The most ruthless is her
Chapter 47
Jian Shuo's eyes narrowed.
"You follow me?"
Ruan Mohan was smoking a cigarette and remained silent.
Jian Shuo let out a "ha", and pulled Ruan Mohan's wrist with a smile: "Are you following me?"
"Is it? Is it? Is it?"
Turned into a noisy parrot again.
Like finding an exceptionally exciting game.
"No." Ruan Mohan lightly shook off her hand.
Jian Shuo calmed down: "Didn't you follow me?" She seemed a little lost.
"That's right, you have to go to work, you don't have time." He smiled again, as if to comfort himself.
Then she asked: "Then how do you know? I went to my sister-in-law about it."
Ruan Mohan exhaled a wisp of smoke out of the window, and said indifferently, "Guess."
She glanced at Jian Shuo, her hands were behind her back, her fingers were dishonest, and her nails were hard, digging at the wallpaper against it.
Ruan Mohan stretched out his hand and pulled Jian Shuo's hand forward.
Even though being pulled by Ruan Mohan, the fingers are still dishonest, the index finger of the right hand is wrapped around the middle finger of the left hand, and the index finger of the left hand is wrapped around the middle finger of the right hand, like vines.
Inadvertently revealed the entanglement in his heart.
Ruan Mohan stared at her entangled fingers: "Why are you looking for Bai Jingxian?"
Jian Shuo also stared at her entangled fingers: "How did you guess that?"
Ruan Mohan turned his head, faced out the window, and exhaled another puff of smoke: "I touched your head today, you are irritable."
"Before you had the outlet of Wang Nuo, you could obviously accept me touching your head."
"The sudden repetition today may only have something to do with Bai Jingxian."
"She's the only person in the world who can touch you besides me, isn't she?"
Ruan Mohan suddenly pressed the cigarette butt in his hand on the window sill, a gust of wind blew up outside the window, blowing away the boredom that had been suppressed all day.
The curtains were blown with a loud noise, they were lifted up and rolled down, startling the dazed Jian Shuo.
Ruan Mohan turned around and sat on the single sofa by the window, the wind blowing in from the window behind her raised her light brown long hair.
She threw the extinguished cigarette in her hand into the ashtray.
Jian Shuo stood behind her in a daze, looking at the cigarette butt in the ashtray——
Ruan Mohan...pressed very hard just now.
Jian Shuo tentatively asked: "Are you angry?"
Ruan Mohan said indifferently: "What is anger? Can I eat it?"
"Useless things, why are you angry?"
With her back to Jian Shuo, Jian Shuo couldn't see her expression.
Jian Shuo thought for a while, took two steps closer, put his elbows on the glass tea table next to the single sofa, propped his face, and looked towards Ruan Mohan: "But why do I think you are just angry?"
"I've been angry since just now."
Another gust of wind lifted Ruan Mohan's long hair, covering her brows and eyes, as well as her side profile.
Jian Shuo leaned over beside her, but still couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.
"Hello." Jian Shuo stretched out her head and rubbed against Ruan Mohan's head.
Ruan Mohan didn't respond.
She rubbed against Ruan Mohan's long light brown hair, making a subtle rustling sound.
Ruan Mohan still didn't respond.
one second.
two seconds.
three seconds.
Ruan Mohan suddenly stretched out his hand, and walked around Jian Shuo from behind, like a hug, around Jian Shuo's shoulder.
Then the hand raised up, gently, and landed on Jian Shuo's head.
Dearest, most soft, like a feather.
Jian Shuo bounced like an electric shock: "Fuck me, I'm sick."
Ruan Mohan lowered his hands and lowered his head——
In fact, touching Jian Shuo's head again just now was her temptation to Jian Shuo.
She just wanted to see how much Jian Shuo disliked being touched on the head now.
After going to see Bai Jingxian, such an abnormality appeared, and the more Jian Shuo felt disgusted, didn't it mean that she became more attached to Bai Jingxian?
That woman Jian Shuo is as attached to as his mother.
It also has to do with listening to some unknown secret.
Of course Ruan Mohan was angry, but she didn't want to admit it at all, she just raised her head and looked at Jian Shuo expressionlessly: "I touched your head to let you know that I am really not angry."
"Do I look like an angry person?"
Jian Shuo thought for a while: "It's not like that."
The touch of the hand, such a gentle movement, how could an angry person do it.
Ruan Mohan's tone was cold: "It's good to know." It's like ice that won't melt for thousands of years.
Jane Shuo let out an "oh".
Ruan Mohan: "Tell me, why are you looking for Bai Jingxian?"
Jian Shuo curled her lips, and leaned against the wall behind her again.
From such a perspective, she could only see Ruan Mohan's back, with long light brown hair fluttering in the wind.
It looks like it's going to rain outside the window.
"She was looking for me." Jian Shuo muttered behind Ruan Mohan.
"What are you looking for?"
"She said... her baby is not doing well."
"Then why are you looking for me?"
"She said that I am also her child, and she wants to see me, An Anxin."
"You just went?" Ruan Mohan asked, "Two days in a row?"
Jian Shuo didn't answer.
After a while she spoke, giggling, naive and cruel: "You said it would be fun if her child was gone?"
"A belly like a balloon, with a puff, deflated."
She giggled.
"Don't laugh, you clearly know that Bai Jingxian's child is fine, otherwise the world would have been turned upside down." Ruan Mo said coldly, "Let me ask you, what have you been doing for two consecutive days?"
"Let her touch your head and treat you like the kid she's always been?"
Ruan Mohan's usual flat tone could not help but sneer.
"Bah!" Jian Shuo fiercely denied behind her: "Who wants to be a child in front of her."
"I'm just going to see what kind of virtue she has become now. Is she ugly, fat, and disgusting?"
Ruan Mohan got up, walked to the window again, and took out a cigarette.
No point, with his left hand across his chest dragging his right elbow, looking out the window.
"I didn't let her touch my head." Jian Shuo said sarcastically, "She's busy with her hands and keeps touching her balloon belly."
"It's so big, it's really ugly." Jian Shuo drew a balloon shape in front of himself, then waved his hands, and said "bang".
"Come here." Ruan Mohan said suddenly.
"Why?" Jian Shuo glanced at her warily.
"come over."
Jian Shuo curled her lips, with a reluctant expression on her face, but she still obediently approached Ruan Mohan.
Ruan Mohan stretched out his hand, and gently landed on top of Jian Shuo's head again.
Jian Shuo was about to bounce off again like an electric shock, but Ruan Mohan moved faster, and the hand holding the cigarette stretched out to grab Jian Shuo's arm.
The cigarette held between his fingers rubbed against Jian Shuo's white arm, and instantly became curved and wrinkled.
Jian Shuo fiercely wanted to break away, but Ruan Mohan suddenly asked, "Why didn't you tell the truth?"
Jian Shuo was taken aback.
"Why don't you admit it? You go to see if Bai Jingxian will invite you to Yang Haining's birthday party."
Why didn't she admit it, because she wanted to see if Bai Jingxian, who had her own child, still treated her like a family member.
Jian Shuo stared at Ruan Mohan.
one second.
two seconds.
three seconds.
Immediately, she viciously opened Ruan Mohan's hand that was caressing her head, and also broke away from Ruan Mohan's hand that was holding her arm. The strength was so great that Ruan Mohan had to take a step back.
"Why don't you get out today, instead you talk so much nonsense?" She stared at Ruan Mohan like a wild beast about to attack its prey: "Aren't you always in a hurry to leave?"
Ruan Mohan looked at her for a while, then turned to the window, and lit the bent cigarette in his hand.
Facing out the window, he exhaled a puff of smoke: "Because it's not yet four o'clock."
Jian Shuo stared at a small red spot burning between Ruan Mohan's lips.
"It's raining." Ruan Mohan said suddenly.
Jane secretly followed Ruan Mohan's gaze.
The rain, which had been suffocating for a whole day, finally fell at this time.
The fine rain is falling, making the tip of the eyelashes become damp.
Ruan Mohan looked at the rain and quietly finished smoking the cigarette in his hand.
"Okay, now I'm leaving," she said.
Jian Shuo had been standing beside her, but at this moment, she leaned towards the wall behind her again.
With his hands behind his back, like a child alone.
Ruan Mohan glanced at her: "Don't pick the wallpaper."
"Are you going to the old lady's birthday party?" Jian Shuo suddenly said in a mocking tone.
Ruan Mohan looked at her.
"What do you think my sister-in-law will wear that day?" The tone became more mocking: "Whatever she wears is equal to the child in her belly, so let's wear something with her."
"What would she wear and take that kid to the old lady's shabby birthday party?"
Ruan Mohan walked towards the entrance.
Before opening the door, she turned to take a look.
Jian Shuo has already walked to the window.
Standing where Ruan Mohan stood just now, with one elbow resting on the window sill, he propped his head up to look at the rain, and stretched out the other hand, waving wildly in the rain, grasping and grasping, unable to grasp.
Humming "Vienna Woods Waltz": "Boom boom boom, boom boom boom, boom boom boom..."
"Hey."
Ruan Mohan felt that he shouldn't have yelled this.
Jane Shuo turned around.
Ruan Mohan took something out of his pocket and threw it over.
"Don't choke yourself to death."
She said coldly, turned and left.
Jian Shuo looked down at his palm, it was a cigarette.
A cigarette that she wanted to smoke before, but Ruan Mohan didn't allow her to smoke.
This cigarette...is it the same as the biscuit, does it mean that Ruan Mohan is doting on her again?
Doting on her emotions needs a cigarette to dissolve?
Jane Shuo smiled.
She glanced at the coffee table by the window, there was a match prepared by the hotel, but she didn't take it, she brought the cigarette to her nose, sniffed, and there was also the scent of fir trees on Ruan Mohan's body.
She put the cigarette in her mouth, as if she didn't intend to light it, she held it, and continued to hum indistinctly: "Boom boom boom, boom boom boom, boom boom boom..."
The sound of rain mixed with humming.
I don't know how many secrets I can hide.
She stretched her head to look downstairs, but for some reason, she still didn't see Ruan Mohan's car.
Maybe Ruan Mohan's car was so common that it had long since disappeared into the traffic.Just like Ruan Mohan, he always keeps himself inconspicuous and hides behind the crowd.
Following Ruan Mohan's example, Jian Shuo held the unlit cigarette between her fingers, pretended to take a puff, and exhaled a wisp of non-existent smoke into the air.
She was reluctant to smoke the cigarette Ruan Mohan gave her.
Smoke it... then it's gone.
She just put the cigarette up to her nose again and sniffed.
Now, in addition to the fir fragrance from Ruan Mohan's body, the smoke is also mixed with the dahlia fragrance from her own body.
She treated the cigarette like a treasure, carefully put it in her skirt pocket, turned around and walked out of the room, closing the door and leaving.
******
When Ruan Mohan went to the hospital to pick up Ruan Qingyin today, he told her, "It's raining outside."
Ruan Qingyin glanced out of the window, looking disinterested.
"Boring." She muttered.
"What did you play this afternoon?" Ruan Mohan asked.
In addition to sensory integration training, the hospital has a special play room and lounge for children to use after class, which is a part of character development.
"Nothing is playing."
Ruan Mohan asked again: "Then last week I said I would pick you up two hours late, and you said yes, what are you doing at the hospital?"
"I didn't play anything either."
Ruan Mohan was silent for a while: "I'm sorry, I should have picked you up earlier."
Ruan Qingyin shook her head: "I'm not in a hurry to go home. There's nothing to do when I go home."
"As long as the doctors and nurses don't let other children bother me, there is no difference between being in the hospital and at home."
Ruan Mohan thought for a while: "Don't you find picture books and old movies interesting?"
Ruan Qingyin is old-fashioned: "It's just to pass the time."
"Why is there no one in the world that makes me feel funny?"
Ruan Mohan asked: "What about me? I'm not fun either?"
Ruan Qingyin said "ha": "Mom, you are just a mother."
On the way home, Ruan Qingyin suddenly remembered something, and asked Ruan Mohan, "Mom, do you think your medical research object is fun?"
Ruan Mohan looked at the windshield, the dense raindrops were falling, it started to fall when she was in the hotel room with Jian Shuo just now.
She was silent for a long time, Ruan Qingyin couldn't concentrate easily, she was already attracted by a rose pink sports car by the side of the road, and ran to other places.
"It's not fun." Ruan Mohan said suddenly.
Ruan Qingyin turned around.
"Maybe my medical research object is not fun at all. Maybe she...isn't even a person worthy of my attention."
"Next Wednesday, we should see the outcome."
******
Monday, after the regular meeting of the listening team and the GS team.
Jiang Karen said gracefully: "Director Ruan stay here."
A director of the network department who had never communicated with him took the initiative to talk to Ruan Mohan: "Director Ruan, come on!"
He also clenched his fist and made a "come on" gesture to Ruan Mohan before leaving.
Ruan Mohan didn't speak.
The whole company is so passionate, it seems that Jian Ming is not so prominent.
During the meeting just now, Jian Ming took a special look to take a look.
As long as Jiang Kailun is in the company, Jian Ming doesn't have so much control over specific matters, he just comes to boost everyone's morale.
The words are simple, but there is a lot of response in the conference room.
Everyone feels that the cooperation with GS Company is a victory in sight.
Ruan Mohan sat at the end of the conference room, looking at Jian Ming's slightly red and bloodshot eyes, and the slightly raised veins on the back of his hands.
Ruan Mohan thought, if the cooperation with GS company doesn't produce results quickly, how long Jian Ming can last in this state of burning with all his body and mind.
Jiang Kailun stayed with Ruan Mohan today because he was indeed discussing work with her.
She sincerely recognized Ruan Mohan's ability to work.
But after discussing the work, he asked Ruan Mohan, "Do you still want to see her?"
"she?"
"The man who flew back from England with me."
Ruan Mohan's expression was calm, but his heart was shaken.
She asked Jiang Kailun: "That person...isn't he dead?"
When she said the word "death", she stared closely at Jiang Kailun's sable eyes, trying to see if there was any flaw.
Even if it's like a crack in an eggshell, it reveals every bit of emotion in my heart.
However, Karen Jiang smiled: "She is dead, but the funeral is on this Saturday."
Ruan Mohan felt that he was too naive.
How could she have imagined that Jiang Karen would have mood swings when talking about this matter?
Obviously Jiang Kailun told Ruan Mohan with an elegant smile on the day he went to cremate that person: "She is dead."
Just like today, she repeated this fact to Ruan Mohan: "She is dead."
It seems that this matter is a very natural fact to Jiang Karen, like the sun rises and the moon sets, the flowers wither and the grass wither.
So don't shy away from the word "death", say it in an elegant and gentle tone, without a trace of emotion.
The person who avoided the word "death" and used the word "death" was Ruan Mohan.
Ruan Mohan felt that he had completely lost in just one round of dialogue.
She took a deep breath and stood up.
Jiang Karen looked at her with a smile: "You haven't answered me yet, are you going to the funeral?"
Ruan Mohan: "Can I reply after Wednesday?"
"Will anything special happen on Wednesday?" Jiang Kailun asked, "Except for Mrs. Yang Haining's birthday party."
"No." Ruan Mohan shook his head lightly: "It's just that after Wednesday, my work arrangement will be clearer."
"I see." Jiang Kailun smiled.
Her sable eyes looked at Ruan Mohan with a smile.Ruan Mohan didn't avoid his gaze, but also looked straight over.
Just the hand holding the laptop, fingers curled up where Jiang Karen couldn't see.
Finally Jiang Kailun smiled and said, "Okay."
Ruan Mohan walked out of the conference room, and found that although the conference room was fully air-conditioned just now, his soft silk white shirt was still soaked with sweat.
Maybe it happened just now, during the brief moment of confrontation with Jiang Kailun.
******
When Ruan Mohan walked back to the office of the marketing department, he heard everyone gossiping:
"Mr. Jiang asked for leave to return to the UK before, did he go on vacation?"
"I guess it might be. Otherwise, the schedule is so fast and the work is so busy, Mr. Jiang is still radiant and in good condition."
"It's always so elegant and beautiful, it's really enviable."
Ruan Mohan passed them with a blank expression.
Go back to your office, close the door, close the blinds, and plug in your bluetooth headset.
Let the female singer in the earphone calm down her heart with a cool and familiar voice:
"The back is real, the person is fake,
There is no attachment.
100 years ago,
You are not you and I am not me. (Note 1)"
Ruan Mohan remembered the look in Jiang Kailun's eyes just now.
No attachment, no obsession.
No emotions, no feelings.
Not to mention the group of employees gossiping in the office just now, even Ruan Mohan, on the day Jiang Kailun sent that person to the cremation, on the day Jiang Kailun invited Ruan Mohan to that person's funeral.
No matter how Ruan Mohan looked at it, he didn't see any flaws in Jiang Kailun's eyes.
Jiang Kailun, who can face death calmly, is a flawless and emotionless person.
Ruan Mohan can basically confirm this point now.
She thought of Jian Shuo again.
On Saturday, leaning against the wall, he asked mockingly, "What do you think my sister-in-law will wear that day?"
"What she wears is equal to the child in her womb, what to wear with her."
Is it true that as she said, she wanted to see Bai Jingxian, and she became fat and ugly step by step, making her disgusted?
Or, does she have feelings of attachment, unwillingness, jealousy, and longing for Bai Jingxian who grew up with her?
In that way, Jian Shuo will become a person with flaws.
That would be no fun at all.
Ruan Mohan was thinking, if that's the case...
Is she going to stay away from Jian Shuo and walk towards the truly ruthless Jiang Kailun?
As soon as I thought of this, the feeling of irritability came up again.
Then someone knocked on the door.
Ruan Mohan: "Go in."
Assistant Yang opened the door and came in: "Director Ruan, this document needs your signature."
Ruan Mohan looked down at the document and saw that there was no problem, so he signed his name with a pen.
She didn't take off the earphones, so the female singer is still singing in the earphones:
"Sorrow is real, tears are fake,
There was no cause and effect.
100 years later,
Without you and without me. "
******
In the afternoon, Jian Ming and Jiang Kailun disagreed on an issue, so they called Ruan Mohan upstairs again to hear her opinion.
Ruan Mohan sat down and listened, silent.
Jian Ming called her: "Director Ruan?"
Ruan Mohan expressed his opinion concisely.
She stood by Jian Ming's side.
Jiang Kailun smiled: "Okay, it makes sense, then I agree."
The two of them had other issues to discuss, so Ruan Mohan was asked to go out first.
When Ruan Mohan walked out of the office, he looked back at the two of them.
Jiang Kailun was elegant and gentle, Jian Ming's eyes were reddish, and even his hands on the desk were clenched into fists.
Ruan Mohan withdrew his eyes and closed the office door for them.
She just finds it weird.
Because the disagreement between Jiang Kailun and Jian Ming just now was too small.
It does not have any impact on the cooperation between LINGTIN and GS.
Ruan Mohan and Jiang Kailun have worked together for so long, and he understands Jiang Kailun's work habits, and he is a person who pays attention to efficiency.
According to Ruan Mohan's understanding of Jiang Kailun, Jiang Kailun would give in directly to such an issue that had nothing to do with the overall situation, and the time and energy saved would be more valuable.
Why did he put this kind of issue on the table when facing Jian Ming?
An idea suddenly popped up in Ruan Mohan's mind,
Maybe, maybe it's just to make Jian Ming look like the cooperation between Lingyin and GS is going smoothly.
Anything that goes too smoothly is fake and suspicious.
If that's the case... Ruan Mohan's back felt slightly chilled.
But from the data she can get, it seems that there is no problem with the prospect of cooperation between Lingyin and GS.
Just as she was thinking, she suddenly heard someone calling her, "Director Ruan."
Looking up, I saw Bai Jingxian's gentle and peaceful face exuding a faint brilliance, probably the existence called "maternal brilliance" by the world.
Ruan Mohan looked down again, and Bai Jingxian was indeed as Jian Shuo said, her hands were caressing her pregnant belly all the time.
She is due in two months.
There is still room to touch Jian Shuo's head.
Ruan Mohan responded indifferently: "Ms. Bai."
Bai Jingxian smiled and said: "It seems that I go to the bathroom too often, and I can meet you in the corridor every time."
"Wednesday is grandma's birthday party. I'll come to the company to wait for Ah Ming to get off work, and go to the event company with him to finalize some details."
Ruan Mohan: "Lingyin is cooperating with GS recently, isn't Jane very busy?"
Bai Jingxian nodded with a smile.
Ruan Mohan: "Working hard, you have to take care of your health, can you eat and sleep well?"
Bai Jingxian was slightly surprised: "I stewed a lot of supplements for him at home, and he seems to be in good spirits."
What surprised Bai Jingxian was that Ruan Mohan was not a person who would take the initiative to chat.
Today's question is normal for others to ask, but Ruan Mohan's question seems somewhat strange.
But Ruan Mohan just looked at Bai Jingxian indifferently, and didn't seem to intend to explain anything.
Bai Jingxian smiled instead: "Director Ruan, I know you really care about listening."
So she cared about Jian Ming to the point of caring about Jian Ming's body.
"What about you? Do you care about listening?" Ruan Mohan asked again.
"Me?" Bai Jingxian smiled and said, "I don't know anything about business. I just hope that listening is good, Ah Ming is happy, grandma is happy, and the days go on smoothly, so that this thing in my stomach will be happy." Little guy, grow up well."
"Is it about to give birth?"
"Well, there are still two months left." Bai Jingxian smiled with satisfaction.
Ruan Mohan: "I'll take my leave first."
Bai Jingxian smiled and said, "See you on Wednesday."
When Ruan Mohan walked away, he suddenly remembered something: "Ms. Bai, why didn't you ask me about Jian Shuo's situation today?"
Bai Jingxian smiled: "I saw her last week."
"Last week, the baby in my womb was not doing well, so I thought, ask Ashuo to come back and see me."
"What do you think of Jian Shuo?" Ruan Mohan asked lightly.
"Still the same, very stubborn." Bai Jingxian smiled: "I asked her to touch my stomach, but she refused."
Ruan Mohan suddenly changed the subject: "By the way, Ms. Bai, what are you wearing for Mrs. Yang's birthday party on Wednesday?"
"With my current figure, what else can I wear?" Bai Jingxian said, "A white Greek-style evening dress, the kind that doesn't slim you down."
Ruan Mohan nodded: "See you on Wednesday."
she left.
******
At six o'clock, Ruan Mohan got off work on time.
When she came to the underground parking lot, she walked straight towards the valerian purple figure squatting on the ground.
"Bai Jingxian is upstairs." She said lightly.
Jian Shuo shook the chicken sausage's hand, stopped for less than a second, and then lazily shook it again.
"What's none of my business?" she said lazily.
Ruan Mohan stood aside and watched her feed the cat.
After the cat finished eating its intestines, it left Jian Shuo and walked towards Ruan Mohan.
Probably because he remembered that Ruan Mohan, the two-legged beast, also fed its intestines last week, and wanted to have another one.
Ruan Mohan stared at the fluffy cat head.
Leaned over, touched.
Jian Shuo's sour voice sounded in an instant: "Whose head are you touching?"
"You follow me?"
Ruan Mohan was smoking a cigarette and remained silent.
Jian Shuo let out a "ha", and pulled Ruan Mohan's wrist with a smile: "Are you following me?"
"Is it? Is it? Is it?"
Turned into a noisy parrot again.
Like finding an exceptionally exciting game.
"No." Ruan Mohan lightly shook off her hand.
Jian Shuo calmed down: "Didn't you follow me?" She seemed a little lost.
"That's right, you have to go to work, you don't have time." He smiled again, as if to comfort himself.
Then she asked: "Then how do you know? I went to my sister-in-law about it."
Ruan Mohan exhaled a wisp of smoke out of the window, and said indifferently, "Guess."
She glanced at Jian Shuo, her hands were behind her back, her fingers were dishonest, and her nails were hard, digging at the wallpaper against it.
Ruan Mohan stretched out his hand and pulled Jian Shuo's hand forward.
Even though being pulled by Ruan Mohan, the fingers are still dishonest, the index finger of the right hand is wrapped around the middle finger of the left hand, and the index finger of the left hand is wrapped around the middle finger of the right hand, like vines.
Inadvertently revealed the entanglement in his heart.
Ruan Mohan stared at her entangled fingers: "Why are you looking for Bai Jingxian?"
Jian Shuo also stared at her entangled fingers: "How did you guess that?"
Ruan Mohan turned his head, faced out the window, and exhaled another puff of smoke: "I touched your head today, you are irritable."
"Before you had the outlet of Wang Nuo, you could obviously accept me touching your head."
"The sudden repetition today may only have something to do with Bai Jingxian."
"She's the only person in the world who can touch you besides me, isn't she?"
Ruan Mohan suddenly pressed the cigarette butt in his hand on the window sill, a gust of wind blew up outside the window, blowing away the boredom that had been suppressed all day.
The curtains were blown with a loud noise, they were lifted up and rolled down, startling the dazed Jian Shuo.
Ruan Mohan turned around and sat on the single sofa by the window, the wind blowing in from the window behind her raised her light brown long hair.
She threw the extinguished cigarette in her hand into the ashtray.
Jian Shuo stood behind her in a daze, looking at the cigarette butt in the ashtray——
Ruan Mohan...pressed very hard just now.
Jian Shuo tentatively asked: "Are you angry?"
Ruan Mohan said indifferently: "What is anger? Can I eat it?"
"Useless things, why are you angry?"
With her back to Jian Shuo, Jian Shuo couldn't see her expression.
Jian Shuo thought for a while, took two steps closer, put his elbows on the glass tea table next to the single sofa, propped his face, and looked towards Ruan Mohan: "But why do I think you are just angry?"
"I've been angry since just now."
Another gust of wind lifted Ruan Mohan's long hair, covering her brows and eyes, as well as her side profile.
Jian Shuo leaned over beside her, but still couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.
"Hello." Jian Shuo stretched out her head and rubbed against Ruan Mohan's head.
Ruan Mohan didn't respond.
She rubbed against Ruan Mohan's long light brown hair, making a subtle rustling sound.
Ruan Mohan still didn't respond.
one second.
two seconds.
three seconds.
Ruan Mohan suddenly stretched out his hand, and walked around Jian Shuo from behind, like a hug, around Jian Shuo's shoulder.
Then the hand raised up, gently, and landed on Jian Shuo's head.
Dearest, most soft, like a feather.
Jian Shuo bounced like an electric shock: "Fuck me, I'm sick."
Ruan Mohan lowered his hands and lowered his head——
In fact, touching Jian Shuo's head again just now was her temptation to Jian Shuo.
She just wanted to see how much Jian Shuo disliked being touched on the head now.
After going to see Bai Jingxian, such an abnormality appeared, and the more Jian Shuo felt disgusted, didn't it mean that she became more attached to Bai Jingxian?
That woman Jian Shuo is as attached to as his mother.
It also has to do with listening to some unknown secret.
Of course Ruan Mohan was angry, but she didn't want to admit it at all, she just raised her head and looked at Jian Shuo expressionlessly: "I touched your head to let you know that I am really not angry."
"Do I look like an angry person?"
Jian Shuo thought for a while: "It's not like that."
The touch of the hand, such a gentle movement, how could an angry person do it.
Ruan Mohan's tone was cold: "It's good to know." It's like ice that won't melt for thousands of years.
Jane Shuo let out an "oh".
Ruan Mohan: "Tell me, why are you looking for Bai Jingxian?"
Jian Shuo curled her lips, and leaned against the wall behind her again.
From such a perspective, she could only see Ruan Mohan's back, with long light brown hair fluttering in the wind.
It looks like it's going to rain outside the window.
"She was looking for me." Jian Shuo muttered behind Ruan Mohan.
"What are you looking for?"
"She said... her baby is not doing well."
"Then why are you looking for me?"
"She said that I am also her child, and she wants to see me, An Anxin."
"You just went?" Ruan Mohan asked, "Two days in a row?"
Jian Shuo didn't answer.
After a while she spoke, giggling, naive and cruel: "You said it would be fun if her child was gone?"
"A belly like a balloon, with a puff, deflated."
She giggled.
"Don't laugh, you clearly know that Bai Jingxian's child is fine, otherwise the world would have been turned upside down." Ruan Mo said coldly, "Let me ask you, what have you been doing for two consecutive days?"
"Let her touch your head and treat you like the kid she's always been?"
Ruan Mohan's usual flat tone could not help but sneer.
"Bah!" Jian Shuo fiercely denied behind her: "Who wants to be a child in front of her."
"I'm just going to see what kind of virtue she has become now. Is she ugly, fat, and disgusting?"
Ruan Mohan got up, walked to the window again, and took out a cigarette.
No point, with his left hand across his chest dragging his right elbow, looking out the window.
"I didn't let her touch my head." Jian Shuo said sarcastically, "She's busy with her hands and keeps touching her balloon belly."
"It's so big, it's really ugly." Jian Shuo drew a balloon shape in front of himself, then waved his hands, and said "bang".
"Come here." Ruan Mohan said suddenly.
"Why?" Jian Shuo glanced at her warily.
"come over."
Jian Shuo curled her lips, with a reluctant expression on her face, but she still obediently approached Ruan Mohan.
Ruan Mohan stretched out his hand, and gently landed on top of Jian Shuo's head again.
Jian Shuo was about to bounce off again like an electric shock, but Ruan Mohan moved faster, and the hand holding the cigarette stretched out to grab Jian Shuo's arm.
The cigarette held between his fingers rubbed against Jian Shuo's white arm, and instantly became curved and wrinkled.
Jian Shuo fiercely wanted to break away, but Ruan Mohan suddenly asked, "Why didn't you tell the truth?"
Jian Shuo was taken aback.
"Why don't you admit it? You go to see if Bai Jingxian will invite you to Yang Haining's birthday party."
Why didn't she admit it, because she wanted to see if Bai Jingxian, who had her own child, still treated her like a family member.
Jian Shuo stared at Ruan Mohan.
one second.
two seconds.
three seconds.
Immediately, she viciously opened Ruan Mohan's hand that was caressing her head, and also broke away from Ruan Mohan's hand that was holding her arm. The strength was so great that Ruan Mohan had to take a step back.
"Why don't you get out today, instead you talk so much nonsense?" She stared at Ruan Mohan like a wild beast about to attack its prey: "Aren't you always in a hurry to leave?"
Ruan Mohan looked at her for a while, then turned to the window, and lit the bent cigarette in his hand.
Facing out the window, he exhaled a puff of smoke: "Because it's not yet four o'clock."
Jian Shuo stared at a small red spot burning between Ruan Mohan's lips.
"It's raining." Ruan Mohan said suddenly.
Jane secretly followed Ruan Mohan's gaze.
The rain, which had been suffocating for a whole day, finally fell at this time.
The fine rain is falling, making the tip of the eyelashes become damp.
Ruan Mohan looked at the rain and quietly finished smoking the cigarette in his hand.
"Okay, now I'm leaving," she said.
Jian Shuo had been standing beside her, but at this moment, she leaned towards the wall behind her again.
With his hands behind his back, like a child alone.
Ruan Mohan glanced at her: "Don't pick the wallpaper."
"Are you going to the old lady's birthday party?" Jian Shuo suddenly said in a mocking tone.
Ruan Mohan looked at her.
"What do you think my sister-in-law will wear that day?" The tone became more mocking: "Whatever she wears is equal to the child in her belly, so let's wear something with her."
"What would she wear and take that kid to the old lady's shabby birthday party?"
Ruan Mohan walked towards the entrance.
Before opening the door, she turned to take a look.
Jian Shuo has already walked to the window.
Standing where Ruan Mohan stood just now, with one elbow resting on the window sill, he propped his head up to look at the rain, and stretched out the other hand, waving wildly in the rain, grasping and grasping, unable to grasp.
Humming "Vienna Woods Waltz": "Boom boom boom, boom boom boom, boom boom boom..."
"Hey."
Ruan Mohan felt that he shouldn't have yelled this.
Jane Shuo turned around.
Ruan Mohan took something out of his pocket and threw it over.
"Don't choke yourself to death."
She said coldly, turned and left.
Jian Shuo looked down at his palm, it was a cigarette.
A cigarette that she wanted to smoke before, but Ruan Mohan didn't allow her to smoke.
This cigarette...is it the same as the biscuit, does it mean that Ruan Mohan is doting on her again?
Doting on her emotions needs a cigarette to dissolve?
Jane Shuo smiled.
She glanced at the coffee table by the window, there was a match prepared by the hotel, but she didn't take it, she brought the cigarette to her nose, sniffed, and there was also the scent of fir trees on Ruan Mohan's body.
She put the cigarette in her mouth, as if she didn't intend to light it, she held it, and continued to hum indistinctly: "Boom boom boom, boom boom boom, boom boom boom..."
The sound of rain mixed with humming.
I don't know how many secrets I can hide.
She stretched her head to look downstairs, but for some reason, she still didn't see Ruan Mohan's car.
Maybe Ruan Mohan's car was so common that it had long since disappeared into the traffic.Just like Ruan Mohan, he always keeps himself inconspicuous and hides behind the crowd.
Following Ruan Mohan's example, Jian Shuo held the unlit cigarette between her fingers, pretended to take a puff, and exhaled a wisp of non-existent smoke into the air.
She was reluctant to smoke the cigarette Ruan Mohan gave her.
Smoke it... then it's gone.
She just put the cigarette up to her nose again and sniffed.
Now, in addition to the fir fragrance from Ruan Mohan's body, the smoke is also mixed with the dahlia fragrance from her own body.
She treated the cigarette like a treasure, carefully put it in her skirt pocket, turned around and walked out of the room, closing the door and leaving.
******
When Ruan Mohan went to the hospital to pick up Ruan Qingyin today, he told her, "It's raining outside."
Ruan Qingyin glanced out of the window, looking disinterested.
"Boring." She muttered.
"What did you play this afternoon?" Ruan Mohan asked.
In addition to sensory integration training, the hospital has a special play room and lounge for children to use after class, which is a part of character development.
"Nothing is playing."
Ruan Mohan asked again: "Then last week I said I would pick you up two hours late, and you said yes, what are you doing at the hospital?"
"I didn't play anything either."
Ruan Mohan was silent for a while: "I'm sorry, I should have picked you up earlier."
Ruan Qingyin shook her head: "I'm not in a hurry to go home. There's nothing to do when I go home."
"As long as the doctors and nurses don't let other children bother me, there is no difference between being in the hospital and at home."
Ruan Mohan thought for a while: "Don't you find picture books and old movies interesting?"
Ruan Qingyin is old-fashioned: "It's just to pass the time."
"Why is there no one in the world that makes me feel funny?"
Ruan Mohan asked: "What about me? I'm not fun either?"
Ruan Qingyin said "ha": "Mom, you are just a mother."
On the way home, Ruan Qingyin suddenly remembered something, and asked Ruan Mohan, "Mom, do you think your medical research object is fun?"
Ruan Mohan looked at the windshield, the dense raindrops were falling, it started to fall when she was in the hotel room with Jian Shuo just now.
She was silent for a long time, Ruan Qingyin couldn't concentrate easily, she was already attracted by a rose pink sports car by the side of the road, and ran to other places.
"It's not fun." Ruan Mohan said suddenly.
Ruan Qingyin turned around.
"Maybe my medical research object is not fun at all. Maybe she...isn't even a person worthy of my attention."
"Next Wednesday, we should see the outcome."
******
Monday, after the regular meeting of the listening team and the GS team.
Jiang Karen said gracefully: "Director Ruan stay here."
A director of the network department who had never communicated with him took the initiative to talk to Ruan Mohan: "Director Ruan, come on!"
He also clenched his fist and made a "come on" gesture to Ruan Mohan before leaving.
Ruan Mohan didn't speak.
The whole company is so passionate, it seems that Jian Ming is not so prominent.
During the meeting just now, Jian Ming took a special look to take a look.
As long as Jiang Kailun is in the company, Jian Ming doesn't have so much control over specific matters, he just comes to boost everyone's morale.
The words are simple, but there is a lot of response in the conference room.
Everyone feels that the cooperation with GS Company is a victory in sight.
Ruan Mohan sat at the end of the conference room, looking at Jian Ming's slightly red and bloodshot eyes, and the slightly raised veins on the back of his hands.
Ruan Mohan thought, if the cooperation with GS company doesn't produce results quickly, how long Jian Ming can last in this state of burning with all his body and mind.
Jiang Kailun stayed with Ruan Mohan today because he was indeed discussing work with her.
She sincerely recognized Ruan Mohan's ability to work.
But after discussing the work, he asked Ruan Mohan, "Do you still want to see her?"
"she?"
"The man who flew back from England with me."
Ruan Mohan's expression was calm, but his heart was shaken.
She asked Jiang Kailun: "That person...isn't he dead?"
When she said the word "death", she stared closely at Jiang Kailun's sable eyes, trying to see if there was any flaw.
Even if it's like a crack in an eggshell, it reveals every bit of emotion in my heart.
However, Karen Jiang smiled: "She is dead, but the funeral is on this Saturday."
Ruan Mohan felt that he was too naive.
How could she have imagined that Jiang Karen would have mood swings when talking about this matter?
Obviously Jiang Kailun told Ruan Mohan with an elegant smile on the day he went to cremate that person: "She is dead."
Just like today, she repeated this fact to Ruan Mohan: "She is dead."
It seems that this matter is a very natural fact to Jiang Karen, like the sun rises and the moon sets, the flowers wither and the grass wither.
So don't shy away from the word "death", say it in an elegant and gentle tone, without a trace of emotion.
The person who avoided the word "death" and used the word "death" was Ruan Mohan.
Ruan Mohan felt that he had completely lost in just one round of dialogue.
She took a deep breath and stood up.
Jiang Karen looked at her with a smile: "You haven't answered me yet, are you going to the funeral?"
Ruan Mohan: "Can I reply after Wednesday?"
"Will anything special happen on Wednesday?" Jiang Kailun asked, "Except for Mrs. Yang Haining's birthday party."
"No." Ruan Mohan shook his head lightly: "It's just that after Wednesday, my work arrangement will be clearer."
"I see." Jiang Kailun smiled.
Her sable eyes looked at Ruan Mohan with a smile.Ruan Mohan didn't avoid his gaze, but also looked straight over.
Just the hand holding the laptop, fingers curled up where Jiang Karen couldn't see.
Finally Jiang Kailun smiled and said, "Okay."
Ruan Mohan walked out of the conference room, and found that although the conference room was fully air-conditioned just now, his soft silk white shirt was still soaked with sweat.
Maybe it happened just now, during the brief moment of confrontation with Jiang Kailun.
******
When Ruan Mohan walked back to the office of the marketing department, he heard everyone gossiping:
"Mr. Jiang asked for leave to return to the UK before, did he go on vacation?"
"I guess it might be. Otherwise, the schedule is so fast and the work is so busy, Mr. Jiang is still radiant and in good condition."
"It's always so elegant and beautiful, it's really enviable."
Ruan Mohan passed them with a blank expression.
Go back to your office, close the door, close the blinds, and plug in your bluetooth headset.
Let the female singer in the earphone calm down her heart with a cool and familiar voice:
"The back is real, the person is fake,
There is no attachment.
100 years ago,
You are not you and I am not me. (Note 1)"
Ruan Mohan remembered the look in Jiang Kailun's eyes just now.
No attachment, no obsession.
No emotions, no feelings.
Not to mention the group of employees gossiping in the office just now, even Ruan Mohan, on the day Jiang Kailun sent that person to the cremation, on the day Jiang Kailun invited Ruan Mohan to that person's funeral.
No matter how Ruan Mohan looked at it, he didn't see any flaws in Jiang Kailun's eyes.
Jiang Kailun, who can face death calmly, is a flawless and emotionless person.
Ruan Mohan can basically confirm this point now.
She thought of Jian Shuo again.
On Saturday, leaning against the wall, he asked mockingly, "What do you think my sister-in-law will wear that day?"
"What she wears is equal to the child in her womb, what to wear with her."
Is it true that as she said, she wanted to see Bai Jingxian, and she became fat and ugly step by step, making her disgusted?
Or, does she have feelings of attachment, unwillingness, jealousy, and longing for Bai Jingxian who grew up with her?
In that way, Jian Shuo will become a person with flaws.
That would be no fun at all.
Ruan Mohan was thinking, if that's the case...
Is she going to stay away from Jian Shuo and walk towards the truly ruthless Jiang Kailun?
As soon as I thought of this, the feeling of irritability came up again.
Then someone knocked on the door.
Ruan Mohan: "Go in."
Assistant Yang opened the door and came in: "Director Ruan, this document needs your signature."
Ruan Mohan looked down at the document and saw that there was no problem, so he signed his name with a pen.
She didn't take off the earphones, so the female singer is still singing in the earphones:
"Sorrow is real, tears are fake,
There was no cause and effect.
100 years later,
Without you and without me. "
******
In the afternoon, Jian Ming and Jiang Kailun disagreed on an issue, so they called Ruan Mohan upstairs again to hear her opinion.
Ruan Mohan sat down and listened, silent.
Jian Ming called her: "Director Ruan?"
Ruan Mohan expressed his opinion concisely.
She stood by Jian Ming's side.
Jiang Kailun smiled: "Okay, it makes sense, then I agree."
The two of them had other issues to discuss, so Ruan Mohan was asked to go out first.
When Ruan Mohan walked out of the office, he looked back at the two of them.
Jiang Kailun was elegant and gentle, Jian Ming's eyes were reddish, and even his hands on the desk were clenched into fists.
Ruan Mohan withdrew his eyes and closed the office door for them.
She just finds it weird.
Because the disagreement between Jiang Kailun and Jian Ming just now was too small.
It does not have any impact on the cooperation between LINGTIN and GS.
Ruan Mohan and Jiang Kailun have worked together for so long, and he understands Jiang Kailun's work habits, and he is a person who pays attention to efficiency.
According to Ruan Mohan's understanding of Jiang Kailun, Jiang Kailun would give in directly to such an issue that had nothing to do with the overall situation, and the time and energy saved would be more valuable.
Why did he put this kind of issue on the table when facing Jian Ming?
An idea suddenly popped up in Ruan Mohan's mind,
Maybe, maybe it's just to make Jian Ming look like the cooperation between Lingyin and GS is going smoothly.
Anything that goes too smoothly is fake and suspicious.
If that's the case... Ruan Mohan's back felt slightly chilled.
But from the data she can get, it seems that there is no problem with the prospect of cooperation between Lingyin and GS.
Just as she was thinking, she suddenly heard someone calling her, "Director Ruan."
Looking up, I saw Bai Jingxian's gentle and peaceful face exuding a faint brilliance, probably the existence called "maternal brilliance" by the world.
Ruan Mohan looked down again, and Bai Jingxian was indeed as Jian Shuo said, her hands were caressing her pregnant belly all the time.
She is due in two months.
There is still room to touch Jian Shuo's head.
Ruan Mohan responded indifferently: "Ms. Bai."
Bai Jingxian smiled and said: "It seems that I go to the bathroom too often, and I can meet you in the corridor every time."
"Wednesday is grandma's birthday party. I'll come to the company to wait for Ah Ming to get off work, and go to the event company with him to finalize some details."
Ruan Mohan: "Lingyin is cooperating with GS recently, isn't Jane very busy?"
Bai Jingxian nodded with a smile.
Ruan Mohan: "Working hard, you have to take care of your health, can you eat and sleep well?"
Bai Jingxian was slightly surprised: "I stewed a lot of supplements for him at home, and he seems to be in good spirits."
What surprised Bai Jingxian was that Ruan Mohan was not a person who would take the initiative to chat.
Today's question is normal for others to ask, but Ruan Mohan's question seems somewhat strange.
But Ruan Mohan just looked at Bai Jingxian indifferently, and didn't seem to intend to explain anything.
Bai Jingxian smiled instead: "Director Ruan, I know you really care about listening."
So she cared about Jian Ming to the point of caring about Jian Ming's body.
"What about you? Do you care about listening?" Ruan Mohan asked again.
"Me?" Bai Jingxian smiled and said, "I don't know anything about business. I just hope that listening is good, Ah Ming is happy, grandma is happy, and the days go on smoothly, so that this thing in my stomach will be happy." Little guy, grow up well."
"Is it about to give birth?"
"Well, there are still two months left." Bai Jingxian smiled with satisfaction.
Ruan Mohan: "I'll take my leave first."
Bai Jingxian smiled and said, "See you on Wednesday."
When Ruan Mohan walked away, he suddenly remembered something: "Ms. Bai, why didn't you ask me about Jian Shuo's situation today?"
Bai Jingxian smiled: "I saw her last week."
"Last week, the baby in my womb was not doing well, so I thought, ask Ashuo to come back and see me."
"What do you think of Jian Shuo?" Ruan Mohan asked lightly.
"Still the same, very stubborn." Bai Jingxian smiled: "I asked her to touch my stomach, but she refused."
Ruan Mohan suddenly changed the subject: "By the way, Ms. Bai, what are you wearing for Mrs. Yang's birthday party on Wednesday?"
"With my current figure, what else can I wear?" Bai Jingxian said, "A white Greek-style evening dress, the kind that doesn't slim you down."
Ruan Mohan nodded: "See you on Wednesday."
she left.
******
At six o'clock, Ruan Mohan got off work on time.
When she came to the underground parking lot, she walked straight towards the valerian purple figure squatting on the ground.
"Bai Jingxian is upstairs." She said lightly.
Jian Shuo shook the chicken sausage's hand, stopped for less than a second, and then lazily shook it again.
"What's none of my business?" she said lazily.
Ruan Mohan stood aside and watched her feed the cat.
After the cat finished eating its intestines, it left Jian Shuo and walked towards Ruan Mohan.
Probably because he remembered that Ruan Mohan, the two-legged beast, also fed its intestines last week, and wanted to have another one.
Ruan Mohan stared at the fluffy cat head.
Leaned over, touched.
Jian Shuo's sour voice sounded in an instant: "Whose head are you touching?"
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