Wu Wan

Since that day, the two of them haven't spoken a single word. Seeing Zhao Duobao's face was gloomy but they had to continue living under the same roof with him, sleeping on the same pillow at night, a strong sense of conquest grew in Jiang Yi's heart.

That video became the best tool, coercing Zhao Duobao to eat, bathe, sleep, and even have sex with him.But he could no longer find the physical and mental joy of the previous union, and he was not even as satisfied as watching that video.

Jiang Shuo Wangnian had a tour plan, and the work in the first half of the year was basically canceled. Zhao Duobao's Chinese New Year holiday became extraordinarily long. It was not easy to buy a ticket for him to go home, so he avoided the peak period of Spring Festival travel and bought Tickets after the eighth day of the lunar new year.

He naturally wouldn't tell Jiang Yi, but Jiang Yi has become extremely suspicious now, checking Zhao Duobao's phone from time to time every day, as long as he refuses to let him, he will use the video as a threat. After a long time, Zhao Duobao's heart is also cold , Anyway, there is nothing shameful, so he simply gave up the struggle, and Jiang Yi tossed casually.

Seeing his ticket purchase record, Jiang Yi frowned and asked, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Undoubtedly no response.

He didn't wait any longer, and bought a ticket for the same train. Zhao Duobao watched everything from the sidelines. He didn't understand Jiang Yi's motives for doing this, but he was still vaguely uneasy. After so many days of silence, he almost forgot How to make a sound, opened his mouth, a few words got stuck in his throat, and he said it hoarsely, "What are you doing?"

Jiang Yi's hand holding the phone gradually tightened, without looking up, he pretended to look at the screen of the phone, "Who knows if you will run or not come back?"

"You can't always find me?" Zhao Duobao stared blankly at the ground beside Jiang Yi's feet, "And the video is still in your hand, isn't it?"

"Yes." Jiang Yi snorted, "But I still have to watch."

Jiang Yi lowered his head, Zhao Duobao couldn't see his expression, and he stopped talking and went back to his own business.

The room fell silent again.

The atmosphere between the two was tense, and their emotions were tense. As long as anyone is not paying attention, an explosion may occur.

From the day when the breakup failed to the present, except for some necessary moments, Jiang Yi never went out again, nor did he let Zhao Duobao go out. The two spent more than ten days in this small room, welcoming each other together. New Year's Eve.

On New Year's Eve, Jiang Yi went to a large chain supermarket outside the community early in the morning to bring back a lot of fresh dishes.When he got home, he didn't have any free hands, so he tried to hit the door with his elbow. In fact, he just tried, and he didn't think Zhao Duobao would open the door for him. He bent halfway, and the moment the bag hit the ground, the door opened from inside. opened.

Zhao Duobao showed his expressionless face, turned around and left without waiting for a second.Jiang Yi straightened up, smiled dryly, and walked into the room.He put the bought vegetables into the kitchen. Zhao Duobao stood on the balcony in a daze. He walked over and called softly, "Xiaobao."

Zhao Duobao didn't respond as if he didn't hear it. Jiang Yi didn't care, and continued, "I bought a lot of vegetables. Today is the Chinese New Year. Let's have a good meal."

Zhao Duobao still didn't respond or move. Jiang Yi knew he heard it, so he went back to his room to change his clothes.

This is how they have been getting along during this period of time. Jiang Yi said what he wanted to say, and Zhao Duobao listened to what he wanted to hear.

As night falls, the traditional Chinese New Year’s Eve always kicks off at dinner time. The whole family gathers around a table of good food for reunion.

Zhao Duobao sat in front of the bedroom window, staring at the dead branches covered by snow outside the window in a daze.Jiang Yi came in a few times and asked him if he was hungry, but he didn't answer a word, and he had no plans to go out.Jiang Yi's tone became worse every time, and finally became obviously impatient.

So what can I do, at most, I will take the trouble to threaten him with the video.

There are thousands of lights outside the window, and it is difficult to sleep with a single light inside the window.

Not long ago, he thought about how he and Jiang Yi would celebrate the New Year, how they would wish each other blessings under the ringing of the New Year's bell.Maybe they are not in the same place, and they will exchange sweet love on the phone, or maybe they will be together, in this small room, having crazy sex/love, occupying each other, nestling in the quilt and covering each other's body temperature Let's welcome the first sunshine of the new year together.

But now, it's still this room, but there will be no more imaginary pictures.There is only endless silence, and the indifference like a stranger.

The sound of firecrackers in the corridor brought back Zhao Duobao's thoughts, it was already dark, he got up and walked into the kitchen, rolled up his sleeves and started to work, not for anyone but for himself, he should have a good meal.

Jiang Yi stood on the balcony with a lot of cigarette butts scattered around his feet. He caught a glimpse of Zhao Duobao entering the kitchen. One soup, one plate of dumplings.

Firecrackers rang out one after another outside, joyous and festive news was broadcast on the TV, and two people sat silently on the table.Zhao Duobao ate and drank soup with his head down, not bothering to raise his eyelids.

"Happy New Year." Jiang Yi's voice was very flat, without too much emotion, like a necessary formulaic process.

"Don't you need to go home for the New Year?" Zhao Duobao asked the question he had been wanting to ask these days.

"I don't have a home."

Zhao Duobao's hand holding the dumpling paused in mid-air, and looked up. The other party's expression was normal, and he didn't seem to be joking. He shook his head imperceptibly, and put the dumpling into his mouth.

Apparently Jiang Yi didn't intend to say more, and the topic soon disappeared.

After dinner, the sound of fireworks and firecrackers outside became louder, sometimes overwhelming the sound of the Spring Festival Gala on TV. Jiang Yi and Zhao Duobao were sitting at one end of the sofa.It's rare that Jiang Yi didn't insist on getting close to him, and Zhao Duobao finally felt a little more at ease.

Just after watching the beginning of the party, Zhao Duobao received a call from home, and walked to the balcony with his mobile phone in his pocket. He didn't know what he was talking about. Looking at my mobile phone, there is nothing else except chatting about some unnutritious content in the dormitory wechat group.

The stage special effects of the party changed a lot, and the performers were young and beautiful, but they still failed to attract Jiang Yi's attention. He stared blankly at Zhao Duobao, stomping his feet in the cold on the balcony. From this angle, he could still see his face There was a smile that I hadn't seen in a long time.

Jiang Yi twitched his lips in a self-deprecating manner, and sent a message to "Mom" in the address book, "Mom, Happy New Year."

When Zhao Duobao came back, his nose was red from the cold, and he sat back on the sofa. Jiang Yi handed him a cup of hot water, and the two watched TV with their own thoughts, just watching.

The party became more and more boring year after year. Before midnight, Zhao Duobao yawned profusely, got up from the sofa, and went back to the bedroom with his slippers on. Jiang Yi kept staring at him, seeing that Zhao Duobao was about to close the door, so he hurriedly asked Say, "Aren't you keeping old age?"

The door closed without hesitation, with a slight knocking sound, Jiang Yi's words were blocked outside the door, echoing in the living room where he was alone, the host on the TV was connecting with the audience outside the venue, his face was full of enthusiasm , but all he could see was the closed door.

The zero o'clock bell finally rang, and the sound of fireworks was heard from far away. If there was nothing there, the crowd cheered happily. Jiang Yi turned off the TV and the lights in the living room, and pushed open the bedroom door in the dark.

Zhao Duobao was lying on the side of the bed with his body arched, his chest rising and falling evenly, and a small lamp was on by the bedside.Jiang Yi squatted beside the bed, looking at Zhao Duobao.Zhao Duobao is very thin, so thin that he is a bit out of shape. He is not as outstanding and amazing as Jiang Yi, but he has good facial features and is unexpectedly manly. It is just that he is usually covered by his own unremarkable temperament, so it is difficult to be discovered. .

From the corner of the eye, Jiang Yi glanced at the broken photo frame on the bedside, and Jiang Yi's eyes darkened.

When he accidentally knocked down the photo frame that day and saw the photo of Zhao Duobao and Jiang Shuowang, Jiang Yi couldn't tell how shocked he was, as if his chest was pressed by a huge boulder weighing tens of thousands of catties, and he couldn't breathe at all.Screenshots from the video were printed, carefully hidden, and even wrote each other's names on the back, and he couldn't think of any other reason except that he liked it.She does not hesitate to be beaten to protect Jiang Shuowang, the request when confirming the relationship is that she is not allowed to take pictures of Jiang Shuowang again, and she does not hesitate to work for Jiang Shuowang when she is sick...

At that moment, many terrifying thoughts grew wildly in his mind. The assistant and the star were almost inseparable. When he thought about the possibility of Zhao Duobao and Jiang Shuowang; In order to protect Jiang Shuowang's private life from being disturbed; thinking that maybe Zhao Duobao was thinking of Jiang Shuowang when he was moaning/groaning/climbing under him, he wished he could arrest him immediately and make him widen his eyes Eyes watching themselves enter his body.

He never thought that any man could accept having sex with him while the other man was thinking of another man.

Memories invaded his thoughts with magical power. Jiang Yi brushed Zhao Duobao's sleeping face with his hand and muttered to himself, "You are mine." His hand slipped into Zhao Duobao's wide pajamas along his neck The neckline, stroking Zhao Duobao's smooth shoulders, the pajamas were ripped crookedly, Jiang Yi's hands became more and more moving, Zhao Duobao woke up with trembling eyelids, met Jiang Yi's lustful eyes, and felt To the kisses that fell on his chest one after another.

"Jiang Yi, why are you so nervous!"

"Xiaobao, I want you."

In the early morning of the first day of the New Year, Zhao Duobao realized the scene he had dreamed of.

Jiang Yi buried his head in his chest, dripping with sweat.

The sky turned pale, Zhao Duobao closed his eyes, and the tears in the corners of his eyes reflected the dim light outside the window, looming.