact, the meeting in Lingyin was already beyond the rules, but Jian Shuo could find strange reasons every time.

Ruan Mohan, who was obsessed with the so-called "medical research", let himself believe in those strange reasons.

Unexpectedly, Jian Shuo appeared at her door today.

Ruan Mohan's voice became colder and colder: "You shouldn't be here."

Home space is the most private.

Jian Shuo went too far.

Moreover, Ruan Mohan has already decided to terminate this "medical research" that may not have been established from the beginning.

Jian Shuo sniffed: "I just want to ask you a question."

"Sister Mo, are you going to die?"

Ruan Mohan: ...

She raised her hand, with white gauze wrapped around her palm: "Tell me, how can such a small injury cause the death of a mature human being?"

Jian Shuo let out an "oh" in a daze.

Ruan Mohan: "I'm done answering, you can go."

Jian Shuo is unwilling: "But people's death is very sudden, such as amniotic fluid embolism, just a moment..."

Ruan Mohan remembered that Jian Shuo said that her mother died of amniotic fluid embolism when she was born.

Jian Shuo has been accompanied by death since birth.

Perhaps since then, the fear and shadow of death have been buried in her body.

Jian Shuo babbled at the side: "There are also myocardial infarction, cerebral hemorrhage, acute poisoning, heart disease..."

Ruan Mohan couldn't bear it anymore and raised his hand: "Look clearly, this is a skin trauma, and it has nothing to do with those serious illnesses."

Jian Shuo said "Oh" again, and suddenly asked: "Is there no poison on Zhong Yunli's knife?"

Ruan Mohan looked at her like an idiot.

Jian Shuo immediately denied herself: "Probably not, she looks very timid."

"The stabbing knife was slow and soft. Even if you didn't hold the knife, she might not really stab me."

Jian Shuo's casual words knocked hard in Ruan Mohan's heart.

Ruan Mohan's tone became more and more cold: "Your question has been answered in the absolute affirmative, can we go?"

Jian Shuo: "But you were hurt because of me."

"I... I don't like to owe people, how should I compensate you?"

Ruan Mohan looked at Jian Shuo's reddish eyes.

She wanted to ask like before: "You are not worried about me, are you?"

"You don't like me, do you?"

But after seeing Jian Shuo's tears last night, she couldn't ask any more.

She dreaded hearing an affirmative answer.

She didn't want to hear it, and she didn't want to face it.

She just asked Jian Shuo with a cold face: "How do you pay for it? Could it be that I will cut you too?"

"There is no way to pay for it, don't worry about it, just go away."

She took the takeaway from Jian Shuo's arms, took out the key and wanted to open the door, but Jian Shuo blocked her: "I can't compensate, at least I can."

"How to compensate?"

"Is money okay? A lot of money, a lot of money."

She had already pulled out her phone, and she seemed to want to send Bai Jingxian a WeChat message.

Ruan Mohan opened her hand: "No."

"Then what do you want?" Jian Shuo looked at her pitifully.

Ruan Mohan looked coldly: "Anything is fine?"

Jane Shuo nodded.

"I want you not to come to see me in the future."

Jian Shuo was taken aback: "Why?"

"In the future, even Saturday...will disappear?"

Ruan Mohan nodded without any emotion.

"Why?" Jian Shuo asked again.

"why why why?"

The noisy parrot-like state came out again.

"why why why?"

She wanted to grab Ruan Mohan's hand, but Ruan Mohan avoided it.

"Why?" Ruan Mohan asked Jian Shuo, "You really don't know why?"

Jian Shuo fell silent for a moment.

The pitiful expression on her face disappeared, manic and charming, all the expressions that appeared on Jian Shuo's face disappeared.

It became like a marionette, completely numb.

She silently looked at Ruan Mohan.

Ruan Mohan said with such dull eyes: "You still remember how we got together, right?"

The fingers holding the takeaway box curled up where Jian Shuo couldn't see.

Jian Shuo didn't answer, but still looked at her like that.

Ruan Mohan's tone was cold: "Because I thought you were a person without emotion, and you thought I was an extremely indifferent person, right?"

"Our relationship, from the very beginning, was built on the premise that there was no emotion."

"What if someone is emotional?"

Jian Shuo looked at her: "Who is emotional?"

"you or me?"

Ruan Mohan looked back into Jian Shuo's eyes, so dark that he couldn't see to the end: "Why were you crying last night?"

"I don't like blood."

"Just like that?"

Jian Shuo sighed.

Jian Shuo actually sighed.

She asked Ruan Mohan: "How do you want me to answer?"

Ruan Mohan: "Answer truthfully."

Jian Shuo took a deep breath: "Got it."

"I will... never see you again."

Ruan Mohan closed his eyes in despair, then opened them again: "Let's go."

She looks tired.

At this time, the door of Ruan Mohan's house suddenly opened from the inside.

A little furry head stuck out: "Mom?"

Ruan Mohan was very vigilant, and immediately walked over to block Ruan Qingyin: "Who told you to open the door casually?"

Ruan Qingyin pouted: "I only opened the door when I heard your voice."

A coquettish chuckle came from the side: "Heh."

Ruan Qingyin looked over: "Who are you?"

When she saw such a big stranger as Jian Shuo standing at the door of her house, her first reaction was not to cry.

Rather be vigilant and curious.

This is very rare for Ruan Qingyin.

Jian Shuo ignored Ruan Qingyin, just looked at Ruan Mohan: "Are you afraid of me?"

The light in a pair of jet-black eyes has become strange and cold like before: "Are you afraid of me?"

She let out a "huh", turned around and left.

With grotesque ballads in his mouth:

"I'm there,

Met an old man,

He would not pray,

So I grabbed his left leg,

Throw him downstairs... (Remark 1)"

Ruan Mohan covered Ruan Qingyin's ears with his hands: "Don't listen."

Ruan Qingyin covered her ears with Ruan Mohan, watching Jian Shuo's back disappear into the elevator.

She asked Ruan Mohan sensitively: "Who is that? The subject of your medical research?"

Ruan Mohan let out a "hmm".

"How did she leave?" Ruan Qingyin asked again.

"Because she mutated."

Ruan Mohan brought Ruan Qingyin home and closed the door.

When I put the takeaway on the dining table, I was stunned for a moment.

The takeaway is still warm, as if it has the body temperature of someone who has hugged it.

Ruan Mohan has a keen sense of smell and can smell the scent of dahlias coming from the kraft paper bag.

Ruan Mohan didn't know how long he was stunned.

"Mommy mommy."

It wasn't until Ruan Qingyin called her twice that she came back to her senses: "Huh?"

"What are you in a daze for? The takeaway is getting cold."

The takeout is getting cold.When it is cold, heat it up.Repeated heating will produce nitrite.

Isn't this what Ruan Mohan cares about the most?

Ruan Mohan hurriedly took out the takeaway lunch box and placed it on the dining table: "Come and eat."

******

late at night.

Ruan Mohan had a hard time taking a bath in order not to wet the wound on his hand.

When she returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, she saw a text message on the mobile phone on the bedside table.

Sliding it open, it was that string of strange yet familiar numbers.

Just one line of text, even if Ruan Mohan didn't intend to read it, his brain has instinctively processed this bit of text information:

"Then why are you holding the knife? Who am I to you?"

Ruan Mohan clenched his fingers holding the phone tightly.

Can't wait to delete that message.

She lay on the bed and turned off the lights.

Recalling the scene of last night, vividly.

As Jian Shuo said, Zhong Yunli was timid, and the knife that stabbed Jian Shuo was slow and soft.

Ruan Mohan's five senses are sharp and her reaction is extremely fast, so when she reached out to hold the knife, she didn't act out of instinct.

Before that, when she saw that Bai Jingxian was almost hit by the waiter, she reached out to give the waiter a hand. It was instinctive, because she knew that Bai Jingxian was pregnant.

But Zhong Yunli's speed was so slow that Ruan Mohan had left the moment of instinctive reaction and entered the stage of thinking.

She even thought that she should hold the knife with her left hand, because if her right hand is injured, it will be more inconvenient to work and live.

Therefore, her act of holding the knife, in her own case, cannot be prevaricated with a simple "instinct".

She could also think that even if she didn't hold the knife, according to Zhong Yunli's courage, she might not really stab Jian Shuo.

Then why did she still reach out and hold the knife?

Because her brain told her that there was a one in ten possibility that Zhong Yunli, who was extremely psychologically unbalanced, might stab Jian Shuo.

For this one-tenth possibility, Ruan Mohan didn't have anything else to block the knife at that time, so he stretched out his left hand and held the knife.

And said that sentence: "She is mine."

Of course, she can explain that Jian Shuo is her precious "medical research object", that she stretched out her hand to hold the knife, and the words she said were all just possessive desires.

But... She remembered the question that Jian Shuo asked her in the evening: "Who is emotional?"

"you or me?"

Ruan Mohan closed his eyes, unwilling to think about it.

Because deep down in her heart, she already knew the answer to this question——

She held the knife for Jian Shuo, and Jian Shuo shed tears for her.

The sincerity of the two of them who had been hiding under the unmoving shell was all clearly revealed last night, fully exposed.

This so-called "medical research" without emotion completely lost its meaning last night.

******

On Friday, after the regular meeting of Listening Group and GS Group.

Ruan Mohan took the initiative to stay.

After everyone else walked out of the meeting room, Ruan Mohan sat down opposite Jiang Kailun: "I guess, you have a question to ask me today."

Jiang Karen looked at her gracefully, smiled and said nothing.

Ruan Mohan: "About Saturday's funeral, my answer is..."

"Don't go."

******

Jiang Kailun still smiled gracefully, without changing his face.

Ruan Mohan felt that Jiang Kailun always treated her like this, whether her decision went with Jiang Kailun's wishes or against Jiang Kailun's wishes, Jiang Kailun would let her go.

Not to mention anger or disappointment, not even a hint of surprise.

So Ruan Mohan felt that Jiang Karen treated her like a hunter treats his prey.

Anyway, there will always be a day when you throw yourself into the trap, so why rush for a while, it is interesting to watch the prey flop around by itself.

But what if the prey is smart enough?

Ruan Mohan said to Jiang Kailun: "You don't ask me why?"

Jiang Karen was very cooperative: "Why?"

Ruan Mohan: "Because I know why Zhong Yunli suddenly appeared."

"It's because of you."

Jiang Karen smiled and remained silent.

Ruan Mohan: "Zhong Yunli's little boyfriend decided to go abroad when he suddenly received a scholarship from a prestigious foreign school."

"The little girl he had an affair with before happened to be from that prestigious school, and that's Jenny. Chou."

"When she returned to China after graduation, she chose Lingyin for her first job. She only got in touch with Lingyin after the GS team settled in."

"And that prestigious school is your alma mater."

"Mr. Jiang, do you think it's a coincidence?"

Jiang Kailun smiled: "You can check the details."

Ruan Mohan looked indifferent: "You are the one who doesn't shy away from me finding out, otherwise, you can do it more covertly."

Jiang Karen nodded with a smile: "Not bad."

"Why?" Ruan Mohan asked: "You set up this situation step by step, just because you can see that Zhong Yunli is soft-tempered at a glance, and you want to drive her to a mental breakdown?"

"Even the fact that Jenny. Chou has entered into listening and has a bright future is the final blow to Zhong Yunli?"

"Zhong Yunli was suddenly discharged from the hospital on Wednesday, and you contacted her family to sign the discharge permit. Maybe a little money was used?"

"What is the reason why you want Zhong Yunli to collapse completely?"

Jiang Kailun smiled again: "Don't you already know, why ask me?"

Ruan Mohan asked: "It's because of Jian Shuo, right?"

"You want to use Zhong Yunli to make me realize that I have already fallen in love with Jian Shuo, right?"

Jiang Karen nodded frankly.

"When did you...discover that I have feelings for Jian Shuo?"

The light in Jiang Kailun's eyes flashed: "Director Ruan, I didn't expect to hear you say that you have feelings for Jian Shuo."

"It seems that I underestimated you a little bit. You are braver than I thought."

Ruan Mohan: "Answer me."

Jiang Karen raised her eyebrows: "Earlier than yourself."

"You yourself have been avoiding this question, just like Jian Shuo, have been avoiding it."

"If I don't help you pierce this layer of window paper, you will only continue to deceive yourself and others."

Ruan Mohan asked: "So you just forced an innocent person to collapse step by step like this?"

Jiang Kailun smiled: "Director Ruan, I know you are afraid of trouble, you don't want to owe anyone, and you don't want to drag innocent people into the game."

"How innocent is Zhong Yunli? Knowing that Director Xu has a wife, she still went to seduce Director Xu, caused much harm to Director Xu's wife and children, and finally took a house and got away completely. Have you forgotten?" ?”

"Take it as God's retribution for her."

Ruan Mohan remained silent.

Jiang Kailun continued: "In short, after piercing the window paper for you, I don't know what Jian Shuo will think, but I know you will definitely start thinking about this issue again."

"Jian Shuo is not the person you are looking for, she has feelings."

Ruan Mohan: "You are the one I am looking for, right?"

"Yes." Jiang Kailun smiled: "I have completely become the person you want to find."

"What do you mean?"

Jiang Kailun spread her hands: "Someone turned me into this."

"The person you had the opportunity to meet and missed the opportunity to meet."

Sure enough, it was the person Jiang Karen brought back from England.

Ruan Mohan was silent for a long time before asking: "How did it change?"

Jiang Kailun: "That's why, I must let you see your feelings for Jian Shuo."

"Only by completely eradicating the feelings in your heart can you truly become what I am now."

"Emotionless, flawless."

"By now, you still don't want to go to Saturday's funeral?"

Ruan Mohan stood up with a cold face: "I won't go."

"I hate being tricked, even if Jian Shuo isn't the one I'm looking for."

"I can also find my own way, not necessarily relying on you."

Jiang Karen looked at her with a smile: "I respect your decision."

Ruan Mohan walked out of the meeting room expressionlessly.

******

On Friday, Jian Shuo received a WeChat message from Bai Jingxian:

"Ah Shuo, I received a call from Director Ruan."

"Three million and twenty-eight thousand."

"I thought about it. It should be the money left over after deducting the money you paid for meeting her every week."

"Have you terminated your relationship?"

Jian Shuo sneered, threw the phone aside, and did not reply.

She was lazily nestled on the sofa, but at this moment she jumped up, pushed open the window, and faced the wind from the window: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh—"

Then in summer, the wind in the afternoon was too weak to cut her voice into pieces.

The friend who lives with Jian Shuo, dressed in an exquisite C suit and a pair of brand-new sunglasses, walked over twisting his waist: "A Shuo, I'll go out first."

Jian Shuo turned to her and asked, "Do you have an electric fan at home?"

Jian Shuo is fighting guerrillas now, this friend's house is staying for a while, and that friend's house is staying for a while.

The so-called "friends", to Jian Shuo, are people who can spend money recklessly together.

Not someone who can play with her like Ruan Mohan.

So Jian Shuo didn't care about the fact that her friend left her to go out alone every day, but asked again in a hurry: "Do you have an electric fan at home?"

The friend seemed to react for a while, and was surprised: "Who still has an electric fan these days?"

Jian Shuo waved impatiently: "Let's go."

When her friend left, she immediately ordered a fan takeaway with her mobile phone, and it was delivered quickly.

Jian Shuo excitedly found a power source to turn on the fan.

Turn it on to the maximum wind power, and the fan leaves whirring and whirling.

Jian Shuo clapped her hands and laughed, looking very excited.

She sat in front of the electric fan and aimed at the point where the wind was most concentrated: "Ahhhhhhhhh—"

Sure enough, her voice was cut into pieces, like a cartoon character.

Jian Shuo became more and more excited: "Ahhhhh——"

"Ah ah ah ah ah--"

"Ah ah ah ah ah--"

In the end, her voice got smaller and smaller.

"Ah ah ah..."

"Ah, ah..."

Bored, he fell to the floor behind him.

The back of his head hit the floor with a "boom".

******

Friday evening, dinner time.

When Wang Nuo walked out of the classroom to help a child with a comforting toy, he saw the swing on the playground shaking.

A person squatted on it.

No need to look closely, Wang Nuo already knew who it was.

After she delivered the soothing toys to the crying children in the classroom, she walked to the playground.

She greeted Jian Shuo who was squatting on the swing: "Long time no see."

Jian Shuo was still the same as before, swinging on the swing and smiling strangely: "Hi, glasses girl."

"Why did you come here suddenly today?"

Jian Shuo smiled lazily: "It's just boring."

Wang Nuo looked at her: "Why is your hair so messy?"

A head of thick and curly long hair, many knotted, carelessly propped up.

Jian Shuo said indifferently: "It's blown by the electric fan."

Wang Nuo was surprised: "It's not the season for blowing electric fans yet, is it?"

Jian Shuo glanced at her lazily: "Where are there so many rules? You are just like that woman, boring."

that woman?

Wang Nuo thought, why didn't Jian Shuo call Ruan Mohan "your Mohan" today?

She asked Jian Shuo: "Don't you want to be called Mo Han?"

"What happened?"

Jian Shuo glanced at her, and her slender eyebrows drooped again.

She didn't speak, squatted on the swing and shook the swing.

Without external thrust, no matter how hard she tried, the swing would shake very little.

Instead, it was an old swing set, bluffing and making a distinct "squeak, squeak".

Wang Nuo asked her, "Have you had dinner yet?"

She took out the small biscuit in her pocket again: "Either?"

Jian Shuo looked over viciously.

Before she spit, Wang Nuo put the biscuit back into her pocket: "Well, I know you don't want it."

Jian Shuo laughed jokingly: "You've learned to be smart."

She fell into silence again, and Wang Nuo didn't rush her, just stood by the swing and looked at her.

Wang Nuo used the method she used to deal with withdrawn children.

Sure enough, after waiting for a while, Jian Shuo took the initiative to say, "Hi, glasses lady."

"The woman...why set rules for herself and not let herself be emotional?"

Wang Nuo was taken aback.

"Who asked you to ask me this question?"

Jian Shuo glanced at her.

"Does Mo Han know that you came to ask me this question?"

Jian Shuo shook her head.

"Then you'd better not let her know, I'll just pretend you didn't ask this question today."

Wang Nuo turned around and left.

"Hi, glasses lady." Jian Shuo called her behind her: "Why?"

Wang Nuo stopped, but didn't look back: "Because there is a past event that Mo Han doesn't want to remember the most."

"If possible, I hope she will forget it completely."

******

Saturday noon.

When Ruan Mohan was having lunch with Ruan Qingyin, Ruan Qingyin asked her: "Mom, are you going to do your medical research this afternoon?"

"go."

Ruan Qingyin felt strange: "Isn't your research object mutated?"

Ruan Mohan stuffed a piece of chicken breast into his mouth and chewed it expressionlessly: "I want to find a new research object."

After eating, she sent Ruan Qingyin to the hospital.

I came out of the hospital by myself and drove to Beicheng CBD.

I found a cafe facing the street to sit down and ordered a cup of coffee, but I didn't plan to drink it, just for consumption standards.

She sat at a table in the corner, watching the people passing by on the street.

beautiful face.Plain face.impatient face.Anxious face.

Is there any face without any emotions and feelings?

Ruan Mohan quietly looked at the bustling crowd, his eyes gradually became empty.

Until, a black-haired figure came into her eyes.