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"It's nothing." Shen Xubai breathed a sigh of relief, and pushed Yang Wenbai away: "There are so many poisons in his body, why does he look like a normal person?"

"Because there are too many poisons in his body, but none of them will kill him." Yang Wenbai replied.

"Can it detoxify?" Shen Xubai stretched out his hand to support his forehead, looking extremely tired.

He didn't know why he didn't know this kind of thing until now.

No matter what, Xu Qingjian must have known about his physical condition back then, but he didn't mention it.

For a moment, Shen Xubai only felt that he was really a failure.

"It can be detoxified, but it is very difficult. These poisons have been in his body for too long, and they have achieved a mutual check and balance effect." Yang Wenbai sighed: "If you detoxify rashly, I am afraid it will only make him fall into life. Danger."

"Then he..." Shen Xubai took a deep breath and continued to speak.

Yang Wenbai seemed to know what Shen Xubai was going to say, and he had already answered in advance: "There is so much poison in his body, I fear he won't live long."

At that moment, Shen Xubai's face was extremely pale.

He stared blankly ahead, unable to speak for a long time.

"By the way, there is something very strange to me, and I forgot to tell the prince." Yang Wenbai suddenly said excitedly.

Shen Xubai slowly raised his eyes to look at him.

"I also detoxified the prince before, and I found that many of the poisoning methods in Mr. Xu's body are very similar to those of the prince, as if they were done by the same person." Yang Wenbai said in a deep voice.

Shen Xubai couldn't help being taken aback when he heard the words, and his face changed accordingly: "Are you sure?"

"I can't be sure about this, but it's probably nine out of ten, because there are indeed many similarities." Yang Wenbai replied.

Shen Xubai was silent for a while, then nodded slowly: "I see, you go back first."

The poison in his body was placed by the Queen Mother to control him.

When the queen mother was young, she came from a family of medicine, and her medical skills were very good. Her master was a famous Gu master in southern Xinjiang, so she was very good at using poison. According to Yang Wenbai's statement, the poison in Xu Qingjian's body was not injected by the queen mother.

But how could Xu Qingjian have a relationship with the Queen Mother...

Hearing this, Yang Wenbai quickly cupped his hands to Shen Xubai, then turned around and planned to leave.

"My lord." Yang Wenbai thought of something, stopped again, and looked at Shen Xubai: "I need a few drops of Mr. Xu's blood to take back for research, so that I can know exactly what kind of poison is in his body."

"Understood, I'll ask Steward Liu to send it to you tonight." Shen Xubai replied.

Yang Wenbai nodded, turned around and left without saying anything more.

And Shen Xubai stood alone for a long time, until the sky completely darkened.

The wind of the winter night was bitterly cold, like blunt knives scraping his exposed skin, making him extremely uncomfortable.

Until there was a sound of footsteps.

Shen Xubai's thoughts were pulled back, he slowly raised his eyes, and saw Xu Qingjian walking towards him with a big cloak in his arms.

Seeing Shen Xubai looking at him, Xu Qingjian paused, and then called softly: "My lord..."

Shen Xubai ignored him, but slowly closed his eyes, still standing under the tree.

Then, he felt Xu Qingjian coming towards him again, and then his shoulders were heavy, and Xu Qingjian put the big cloak in his hand on him.

"I've been waiting for a long time, you still haven't come back, I'm afraid it's too cold outside, so I came to look for you." Xu Qingjian said while fastening the cloak for Shen Xubai.

Shen Xubai opened his eyes and looked at Xu Qingjian.

After Xu Qingjian put on the cloak for him, he reached out and grabbed his hands, and held them tightly in his palms.

"Your hands are so cold too." Xu Qingjian said.

Shen Xubai looked at Xu Qingjian quietly, without saying a word for a long time.

Finally, Xu Qingjian felt something was wrong, he slowly raised his head to look at Shen Xubai.

"What's the matter, Ah Bai?" Xu Qingjian asked in a daze.

Shen Xubai still didn't speak, just looked down at him quietly.

"Did I really have some incurable disease?" Xu Qing thought about it and asked again.

"You have forgotten so many things, why do you still remember me?" Shen Xu stared at Xu Qingjian with his white and black eyes, and his voice was extremely hoarse when he spoke.

Xu Qingjian was stunned for a moment.

After a while, he replied softly: "I forgot it before, I didn't even know who Nian Nian's father was at first, it was only later... I remembered it."

Xu Qingjian's voice became weaker and weaker, and he didn't even dare to continue, because he found that Shen Xubai's face was getting worse and worse, and it could be said to be extremely gloomy.

"That's right." Xu Qingjian suddenly remembered something: "When I was thinking about Niannian, I fell ill. It seems that after the illness was cured, I forgot many things. I remember little by little."

He did remember many things intermittently later, but Shen Xubai was the first to recall.

Originally, he wanted to come back to look for Shen Xubai, but he soon remembered that he had cut Shen Xubai back then, and he was ashamed to come back, so he dared not come back to look for Shen Xubai alone.

Shen Xubai listened quietly to Xu Qingjian's words, his fingers trembling slightly.

The illness that Xu Qingjian is talking about now is definitely not when he was still in the capital, but the illness that occurred outside.

At that time, I didn't know whether Xu Qingjian was avoiding the pursuit or had already found a foothold. Besides, he was still pregnant at that time, so it must have been very hard.

Based on Nian Nian's birthday, he deduced that when Xu Qingjian cut him and left, he was almost four or five months pregnant.

Thinking back now, Shen Xubai remembered that Xu Qingjian always wore loose robes during that time, which meant that Xu Qingjian must have known about his pregnancy at that time.

"...Why didn't you tell me?" Shen Xubai's voice was low and tired.

"What?" Xu Qingjian was stunned for a moment, unable to understand what Shen Xubai was asking.

Shen Xubai grabbed Xu Qingjian's hand tightly, and he used so much strength that Xu Qingjian felt that his fingers were pinched.

"You were pregnant back then, why did you keep it from me?!" Shen Xubai tightened his grip on his hand.

"I, I don't know..." Xu Qingjian said in a daze.

"What do you mean not knowing?" Shen Xubai's eyes looked extremely fierce.

Xu Qingjian was startled, and the whole person seemed extremely flustered.

"I don't remember, I forgot!" Xu Qingjian replied in a panic: "I, I forgot why I didn't tell you, I really forgot..."

Hearing that Xu Qingjian had forgotten several times in a row, Shen Xubai was stunned for a moment, his eyes became more helpless.

He loosened his grip on Xu Qingjian's fingers.

Yeah, what is he doing to a guy who's lost a lot of his memory...

At this moment, snowflakes slowly fell from the sky, one by one falling on Xu Qingjian's black hair.

Xu Qingjian was stunned for a moment, then looked up, only to see snowflakes falling one after another, no wonder it was so cold today.

"It's snowing, go back quickly, it's cold outside." Xu Qingjian held Shen Xubai's hand and said anxiously.

"You don't wear so little, why do you only care about me?" Shen Xubai asked.

Xu Qingjian couldn't help being stunned when he heard this.

"Because... because I'm not afraid of the cold." Xu Qingjian casually found an excuse.

As he said that, he directly grabbed Shen Xubai's hand: "Let's go, go back and enjoy the fire."

As soon as he took a step, Xu Qingjian was dragged back by Shen Xubai.

"Hmm..." Xu Qingjian was dragged directly into Shen Xubai's body, and subconsciously called out.

Then he felt that Shen Xubai covered him with the cloak that was originally on him, Xu Qingjian was stunned for a moment.

The cloak carried the temperature of Shen Xubai's body, so warm, he only felt that his whole body was wrapped by Shen Xubai's breath.

"Abai..."

Before Xu Qingjian could say anything, he felt Shen Xubai's palm covering his abdomen.

Shen Xubai stroked Xu Qingjian's abdomen lightly, with a sad expression on his face, and the movements of his hands were very light.

"When you miss it, does it hurt?" Shen Xubai's voice was hoarse and trembling.

The abdomen under the palm is flat, but it doesn't feel like having a baby before.

Xu Qingjian looked at Shen Xubai and shook his head vigorously.

It was actually painful, but he didn't want to tell Shen Xubai.

"Xu Qingjian, you used to hide so many things from me, you were really an asshole." Shen Xubai sighed softly.

Xu Qingjian looked at him, not daring to speak.

Soon, Shen Xubai lowered his eyes again, and added: "Me too, I'm a jerk, it's useless."

It's useless that even his lover doesn't want to confide his heart to him.

Xu Qingjian quickly reached out to caress Shen Xubai's face, and said anxiously: "It's my fault, it's all my fault, you are fine."

Shen Xubai looked at Xu Qingjian quietly for a long time, then hugged him into his arms forcefully, Xu Qingjian was stunned for a moment.

"How much do you remember about being in the capital?" Shen Xubai asked softly.

Xu Qingjian hugged Shen Xubai and buried his head in his arms, so the voice of his answer was a little dull: "I...don't remember much."

"Have you ever met the Queen Mother?" Shen Xubai asked again.

The person in his arms shook his head decisively.

"What about the emperor, have you seen it before?"

Xu Qingjian still shook his head.

Shen Xubai was silent for a while, and then said: "In the future, if you remember the past, you must tell me everything in detail."

He used to think that he knew Xu Qingjian enough, but now he realized that all he knew was what Xu Qingjian was willing to tell him.

This time Xu Qingjian nodded vigorously and said, "Yes, I will!"

Shen Xubai let go of Xu Qingjian a little, then stretched out his hand to smooth his hair, bowed his head and kissed his lips.

The lips of the two touched only lightly before parting.

Xu Qingjian's face turned red all of a sudden.

"Again, if I don't go back again... my clothes will be soaked in the snow." Xu Qingjian blushed and stammered.