The most ruthless is her

After lunch on Sunday, Ruan Mohan brought Ruan Qingyin to the mall.

Yesterday at the hospital, Ruan Qingyin tore up the calligraphy practice notebook.She felt that what she wrote was too bad, and she didn't know how to erase and start over, so she simply tore it up.

Ruan Mohan didn't say anything, and brought Ruan Qingyin to buy a new one today.

"Want a toy?" Ruan Mohan asked Ruan Qingyin when passing by the Toy City.

Ruan Qingyin nodded.

Ruan Mohan took Ruan Qingyin into the toy city.

All kinds of novelty toys are dazzling.Ruan Mohan remembered that when he was a child, he only had one doll, and after playing with it, his face was dirty and his skirt was pilled, and he passed it on to his younger sister, who continued to play with it as a baby.

At least for now, Ruan Mohan can save Ruan Qingyin from such embarrassment.

She slid open her phone and glanced at the bank card balance reminder sent to her by the bank. The eight-digit number gave her a huge sense of security.

She told Ruan Qingyin: "Choose whatever you want."

Ruan Qingyin dragged her hand and walked out of the toy city quickly.

"how?"

Ruan Qingyin: "There are classmates."

Ruan Qingyin was receiving sensory integration training in the hospital, and at the same time was in the third grade of elementary school. Her grades were not good, but she was still able to survive.

It seems that I met a classmate and didn't want to say hello.

After so long of sensory integration training, he still has the same withdrawn temperament.

Ruan Mohan thought of himself, and never took the initiative to say hello to his colleagues. Later, he simply said that he was short-sighted, walking on the road without squinting, and blatantly turning a blind eye.

She couldn't help but wonder if Ruan Qingyin learned from her.

After taking Ruan Qingyin to buy the practice book, Ruan Mohan asked Ruan Qingyin: "Can you accompany me to buy a lipstick?"

Ruan Qingyin nodded.

Ruan Mohan led Ruan Qingyin to the beauty cabinet.

She is not the kind who feels that she has a hundred mouths. There is only one lipstick in total, the dark ruby ​​​​color that suits her best, and she will buy another lipstick when she is bald.

It's been like this since she started working, and it hasn't changed.

"A Ruby," she said to the teller.

Suddenly found a familiar figure.

Chu Xingyun is also here, obviously she also saw Ruan Mohan.

Ruan Mohan remembered Ruan Qingyin's avoidance of his classmates just now, and decided to try to demonstrate it by himself, so he greeted Chu Xingyun: "Hello."

Chu Xingyun breathed a sigh of relief: "Hello."

It seems that she is also the kind of embarrassing character when meeting unfamiliar colleagues and not knowing whether to say hello or not.

Ruan Mohan took the initiative to say hello and liberated her.

She came over: "I'm choosing a lipstick, but I don't know which color suits me."

I hold a handful in my hand, and the back of my hand is full of color tests.

Chu Xingyun has a beautiful appearance, but he wears traditional and conservative clothes on weekdays and never wears makeup. It seems that he is really like what Jian Shuo said. He used to be obsessed with medical research and didn't know how to dress up women.

But now I suddenly come to buy lipstick.

Ruan Mohan took one out of her hand: "Try this one."

Matte burgundy, with a sense of presence but not high-profile, should be very suitable for Chu Xingyun.

Ruan Mohan asked the teller to help Chu Xingyun test his looks.

Chu Xingyun's face, which was slightly ashen due to fatigue, was suddenly lit up.

She herself was surprised by the effect: "Director Ruan, thank you."

While the teller was helping them pay the bill, Chu Xingyun looked at Ruan Qingyin and asked Ruan Mohan, "Is this your daughter?"

"Correct."

"That's great." Chu Xingyun said enviously, and said, "I really want a child."

"Think of various ways, but there is no good news. If I knew it, I would have wanted it earlier. But when I was young, I felt that medical research was the whole world."

Ruan Mohan asked one more question: "Why did you change your mind now?"

"It's so lonely." Chu Xingyun said bluntly: "I got married to have children, and my husband is busy with his career, so I don't care."

Ruan Mohan couldn't help but said, "You can have a dog."

Chu Xingyun smiled: "But dogs can't talk to people."

"Director Ruan, you had a child a long time ago, and you don't know what it's like to be lonely." Chu Xingyun said with a confused face: "The feeling of not being able to say a word from morning to night, seems to be abandoned by the whole world, it's too scary gone."

Ruan Mohan thought, why doesn't she understand loneliness?

It is because she understands loneliness and is afraid of loneliness that such a thing happened 16 years ago.

Let her hate herself to this day.

The teller came back after paying the bill, and handed the receipt and lipstick to Ruan Mohan and Chu Xingyun respectively.

Chu Xingyun: "Then I'll go first, goodbye, Director Ruan."

"Goodbye."

Ruan Mohan glanced at Chu Xingyun's back.

The shoulders are beautiful, but at this moment they are slightly hunched, as if weighed down by the burden of wanting a child, exhausted.

Ruan Mohan could imagine how tall and proud these shoulders were when he was young.

I don't know if Chu Xingyun would be much happier if he was still obsessed with medical research.

Ruan Mohan thought, why do people always have emotions and emotions?Even a person like Chu Xingyun who didn't pay attention to anyone when he was young will be influenced by loneliness.

That's why Ruan Mohan felt that Jian Shuo was so rare.

Jian Shuo's face appeared in front of her eyes.

Slender eyebrows, dark eyes, and a thick mole at the end of the eyes, without a trace of emotion in the eyes, like a monster that can captivate all living beings.

And she herself has lived among thousands of flowers, not a single leaf touches her body.

Ruan Qingyin asked from the side: "Mom, what are you thinking?"

Psychologically withdrawn children are always sensitive to changes in the emotions of those around them.

Ruan Mohan replied, "I'm thinking about my medical research."

She took Ruan Qingyin back to the toy city, Ruan Qingyin's classmates had already left, Ruan Qingyin said to Ruan Mohan while choosing toys: "Mom, it's not because of you that I don't want to say hello to my classmates."

Ruan Mohan was surprised: "Really?"

Ruan Qingyin nodded: "Is it okay if I don't say hello to my classmates in the future? I've always been like this."

Ruan Mohan looked at Ruan Qingyin's tiny back: "Yes."

******

On Monday, Ruan Mohan went to work normally.

This year's New Year's Day falls on a Saturday, when Lingyin is busy, the three-day holiday has been shortened to two days, but the overtime pay is generous, and the employees have no complaints.

In the afternoon, Ruan Mohan went to the bathroom and saw Jian Shuo next to the elevator.

The female employee walking behind Ruan Mohan was guessing:

"What did you bring today?"

Chu Xingyun came out of the office, dressed as usual.Ruan Mohan glanced at her lips, there was no lipstick on.

Jian Shuo went up to meet her: "Sister Yun."

She opened her coat, and took out a thick stack of New Year's cards from the inner pocket: "All are my handwritten New Year's cards, because I have too many blessings for you, and I can't write one sheet."

"You draw one, which one you draw means that God has approved my blessing to you."

Chu Xingyun glanced at the stack of greeting cards in Jian Shuo's hand.

Just now, the coat was taken out from the inner pocket close to the body, with an ambiguous body temperature, and the coquettish dahlia fragrance on Jian Shuo's body.

Warm and charming.Like a magnet, it tempts people's hands to touch it.

Jian Shuo caught Chu Xingyun's gaze and said with a smile: "If you want, you can draw two."

Chu Xingyun finally shook his head: "I don't need it."

Jian Shuo: "I'll smoke for you."

She took out one, unfolded it, and read:

"I read a poem:

You say in the dark,

As long as there is a star in the sky,

To illuminate your failures again and again,

You won't feel lonely and hopeless. (Note 1)

Sister Yun, may I be a star,

You will always be that moon,

You can see me, you can't see me, it's fine. "

Putting away the greeting card, he stared at Chu Xingyun with a humble attitude.

The female employee behind Ruan Mohan sighed:

"Wow, so romantic."

Chu Xingyun pursed his lips, pressed the elevator, and left.

Jian Shuo threw a stack of greeting cards into the trash can without hesitation, and pressed another elevator.

Before leaving, he saw Ruan Mohan from a distance, and gave her a sly wink.

It seems to be playing an extremely interesting game.

******

On Tuesday, Jian Shuo appeared next to the elevator again.

The rose-colored skirt is a rare bright color in gray winter days.It also made her face as bright as a flower, glowing with a beautiful light.

With her hands behind her back, she was lazily standing against the wall next to the elevator, seemingly carrying nothing.

The female employee behind Ruan Mohan was guessing again:

"Will it still be a handwritten letter today? A romantic love poem."

Chu Xingyun walked out of the office on time.

Jian Shuo was about to go up to meet her: "Sister Yun..."

When he saw Chu Xingyun's face clearly, he was obviously taken aback, and his steps stopped.

Ruan Mohan also saw that Chu Xingyun used the newly bought lipstick today.

Matte burgundy, very lightly applied.It is not eye-catching or gaudy at all, but makes Chu Xingyun's elegant temperament more obvious.

Even the female employees behind Ruan Mohan were discussing:

"Manager Chu seems a little different today? She's pretty."

But Jian Shuo turned around, pressed the elevator, and ran away like a ghost.

Instead, Chu Xingyun was left standing alone, stunned.

Then rushed to the bathroom.

When Ruan Mohan came out of the washroom, Chu Xingyun was still at the sink, facing the mirror, carefully wiping the lipstick on her mouth.

Seeing Ruan Mohan, he forced a smile: "Lipstick still doesn't seem to suit me, it's better for me not to wear makeup."

Ruan Mohan nodded: "Do as you feel most comfortable."

Ruan Mohan rushed forward, turned and left.

Both she and Chu Xingyun knew in their hearts that Jian Shuo's game was over.

******

On Wednesday and Thursday, Jian Shuo didn't show up again.

Everyone whispered: "Why didn't that pretty girl come? Did you give up on Manager Chu?"

Ruan Mohan was not surprised.

She never stops employees from gossiping, as long as she delivers the work she wants on time.

On Friday, the buzz changed:

"I heard that Boss Jian sent someone to find Manager Chu today."

"What's the matter? Promotion and salary increase?"

"No, it seems that I specially found a good doctor for Manager Chu. Many celebrities who can't conceive are seen there."

"The company still has this benefit?"

"Of course not. It's only for Manager Chu. Does Manager Chu have a strong background?"

Ruan Mohan passed them by with a cup of hot water and ignored them.

******

Saturday, W Hotel, Room 1704.

Ruan Mohan was quietly lying on the goose down pillow, while Jian Shuo was lying on her belly lying on her stomach.

The size of the bed in the luxury suite is huge, and there is no problem for two people to lie down like this.

Jian Shuo's knees were arched, one leg was crossed on the knee, and the line of her white calf was perfect.

The two had just engaged in a fierce "fight", and they were still panting. Ruan Mohan's stomach supported Jian Shuo's head, bobbing together.

Jian Shuo asked Ruan Mohan: "You still don't want to do it?"

"I don't want to." Ruan Mohan asked back, "What about you?"

Jian Shuo scoffed.

She turned around and turned into lying on Ruan Mohan's belly, stroking plum blossoms: "Are you sure you still don't want to do it?"

"Do not want to."

Whisk through the forest.

"Still don't want to do it?"

"Do not want to."

Jian Shuo snorted and kissed upwards bit by bit.

The atmosphere was hot again.

Jian Shuo seemed to feel uncomfortable, and moved her legs against the sheets.

Ruan Mohan's slender fingers touched the bed sheet casually, and said "oh".

"What are you?"

Ruan Mohan said indifferently, "It's nothing." He lowered his finger again.

Jian Shuo lay back on Ruan Mohan's belly again, lying on his back.

"Hey, why didn't you ask me, why didn't you chase after Chu Xingyun?"