fallen star

Yang Le sent a few smiley expressions, indicating that he couldn't control it anymore. He should have explained my affairs to Lin Yingjie. I was annoyed enough. I regretted asking him to help explain, and suddenly realized that there is nothing wrong with being a villain.

"Yes, yes, you are amazing!" I didn't count on him anymore, the electric pole next to the railway track was quickly thrown back, and the hills skipped one after another, getting closer to that woman

The car continued to drive forward, and arrived at the terminal station Jiujiang at ten o'clock. There was a long line of people getting off the car, and I sat and waited leisurely.

The people are almost gone, and I got out of the car. It is still a colorless world. The disturbed crowd is rushing one after another. Suddenly, it seems that someone has tripped, and the crowd is chaotic. I am looking at the front, the lowered head Give up a familiar back of the head

"Ouyang!!!" I shouted subconsciously without going through my brain, I was already crazy, but there were too many people and not enough, I ran to him at full speed, and I couldn't find him when I chased out of the station

"Haha~ how is it possible, it's just a back view~" I grinned wryly, and took out my phone to send a message to Ouyang

"I got out of the car just now and saw a figure that looked like you. After chasing him for a long time, he still disappeared. It would be great if he was like you. Hey, I miss you~" Tears dripped onto the screen

The breeze is blowing gently, walking along the Gantang Lake, it seems that spring has come without knowing it, a young woman is walking towards the face with a child in her arms, the child's face is so cute

"Brother...Brother~"

"Yes~ it's brother~" The young woman smiled at me, and I smiled too

When we passed by, I looked back, and the child was still smiling at me. It was that smile that melted the winter. I responded with a smile again.

I suddenly thought of the song by Wan Xiaoli, "The head chopped off by the executioner, the soul can still stay for the last nine seconds, and wake up from the dream at the seventh second, all this is not as bad as imagined~" Yes, if you feel Life sucks, maybe you can try to see it from another angle, life might not be so bad from another angle

When I went back to school, there was still no one there, and I was almost scared when I went back to the dormitory. Lin Yingjie was sitting on my bed, probably waiting for me~ Besides, Yang Le was sitting on his bed opposite him reluctantly. He was still chatting at first. I came and stopped suddenly

"You're finally back~" Yang Le looked back to Lin Yingjie as if seeing a rescuer, "Can I go now?" She nodded, and Yang Le ran out of the dormitory without a trace in the blink of an eye

"What are you doing?" I threw my bag on the bed, stood in front of her with my hands on my hips, and asked her pretending to be arrogant

"Let me ask you~" She took out the photo frame from under my pillow, which I brought back from Nanchang, the photo of me and Ouyang "Are you gay?"

The facts are in front of me, what can I say, I don't care anyway

"And then? What do you want to say?"

"This is the reason why you reject me with such a tough attitude!" She said, tears came out. "Last time I saw Ouyang densely packed in your notebook, he must be Ouyang!"

I nodded, "Otherwise?"

Two hours passed and I sat face to face with her without speaking

Suddenly she asked me "Do your parents know?"

"I don't have parents anymore~" I chuckled, "It's because of him that I don't have parents~"

"Do you regret it?"

"there has never been"

She wiped away her tears, "So you went to Nanchang to find him, right?"

I shook my head, "He's dead, I can't find him~" When I said this, I wanted to cry a little bit, but I only stayed at the sore nose stage for the time being

She was stunned, "Why? How did you die?"

"It's fate, it's predestined." I said lightly, then picked up the photo frame and carefully wiped the outer glass, so that I wouldn't lose sight of him

She didn't speak, and I just continued "So you understand, it's impossible, it's not that you are bad, it's just that I only like this person, if he hasn't died, maybe I will be separated from him after a while , but he slipped away halfway when he was with me, and my impression of him will stay at that time forever, and if I take a step back, I will only like men.”

She was completely speechless, before she left, she said lightly, "Unexpectedly, I thought you were just an ordinary person like me. After going through so much hard work, in the future... I wish you to find the next Ouyang as soon as possible~" She left Yes, I also smiled with satisfaction

Actually, let’s see, I’ll be happier suddenly, I almost forgot to ask Lin Yingjie if Yang Le knew about it, so I asked her on QQ

"He seems to know... When I turned the photo frame out, he was there..." Two drops of sweat appeared on my forehead

Still thinking about what to do, what to do in the future?Such a big straight guy, his father is still the principal, how can I spend the rest of my life in this school, in that top class~

But before Lin Yingjie left for a while, Yang Le came back, entered the dormitory door with a dignified expression, a bundle of beer and a bag of peanuts in his hand

"Are you...?" I asked him nonchalantly pretending not to know.

"Don't pretend to be garlic!" He sat on his bed and started drinking

"You... What kind of medicine did you take? Lin Yingjie is bothering you?" Seeing that he didn't speak, I said again, "What are you afraid of? Isn't your father the principal? At least it's okay to support you."

He stopped what he was doing and looked up, "You're still pretending!" Seeing his aggressive expression, I couldn't pretend anymore

"Okay, it's fine once you know, what's wrong with being gay?" His hands were shaking, and he was trying his best to calm himself down

"Then you have been showing me a hammer Victoria's Secret before! Harper's Bazaar, return Liu Wen to your goddess, Athena Chu Yin Wang Zuxian!" He handed me a bottle and started to drink by himself

"So what the hell are you trying to say? Am I disgusting?" I said, "If you think I'm disgusting, I'll change the dorm right now." I got up and prepared to pack my things, feeling very uncomfortable

"Sit down first and speak clearly, wait~" He got up and dragged me to sit down

"What else are you going to do? I'm gay and I need face. I'm also human. Please don't insult me ​​anymore!" Unable to live up to my expectations, I broke away from his hand with red eyes.

"I'm sorry~" He stopped, and things didn't seem to be developing as usual, but...

I turned around and continued to pack my things. The person who dragged me out of hell, the person I was also infatuated with, I didn't want to bear grudges against him because of today's incident, so I chose to escape, thinking in my heart, the speed in my hand was not enough. speed up

"There's nothing I'm sorry for. I also want to thank you. Thank you for helping me make up my lessons these days. I don't know how to repay you, so I'll save it for later... I'll move downstairs now, and the less I see, the less disgusting I will be."

He didn't speak, I packed things faster, the small things were packed, there was a missing photo frame, I looked down and couldn't see it, my eyes were hazy

"Is he really dead?"

I turned around, he was looking at it with a photo frame, I snatched it and threw it into the box, "Yeah~"

"I heard everything you said just now. What I said... didn't mean that"

I stopped, he pulled me to sit down, and handed me the wine bottle, "Two sips?"

"Actually..." He took a sip and put down the bottle, with his hands between his legs, his eyes were very red, and he said, "I'm sorry...I..."

I was stunned, God knows what happened, just seeing him as if he was about to cry

"Actually... I seem to be too..." He said, I was stunned, and he continued, "I saw you for the first time on the day of the entrance exam. You accidentally splashed water on my clothes, and I saw your eyes when I turned around. ..."

This magical reversal left me speechless, I kept holding the wine bottle and forgot to put it down

"I just...have never wanted to admit that I am gay, and I don't know what boys like...Since the first day I met you, I feel that you are in a bad state. I don't know why...I just want to protect you, That's not like it, every time you sleep, you will have nightmares and cry, I will think about what you have gone through, it hurts~"

Listening to and crying, finally... Finally, I waited for these words

"Because I am doing WeChat business, I saw you in another WeChat Moments circle last time, so I asked him for your WeChat account. You said you would come to this school, and I was so happy that I was afraid that you would forget me. So before I left, I borrowed 50 yuan from you. In fact, I didn’t lose my wallet that day, but I just wanted to find a way for you to remember me..." He kept talking, and I couldn’t tell what the expression on his face was. happy or sad

"So why do you want to fall in love with that woman, do you like her?" After recovering, I still have to stay awake

"I don't know, it's you! Show me Victoria's Secret's long legs! You say your goddess is Zhu Yin or Wang Zuxian, I thought you were a straight man~ What do you want me to do?"

I took a sip of wine and asked, "You know yourself, so why did you agree to be with her?" When I asked this question, I thought of Chen Jiatong again, and I didn't know how B was doing now

"So I know I was wrong, actually we broke up within a few days~" His expression finally relaxed, and he said, "She always wants me to kiss her or something, and then touch me, but I actually don't feel it at all, she Call me impotent"

I laughed, it's the kind that can't help it, it comes out

"Laughing fart, tell me you!" He asked me, "Is what you told Xiao Yingzi just now true?"

"if not?"

"So every time you sleep, have nightmares and cry, you dream about him?" He asked me, and I nodded too

He sighed, "That's how deep the love is, I think about it every day and dream at night~"

"Actually, it's okay. That kind of love is like... the relationship between relatives and father and son. It's not like the gluey relationship between young couples, nor is it as indifferent as older couples. It's the best in the middle." okay~"

"Then~ what do you do now?" He asked me, "Do you... have any ideas about finding another one?"

I shook my head, "I don't know, the person who can replace him..." I said and looked at him

"I... can I?" He pointed to himself and asked me "Are you talking about me?"

"Who told you to talk about that damn relationship!" I scolded him, and he finally laughed

"Okay, okay, I won't dare again!" He pointed three fingers at the ceiling, and let him get up and sit next to me. The quality of the upper and lower beds in the dormitory was impressive, and he obviously felt that the bed was sunken after he sat down.

"What are you doing?"

"Why don't you~ Thank you for your hard work~" He said and pulled me into his fleshy arms. I waited for a long time for a day, and this embrace finally made me cry happily

I can feel him laughing, saying "I will stop crying when I'm here, this world is not as bad as you imagine~"

One sentence pierced my heart, I hugged it tighter, and nodded

"Let's go, it's getting late, let's go have a meal~" He let go of me, got up and took my hand, I saw the tears in his eyes, "Finally waiting for you, if you miss these two months I may never see you again~!"

I stood on tiptoe and kissed him, at first he backed away a bit, but I caught him

"I'm sorry...it's my first time... I have no experience..." He scratched his head and smiled awkwardly

I rolled his eyes at him and smiled, "Then learn slowly, take me to dinner quickly, I'm hungry!"

"It's okay!" He took my hand again, ignoring the cameras and classmates on both sides of the corridor and in every corner of the school, and abruptly pulled me from the dormitory on the sixth floor to the school gate before letting go

"You're not afraid of others knowing, you even said that you dare not admit that you are the same~"

Right at the school gate, he hugged me and said, "I'm not afraid now. I used to pretend that I couldn't do it with your friends, so I don't have to pretend now."

I broke away from him and looked around in a panic. Just a few passers-by looked at us with strange eyes, and I could feel the blood on my face and tension

"What are you afraid of? No matter what they say!"

"But... I can't do it~"

Then the whole night was filled with various snacks and games. In the early hours of the morning, the school gate was closed long ago, so I climbed the fence and climbed into the dormitory building against the danger of being caught by the camera.

There is no camera in the stairwell, and it was terribly quiet in the early morning. I could hear his rapid breathing. Just when I realized the problem, I turned my head and was hugged by him

"Thank you! Thank you!" He said very plainly, but his whole body was shaking

To be honest, I enjoy this feeling very much, and I also hug his waist to enjoy the sweetness of this moment

"Thank you for liking me too, thank you!" He laughed and I cried

"Then you must repay me well and take care of yourself for me! Human life is fragile~" This sentence came too late, I cried on his chest, his clothes were stained by my tears wet

When I went back to the dormitory, I came out of the shower and he went to wash it again. I opened my phone and entered WeChat, and saw his Moments, "Please give me more advice for the rest of my life!" Below is a picture, his hand is holding mine, It's just that my hands are relatively slender, I admire this scheming boy

There are also a lot of comments below, "What? The male god is in love, I'm happy!" "99!"

"It's comfortable~" He came out of the toilet after washing, wearing colorful boxers, the crotch is protruding, evil and cute

"I'm not dreaming, am I?" He asked me while wiping his hair with a towel, "Did what happened just now really happen?" It's so cute to see his silly look

"What?" I teased him "What just happened?"

He put down the towel. "Huh? What? It's not...: Are we...that?"

"What is it? What's wrong with us?" I continued to tease him, is fat so easy to bully?He's really suspicious

"I...? You...?" I couldn't help laughing, and he suddenly realized, "Are you fucking kidding me!" After he finished speaking, he turned around and hung the towel in the toilet, turned around and rushed towards me." I want you to lie to me!"