cast a peach

"Little water."

In the darkness, my mother smiled and stretched out her hand: "Come here, come to Mom."

...Why did I have this dream again.

Zhao Guangshui had this exact same nightmare many, many times.Now she seems to be divided into two people, one is rational, standing on the sidelines from a very high place; the other is still the same as a child, ignorant and innocent, when she heard her mother's call, her face suddenly burst into joyful brilliance , bouncing and running towards Zhao Zhihua.

"mom!"

coming soon.

Zhao Guangshui sighed softly.

She has already familiarized the plot of the dream by heart, and then her mother will tell her the words that she remembers almost etched into her bone marrow——

"do not come."

"Don't flatter me."

"Don't... look at me like that."

In the dream, she didn't seem to be able to feel the pain in reality, but just looked at the little girl coldly, watching her run to the gentle land in her fantasy, and then she was caught off guard by her biological mother's words and stood there. ——

She even harbored a secret, masochistic expectation.

She can't speak, and she can't act coquettishly, she is an annoying child.Even her mother doesn't love her.No one loves her. ——Isn’t this a matter of course?

The little girl ran towards Zhao Zhihua.

……

Mom fell on the sofa and finally spoke the lines that had been fixed for more than ten years-her demons and nightmares.And she also got her wish and saw the helpless and sad expression of her young self for a moment.

Poor thing, she thought.

Mom was right, she was trying to please her.She wants her mother to love her and love her, and then...

Don't want her, don't abandon her, it's best not to leave her again.

But how can love be obtained by begging?She should have understood this long ago, shouldn't she?Zhao Guangshui didn't want to watch it anymore, she vaguely felt a heavy feeling of panic, shortness of breath and a sense of detachment, knowing that the real self should wake up from the dream next.

"Little water."

A familiar voice sounded, the woman's voice was as clear and soft as a sigh.

different new developments.

She opened her eyes suddenly.

Sister Pear?Sister Pear!

Why is Sister Pear here?No... It should be said, how could there be sister Li in this dream?

Why did her years of nightmares suddenly change?Sister Pear, she... how is she...

The beautiful and gentle woman bent down, exuding a soft light, dispelling all anxiety, pain, self-examination and boundless darkness.She squatted in front of the young Zhao Guangshui, her eyes were loving and cherished, and she gently pressed her shoulder.

She said, "Xiao Shui, don't be afraid, I'm here."

Zhao Guangshui looked at her blankly, and suddenly found that her perspective had changed, and the two selves merged into one. She was no longer the perspective of God looking down, but a child, being watched tenderly and lovingly by Sister Li. .

Tan Mingli stared at her deeply, wiped away the tears that fell down her cheeks at an unknown time, kissed her forehead, and stretched out her hand to hug her tightly.

……

"Little water? Little water?"

"Zhao Guangshui!"

Du Jingrong raised her voice and whispered in her ear.

Zhao Guangshui was so frightened that he finally came back to his senses and innocently looked back at Du Jingrong who had already started to explode: "What's wrong?"

"what happened?"

Du Jingrong repeated her words, so angry that her head was about to burst into flames, "I called you [-] times just now, and you didn't respond!"

She sighed, feeling very helpless, and when she calmed down a little, she began to worry about her good friend again. She sat down on the table and looked at her carefully, "Xiao Shui, what's wrong with you recently, why are you always out of your mind? Are you in a bad mood? "

He stretched out his hand to test the temperature of her forehead: "I still don't feel well? Hey, it doesn't have a fever."

Zhao Guangshui hesitated for a long time, raised his face and asked softly, "Is it obvious?"

nonsense!Du Jingrong rolled her eyes to the back of her head, held her hand, and said sincerely: "Actually, it's okay—"

Then, under Zhao Guangshui's expectant gaze, he said mercilessly: "——if you didn't scald your hands with water, and you were in a daze at every turn, and you went to the wrong classroom three times in two consecutive days."

...well, that sounds outrageous.

Zhao Guangshui smiled guiltily, trying to appease the worried Du Jingrong: "Well...Actually, it's nothing...just..."

"What is it?"

Du Jingrong stretched her ears, and waited for a long time for her to continue, so she opened her eyes and approached her, "What are you talking about? I'll go, you Zhao Guangshui!"

Du Jingrong can't wait to promulgate the law immediately, and put all those who talk about half of their words and leave half of their mouths, and put them in jail.

The first one to pass is you, Zhao Guangshui!She was so angry that she accused and criticized Zhao Guangshui fiercely with her eyes, trying to make her feel guilty.

Zhao Guangshui pursed his lips and spoke slowly in his heart.

Just

I found that I fell in love with Tan Mingli and Sister Li.

Can this be said?

I don't know when it started, and there is no specific reason. It seems that after realizing it like a hug that day, I suddenly realized that Sister Li was already in her heart before she knew it. .

It's a matter of course.

But it's strange to say that she didn't fall in love with women's world view for the first time. She was shocked and panicked. Acceptance recognizes this fact.

Maybe she subconsciously felt that it was only natural to fall in love with Sister Li?Regardless of men and women, there may be no one who can't be tempted after contacting Sister Li.She pondered silently, deeply convinced of the final conclusion she got.

——Everyone will fall in love with sister Pear, right?

After all, she is so gentle and kind.

However, this worry cannot be shared with Du Jingrong for the time being.Zhao Guangshui smiled at her apologetically, "Well... I can't say it now, I will tell you when I think it through."

He assured again: "Really, I won't lie to you, I will definitely tell you—it's just that I haven't figured out yet...how to tell you. Don't worry. "

Although she knew the fact that she liked Sister Li, she hadn't figured out how to deal with it. Recently, she had been restless and couldn't decide what to do.

Discuss it with your friends, it should be inspiring and helpful, right?Du Jingrong seemed to understand this very well.But she still decided to wait a few more days, and when she was ready, she would seriously talk to Du Jingrong.

Although Du Jingrong is impatient, she is not unreasonable. Hearing this, she sighed and sat on the table shaking her legs: "I'm not in a hurry, just think about it slowly...you know, I'm just very worry about you."

Zhao Guangshui felt warm in his heart, and nodded with a smile.

"Hey, it's time for a break, the president should tell me to go back." Du Jingrong jumped off the table, patted her clothes, "I'm leaving first!"

After running for a few steps, he turned back, took Zhao Guangshui's hand, and asked worriedly: "Are you really okay? Are you really okay? Is today's rehearsal okay? If it doesn't work, I'll tell the director that we don't want to participate anymore." OK, huh?"

It's been more than a week since the program list has been submitted, and the welcome party will officially start tomorrow. Now that I'm running away, what's the matter if I suddenly say I don't want to do it?Zhao Guangshui couldn't help smiling, looking at his good friend who was full of worries, his heart was warm while laughing, and he comforted her softly: "It's really all right! It's not a bad thing, don't worry about me. Rehearse well, okay? ——Haven’t you been preparing for a long time?”

"Oh, I'm not worried about you..."

Du Jingrong rubbed her face, even if she was such a thick-skinned person, she felt a little embarrassed by Zhao Guangshui's overly gentle expression and tone at the moment.It's different to have the blessing of beauty, she sighed quietly, while looking away at the floor, moving her toes: "You don't tell me anything, you just bury it in your heart..."

The head of the dance club in the dance room next door started calling for people.Du Jingrong hurriedly let out a sigh, promised to go there immediately, turned around and gave Zhao Guangshui a big hug, rubbed her hair vigorously, and said sincerely in a low voice: "When do you think it over, do you want to talk to me?" I told you, don't forget that I'm always here, Xiao Shui."

"My sister is gone! Don't miss me too much!"

After embracing her, her fighting spirit became high again, and she ran to the door and waved at Zhao Guangshui: "Bye bye bye bye!"

Today is the last rehearsal before the official performance, and it will be held in the school's auditorium. Everything will be the same as tomorrow's welcome party.The students who participated in the performance all wore performance clothes and stage makeup according to the requirements of the director team, and were quite nervous by the serious atmosphere in the backstage.

Du Jingrong was not very nervous. She had participated in a lot of activities since she was a child, and after changing her clothes and makeup, she still happily came to play with Zhao Guangshui.

Zhao Guangshui also put on a little makeup today.

It was said to be makeup, but it didn't really make much of it. The makeup artist held her face in the background and paused for a long time. He couldn't figure out where else he could use him. In the end, he just gave her a little eyeliner and painted her lips. I ordered some lipstick and picked out a thin necklace for her to wear.

Just like this, she is already beautiful enough to make people unable to take their eyes off.

"Oh, it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful." The makeup artist circled around her, admiring, "This skin, this figure, this face, tsk tsk, looks like a star! Hey little girl, I Say, can you dance? I still have the contact information of the director of the creation camp. With your good looks, you won't be able to make your C debut once you enter!"

Zhao Guangshui didn't respond to his words, but smiled politely.She didn't understand the current draft girl group, she only thought he was talking good things, and didn't care.In fact, she can't get her own face a little bit, so since she was a child, she was calm when others praised her for being beautiful.

When Du Jingrong came in, Zhao Guangshui was wearing earrings in front of the mirror. Hearing the sound, he turned his head and looked over. When he saw it was her, a clear and soft smile appeared in his eyes: "Why are you here? You don't want to be with your dance club." Are you together? It seems that it will start soon."

…As soon as the door was opened, there was a beautification attack. Du Jingrong was stunned for a long time before she recovered, and said "I am a straight girl" three times in her heart, and closed the door with a smile: "It's okay! I'll come and see you!"

She swept away the messy cosmetics, jumped on the table and sat down with ease: "Are you nervous? Let's start first."

Originally, by convention, in order to attract the attention of the audience, the first program was all about dancing.However, after watching the first few rehearsals, Zhao Guangshui's program was adjusted to the first one after the unanimous agreement of the director team. "It must be super amazing!" These are the original words of the female director wearing glasses.

Zhao Guangshui smiled, put on the earrings, and said, "It's okay."

Being the first to appear on stage is not really a good job, the stage is prone to breakdowns, and the performers are prone to nervousness.Fortunately, she doesn't care much about the order of performances, just follow the director's arrangement, and she doesn't mind.

It's just a rehearsal, not a formal performance - there is no sister Li, so it doesn't matter.