sunflower bird

When returning home, Qi Xi stopped by to buy dinner, and it was almost six o'clock when he got home.Lu Xiuyuan just came out of the kitchen.Seeing Qi Xi came back, she hid her hands behind her back: "You're back? I made dinner."

Qi Xi was still carrying the packaged food in his hand, and raised his head in surprise when he heard Lu Xiuyuan say this: "You're cooking."

"I still have extra rice for lunch, so I made vegetable fried rice, but I don't know if it tastes good or not."

Qi Xi went to the kitchen without looking at the dinner in the pot, first lowered his body and kissed Lu Xiuyuan: "Thank you for your hard work."

"Did you buy dinner?" Lu Xiuyuan asked, looking at the things in Qi Xi's hand.

Qi Xi put the things on the table: "This can be a supper. I'll go and serve it up, and I want to taste my boyfriend's handicrafts."

Lu Xiuyuan said embarrassingly: "It's the first time I make it, the taste may not be very good."

Qi Xi came out with the bowl, put it lightly on the table, bent over and moved the chopsticks to Lu Xiuyuan's palm little by little, his eyes glued to his body: "It must be delicious." Afterwards, he looked at it with satisfaction. Lu Xiuyuan's ears turned red.

After Qi Xi finished speaking, he sat down, took a mouthful of rice with his chopsticks, and when the rice entered his mouth, Qi Xi closed his eyes and tasted it slowly, then let out an exaggerated ah.

Lu Xiuyuan couldn't hold back and laughed out loud.

Qi Xi secretly opened his left eye, glanced at Lu Xiuyuan's reaction, and said slowly: "It's so delicious, the rice is soft and sweet, and the vegetables are sweet. Lu Xiuyuan, you have a great talent for cooking."

Lu Xiuyuan coughed helplessly: "Okay, stop acting. It's exaggerated. Eat well."

"No, it's really delicious." Qi Xi said.

Qi Xi leaned closer: "Although it's a bit vulgar to say this, just now, I finally realized why eating food made by someone I like tastes so good."

Lu Xiuyuan looked at him in confusion.

Qi Xi was serious, and said in a low voice: "Because this is the one who eats the food." He moved closer and wanted to kiss him, but Lu Xiuyuan pressed his chest: "Did you not take your medicine today?" Then His eyes fell on Qi Xi's mouth, and he said with a bit of disgust, "You have an oily mouth."

Qi Xi pursed her lips and sat back in her original seat, eating up her meal obediently.

At night, Qi Xi still massaged Lu Xiuyuan's legs as before. He observed Lu Xiuyuan's state consciously or unconsciously, and pressed various acupoints with his hands with experience.

"Lu Xiuyuan, actually I went to see Uncle Chen this afternoon."

Sure enough, Lu Xiuyuan's eyes moved when he read the book, and he raised his eyelids to look at him, but he couldn't see any emotion. Qi Xi squeezed his calf hard, making people feel distressed: "Uncle Chen told me about you."

The book that Lu Xiuyuan read today was not hardcover, so Qi Xi could easily see the deep imprint left by his fingertips on the book cover.It took him a long time before he nodded, but it was obvious that Lu Xiuyuan had already started to feel emotional. Once Qi Xi felt the sudden drop in the atmosphere around him, he knew that Lu Xiuyuan was going to start to close himself up again.

"Master." Qi Xi pressed his hand, "Actually, I can hide it from you, but I don't want to lie to you. I know everything about you, everything." Qi Xi could feel Lu Xiuyuan through the gloves. The chill came out from the back of his hand.

"You are trembling, young master." Qi Xi said distressedly.

Lu Xiuyuan immediately withdrew his hand: "Let's stop here for today, I'm going to sleep."

"Master, you can't blame yourself. You should have your own life." Qi Xi changed hands and held Lu Xiuyuan forcefully.

"I know, I know, I understand." Lu Xiuyuan kept stepping back, avoiding Qi Xi's movements, "But I can't help it."

"Lu Xiuyuan, you should have danced on the third floor more than once." Qi Xi looked at Lu Xiuyuan's wide-open eyes, and knew that he had guessed right.

"Stop talking, I want to sleep, Qi Xi, I want to sleep." While speaking, she violently wanted to break free, and then desperately pulled the quilt onto her head.

"Are you going to hide again? Are you going to hide again? Lu Xiuyuan?" Qi Xi let go, took the ipad over, clicked it a few times, and then showed it in front of Lu Xiuyuan, "Lu Xiuyuan, you went there more than once Dancing on the third floor, you have watched videos of yourself dancing more than once, Lu Xiuyuan, you want to come out, don’t you?”

"Qi Xi don't talk anymore, okay?" Lu Xiuyuan covered himself firmly.

"Why don't you do it?" Qi Xi asked.

"Leave this matter alone." Lu Xiuyuan's voice came from under the quilt, muffled and deep.

Qi Xi took a deep breath, hesitated several times, and finally said: "I signed up for 'Chaochun' for you."

The person in the quilt was silent for a moment, and the quilt was suddenly lifted: "What... what did you say?" His voice was trembling.

"I signed up for 'Chaochun' for you."

"Qi Xi!" Lu Xiuyuan's eyes turned red, "Why do you make your own decisions? Make decisions for me over and over again!"

Qi Xi didn't speak, turned around and went out the door. When he came in, he was holding a notebook in his hand. He looked deeply at Lu Xiuyuan's bloodshot eyes due to anger.

When Qi Xi said these things, he knew clearly that Lu Xiuyuan would definitely get angry, and he would definitely lose his temper explosively.But the previous methods were too gentle, gentle and persuasive, always concerned about his state and the degree of his acceptance.Instead, his sensitive heart was taken care of, and it became a disguised sympathy. This was his first reaction after Uncle Chen told him everything.

Lu Xiuyuan was afraid to go out, so Uncle Chen trapped him in a small house.He didn't want people to see his longing, so he forbade anyone to go up to the third floor. He was afraid of his disability, so he asked people around him not to mention everything about legs. He was afraid of the past, so Uncle Chen didn't mention anything. , along with his father's diary were hidden.

It was because of Uncle Chen's distress that he sent Lu Xiuyuan to the locked room step by step, so that he would not be disturbed by the outside world.

Lu Xiuyuan has never vented before, and he has never faced it, so this time Qi Xi must let Lu Xiuyuan face everything directly.

"I didn't have an identity before, I was just someone you hired, but now I have one. I'm your boyfriend, and I'm someone who wants to spend the rest of my life with you." Qi Xi said.

Lu Xiuyuan looked at him in disbelief: "Do you know what 'Chaochun' is?"

"I know, a dance competition."

Lu Xiuyuan looked at Qi Xi like he was looking at a monster: "Then you still let me participate? Do you know what is necessary for dancing? If you have legs, look at me..." He lifted the quilt to reveal his sick legs, Laughing self-deprecatingly, he pointed, "Qi Xi, I can't even walk, how do I dance, huh? Tell me? How do I dance? Are you asking me to go on stage to embarrass myself?"

"Lu Xiuyuan, who told you that if you can't walk, you can't dance. There are so many disabled people on the Internet. Many of them have participated in dance competitions. I don't believe you have never paid attention to it."

Lu Xiuyuan's face was livid, and his fingers were trembling: "Yes! There are many people! They are braver than me, and they have come out. They don't care. But I can't, I can't, Qi Xi, not everyone can do it. You say you understand me, how do you understand? You only know my thoughts, but not my fears."

"Lu Xiuyuan, I know what you are afraid of. You are afraid that you will fail. You are afraid that you will do something that your father hates you the most. On the other hand, you feel sorry for your father."

"do not talk!"

"On the one hand, I feel ashamed of what I expected from your mother."

"Stop talking! Qi Xi don't talk anymore!" Lu Xiuyuan yelled, covering his ears with a horrified expression, trembling like a tree withered by the heavy rain.

"So!" Qi Xi took a step forward and forcibly moved his hand away, "So you don't go to the rehabilitation, just let yourself paralyzed in the wheelchair, so that you have an excuse to tell your mother, it's because you can't You can't dance anymore when you're gone."

"Shut up! You shut up!"

"You love dancing and the stage, that's why you dance with your eyes closed over and over again on the third floor. If I'm right, you are imagining yourself on the stage, Lu Xiuyuan!"

"I told you to stop talking!" Lu Xiuyuan casually picked up the mobile phone by the bedside, and slammed it hard, hitting Qi Xi's forehead accurately, and warm liquid slowly flowed down from the center of his forehead.Lu Xiuyuan was stunned, the violence on his body disappeared without a trace, and his hands were still in the posture of throwing things.

"Lu Xiuyuan." Qi Xi didn't care about the injury on his head, but just handed over the book in his hand, "Let's have a look."

"Qi, Xi..." Lu Xiuyuan wanted to step forward, but he couldn't move himself, so he could only stretch out his hand, "I, I didn't do it on purpose."

Qi Xi handed the notebook to him: "Let's have a look." Seeing that he didn't answer, she put the notebook beside him.Then he reached out and rubbed Lu Xiuyuan's head, and kissed his forehead: "Don't worry, it doesn't hurt, I'll go and treat the wound."