fallen star

I walked in, Ouyang closed the door, he just stood there looking at me, I had an ominous premonition

"Does my cousin know something?" Ouyang's expression was a little dignified, and it seemed that he was still scared. "What's your relationship with him now?"

I nodded, and then told him everything that happened between me and Chen Jiatong

"So my cousin knows but I don't?" Ouyang looked a little angry. "Why didn't you tell me in time?"

"I don't know how to tell you, I don't want to see you like this..." I can't bear to be forced, and if I'm pressed, I just let go

"Then what are you going to do now?" Ouyang asked me to look at him "Do you want to choose one?"

I shook my head, "I don't know, it's hard for me to choose." Then I got up, bypassed Ouyang and walked out of the room

Back in the dormitory, Chen Jiatong was not there, but there was a strong smell of smoke in the air. I was afraid that he might have gone to eavesdrop on my conversation with Ouyang again, right?No matter, I lit a cigarette first, now it is 12.45 Beijing time

After smoking, I climbed into bed again, went to class at two o'clock, and slept for a while. Suddenly, Chen Jiatong's voice sounded in the next bedroom. He must be playing games next door, and his mood became even more depressed for no reason.

"I'm back!" Chen Jiatong yelled and pushed the door open, and I lay down on the bed too

Seeing that I ignored him, he walked to my bedside "Are you going to sleep?" he asked, I blinked to indicate that he was right

"Okay, go to sleep, I'll call you later" he said and sat on his bed

Why am I mad at him for playing games in the next bedroom?What I'm afraid of is the neighbor A next door, he is not ugly, what if Chen Jiatong is hooked by him?I'm such a scum, don't want it, I'm actually angry because of this

In my drowsiness, I was woken up by Chen Jiatong, he said that class will start immediately, and told me to get up quickly, fortunately, it was Da Mo’s class in the afternoon, I got up from the bed with guilt towards Ouyang and anger from Chen Jiatong, my mind was also dizzy Heavy

"Hurry up, I'm going down first" Chen Jiatong said, and then he left the dormitory, I saw neighbor A waiting for him outside the door

Do you know what kind of mood it is at this moment?I sat on the bed, a kind of inexplicable loss and disappointment came from all directions, I didn't have time to get dressed, I lit a cigarette

"Don't wake me up before I wait, are you rough?" I cursed, my nose suddenly became sore, and my tears couldn't help but flow out. Maybe that's the case. People who just woke up from a nap have a fragile heart, right?

"Why are you still sleeping?!" Ouyang's voice came from outside the door, I quickly wiped away my tears and extinguished the cigarette butt

He came in and found something wrong with me "What's wrong with you?" He came over and looked at me and asked, he was really gentle

"It's nothing, it's like this just after waking up, I'll go down immediately" I started to put on clothes, inexplicably began to miss home and my parents, I was really wronged!

"Then hurry up, Da Mo is making a fan painting" he said and went out

I tidied up my mood and went downstairs, quietly ran to the seat, Da Mo was drawing in the front, so I didn’t see me

"Why did you come down? I called you long ago." Chen Jiatong deliberately lowered his voice and asked me, "I won't wake you up, are you asleep again?"

I shook my head, "No, I smoked a cigarette and went to the toilet." I also pretended

"Fortunately, Da Mo is going to be a fan painting, otherwise you will definitely be scolded." Then he said, "Don't do this next time!"

"What are you two talking about?" Ouyang suddenly stepped out and stood behind the classroom, startling me, "Watch the demonstration carefully."

Da Mo was not happy when he heard it, "Speak out, don't disturb other students inside." The originally quiet classroom became quieter, and even the sound of the stool moving became extremely harsh

Originally, Ouyang was teaching color in the next class in the afternoon, and he still ran over here from time to time. Whenever he came here, he could catch Chen Jiatong and give him a good lesson. In the afternoon and all night, he was chasing Chen Jiatong, and Chen Jiatong listened patiently

What annoys me the most is that when Ouyang talks about Chen Jiatong from time to time, neighbor A still speaks for him, and he is also a completely shameless bitch

"Why don't you learn from Li Jifan? Don't say a word and paint yourself?" Ouyang asked Chen Jiatong like this, and he began to feel strange

"That's right, I just found out that you have finished class at almost 12 o'clock since the afternoon, and you haven't talked to me much!" Drinking is also a person who can't observe at all. Do you have no idea what you have done?

"I don't know what to say" I didn't look at him, I painted my own, one night, someone else has already started to paint the second color, I am still trying to make the first one better

"What's the matter? Did I upset you?" Chen Jiatong stopped writing and became serious

"No, I really have nothing to say..." I didn't want to listen to him anymore, so I put on my headphones and played "Love Song" by Liang Jingru

He took off my earphones, I snatched them up and put them on again, completely ignoring him, turned my head suddenly, and he was talking, "Did you promise my cousin?" I couldn't hear it, but I could tell by the shape of my mouth , I ignored him, turned around and continued to draw my

After class, I went back to the dormitory, and Chen Jiatong followed me back to the dormitory

"Did you promise my cousin?" He asked me, and I shook my head in denial

"Then what did my cousin tell you at noon, and you started ignoring me in the afternoon?"

"I said it, I really have nothing to say." I sat on the bed opposite Chen Jiatong and started smoking

"Then you're not angry with me?" He thought about it again, and he didn't seem to realize that he didn't do anything wrong to make me unhappy, and he returned to normal

He suddenly remembered something and asked me, "Would you like to go out and eat something later?"

"It's better not to go, I don't have any money, you go" I said, he said he was a treat, I shook my head "I don't want to go, I really don't have an appetite to eat a lot at night, dinner is enough for me to digest , you go to you, I'm really not mad at you"

He had nothing to do with me, so he nodded, "Okay, I'll go then, and then tell me what you want to eat and I'll bring it for you." After he finished speaking, he left the dormitory. There was a sound of heavy footsteps, yes he went downstairs

I listened to music and read novels in the dormitory for more than an hour. When he came back at two o’clock, he was talking and laughing with neighbor A again. Neighbor A went back to the dormitory. He came in with two snack box

"I packed a box of porridge and a little barbecue for you. Do you want to eat a little? Drink porridge to nourish your stomach at night..." He put the things on the table, I shook my head and said no, he nodded, and then distributed them to other roommates have eaten

i get out of bed and put on my shoes

"Where are you going?" He asked me "It's so late"

"I'm going to make a phone call. If you want to sleep, go to bed first." He said and left the dormitory without looking back.

All the way up the stairs, I suppressed my emotions all the way. I had to go to the rooftop and find a safe corner from others to vent out. But emotions are like water in a wooden barrel. Holding on to the escalator, he climbed up with difficulty, and finally exploded at the moment when he stepped out of the rooftop door

"Originally, I was talking about whether I could go on with Chen Jiatong. I should have deliberately forgotten Ouyang for Chen Jiatong, but so far, it seems that my choice was wrong at all. I let Ouyang down, and Chen Jiatong let me down. "I thought, maybe I did something wrong at the beginning.

I was sitting on the wall of the roof, and the other side was at a height of more than ten or 20 meters. I fell enough to kill me, but I was not so fragile after thinking too much. After two o'clock, I missed my family and my parents, but they Falling asleep, I was smoking and crying while holding my phone, I don’t know who to turn to, who to turn to

After sitting for almost two hours, it was already four o'clock when I returned to the dormitory. Chen Jiatong's bed was empty, which was really disappointing. I climbed into bed and lay down, trying to convince myself to fall asleep, but I couldn't fall asleep.

At eight o'clock, my alarm clock rang. I got up from the bed. I almost fell back from the headache. I got out of bed and went to the toilet to wash my face and brush my teeth. My roommates also woke up. Chen Jiatong opened the door and entered the dormitory

After washing up, I came out of the toilet, and S also came out after me, and asked me, "There is still time, do you want to go down and have breakfast?"

I checked the time and saw that there were still ten minutes left, so I nodded, "It's been a long time since I had breakfast, let's go?" S picked up his phone and walked out of the dormitory. I followed him as if I hadn't seen Chen Jiatong at all.

"Hey, help me bring four buns, meaty" Chen Jiatong shouted from behind, I really wanted to ignore him, but I turned around and made an OK gesture

"Why do you still help him? He treats you like that, and you have a good temper. If I were you, I would tell him to go away." S walked in front without looking back, very calm

"You know me?" I didn't intend to hide it, my relationship with him should be considered very strong

S didn't talk until I had a bowl of porridge with him and sat in the cafeteria to eat, because there was only the two of us and no one else came to have breakfast

"I don't know you yet, duplicity is your strong point" and said, "I told you at noon that day to tell you to be careful with him, but you didn't listen"

"Then how do you know so much?"

"I'm not blind, I've told you that he's gay, I'll know if you're still with him." S said calmly, "Don't think too much, I'm not the same as you"

"Then don't you hate people like us?" I asked him, and he shook his head slightly

"You can't kill them all with one stick. I don't know your character yet. I can trust you." He said, "It's just B. I can't say how he treats people. Anyway, I really watched it last night." He came out a little silly, I don’t know if it’s stupid or scum, you still have to be careful with him.”

I wondered "what happened last night? What happened?" In fact, what happened after I walked out of the dormitory was full of question marks in my mind

"We ate the barbecue he brought back to the dormitory last night. No one touched the bowl of porridge. It was yours by default." Then he said, "The sissy next door ran over and called him when he entered the door. I am really disgusting." kill me"

"And then?" I became more and more annoyed.

"That sissy never came to our dormitory. She ran over last night and asked him for something to eat when she entered the door. After eating, she still wanted to eat, eat..."

He was talking about the neighbor A next door. Everyone in the school knows that eight or even nine out of ten sissies are the same, and then I continued to ask

"I really can't stand him flirting in our dormitory, so I said I want to talk out, don't make noise here, I'm going to sleep." He spread his hands, "Then Chen Jiatong's B should be angry, so go with that sissy their dormitory"

"Well, I just came back this morning." After S finished speaking, someone coughed at the door, it was Chen Jiatong

I hurriedly finished eating and ran to the sink to wash the dishes, and S also followed me

"Then I won't bring you buns." I left without waiting for him to return after I finished speaking, and faintly heard S humming behind, full of irony. At this moment, I am really satisfied to have such a support My straight boyfriend, thank you S

The class bell rang, and Chen Jiatong entered the classroom with the bell ringing, holding a bun in his hand. Neighbor A was not with him this time, he didn't have breakfast, and was sharpening pens in the classroom

"I drew young girls in the morning, I have already sent the picture to the group," Da Mo said, and I took out my phone

"Did you misunderstand me a little?" Chen Jiatong asked me in WeChat, "Why, it feels like you have changed in the past two days..."

I finally didn't want to be depressed anymore, so I just replied to him, "You seem to have a lot of conversations with the **** next door these two days, I'll let you chat, there is no misunderstanding, and I don't want to have any misunderstandings."

"Because you don't want to pay attention to my appearance. I went to their dormitory to find him to play games. It's not what you imagined."

"I didn't think much about it. If you want to play games with him, you can go. It has nothing to do with me." Then he said, "I guess you also know what kind of person he is. He looks better than me, and he is also more popular than me." He is better than me, he is better than me in everything, why do you still come to me?"

"That's why you're angry with me. If you said it earlier, then I won't look for him anymore, and I won't look for him again. Don't be angry, okay?"

I didn't call him back, turned off the phone and started posting stickers on my own. To be honest, I had already given up on this relationship that hadn't started yet. Chen Jiatong was pushing my arm

"Don't bother me!" Dazed by anger, I yelled at him loudly

He looked a little disappointed, turned to paste his paper, and never looked for me again all morning

"You're right, I'm too annoying, and everyone needs to calm down, so let's just leave it for a while, and calm down." Exiting the group chat page, I saw the message Chen Jiatong sent me, and I felt sad from all directions Coming over, I told Da Mo that I needed to go to the bathroom, and then I walked out of the classroom, I was going to the roof to breathe