After the apocalypse, the flower of Kaolin who saved her secret love

This is a diary, the cover page has been worn out due to time, and the cracks on the side were carefully glued up with tape, and no name is left on the title page or other places.

The diary did not write the year, nor did it leave information such as the weather, but simply wrote the date of the month, and the notes were naive, with pinyin, typos, and sometimes photos and paper——

At first, the recorder seemed to be very young, maintaining the frequency of one article per day, and would record what he had eaten, what he did, and what he saw recently.

"On February 2th, Chang Ye... My sister asked me to keep a diary to practice the new words I learned. I don't know what to write. Today's lunch is rice noodles with sauerkraut and shredded pork. It is delicious. I want to learn to cook."

"On February 2, I went back to the orphanage to go through the formalities. I don't like it there. The children are very noisy. I asked about the little master who sponsored this side, and it seems that I have returned to the other side. Forget it."

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"March 3th, the new name is kind of weird. Okay."

When writing this day's diary, the other party seemed to be very entangled and hesitant, and wrote "Baby" next to it and drew a circle.

Turning back, there is a page with a photo, a young woman hugging a skinny boy with a big grin, pinching the boy's fleshless cheeks with both hands, making the other party smile, and the boy reluctantly made a comparison yeah.

"On May 5, the primary school textbooks were almost finished. My sister got a boyfriend and became busier than before. He took a photo of us and sent it over today. It's a bit ugly.

My sister said to take me out on weekends, and I can go to the next junior high school to attend classes in September... I don’t know.don't know.

Recently, I secretly go to work, but few people want children my age. "

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"May 5th, I don't want to see her so hard. Maybe..."

"On May 5, my sister got angry. Made her cry. I'm sorry."

"On May 5, I sent the things back. The wound on my face hurts a bit. Fortunately, my sister has been working overtime these days."

……

"May 5, happy birthday."

After that, I didn't record much, and there was no next record until September.

"On September 9th, I failed to go to school as scheduled, and fainted some time ago. I didn't expect the differentiation of the second gender to occur. I thought I would be a beta. Pheromone disorder... my sister said it was okay, but... I I don’t think she’s so tired. Maybe you can go to the restaurant next door and ask.”

"On September 9, I found a job."

The other party seemed to be in a good mood, and drew a little stickman beside him.

Afterwards, the records were restored, but the frequency was very low. Most of them recorded how much money they saved like keeping accounts.

"January 1st, Happy New Year. They found out that my sister is pregnant a few days ago, and they seem very happy. I am also very happy. I have heard that there is a new life in my sister's belly, which seems to be pulsating gently... I'll be nice to him."

"On January 1, the pregnancy was so hard, my sister was always vomiting."

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"On June 6, there have been more frequent fever periods recently. Annoying."

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"June 6".

Only the date is written on this page, and the person who wrote this date seems very angry, and the tip of the pen ran deep across the paper, leaving a deep, even scratched scratch on it, with a light stain beside it mark.

It seems that I haven't written for a long time after that, because the handwriting on the next page has changed, and the degree of new and old handwriting is relatively clear.

"January 1st, the fifth new year, I finally went to see my sister. I always felt that she was not in the photo. I stayed for a day. I missed her so much. It seems that I have a cold and my eyes hurt.

Can my sister see what I wrote in the diary? "

Tears fell clearly next to the handwriting.He asked and answered by himself, and wrote "can't" shallowly next to it.

"On May 5, I turned 26."

"On August 8, I went to the riverside at night and then came back."

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"On September 9th, I met the young master who previously sponsored the orphanage. He was studying here. But I don't remember me. It should be a welcome party or something... It was so noisy. He spoke on the stage and said that his name was "Thank you", I don't understand the rest of the content.

...Accidentally missed the time to go back. "

A few words like "Xie Zhe" and "Xie Zhe" were scribbled on the side, and there were some small black dots on the side. It can be seen that the other party unconsciously tapped the pen while thinking.

"October 10st, I seldom saw him this month. The girls who came to eat in the restaurant were always talking about him. I got his name. Xie Zhe."

Then there is a photo, which is the honor bulletin board. The person at the top of the list frowned impatiently and looked at the camera, with a string of praise phrases neatly written beside it.

"On October 10, he was reading a book and had a kitten."

There is another photo on this page, probably taken secretly, some distant and blurry, the boy is sitting on a bench with a book in his hand, the well-fed kitten in the campus is squatting on the bench, and the other side is another The hand was carelessly placed in the kitten's soft fur.

After that, "Xie Zhe" often appeared in the diary, and the frequency of the diary owner's records gradually increased.

"January 1st, happy new year. I went to visit my sister's grave, and it was snowing. I came back very late, and the restaurant had just finished working, and everyone else went back."

"On March 3, a 'monster' appeared. A bit worried."

"On March 3, Xie Zhe was bitten and was still in a coma."

"On March 3, he woke up. He didn't seem to be the same as I imagined, but... also liked it very much. The request was rejected."

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"On March 3, Xie Zhe carried me on his back."

A smiley face was drawn on the back.

"But I didn't remember it, it's a pity, if I'm awake..."

When he wrote here, he might feel embarrassed, and the pen tapped and tapped on the notebook, leaving smudged ink marks, but he didn't continue to write.

"On March 3, we entered the refuge. We met a person who looked a lot like my older sister. He asked me to name the baby in my womb, and I said the nickname was Xiaoxiao.

I thought of my sister, who said that there is power in names.But... But, she forgot to tell me that naming also connects two people.Back then when I stood with her at the registration area, she grinned and said, "Why don't you call me baby, Ji Li, she said she wants to love herself and crawl out of this quagmire, baby."She and I are connected by a thread different from blood.Then she left me.

Sister Zhou Yu said that she must love me very much. "

"On March 3, I will kill him."

Then came four days later.

"On March 3th, Xie Zhe and I... kissed. He said it wasn't our first kiss."

He only wrote one sentence, but Xie Zhe knew what happened that day.

There were still a few pages left, Xie Zhe closed the diary without reading any more.

He stared at the photo with his mother when he was young, and thought of the skinny boy he met by chance many years ago.

There was a rabbit, who hit his stump, and waited for years in his net bag.

I really want to see each other.

At night when everything was over, Xie Zhe left the medical area in a hurry.

He opened the door of the room, and the traces of life in the room were not heavy.

He entered the bedroom, there was a small bag on the quilt on the bed, Baby Song was buried in the pillow, his chest heaving quietly.

It was dim outside the window through the curtain, and he bent down.

Caught his own rabbit and lover,