do you like me

I thought it should be over.

Until Monday.At the end of the flag-raising ceremony, the teacher led a few people to the rostrum. I was inexplicably uneasy. I looked up and saw a few people who were squatting next to the trash can and smoking. The person seemed to sense my gaze and looked at me. Later, I didn't hear what the teacher said clearly, but when I touched that gaze, I felt very absent all over my body.

It's impossible for me to file a complaint. It's none of my business that they smoke, and I don't want to provoke others for no reason, but obviously a few people on stage don't think so.

After finally getting to the end, I didn't care about queuing up and left in a hurry. I waited until the class bell rang before I went back to the classroom.But I didn't expect that as soon as I stepped in, I was thrown chalk dust all over my face. I sneezed several times in discomfort, and there were undisguised laughter from the class in my ears.

"Report, teacher's lackey."

My eyes were full of chalk dust, astringent and uncomfortable, and I couldn’t see clearly. Physiological tears flowed down uncontrollably. I raised my hand and wiped my eyes with my sleeve, and said without hesitation, “I didn’t say anything.”

However, they didn't believe my one-sided words, and a lot of ugly words came to me in a swarm.

I gritted my teeth and told myself not to be angry. I almost wiped off the chalk dust in my eyes. When I could see clearly, I realized that my desk had been splashed with water, and all the books on the desk were not spared. I froze for a while, but before I could react, my body was pushed hard by someone, and I hit the corner of the table heavily, and I felt severe pain in my waist. He took out a paper towel from his schoolbag and slowly blotted up the water on the table.

Then the teacher came, and they settled down a little bit, just a little bit.I didn't listen to this class very much. Someone behind me always threw things up, sometimes hitting my head, sometimes on my arm, and I endured the class.

When get out of class was over, I didn't give them a chance to bully me, and I went straight out of the classroom, and I didn't know what hit it, and I got a bloody gash on the back of my hand, but fortunately it wasn't deep.

I went to the toilet and flushed it against the water.

"The teacher's running dog also comes to the toilet? Is it like a dog pawing and pulling his legs?"

I didn't say anything and turned off the tap.But when I turned around and was about to leave, someone suddenly raised my arm, and I was taken aback.Just as I was about to speak, my mouth was blocked, and I was carried into the toilet.They threw me on the ground like throwing garbage.Immediately afterwards, they checked the compartment and found that there was no one there, and one of them went out to guard.

The leader came over and took out what was stuffed in my mouth.

"What do you want to do? I said it, but I didn't tell the teacher." I wanted to get up, but someone stepped on my shoulder blade.

"Don't fart, we were fine smoking cigarettes, but when you came, we were accused, who the hell are you?" said the man.

I gritted my teeth: "I said, it's not me!"

"Dwarf, do you think we will believe it?" After speaking, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and then raised his hand to signal the people around him.The man pulled me up from the ground, the difference was too big, they were too tall, I resisted a bit, but I didn't let go, but I was punched firmly in the face.

"What do you want to do?" I looked at the cigarette in his hand, and suddenly realized what they were going to do. Sure enough, the next second, the person holding the cigarette walked towards me.

"You'll find out soon enough," he said deadpan.

The spark jumps like a weird light.

"Save..." Halfway through his words, he was smothered tightly by someone.I widened my eyes, watching the smoke getting closer and closer to me.

Close at hand... The man let go of my mouth, and the burning cigarette butt was stuffed into my mouth. In addition to the strong smell of tobacco, there was burning pain in my mouth for a moment. I screamed, physical pain Made me cry.

"Don't you like to complain? Come on, eat it, and we will forgive you after eating it." After speaking, I stuffed the cigarette deeper into my mouth.Discomfort, sore throat, I retched uncomfortably, he saw that I did not eat, and lit another cigarette...

I underestimated human nature. It turned out that not everyone is kind. I thought that even if I was isolated and bullied, it would not be too much. I was wrong. I thought too simply.

"It's not me, it's really not me." I slurred my words, looked at the cigarettes they kept lighting, and tried to convince them of me.

"Shen Qiuhan, this toilet is broken, please go downstairs." A voice came from outside the toilet.

Someone wants to come in?

Someone is coming in!

"save……"

My head was picked up and hit hard on the tiles, interrupting what I was going to say, my consciousness was blurred for a moment, and the figure shook.

Despair just spread like this, that person is leaving...

I waited for a long time and no one came in...

This one-sided violence lasted a full 10 minutes until the bell rang and they let me go.I was lying on the ground vomiting violently, my mouth secreted a lot of saliva due to the pain, and I looked so embarrassed.

"Don't even think about suing the teacher, or you will be even more miserable."

I flinched and watched them walk out of the toilet with a smile. It took me a long time to recover. I walked to the sink and rinsed my mouth. The ruptured wound touched the water, which increased the pain. I wiped it hard With his own mouth, he returned to the classroom as if nothing had happened.

In the next few classes, they didn't come to me anymore, and I lasted until after school. I thought that the violence had calmed down their dissatisfaction with being reported, and then I underestimated again.

Before school, they rubbed my neck affectionately, and when they took me to the toilet calmly, I knew that this matter was not over. They were too boring, so they just made an excuse and waited until the day they had enough fun. Will let me go.

I just didn't expect that when they put me in the toilet, the person who showed me the way that day was also there.

"Grass! Didn't you say there is no one?"

"Just now, there was no one."

"Shen Qiuhan, are you going to the bathroom?"

Shen Qiuhan glanced at that person like he was looking at a fool, but didn't intend to talk to him.

The man also felt embarrassed, and laughed a few times: "Let's do something."

Only then did Shen Qiuhan put his eyes on me, and frowned slightly.I don't know why he just gave me such a light look, which made me feel that he will help me, he will definitely help me.

But it's just what I think, he just gave me his eyes for a second, then took it back, and raised his foot to leave.At the moment, I don’t know where the courage came from. I’ve already swallowed the cigarette, and I don’t dare to think about what to do to me next. I just think that if I don’t call him to stop him and ask him for help, I will die.

So I stood up quickly, and when he was about to leave the toilet, I grabbed his wrist, just like asking him the way for the first time, but this time I was extra forceful.

"What are you doing?" The man saw the clue and came to drag me.

"Help me." Because his throat was burned, his voice was very hoarse, and he yelled like that, and his mouth smelled of blood.

Shen Qiuhan showed displeasure, and wanted to break free, but as soon as his intention came out, I clenched him even harder.

"I'm sorry, Shen Qiuhan, he..." The person who stuffed my cigarette came up and forcibly opened my hand. From the eyes of that person, it can be seen that I have already angered him.

Shen Qiuhan glanced at those people with disgust, their complexions instantly changed a little, and they said sorry a few times in a hurry.

Shen Qiuhan turned around slowly... his face disappeared from my eyes little by little, his ears and the hair on his temples slowly left only my back.

"Shen Qiuhan! For the sake of the Band-Aid, help me." I called out to him with all my strength, and sure enough he stopped.

He was already standing at the door, the sun was setting directly outside the window, the sky was flooded with water, and the magnificent smoke-like clouds fainted, quietly seeping through the glass as the sun closed his eyes , Paved into a faint yellow path full of stars.

I saw that Shen Qiuhan's whole body was gentle, and I turned around and asked, "Is that you?"